X-X-X-X-X-X-X- Chapter Four X-X-X-X-X-X-X The first time he met Diana was not at work but in a bar. It was a hot August night and his air conditioning was on the fritz, so he set up shop at the local pub with a pint of Guinness, a dish of nuts, and a Braves-Phillies game on the TV. Diana was pregnant with another man's baby, although he didn't know it at the time, and it was for this reason she sought him out. She came right up and sat next to him, her painted nails wrapped around a seltzer and lime. "You're Fox Mulder," she said. "I'd introduce myself but I'm quite sure you already know who I am." He crunched a nut and looked her over, trying to decide whether to play dumb or not. "I've heard that nothing much escapes you," she said before he could commit. "I've seen you around," he said at last. "You're from SIOC, right?" "Since the beginning -- all ten months of it." She reached into his nut bowl and helped herself. "But after the inauguration, things have been a little slow. I might be looking to shift departments soon to someplace more challenging." "Oh, yeah? You have any one in particular in mind?" She slipped a peanut between her lips. "VCU seems interesting, fast-paced. I was a criminology minor in school, so the casework would be interesting to me. Do you like it?" "It pays the bills." He sneaked a look at the TV screen in time to see the Braves pull ahead two-to-one. "Now you're just being modest. That spree killer in Louisiana -- what was his name, Jefferson? -- I heard they brought you in to help question the witnesses and you solved the case in twenty-four hours." "I didn't solve it, the witnesses did." "But they didn't know what they'd seen until you showed them," she said, admiration plain in her voice. Mulder didn't reply, instead gathering another handful of nuts. "I was wondering about SAC Burkit. Is he a good guy to work for?" He stopped crunching and looked at her again. She was busy stirring all the carbonation out of her drink. SIOC agents did not cross his path very often, so the place where he'd "seen her around" was in the parking garage, with Tom Burkit's tongue in her mouth. "He's okay," Mulder said, and took a sip of his beer. "Really? Because before I make any decisions about jumping departments, I want to be sure I'm entering into a good situation." Burkit was married with three kids. Mulder couldn't speak from experience, but he was reasonably convinced that this did not have the makings of a good situation. The intriguing part was why she was asking him about it. "What specifically did you want to know?" "Just general aspects of his personality, anything you might have picked up from working with him that I should know about." Mulder sighed and pushed his beer away. "Burkit is your classic over-achiever with a self-loathing twist. Everything came early and easy to him. He graduated college in three years, got a Masters in criminal psych and was recruited aggressively by the FBI because he speaks German, two dialects of Chinese and a little bit of Russian. He wears a cross around his neck for luck from God, and the thing is, he believes he needs it. Burkit works his tail off because he's never quite sure he's good enough. He respects those who work hard for him but he becomes alarmed if you seem too good, too fast. He doesn't trust his own ability, so when he sees those qualities in others, he doesn't trust them either." "You make him nervous," Diana surmised. "Yeah, I bet nowhere near as nervous as you make him." Her smile froze and she clutched her glass. "You know," she said, and bowed her head. "Not really my business," he said, "at least until you came here to make it mine." "I'm sorry, really. I just saw you sitting here, and I thought..." He waited with his pint halfway to his mouth. "What?" "You're renown for your insight into human behavior, so I thought maybe you could see something in him that I don't, maybe give me some perspective." "What is it you really want to know?" Diana hesitated. "God, I can't even say it." Mulder found he knew anyway. "He's not going to leave her," he said quietly, and Diana's head jerked up. "You're sure." "You can never be totally sure, but yeah, I'm pretty sure. I don't think he wants another reason to hate himself." "God," she said, covering her face with her hands. "When you put it that way... Christ. What the hell am I going to do?" Mulder had the answer to almost anything, but not this. "Do you think other people know?" she asked him. "I think if you don't want them to know, you should consider waiting until you're off FBI property before going at it." "You're right. Of course, you're right." Her shoulders drooped. "I think maybe part of me wanted it to get out. Maybe then he'd make up his mind." She glanced at Mulder hopefully. "Listen," he said, turning on the stool toward her. "I don't know you and I'm not judging you, but there's one thing you should know: Burkit's mind is made up already. If you corner him, I promise you won't like the results." "You're saying he'd stay with door number