/////////////// Chapter One ////////////// Anyone who didn't know him and the gold shield he kept in his breast pocket might think that Manny Ahuja was up to no good. It was near four in the morning, and he was driving the streets of Boston with his lights off. The reason he was behind the wheel at such an ungodly hour was because of a phone call. Thirty minutes ago, he had rolled over in bed, receiver pressed against his unshaven face, and heard the tense voice on the other line: "We may have a deuce." Holy shit, mother of god. He nearly crossed himself again now, thinking about it. He had no trouble finding the joint; the entire street was dark except for one house that shone like a Christmas tree. As he pulled up outside the place, he spotted two cruisers and his partner's Crown Vic parked in front. O'Hara had been the voice on the other end of the line. They had called him first because he was the senior detective, with seventeen years on the job to Manny's eleven. O'Hara and Ahuja. The Lou always joked that they should have been a friggin' tap dance act at Ellis Island. Manny checked around for any signs of the press but did not see anything. It was only a matter of time. If they were really sitting on a deuce, the city was going to go boom in the next twenty-four hours. A uniform cop nodded as Manny passed him at the door. "Sir," the kid said, shifting from one foot to the other because of nerves or the cold. "They're inside." No, shit, Manny thought. I'm a detective, first-grade. I believe I can find the body by myself. The screen door slammed behind him as he entered the small, neat living room. There was no sign of anything amiss, save his presence, and Manny trooped toward the sound of voices in the back. O'Hara met him the carpeted hall. He was a foot shorter than Manny and nearly a foot wider to boot. O'Hara hoisted his belt higher across his waist as he sidled up to Manny. "Looks like a deuce," he said. "Male DB is bound hands and feet with duck tape. Female shows signs of sexual assault. Both have superficial knife wounds and a gunshot to the head. It's got to be the same guy." "Yeah, well we all said this asshole didn't come out of nowhere. He's been practicing. Does Chief know yet?" "He's already in there. Happy fucking Valentine's, eh?" Manny drifted to the open doorway, where the Chief stood with another uniform and the Coroner. The room was crammed full of old dark furniture. In the middle, as a centerpiece, was a sleigh bed with two dead people on it. The white sheets had been drenched in blood, as if someone had thrown a bucket of red paint over them. It was starting to become rust- colored around the edges as the hour of violence faded into the past. The woman's eyes were open. She had seen it coming but been unable even to scream because her mouth was taped shut. The man was naked too. He had a knife wound cut low across his belly, and Manny could guess exactly what the killer had threatened there. You poor bastard, he thought. When he didn't slice it off, you probably thought you were going to live. The Chief walked over to where Manny hung back in the doorway. "It's like a rerun," Manny said, nodding at the scene on the bed. "Got to be the same perp." "No one, I mean no one, uses the words 'serial killer,'" replied the Chief, holding up a single finger in front of Manny's nose. "Not until we are one hundred percent positive, and even then, I don't want a single god damn word about this in the press unless it comes from my office. Are we clear on this point, Detective?" "Crystal." As the Chief lowered his finger, Manny thought he noticed a slight tremor. Boston hadn't seen a serial killer since Albert DiSalvo took to strangling women with their pantyhose. Manny looked around at the blood spray, the tangled sheets and the pale, naked bodies. Where the hell did you come from? he wondered. Maybe the guy was an import. Maybe he'd just gotten out of prison. Or maybe he had been among them all this time, becoming this ravening animal right under their noses. //// The FBI did not celebrate Valentine's Day like a kindergarten class, or even like some other more casual offices. There were no crepe paper banners or hearts tacked to the bulletin boards. The most you might see is a red tie paired with the usual dark suit, or perhaps heart-shaped earrings if a woman were feeling particularly fanciful. For her part, Scully wore her usual wrinkle-resistant black pantsuit and no-nonsense expression. Valentine's had been just another day for her for six years now, and this one was not proving any different. She looked up from her monitor and saw Mulder across the bullpen floor chatting up a blonde woman by the coffee machine. He was biding his time, spending these last few days before they got the X-files back doing something close to nothing. This morning he'd shown her a plastic dish full of paper clips and told her that he was already "packed." She put her head down as he returned, but instead of taking his seat, he ambled around the desk to stand over her. "Here," he said, setting a candy heart down in front of her keyboard. "I don't like the green ones." "Be mine," Scully read flatly. "Be your what, Mulder?" He shrugged and popped a heart into his mouth. "Partner, come Monday morning. I think they've finally decided we're not hiding Jeffrey Spender's body in the file cabinets." "That was his blood all over the floor. Something terrible happened to him in your office, Mulder." "And the sooner they let me back there, the sooner I can figure out what it was." Scully considered reminding him that, according to the closed circuit security cameras, Diana Fowley had been the last one to see Spender. The tape showed them both getting into the elevator to go down to the basement; only Fowley reappeared. "I just can't wait until we're done with these jerk-off assignments," Mulder said as he took his seat. Scully rubbed her temples with one hand and wondered when, exactly, the X-Files had become the only legitimate work performed at the FBI. Her phone rang and she picked it up, sighing her name into the receiver. "Agent Scully," said Skinner on the other end. "I have something to discuss with you, a matter of some urgency. Could you please come up to my office at your earliest convenience." "I'm on my way now, sir," Scully said, preparing to stand. Mulder's eyebrows rose. "Hot date?" he asked. "Skinner asked to see me." "Just you?" "Just me." "He say what it's about?" "Save my seat," she said as she left. "Ask him if we can get new