one," she said with a heavy sigh. "I get it. Thanks." The Phillies' catcher singled to drive in two runs and put them back on top again, and Mulder ordered another beer. "Can I buy you something stronger?" he asked, eyeing Diana's tonic. "I don't think I ought to be drinking right now," she said. "I'm an armed FBI agent, you know." "Another tonic and lime for the lady," Mulder told the bartender. "On me." "You're far too nice. Here you were, enjoying a quiet night and a baseball game, and I came over here and regurgitated my problems all over your lap." "Thanks for that image." "Sorry," she said again. "I should be the one buying you the drinks." "You can get the next round." She perked up a bit at the realization he wasn't going to kick her out. "I won't bug you anymore. I promise." She sipped her drink and stretched over to see the monitor. "What quarter is it?" "It's the sixth inning," Mulder answered, amused. "Right, of course." She lifted her thick hair off the back of her nape. Mulder couldn't help but ogle -- she gave great neck. "I know the A/C is on, but it can't ever be cool enough for me." He drank down a quarter of his new beer and licked the foam from his lips. "You know, if you're actually serious about wanting to move into VCU, there might be an opening soon." "You mean after I shoot Burkit's balls off?" He grinned and ducked his head. "Yeah, definitely after that, because I'm not leaving before a show like that one." "You're leaving?" she asked, her eyes wide. "To go where?" He wasn't sure how much to tell her, but the beer helped. "I'm thinking of starting a new department," he said. "One focused on the unexplained." They talked for more than three hours, with Diana doing most of the listening. She kissed his cheek when she left, and two weeks later, it was Mulder who went with her to the clinic to have an abortion. X-X-X-X Diana materialized almost from nowhere when they arrived at the NIH. She approached them as they were getting out of the car and gave a little wave. "Brings back memories," she said to Mulder, touching his arm. "I'm happy enough to use the front door this time," he said. "We should get going," Scully said. "We have to be back before Kersh misses us." Diana lowered her shades and peered at Scully. "I was thinking about that, and I thought maybe you two would prefer it if I took the lead on this. I can run down the leads from the secretary with no problems, but you might come under scrutiny." "That won't be necessary," Mulder told her. "We're just suckers for scrutiny." "I just don't want you to get into any trouble." Mulder grinned. "Now where's the fun in that?" He touched Diana's back and started for the main entrance. Christopher Brandt's secretary, Marian Ellsbury, let them into his large office upstairs from the lab. For Mulder, it was a little too close to returning to the scene of the crime. He focused on the framed photos on the wall, which included what looked like an original Picasso pen-and-ink drawing of a nude woman and an old photo from the Holocaust, depicting an old man with his head bent and a ramshackle dwelling and barbed wire behind him. "I've been so busy these last few days," Marian was saying as she ushered them to a low-backed leather sofa. "I've cancelled all his trips, his speaking engagements, his charity events -- everyone's heard the news already but I have to be sure. The thing is, when I'm done putting all his affairs in order, there'll be nothing left for me to do here." She paused and folded her hands in her lap. "I've been with Dr. Brandt for twenty years. I hardly know what to do with myself now." "We're very sorry for your loss," Scully said. "It's not just my loss. The world should be in mourning today." "Dr. Brandt's wife said you might be able to help us with the names of people who had made threats against him recently," said Mulder. "You believe this wasn't an accident?" She looked from one to the other of them. "I thought Imogene was just speaking out of grief and anger. I had no idea the police were considering it anything more than an accident." "The police aren't considering it," Diana told her. "That's why we're here. Do you know where Dr. Brandt was coming from the night he was killed?" "No, I've already told the police that. His appointment schedule was clear. He left a little early that day, around five, but he didn't say where he was going. He just wished me goodnight and said he'd see me in the morning. I found out he'd died when I arrived to put on the coffee and found an officer standing at my desk." "That must have been terrible for you," Mulder said. "It was..." She stopped and checked herself, looking at him more closely. "Wait, what did you say your name was again?" "Actually, I didn't say." Mulder had managed not to be introduced. "But my name is Agent Mulder." "Mulder, that's right, I thought you seemed familiar. You're the one who broke into our lab!" Out of the corner of his eye, he saw Scully stiffen. "No, I don't think so," he said to Marian. "Yes, you're the one. I remember now. You accused him of conducting research with aliens!" "I never accused him of anything," Mulder said mildly. "I was merely asking questions based on what we'd been told." "Based on the word of crazy people! Is that why you're here now? You think that since he's gone you can come back and sully his work again with more insane accusations?" "We're here at the request of his widow," Diana interjected. "I don't believe it." "Call her and ask," Scully suggested, and Marian got up to go do just that. "Imogene, it's Marian. I have three FBI agents here, and--" She stopped as Imogene Brandt said something on the other end. "You did? Do you know who these people are? I don't think Chris would appreciate them coming around like this, not after what happened." She listened again, and then her tone became quite chilly. "I see. Yes. Yes, of course. It's your decision." She placed the phone gently back in the cradle and then rejoined the group, but she did not sit down. "Dr. Brandt asks that I give you any help I can in finding out what happened to her husband." "It's very kind of her to be so loyal," Mulder said, "given that the other Dr. Brandt didn't seem to return the favor." "Just what are you suggesting?" "Imogene Brandt told us that Christopher had affairs throughout their marriage," Scully said, not unkindly. "She also said you might be able to tell us his current partner." Marian pursed her lips. "I can't believe she'd up and tell you such things. They have always been such private people." "Death has a way of ripping off the veil of secrecy," Mulder answered. "It wasn't so much secret," Marian said, seeming tired now. "Yes, he had his dalliances, but he kept them quiet out of respect for Imogene. He would never have done anything willingly to hurt her. She knew he would always come back, and he always did." "Maybe she got tired of looking the other way," Diana suggested. To Mulder's surprise, Marian didn't launch into an angry defense. She picked at the piping on the upholstered chair and brushed away imaginary lint. "I expect it was tiresome for Imogene at times, but I think she was inured to it by now." "Any idea who the current woman was?" Diana asked. "No, if there was someone current, I didn't know about it. But mind you he kept me in the dark when he could help it. He knows I'm on friendly terms with Imogene and that I talk to her daily. He didn't want to put me in the position of having to lie to her, so he often made arrangements on his own. "Arrangements?" said Scully. Marian hesitated a moment. "For hotels and the like. The last woman I think he may have been with was his previous collaborator, Kendra Thompson. But I was under the impression that the affair had cooled last spring." "Where do *you* think he was going the night of his death?" "I confess I did entertain the idea that he might have found someone new. He seemed distracted lately, and that's often a sign. I don't have any names; it's just a feeling." She halted, apparently torn about whether to go on. "You have an idea about where he was," Mulder said. "Not an idea. More like an inkling. Dr. Brandt had several hotels that he favored, and two of them were up in that region." "We'll need the names," Diana said. "And the names of the people who were threatening him," Mulder added. As Marian went to comply with their requests, he turned to Scully. "Placing any bets on motive?" he whispered to her. "Statistically, more people are killed over sex than over ideology," she replied. "And if he was truly meeting someone in a hotel that night, I'm guessing it wasn't a lunatic protestor. But Mulder, we haven't even discovered conclusive evidence that Brandt was actually murdered." "He was up to something." "You're just saying that because of what happened before," she replied under her breath. "Admit it, you're still working the alien angle here, Mulder. We may be chasing nothing more than a tragic car accident." But later, as they drove home, he kept an eye on the rearview mirror and noticed a black Lexus with tinted windows dogging them at a distance. "We may have company," he said to Scully, and she turned around to look. "He's been with us since we left the lab." "Who do you think it is?" "Don't know, but five'll get you ten that it's not an alien." X-X-X-X Most of the time, guns were nothing special to her. Scully grew up with guns in the house, with her Navy captain father's collection in his den and her brothers' BB rifles in the backyard. She'd learned to shoot by kindergarten and had passed the Academy certification program on the first try. Her FBI-issued automatic was a tool, a familiar weight on her body, and she respected its authority. In medical school, though, she found most students and doctors didn't share her tolerance for guns. To them, guns were sucking chest wounds, shattered bones and pierced organs. Guns were the metallic scent of blood, the lifeless eyes of the dead, and the screams of agony from family members left behind. Guns turned a human being into one hundred and