curtains," Mulder called after her. In his office, Skinner motioned for her to take a seat as he regarded her with a serious gaze. "You had asked me about the possibility of finding you work outside the X-Files. Is that something you are still interested in pursuing?" Scully sat up straighter and cleared her throat. "I, uh, I wasn't thinking that my request would be granted this soon. Mulder and I haven't even been officially reassigned yet." "That makes the transition even smoother, should you decide this is what you want." "May I ask the nature of this prospective assignment?" He slid a folder across the desk to her. "Boston PD found Lauren and Michael Byrdek dead in their home this morning. A man broke in, apparently tied up the husband and raped the wife before killing them both. This is the second such attack in Boston area in the past two months." Scully glanced up from the file. "Serial killer?" "That's where you would come in. They want an FBI pathologist to examine the evidence and determine if this is in fact the work of a single killer." Scully let out a long breath and closed the folder. This was a choice assignment, a potential career-building case. These sorts of opportunities generally went to established big names who had been working within the FBI for decades or the hot-shot young ones on the fast track. Scully was neither. "I'm honored to be considered," Scully said. "The FBI owes you," replied Skinner. "At least this much." So that was the reason for their eagerness in granting her request for more work. She had not sued either Peyton Ritter or the FBI over her accidental shooting the month before, but there was always room for her to change her mind. Apparently the FBI brass realized this as well. This wouldn't be a lengthy job, she figured as she peeked at the photos again. She could possibly even return before next Monday. "There's more," Skinner said, leaning forward. "More bodies?" "No, not as far as I know. But the Boston field office is losing a supervisor this spring to retirement. Word has it they are looking to hire from outside." "You're saying this could be an audition of sorts," Scully said. "It all depends." "On what?" "On how far out you want to get." Far out, Scully thought. That's what she had thought about the X-Files when she had been assigned to them six years earlier. Since then, she had been on both sides of the gun with Mulder, followed him and the evidence around the globe, been naked, grilled, cut up and bit. Mulder trusted her. He probably even loved her, in his way, but she had failed to get in on the birth of his paranormal universe. In the beginning, there was Mulder. And the Gunmen. And, apparently, Diana. No matter what she did, Scully would always be part of the "B" team. "I'll do it," she told Skinner, standing up. Then she hesitated. "Sir, if this work keeps me beyond next Monday..." He squinted at her. "Yes?" "What about Mulder?" Skinner gave her a look that suggested she might have thought about this before she requested outside work. "Agent Fowley has expressed an interest in staying on with the X-Files," he said. "Her request is under consideration." "By whom?" Scully asked, separating the words for emphasis. Skinner looked surprised that she did not know. "By Mulder. He didn't tell you?" Scully dug her fingernails into the back of the leather chair. "Tell Boston I'll be there this afternoon," she said. /// Jake Winthrop sat at the kitchen table with headphones on, bobbing his head in time to the beat while his mother poured coffee behind him. It was the first time they had been in the same room in nearly two days. She had made him heart- shaped pancakes with strawberries, just as she had done back in elementary school before Dad left. Before the cancer. Before everything went straight to hell and left Jake holding the bag. She set a mug by his plate and pulled one earpiece away from his head. "I've got to get to the hospital. Do you need a ride to school?" He shook his head. "Tommy's driving me. He'll be over in a few." His mother checked her watch and frowned. "You guys are going to be late if you don't get it in gear soon." "We'll make it okay." "Homework all done?" A little late to be worrying about that now, Jake thought. "Sure," he told her. He made a mental note to bring a book home soon so she wouldn't get suspicious. She grabbed her well-worn coat from the back of a chair and ruffled his hair on the way out the door. "Be good," she said. "And wear a hat. It's ten degrees outside." "Yeah, yeah." Jake peeled an orange over the garbage can as he watched his mother scrape the frost from her windshield, get into her '89 Toyota and drive away. He smacked the bottom of the receiver, causing the phone to jump into his hand. Dialing the numbers with one thumb, he licked sticky sweet juice from the fingers of his other hand. "Tommy? Yeah, she's gone now. I'll be ready in five." He hung up the phone and took the stairs two at a time up to his room, passing his mother's unmade bed and his sister's empty room. Clothes littered the floor of his bedroom, and he sifted through them to find the jeans he wanted. He fished a switchblade from the back pocket, testing it once before tucking it into his current pants. On his way out the door, he paused to stick one hand back into the room. He lifted a Boston Red Sox hat from the end of the bedpost and put it on as he bounded down the stairs and out into the cold gray morning. /// Whatever Scully was meeting with Skinner about, it seemed to take forever, and without anyone to tell him otherwise, Mulder used the opportunity to sneak down to the basement and feather his nest. He tacked up a few of his old photos, placed his moon rock back on its shelf, and was admiring a 3- headed pig fetus in a jar when he heard high-heeled footsteps behind him. "Look what someone left us," he said without turning around. "It's Mother Goose meets the Grimm brothers, Scully." He whirled to show her his new find and discovered Diana standing in the office. "More like Mother Goose meets Chernobyl," she said with a smile. "Diana, hey. What, um, what brings you down my way?" She pointed at a sad looking fern across the room. "I came to get my plant." Mulder scratched the back of his head as he watched her retrieve the fern. He had a sneaking suspicion it was actually Scully's old plant, but he wasn't sure enough to raise an objection. Besides, it was not as though Scully had thought to take it herself months ago when they had left the office. No, Scully had walked out and not looked back. "I see you're about ready to resume your rightful place here," Diana said, fern in hand. "I hope you know I never wanted to take the job from you in the first place. I argued at every turn for your reinstatement." Her tone was friendly, but the implication was clear: quid pro quo. "I appreciate that," Mulder answered mildly. "I've been wondering if you've given any thought to my offer." "To join the X-Files?" Mulder coughed. "I've given it lots of thought, but I'm sure you know that official approval isn't up to me." She gave him a full smile, showing her impressive teeth. "Your word carries a lot of weight, Fox. But I'm sure you know that." "I think you may overestimate my power in the bureaucracy." "I think maybe you underestimate it." She picked at the fern's leaves. "But in any case, it looks like you may have a position opening up here soon." "What are you talking about?" Mulder asked, but the hairs on the back of his neck stood up. Out of everything about Diana, her uncanny ability to know things about his life before he did was the one thing that gave him slight pause. She's got connections, Scully had argued, and not the good kind. Diana blinked at him, wide-eyed. "I mean about Scully going to Boston." "Boston? I thought she just went to lunch." "She must have had a hankering for lobster," Diana said, "because she's accepted an assignment in Boston. Something about a possible serial murder?" Mulder was feeling around for his cell phone. "You mean she didn't tell you?" Diana asked. "You know, I've heard they're looking for a new full-time supervisor up there." Mulder hit speed dial and waited for the connection to go through. He cursed when he got her voice mail and hung up the phone with an angry snap. "I've got to go," he told Diana. "You should be happy for her," Diana called. "It's what she wanted." Mulder halted. "What did you say?" "Scully asked for the work. She wanted time away from the X- files." We don't even have them back yet, Mulder thought. She's had seven months away. What the hell is going on here? He patted the doorframe several times and nodded to himself. "I've got to go," he repeated. /// Jane Dunbar grew up as the only girl in a family of six kids. She had three older brothers and two younger ones, so she could shoot a BB gun by age four. Her brothers always made her play the robber in "cops-n-robbers," and Jane used to joke that's why she was so good at thinking like a bad guy. She had made detective in just over five years, partially because she was female and the Mayor liked to have at least one token woman detective at all times, and partially because she got in early and stayed late almost every shift. She was tenacious. She was smart. She was also nosy. "What's with the big hush-hush meetings?" she asked Manny Ahuja in the break room. "You guys catch a hot one this morning?" "You could say that." "Must be big, you got the Chief in here." "Mmm." He sipped his coffee and concentrated his attention on the newspaper in front of him. Jane popped the lid on a Coke and took the adjoining seat. She did not know Manny very well yet, but what she knew of him, she liked. He did not grab her ass or call her "honey," and he did not expect her to clean the coffee machine every day. He was young, like her. Unlike her, he was quiet, which wasn't exactly helping her cause at the moment. "Did you see that red-head in the suit come through here earlier? I didn't recognize her." Manny shrugged. "Aw, come on. I know you must've met her. You were back there with the rest of them." "She's FBI, that's all I know." Jane let out a low whistle. "FBI, Jesus." Her eyes went large as she put the pieces together. "Holy shit, he hit again, didn't he? We've got a serial." Manny dropped the paper and grabbed her wrist. "Where did you hear that?" "That's got to be it, right?" Triumphant, she pulled free. "Makes total sense now - the Chief, all the closed-door chit- chat, and then the FBI comes calling. I knew it! I knew he'd hit again." "Will you keep your voice down?" "They must be forming a task force, right? I mean, a case this big, they're going to need a lot of manpower." "Don't get your hopes up," Manny said, picking his paper off the table. "I can help. You know I can. I took that summer course at Quantico last year." "You've been here ten months. It ain't gonna happen for you yet." He smirked. "'Sides, you already got a big case, remember?" Jane ran a hand through her hair. "Oh, the hell with you. That's not a real case, and you know damn well it." Manny grinned. "Someone's got to investigate. Someone's got to make the world safe for bald men everywhere." As the newbie, Jane got the less-than-exciting fare on the detective menu, including habitual confessors, purse snatchers, kleptomaniacs, and lately, a hat thief. For the past few months - maybe longer for all they knew - someone had been sneaking into people's homes and stealing their hats. Folks came home to find their doors and windows jimmied and their hats gone. "Every serial killer has to start somewhere," Manny said. "Maybe this one was a hat thief back in the day. You catch this guy, and you're saving lives." He was teasing her, which ordinarily would be a good thing. Teasing meant she was fitting in. But not now, when the PD was sitting on the case of the brand-new century, and she was stuck asking people shit like, "And when was the last time you wore the hat?" O'Hara stuck his bald head in the door. "We're set to roll," he told Manny. "I'll meet you out back." "Duty calls," Manny said as he sent his paper cup sailing into the garbage can with a perfect shot. "If I see any suspicious hats, I'll let you know." Jane gave his retreating back the middle finger salute. /// With a new gunshot scar decorating both the front and the back of her, Scully had a renewed appreciation for the human body, both for its resiliency and its astonishing fragility. She dug out the embedded twenty-two caliber bullet from Lauren Byrdek's left prefrontal cortex and held it up to the light. Blood and tissue clung to the metal pellet. It seemed impossible that such a small object could end the life of a healthy, one hundred and twenty-five pound woman. Lauren's bullet hit the silver tray with a clink; Scully would send it to ballistics for comparison with the bullets in the McPherson case, but she had little doubt they would match. Those had been twenty-two caliber as well. Dutifully, she catalogued each nick and scratch. There were surprisingly few defensive wounds. She