eighty pounds of meat. She closed one eye and squinted with the other, focusing on the shadowed outline in the distance. At this moment, she didn't even see the gun anymore, could only feel the warm steel in her hands. Her finger squeezed the trigger. An explosion of sound ricocheted around the room as the recoil traveled back up her arms. Five bullets, center mass. She lowered the gun and was about to hit the button for a new target when someone else reached from behind and did it for her. She whirled to find Mulder standing there wearing earphones and safety glasses. As the paper target floated up to them, he unhooked it and took off his eyewear. "Not bad, Scully. If you'd just moved this one a little to the left, the holes would be a smiley face. See?" She took the paper from him. "What are you doing here?" "It's about the only place I know to find you these days. What is this, your third time this week?" "I was at my desk all afternoon. Where were you?" She took out the empty clip and replaced it with a new one. "Following up on the list of death threats given to us by Christopher Brandt's secretary." He extracted a folded-up piece of paper from his jacket pocket. "According to her, the guy at the top of the list is a loner named Keton LaRue. He's not part of any organization, but they've caught him twice spray painting epithets on the outside of the lab. He apparently believes that AIDS is God's scourge on the unclean, and that any efforts to combat the disease is akin to singing on with the devil." "Charming," Scully said as she tucked her gun back in its holster. "Yeah, tell me about it. The only problem with LaRue as a suspect is that he's never really threatened violence against Brandt personally. He's called him a bunch of names and vowed to burn down the lab, but mostly his letters are of the 'God will make you pay for this' variety." "Maybe he got tired of waiting for God to step in." "Yeah, I don't recall anything about Ôthou shalt not question the Almighty's timetable' on the stone tablets." He refolded the paper and gestured with it toward the shooting range. "So what's with the sudden interest in artillery? Do you have plans to shoot anyone in particular, and if so, would I be safer back behind the lead doors?" She shrugged. "I like coming here. It helps me think." The truth was actually the opposite -- shooting helped her *not* to think. It was amazing how much one could block out when one had to concentrate on placing bullets where one wanted them. In the past year, she had been nearly dead three times; twice he'd managed to save her and the third was a point they had agreed not to talk about. In fact, so adept were they at not talking, that they had managed to reach this agreement without even discussing it. "Thinking about anything in particular?" he asked, totally in violation of their unspoken rules. He folded his arms across his chest and lounged against the half-wall. "No, not especially." He nodded to himself and then focused on the floor. "You know, I've never been really good at dates, but around November, I get really bad. I'll go to write a check and honestly have no idea what day to put on it -- is it early in the month? Late? I have to check my watch every time, sometimes several times in one day. It's like my brain deals with the anniversary of Samantha's disappearance by actively suppressing the date." "This is September, Mulder," she said. "I know," he replied, with a ghost of a smile. "My brain has no problems with September." "Good," she replied, and reached for her goggles and headset. "But I was outside this morning," he continued, and she forced herself not to roll her eyes as she stopped and waited for him to go on. "And it smelled like fall for the first time. You know the way the air starts to smell cool, like it has an edge to it? The sky turns a clear, bright blue, and you just know that somewhere, someone is burning a pile of dead leaves." "It is officially fall now," she pointed out, "so it only makes sense." "Yeah, but that smell, it was so strong it stopped me right on the sidewalk, and then I finally realized why." She waited, and he raised his eyes to look at her. "It was the same smell a year ago," he said, "when I was going in and out of Trinity Hospital." Her instinct was to look away, but she held his gaze and let him study her. "Yes, I guess it was," she said at last. "So that red mark on your calendar -- it's a checkup?" "Uh, yes," she said, blowing out a long breath. "Just a chance to look under the hood, so to speak, and make sure everything's still running. My blood work was clean six months ago, so I don't expect anything different this time." "Nothing to worry about, then." "Nothing at all." She forced a smile. "In fact, assuming everything goes okay, they may enroll me in a new study on patients who achieve spontaneous remission from late stage cancers." "A chance to make the record books," Mulder said as he followed her back outside to the main desk, where they returned their protective equipment. "I haven't