gathered they must have been asleep when the killer entered the house. Midway through her second autopsy, another gowned and masked person entered the autopsy bay. He waved and joined her by the body. "Dana, hi. It's Ray Peterkin. Remember me?" For a second, she didn't. Behind the mask and googles, she couldn't place his face, but his voice struck a familiar chord. "Ray," she said, remembering. "Of course." They had come through the Academy together. "I was so pleased when I heard it was going to be you doing the work here," he said. "I didn't realize you were in Boston." "For three years now. I'm the principle liaison with the police on this case. How did we manage to score you for this gig, anyway? I thought you were chained to the X-Files." "I'm on furlough," Scully said, deadpan, but Ray smiled. "Their loss, our gain." He looked down at Michael Byrdek's naked body. "How's it going? You have anything for us yet?" "I think it's safe to say it's the same guy. The MO is nearly identical, from what I can gather, and the bullets appear to be similar to the naked eye. A DNA test on the semen samples should seal the case." "How long will that take?" "Quick and dirty, a day or so. More thorough analysis will take longer. I also isolated three pubic hairs which appear to be from a male Caucasian." "This is great. Anything you can give us, we'll take." "Well, I think he's probably right handed. You see this cut here?" She indicated a long slice across Michael Byrdek's belly. "It's deeper at the right end, meaning the knife probably entered at this point. It would be hard to pull off this sort of pattern from the left side." "Can you tell what kind of knife it was?" "Smooth edge, about six to eight inches long, I'd say. I'll have all the details in my final report." Ray pushed up the sleeve on his gown to check his watch. "Great. What do you say I buy you dinner later and we can go over it?" Her stomach rumbled in anticipation. All she'd had to eat were some crackers and a cup of coffee on the plane. "That would be fine," she answered. "Give me an hour and a half to finish up here." "That works for me." He placed his hand on her back and smiled again. "Good to see you, Dana. I look forward to working with you for real instead of on some mock raid choreographed by Agent Wichouski." Scully finished with the bodies about forty-five minutes later, giving her time to clean up and jot down her notes before Ray returned. She sat alone in a tiny office, writing her report on her laptop. Every few minutes, she had to stop and swivel her sore neck. I'm getting too old for this, she thought. In seven days she would be thirty-six. It was nearing the time when Ray said he would meet her when she heard footsteps in the hall. But instead of Ray, it was Mulder who rounded the corner. "So let me get this straight," he said, "I get stuck with background checks for four days while Skinner offers you a fancy assignment up here." Wearily, Scully shut down her computer. "How did you find me?" "Your plane ticket said Boston. Not too hard after that. Proceed directly to the nearest morgue. Do not pass go, do not collect two hundred dollars." Right. She guessed that was the wrong question. "Okay then, why are you here?" "I heard you wanted out of the X-files. You might have mentioned that, Scully, on your way out of town. You might have given two weeks' notice or at least left a note." "I never said I wanted out of the X-Files. This is a temporary assignment. I may be back in DC tomorrow." "And if you're not? What then?" "Then maybe you can have Diana take my place. Or were you just planning that anyway?" "I wasn't---I never." He paced the room. "I have said nothing about Diana joining the X-files." "Yes," she agreed. "You said nothing." "That's because nothing has been decided." "When were you going to mention it? When I came to work and found her sitting in my chair?" "Scully, you and I have been over this and over this." "Then we needn't go over it again." She shoved her papers and her laptop into her briefcase. When she raised her head again, Mulder was standing over her with his hands on his hips. "You're trying to force my hand with Diana, is that what this about?" She sighed. "If that's what you think..." "I don't know what to think. You leave town without a word. I have to find out from someone else that you're thinking of leaving the X-files." "Who?" she challenged. "Who told you that?" Mulder blanched, and then sputtered. "I--it doesn't matter who told me. The point is, it should have come from you." Scully gathered her coat and her things to go meet Ray. "Go home, Mulder." He shook his head. "Mulder. I'm here for a few days. I will be back. If you really want, we can talk about it then." "The last time you went off on one of these expeditions alone, you ended up in the emergency room." He didn't need to remind her. She had swallowed two Tylenol earlier to calm the throbbing in her still-healing abdominal muscles. "I got shot by the agent I was working with," she said, "so statistically, I'm safer in this room alone than with you in it." He looked genuinely wounded. "You really think I would shoot you?" Scully took a deep breath and relented. "No, Mulder, I don't think that. But I do think you should go home." "I read the case files on the plane up here," he said, and she did not bother to ask how he had obtained them. "You've got an ugly one here, Scully." "I know it." "Skilled entry into the homes so that he doesn't wake the victims. He's practiced at controlling both of them at once. Brings his tools with him and exits without detection. This killer has been a work in progress for some time now. He's probably already in the system. He may have other victims the cops don't know about." "Everyone is on it, Mulder. Truly." At that point, Ray Peterkin reappeared, looking much like she remembered with his short dark hair and wire-rimmed glasses. "Dana, sorry I'm running a bit behind." He drew up short when he saw Mulder. "Oh, I didn't realize you had company." "Ray Peterkin, this is Fox Mulder," Scully said grudgingly. "The Fox Mulder?" Ray asked, reaching to shake Mulder's hand. "There better not be another one," Mulder replied. Scully already saw the gleam in Ray's eye and mentally expanded the dinner list to include three. "Say, I don't suppose you would mind taking a look at the case for us?" Mulder slung an arm around Ray's shoulders. "Ray, I already have some ideas." The men walked out together, talking with great animation, as Scully followed silently, ever behind. /// ///////////// Chapter Two ///////////// James Dean Trumbull had, at age thirty-nine, outlasted his namesake by a good fifteen years. His mother had fallen in love with the fifties film idol's tragic, romantic saga, and since Jimmy's father was not around to dispute her name choice, James Dean had been reborn in a Hoboken hospital in 1960. His mother was a great believer in karma, and she had felt the previous James Dean was cut down before he could achieve the successes due him. By christening her son in the dead man's name, she truly believed that fate would pick off where it had left off, and Jimmy would enjoy a magic carpet ride into history. Forty years later, she was still waiting. Jimmy sat at his cramped kitchen table, surrounded by avocado-colored appliances, and leaned closer to the scanner. He had a cigarette in one hand and a pen in the other, just in case he heard something worth writing down on his brand-new tablet of paper. Amy entered the room just as he was blowing out a smoke ring. "If you must do that, at least go out to the stoop," she said, waving her hand in front of her face. She had her night watchman's uniform on -- sensible black shoes, blue polyester pants, and a shiny metal gun hooked to her hip. "Can't," he told her. "Got to be here to listen." "You listen to that damn box more than you do me. Sitting here all the time with that radio playing constantly. What if one of the kids had a nightmare or something?" "I'd hear 'em." He blew out another long train of smoke. The police scanner crackled as the dispatcher radioed an armed robbery in progress. Fuck that, he thought. Get to the good stuff. Amy's keys clattered onto the counter as she fished around in her purse for something. "Well at least do the dishes if you're going to be sitting here in the kitchen all night." "Something big is going down," he said. "You can tell. No one's saying anything yet, but you can hear it anyway. They're all on edge." She picked her heavy winter coat up from the back of a chair. "You think you're the only one with this toy? You think there aren't a hundred reporters out there listening to the exact same thing you are? And they've got jobs, Jimmy. The papers are going to take their stories over anything you might come up with." "That's why I've got to stay on top of this. I have to find an angle no one else has." Amy shook her head as if she had heard this story before. "You wait," he said. "You'll see. I'll get my headline and then everyone will want a piece of me. I'm going to be an overnight sensation." He grinned and reached for her ass. "You can say you knew me when." "I know you, all right," she replied, ducking him. She shrugged into her coat and picked up her old leather purse. "I've got to run or McCracken will have my ass." "He can't have it. Your ass is mine." She made a face, but he could see the smile in her eyes. "There's leftover cupcakes in the fridge," she said, leaning down to kiss him. Right next to the beer, he knew. Chocolate frosted cupcakes with little hearts on them for Valentine's Day. Amy talked tough, but she was such a goddamned sap. "I'll see you at six," she said. "Drive safe." She left out the back way, into the alley, and cold air blew in through the kitchen, stirring the curtains and lifting the pages of his writing tablet. "Five-six, be advised, suspect has previous warrant for attempted homicide." Jimmy leaned back with his smoke, and listened. ///// Ray Peterkin led Mulder and Scully six blocks across town to a tiny silver diner, which sat squeezed between hulking concrete buildings. "The ambiance isn't the best, but I can vouch for the pot roast," he said as he held the door open for them. "Besides, it's the best we can do tonight, with Valentine's Day and all." The large windows inside had steamed over, and people sat packed close in the narrow booths. Ray grabbed the one farthest at the end as an elderly couple stood to leave. Their half-empty cups of coffee and two scraggly dollar bills still lay on the table. Mulder slid in first, and Scully took the seat next to him. He supposed he was lucky she hadn't opted to sit with Ray. "You didn't tell me you were bringing Agent Mulder with you," Ray said as they waited for the table to be cleared. "That's because I didn't bring him," Scully said. "Separate flights. I couldn't get away as quickly, you know how it is." Scully did not look at him. "Well, as thrilled as I am to have you both here, I've got to ask -- who is minding the X-Files?" At that point, Scully did turn. "Yes, Mulder, who is minding the X-files?" A young man in a dirty apron came to take the dishes away. Mulder leaned back to give him room. "Ah, the X-Files are on hold for a few days. They're redoing the office." "Really? Our ceiling tiles are half gone and we can't get anyone to fix them. I'd love to know your secret." "Have someone murdered at your desk," Mulder said. Ray blinked, and Mulder smiled his best "am I kidding or not?" smile. A waitress came and placed plastic menus in front of them, but they all took Ray's advice and ordered the pot roast. "So what's the word?" Ray asked Scully when the waitress had gone. "Can you sign off on a serial yet?" "It's the same guy," Mulder replied before Scully could answer. She glared at him, and Mulder swallowed half his glass of water. "As I said earlier," Scully began, "we'll have to wait for lab tests to be absolutely sure, but I think it's safe to say it's the same killer. I wouldn't put anything out to the media yet, though." Ray gave a frustrated sigh. "They're still processing the prints from the Byrdek house, but we didn't get anything from the first scene. I don't expect this one will be different. He wears gloves the whole time." "Powdered latex," Scully agreed. "I found traces on both victims." "There's no way this guy is an amateur," Mulder said, leaning across the table. "You don't start out with two healthy young victims at once. You have to work your way up to that kind of kill." "So where did he come from?" Ray asked. "Boston PD already started looking at similar MOs after the first homicides and nothing really jumped out." "They should look at the rapes, too, particularly the ones where the victim sustained extensive injury." Ray shook his head as their dinners were placed in front of them. "I've done mostly simple homicide, a couple of kidnappings here and there. Nothing like this. Nothing where killing was the motive in and of itself." "There's always a motive," Mulder corrected. "Whether