decided whether to do it," she answered. "I'm all for the advancement of science, but I don't necessarily want to sign on for lengthy bouts of more testing." He caught the main door over her head with his fingertips, and she walked out underneath his arm. The sun had just slipped below the horizon, deepening the starless sky to purple, and with its exit came a cool night breeze. "You never know, Scully," he said as they walked to her car. "This could be your chance to get some answers." She clicked the locks open. "I thought about that part, and I guess I'm not convinced that the answers I'm seeking will come from a government-funded study." He gave her a delighted grin. "Scully, is that paranoid anti-government, distrust of authority I hear in your tone? It just goes to show -- you can take the girl out of the X- files, but not the X-files out of the girl." Her fingers automatically went to the base of her neck. "Yeah, I guess so," she said, and his humor faded. He nudged her with his foot. "It's past seven. Want to get dinner?" "Dinner two nights in one week?" she asked. "What's the occasion?" "All-you-can-eat wings at the Naked Armadillo." "Pass," she said, turning back to her car. "Aw, come on, Scully -- ladies drink for free." She hesitated with her hand on the door latch. A drink and dinner with Mulder was certainly better than going back to her apartment alone with her thoughts. "Well, maybe just for a while," she said. "Great," he replied. "You can buy me a beer." This time she did roll her eyes as she suppressed a smile. She was about to ask where this Armadillo place was when Mulder's cell phone rang. "Just a sec," he said to her as he dug it out. "Yeah, Mulder." He paused to listen and then turned his back to her. "How important?" she heard him ask. He checked his watch. "Yeah, I know where that is. Okay. No, no, I won't. Stay put and I'll see you in about a half an hour." "I guess dinner is off," she said when he faced her again. "Yeah, sorry. We can go next week." He was already walking way towards his car. "Everything all right?" He looked back over his shoulder. "Sure, fine. I, uh... I've just got to take care of something right away. See you tomorrow, okay?" Scully didn't bother to reply because there was no way he would have heard her. She stood hugging her open car door, watching as he drove off into traffic. The glowing orb of the moon now hung low and large in the sky, but its pull was no match for whatever body had Mulder swept up in its orbit. X-X-X-X Scully meant to go home but somehow found herself parked in front of Mulder's apartment building. The street was silent and all the windows dark. She rode up to the sound of the old squeaking elevator and dug out the key to see what was behind door number forty-two. The fish tank burbled softly in the back, and she followed the light across the room. His fish nipped and tucked in the water, swishing violently in their efforts to convey their hunger. Scully obliged them by sprinkling in some flakes, and then watched as they gobbled them all down. The red light on his machine was unblinking, signaling no new messages. She pressed the main button just to hear his voice. "Hi, this is Fox Mulder. Leave a message after the beep." She played the recording a few more times, but he never said anything different. In the kitchen, she made a cup of tea, standing like a zombie with the broken counter edge at her back while the kettle whistled away. She drank it in his living room, sitting on what she considered her end of the couch. Every so often, she would look over at the other end and visualize him there, legs sprawled akimbo with his knees nearly hitting the coffee table. When she finished her tea, she set the empty mug on the table, using a back issue of "The Economist" as a coaster. She wandered idly over to his desk and flipped on the lamp. It gave no more clues to his whereabouts than it had the last time she'd looked. She sifted through bits and pieces of paper, pausing to smile at a doodle-head he had drawn of Skinner. She reached across and picked up one of the phone extensions, but then thought better of it and extricated her cell phone instead. "This is Agent Dana Scully," she said when a FBI tech answered on the other end. "I need anything you can get me on this number." She rattled off the digits Mulder had given her. "I need this as soon as possible." "Sure thing, Agent Scully," the woman replied. "Do we call you back at this number?" She recited Scully's cell. "Yes, that's fine." While she waited, Scully walked to Mulder's bedroom. She turned the light on in the hall and leaned against the doorjamb, her cheek pressed on the cool wood. She stroked the smooth edge next to her body as she studied the unmade bed. There was no smell of Diana here, just cotton sheets, night air, and the combination of male sweat, leather and sandalwood that she thought of as "Mulder." She slipped off her shoes and crawled into the bed, closing her eyes as her nose hit the pillow. She was so exhausted her head was