it's a need for dominance or a bizarre kind of curiosity at seeing the life go out of someone, they all have a reason." "And this guy?" Mulder looked up, fork in hand. "Definitely he gets off on the power, or he wouldn't make the husbands watch. I'd need to see the crime scene to say more." "That can be arranged." Mulder glanced over and saw Scully picking at her food. She had adopted strange eating habits recently due to the injury to her abdomen. He was wondering whether to offer her his roll -- a bland food her intestines could probably handle -- when a lovely young black woman approached the table. She had a basket full of roses individually wrapped. "Good evening, gentlemen," she said, eyeing both Ray and Mulder from beneath thick lashes. "A rose for the lady on Valentine's day? Just one dollar." Mulder chuckled as Scully focused on her plate. She was not exactly the hearts and flowers type. "You've got the wrong table," he said. But Ray was reaching for his wallet. "I'll take one." "Oh, how excellent," the woman replied, handing him the flower with a sweeping bow. "May you always be lucky in love, sir." Ray stretched the rose out to Scully. "What the hey -- it's only a dollar. That's a hell of a job, selling these things on a cold night like this." Scully held the flower to her nose and inhaled. "You shouldn't have," she said, but she didn't really sound like she meant it. "Maybe I can have them dig up a candle and some soft music too," Mulder said, craning his head around to look at the counter. "Don't be ridiculous," Scully replied, all business again. She set the rose next to her plate. "Oh, hey. I hope I wasn't stepping on anyone's toes," said Ray. "I just felt sorry for the lady." For the first time, Mulder noticed the other man was not wearing a wedding ring. "How about we check out the crime scene now," Scully suggested. Ray agreed quickly and pulled a pair of twenties out of his pocket. He must have felt sorry for their waitress too -- that was a thirty percent tip. Scully gathered her coat and her rose and slid out of the booth. Mulder followed, fishing around in his pocket for a toothpick. Instead he found a leftover candy heart, which he set on top of the money: KISS. ///// Scully parked behind Ray, with Mulder pulling up right behind her. His bright headlights lit up her car like a UFO beam, and Scully covered her eyes with one hand until he turned off the engine. They both got out into the freezing, windless night as Ray approached. "See that car parked over there?" he asked, nodding with his chin. "That's the Herald's crime reporter. We've got only a few short hours left before this thing goes boom." "They must already know that two people were murdered here," Scully said, and Ray nodded. "We haven't said the words murdered, only that the Brydeks were found dead early this morning, but you don't have a uniformed cop babysitting a house with CO poisoning." With a last glance over his shoulder at the reporter in the car, Ray held out an arm towards the front door. "Shall we?" Mulder balked. "Which way did the killer get in?" "Through a kitchen window in the back. Looks like he jimmied open the sash with his knife." "Let's start there, then." All three agents trooped around the side of the house, the ground hard and frozen beneath their feet. No chance for footprints, Scully thought as they reached their destination. The killer had picked a good spot. Thick pine bushes hid the window from the side neighbors, and the trees at the back blocked the rear view. Mulder was clearly thinking along the same lines, because he surveyed the surrounding houses before proclaiming, "He didn't pick this one at random. This is a reasonably pricey neighborhood, with many houses likely to have security systems. Plus, he knew he would be hidden from view back here." Mulder raised the broken sash partway and stood on tiptoe to look inside. "You guys go around front. I'll meet you in there." "Mulder," Scully protested, but he was already wriggling his way through the window. Ray watched Mulder's feet disappear into the darkness of the house. "Does he always work like this?" "You're lucky there wasn't a biohazard warning on the window," Scully answered as they walked back around to the front door. "He would have jumped in sooner." "They say he used to be the best." Scully sighed. "He still is." Ray nodded at the uniformed cop guarding the door and removed the key from the lockbox. "This seems sort of silly now to go through all of this if folks can just climb in through the back window like the killer. I hope the reporter wasn't taking notes." They entered the house and Ray felt along the wall for a light switch. Scully pulled out her flashlight in the meantime and started for the bedroom. She could hear Mulder's footsteps in the back. She followed her own trail of light down the hall, catching the image of her shadow on the wall as she crept along the carpet. The killer had come this way, she thought as she walked the same path. She could almost feel him, his heart accelerating as he neared the bedroom door, the knife in his gloved hand. Had he worn a mask? Maybe not if he'd intended to kill them from the start. Each step was counting down to death: five, four, three, two... "Hey," Mulder said, making her jump as he flicked on the overhead lights. "I think he must have subdued the husband first." Scully looked at the dried bloodstains on the sheets and the spatter against the headboard. The seeping stains on the pillows and the high velocity spatter were consistent with the gunshots to the head she had recorded during autopsy; the smears on the sheet indicated Lauren and Michael had struggled with their attacker, leaving marks from their superficial wounds. Ray materialized behind her as Mulder walked around to Lauren's side of the bed. "Anything missing from the house?" he asked Ray. "Detectives are still trying to determine that, since the victims aren't available to clarify. Nothing obvious was missing other than Lauren's purse." "Most likely he took it as a souvenir." "That's what we're thinking, yeah." Mulder stuck his head into the master bathroom as Scully examined the armoir and the dresser. "Has anything been disturbed in here?" Mulder called, his voice bouncing off the porcelain. "Not to my knowledge," Ray replied. Mulder pulled his head out of the bathroom. "Then I think he may have used the toilet on his way out. The seat's up." "So?" Ray asked. "You ever lived with a woman, Peterkin? You live through one night where she goes to