spinning. Cradling the cell phone between her breasts, she curled in the spot where he slept and drifted off into dreams. When she woke, pale, fuzzy light filled the room. She lay there blinking in the gray dawn, an arm over her head. Then she heard the sound of a drawer closing in the living room. She sat straight up and listened harder. The floorboards groaned under someone's feet, and Scully slipped from the covers and tiptoed down the hall. Her heartbeat accelerated like a subway train as she braced herself for the sight of him. The word "Mulder" was already in her throat as she peered around the corner, but she choked it back immediately when she saw who was in the apartment. The man heard her and turned around. "Agent Scully," Detective Rivera said. He had a stack of Mulder's papers in his hands. "What are you doing here?" she asked, feeling less than equal as she stood there in her stocking feet and rumpled suit. "I have a warrant," he said. "What are you doing here?" "A warrant for what?" "For pretty much anything I want," he replied as he returned his attention to Mulder's desk. "My boss is getting rather cranky that I haven't been able to find Agent Mulder yet, so I have a wide latitude in where I can look." He yanked open a file drawer. "Yoo hoo, Mr. Mulder -- are you in there?" When no one answered, he shrugged and straightened up. "Guess I can cross that one off the list." "I don't know what you expect to find there," she said, crossing to join him. "I can assure you there's nothing here that says where he is." "As much as I'd like to rely on your assurances, Agent Scully, I can't very well take that back to the station, now can I?" He tossed aside an old newspaper. "You sleep here often?" he asked without looking at her. "Your warrant doesn't cover that information." He did look then, and smiled at her. "You're a quick one, eh? I like that. Let's try a different one then: did Agent Fowley sleep here often?" Scully knew he wanted a reaction, so she didn't give him one. "I can't speak to Agent Fowley's sleeping habits." "They were lovers, though, right?" He waited a beat but she didn't help him out. "At least they were a long time ago, that's what I'm hearing. Then there was some sort of trouble and she left town." He knelt down and tugged on another drawer. This one was locked. "I don't suppose you have a key for this," he said, looking up at her. She just folded her arms. "Right," he said with a sigh, and took out a lock pick. "This trouble Mulder got into with Fowley, did he tell you about it? He and she were playing hot prowl over at the NIH." "I don't know what you're talking about." "Of course not. No one could ever prove it, I guess, which is why they both still had careers." He grunted as he got the file drawer open. "And, from what I gather, they were working together again, even though Agent Fowley has taken over Mulder's old position on the X-files. That had to sting, huh? He works his tail off to get that department open, she jets off overseas and then comes back to take his job away? I might want to shoot her too." "You said she was shot in the head with her own gun. Maybe she committed suicide." "Believe it or not, we considered that. But the shot was fired at least five feet from the victim, and there were no traces of gunpowder on her hands. Plus, you know, the gun was missing. That was a big clue right there." "Someone could have taken the gun." "Someone," he mused. "Yes." He took out the first file, a blue folder that made Scully freeze at the sight. Oh, God, she thought. No. "Brandt lab," he said as he flipped it open. "Interesting. That was the location of the alleged break-in, wasn't it? Some papers were missing..." Scully wanted to rip the thing away from him but there was nothing she could do. "Oh, these aren't research files at all, are they?" he said, and he glanced up at her. "No, this is something else entirely. If I'm not mistaken, this is motive." "Then you're mistaken," Scully told him as her cell phone rang. She answered it, and it was the lab. "Agent Scully? We have an answer on the number you gave us. It's a German cell phone number and the phone is owned by the Bureau. It's been checked out for the last several years to Agent Diana Fowley. I dumped the incoming and outgoing numbers for the last thirty days. Did you want to see them?" Scully's stomach did a triple back flip. "Yes, uh, yes I would, but let me come get them, okay? I'll be there as soon as I can." She snapped the phone shut and turned back to Rivera, who looked her over. "Tell Mulder hi." "If I talk to him, I will." He waved the folder at her. "I'll be taking this with me." "Go ahead. That information is seven years old." "Maybe so," he said as he wafted the folder under his nose. "But the betrayal smells minty fresh." X-X-X-X-X- Mulder showed up late and smelling like Diana's perfume. She caught a good whiff of him as he hurried past to his seat, but she stopped him before he could sit down. "Don't bother," she said as she stood up. "Kersh wants to see