pee and almost falls in, and you never leave the seat up again if you value your life." Ray smirked. "Point taken." Scully stared across the room at Mulder, wondering how he had come about this personal knowledge of co-habitation. The thought of Diana yelping in the middle of the night as her ass fell in was somewhat comforting. "Scully?" Mulder asked, and she realized she was still staring. "I have a void," she said, indicating the dresser. The men came over to have a look. "Something was sitting here behind the perfumes, see? You can make out the dust outline. It may have been a picture frame." "Could be another souvenir," Ray ventured. Scully noticed an odd reflection on the wooden arm of a chair sitting near the dresser. She knelt down for a better look and discovered a tiny blood smear. "Did the crime scene unit get this?" she asked. "Don't know," replied Ray. "They were pretty thorough." Scully stood up and took her flashlight out again. "I don't see any other blood in the area. Everything else is proximal to the bed. Maybe it's unrelated to the murders?" "No," Mulder replied, sounding grim. He took a seat in the chair. "If I put my arms down like this, see where my cuff lands?" He held his arm a half inch from the chair so they could see his cuff lined up exactly with the bloodstain. "He was admiring the scene," Ray said. All eyes turned toward the bed. "They may not have been dead yet," Mulder said. "He could have been getting off on their fear. But one thing is clear, he spent more than a few minutes in the house. This was no drive-thru murder; he took his time." "Meaning he knew he wouldn't be interrupted," Scully said. "More than that," Mulder answered as he heaved himself out of the chair. "He didn't have anywhere else to be." ///// Jane stayed late that night, poring over the reports she had collected on the infamous hat burglar and keeping one eye on the Captain's office. Ahuja and O'Hara had disappeared behind the door an hour before and had yet to emerge. There was no sign of the red-headed FBI woman. Jane decided to make another pass by the coffee machine in the break room in hopes of overhearing some dirt from someone more in the know than she, but all she found was a dilapidated newspaper and a snoozing uniformed officer. The coffee got stronger as the day wore on; by the nightshift, it was practically sludge. Jane drank it down with extra milk and told herself the caffeine would help her stay awake. She returned to her pile of missing hats, sinking down in her rolling chair with a sigh. So far, the thief had pilfered at least five baseball caps, one hand-knit maroon hat, a black beret, and a gray fedora. The hat owners could not verify anything else was taken, though one baseball-cap owner -- a twelve year old boy -- suspected half his bubblegum was also missing. Jane had worn her Boston Red Sox hat every day of summer during middle school. She could appreciate the value of a good hat, but damned if she could understand the PD's desire to waste a detective's time and energy on a nothing case. "It's just hats," she'd told the Lou. "Who cares?" "He's just taking hats for now," the Lou replied. "Who's to say what's next?" That had been three months ago, and since then, it was still just hats. She heard the door to the Captain's office open and men's voices in the hall. She was trying to figure out a natural way to go bump into them, when the Chief Malcolm Windsor himself appeared in the break room. He fixed her with a tilt of his head. "You're Dunbar," he said at last, pointing a beefy finger at her. Jane felt a thrill that he recognized her. "Yes, sir." "Is that stuff any good?" Jane looked down at the cup in her hand. "Truthfully, no." "Ah, pour me one anyway, would you?" He hitched his belt down a bit, freeing his belly to sit perched on the leather edge. He sported white hair shaved close to the scalp, broad shoulders and hands that could crack a man in two. Jane had no doubt he cut a dashing figure in his day, but that seven years behind a desk had taken their toll. "Here you are, sir," she said as she handed him a cup. "Cream or sugar?" He waved her off as he lowered himself into the nearest chair. "What are you working on, Dunbar? Anything good?" He's going to ask me to be on the case, Jane thought. "No, nothing important," she said, trying not to act too excited. "Just the hat thief, sir." "The hat thief." He snorted. "You know I've gotten more than twenty calls a day about those damned missing hats. Tell me you're getting somewhere, Dunbar." "I'm following a number of leads, sir." He arched his back until it cracked and then winked at her. "I've told that one a time or two in my day -- means you don't have a damn clue who this punk is or why he's snitching the hats." "I think it's probably just for kicks. I mean, who needs a bunch of old hats?" The Chief ran a hand over his own head. "Someone without any hair." He peered into the depths of his coffee cup and sighed. "You were right. This stuff is vile. I'll know to take your word next time, Dunbar." She accepted the cup back from him and their fingers touched. He had the bluest eyes she had ever seen. "You still on the job?" he asked. "Or would you care to join an old man in a beer down around the corner?" She had heard rumors that the Chief was a man of large appetites. "Right now, sir?" "If you've got work to do..." "No," she said quickly. "I was just thinking it was quitting time. Let me get my things." Through the window, she could see O'Hara and Ahuja at their desks. "Are the guys joining us?" she asked. "Those two old lugs? I've seen enough of them for one day. Of course, if you want to invite them..." "No, no." He followed her out of the break room and to her desk, where she picked up her coat and her briefcase full of files. "Night, gentlemen," the Chief said, touching one of his strong hands to her back. "Keep the city safe until tomorrow, eh?" They said nothing, but Jane could feel the men's eyes on her as she walked out of the station. //// Mulder followed Scully to the Marriott hotel where she was staying. The clock on his dash read just after nine, but to him it felt like the middle of the night. You profile one sick sonofabitch, you've profiled them all, he thought, even though he knew it wasn't true. This guy kills because he likes it. He probably doesn't even understand why, but he's obsessed and he's not going to stop until someone makes him stop. That pretty much covered them all. Scully parked before him but waited by her car until he got