us." "Maybe we've won the manure pile sweepstakes," he said without humor. She walked quickly, but still it took him no effort at all to fall into step beside her. "I have a feeling it's about Dr. Brandt," she said as they reached the elevator. "How would he even know? Brandt's not exactly on the FBI's radar screen." "I expect that will be his point when he reprimands us." For the first time, she really looked at him and noticed the shadows under his eyes. He'd missed a spot while shaving, too. "Late night?" she asked. "Not really," he answered shortly as the doors slid open. She trailed him inside, and he leaned against the metallic wall with his eyes closed. She wondered if he was hung-over. Kersh did not immediately look up when they arrived at his office, choosing instead to finish reading some document on his desk. He signed the bottom with a flourish. "Sit," he instructed, still not giving them his full attention. They each took a chair and waited, and at length, he looked up at them over the rims of his glasses. "Christopher Brandt," he said. "Who wants to explain it to me?" Scully looked at her lap, and Mulder cleared his throat. "Explain what?" "What you are doing investigating his death. I'm sure there must be a very good reason. In fact, I know there must be, because this was not an assignment that I handed down, so I'm quite positive that you have adequate justification for this insubordination." "Technically, if you didn't hand down the order, then it wasn't insubordination," replied Mulder. Scully interjected before Kersh could form an answer. "His widow asked specifically for our help, sir." "His widow. I see." He peaked his fingertips together for a moment and then scratched the underside of his chin. "This widow, is she a federal agent?" "No, sir." "And you two haven't formed a private detective company, have you?" Neither of them answered that one. "Because the last time I checked, civilians could not just call up and requisition help directly from the FBI." "We're public servants," Mulder said. "She's the public." Kersh leaned across the desk. "Let's get this straight right now. If you're anybody's servants, you're *my* servants, and you will do as you're told. The district police department has this matter well in hand, and I know you've got piles of work to do downstairs." "Piles, yes," Mulder agreed. "Big, fat smelly piles." Kersh glowered at him. "One more word and you're suspended two weeks without pay, and before you decide to test me on that, it will be four weeks for Agent Scully." Mulder kept his mouth shut, and Kersh sat back in his seat, rocking a bit as he contemplated them. "There will be no more long, unexcused absences," he said. "You get a half-hour for lunch and then you're back at your desks doing the work that I've given you. Am I making myself clear on this point?" "Yes, sir," Scully replied. Kersh waited expectantly for Mulder's answer. He finally managed a grudging, "Yes, sir." Back at the elevator, Scully hit the button with more force than was strictly necessary. "I see somehow Agent Fowley managed to miss out on this fun," she said. "I wonder why he didn't want to rap her knuckles too." "She doesn't report to him," Mulder answered as he rubbed his head with one hand. "Maybe. Maybe not." "What's that supposed to mean?" "Don't you think it's a little funny that yesterday she's volunteering to take this investigation away from us, and today that's exactly what happened? You were the one wondering how Brandt even got onto Kersh's radar screen." "And you think Diana told him?" he asked as they entered the empty elevator car. "What reason would she have to do that? I think it's far more likely that Brandt's secretary complained." "Maybe. I just find the timing fishy." "Diana didn't talk to him." "You're sure." "Yes, I'm sure." He hit the stop button and the car halted. "First of all, she only offered to take on more of the leg work, not to take over the entire investigation. Secondly, she made that offer because she knows how hard it is for me - - for us -- trying to get out from under Kersh's thumb. She's on our side, Scully." "Mulder, you obviously know her much better than I do, but things aren't the same as when she left before. She's in charge of the X-Files now, not you. You want them back and she wants to keep them. I'm not sure that puts you on the same side." "You don't know all the facts," he said, shaking his head. "A call to Kersh keeps both of us stuck in manure," she pointed out. "She didn't call him." "Fine," she said, dismissing him. She reached for the button. "Whatever you say." "She didn't call him, Scully," he said again, and the certainty in his voice made her stop. She looked back at him, her hand hovering near the button. He held her gaze and let her see the truth. Mulder knew very well that Diana hadn't called. He knew because he'd been with her. X-X-X-X End Chapter Four. Continued soon in chapter five -- possibly as early as tomorrow! So, figured it out yet? ;-) Feedback fuels the writer: syn_tax6@yahoo.com