out of his. She had the flower pressed against her nose again. He looked down at her and said, "I never guessed you were the kind of woman who needed that stuff, Scully." She took a last sniff before lowering the rose to look at him. "No one ever needs a flower, Mulder. That's rather the point of them, I think." They walked to the front lobby, where the doors slid open to reveal blasting heaters overhead. It stirred Scully's hair as she passed under them and tickled the back of Mulder's neck. As he handed over his credit card to the desk clerk, Mulder thought, I'd better solve this case because that's the only way I get this money back. He wondered idly if Kersh had realized his absence yet, and if he would even care. A few more days and Mulder became Skinner's problem again. Scully entered the elevator with him but leaned against the opposite side. "I think you should know," he said as the doors slid closed. "I checked Diana out. I took what you said seriously." She dragged her eyes open to regard him with an unreadable gaze. "And just how did you check her out?" "I went to her place and looked around." "And what, no membership card to 'Conspiracies R Us'?" "Nothing suspicious whatsoever. The worst thing I found was a pack of cigarettes." "Let me guess. Morleys." At least she didn't roll her eyes. "I would think you'd be happy that she's interested in continuing work on the X-files. Think of how many times we could have used an extra pair of hands in the past six years, how much more we could have accomplished with three instead of two. Okay, so Diana might not be the warmest person in the world, but she really knows her stuff. She's the one who helped me amass the files in the first place." "So you've mentioned," Scully replied, sounding irritated again. The elevator car was slowing. "Look, Scully, I just don't think you're being fair here. You don't even know Diana." "Funny," Scully said as the doors opened. "I was thinking the same thing about you. This is where I get off. Good night, Mulder." The shiny panels closed again, leaving Mulder alone with his shimmering reflection. ///// /////////////// Chapter Three ////////////// Scully had bathwater running and her blouse unbuttoned from top to bottom when she heard the shrill call of the hotel phone. She stood over it and contemplated whether or not to lift the receiver at this late juncture, but decided Mulder would probably have used her cell phone. "Hello?" "Dana? It's Ray. I hope I'm not catching you too late." Scully glanced at the red numbers on the bedside alarm: nine thirty-seven. "I just got in," she said. "What's up?" "I was hoping I could convince you to come back out again for a quick drink." "A drink?" "We, uh, we could discuss the case." "Do you have something new?" She had left him only two hours before. "I have a little theory I'd like to run past you. Of course, if you'd like to wait until morning..." "No, I can meet you," Scully said as she tucked the receiver under her chin and began re-buttoning her blouse. "Did you want me to call Agent Mulder as well?" Ray paused. "I'll leave that up to you," he said. "I'll meet you at Mallory's in half an hour? It's just a few doors down from where we had dinner this evening." "I can find it." So Scully redressed, slipped her tired feet back into her shoes, and pulled on her heavy winter coat. She fished her rental car keys from the motel dresser and headed out to Mallory's bar. She wedged her Taurus between two old filthy snow banks and stepped out carefully to avoid the slush. Inside, Ray half- rose from his chair and gave her a little wave. Scully looked around the bar as she crossed the room; half the faces were familiar, and she spotted two uniforms. "Local cop hangout, I see," she said as she pulled out a heavy wooden chair. "We're here in high company," Ray replied. "That's the Chief over there." Scully turned in her seat to squint across the room. Sure enough, Chief Windsor sat with three shot glasses in front of him and a young woman on his left. "He looks comfortable," Scully said as she faced Ray again. Ray took a sip of his beer. "I don't blame him for wanting a drink. This whole thing is going to hit the fan in the morning -- you can count on it. I tripped over two reporters just on my way in here." Scully glanced around again, eyeing the men in the bar with renewed suspicion. "Nah, they wouldn't dare come inside with so many cops here," Ray said. "They'd be recognized in a heartbeat and wouldn't get a damn thing out of anybody. You want a beer?" "Whatever you're having is fine." Ray signaled the waiter and soon Scully had a pint of Blue Moon in front of her. "Mmm," she said as she licked the foam from her lip. "So you wanted to talk about your theory?" "I was thinking about what Mulder said, how this guy knew the house wouldn't be alarmed like its neighbors. Maybe he's been inside before -- delivery man, meter reader, something like that might allow him a way to case the place ahead of time." Scully sipped her beer as she chose her words. This was a very basic idea, something the Boston police had no doubt considered themselves. "I think, um, I think that's very possible," she said. "Definitely we should take a look to see who might have had access to the house in the past few weeks." "Yeah, but I was also thinking we should check out this house painter." "Excuse me?" He pulled out a small plastic sign on a stick that read "Owen Bros Painting 722-9138." "Found this as Mulder was climbing through the Byrdeks' back window. Painters would get a real good look at the place, don't you think?" "I do think. Do we know if the Duponts also had their house painted recently?" "I have my people looking into it right now," he answered as he tucked the sign away again. "Nice work," Scully said, and he shrugged it off. "You think SAC Tomasi would be impressed?" Scully smiled, remembering their old hard-to-please instructor. "If it ends up as the key to the case, then maybe." "That old bastard hated me." "Oh, it wasn't personal. He hated everyone." "Mmm, I don't know. He told me once I wasn't going to last six months in the FBI, and that I should get out now and go pump gas or something." "Ouch." "Yeah. Jack Willis liked me though." He looked her up and down knowingly. "Of course, not as much as he liked you." Scully swallowed quickly to prevent choking on her beer. "Jack, uh, he was more easy-going." "Yeah, especially if you were dating him." At her look, he smiled and ducked his head. "Relax, I don't think anyone else knew." "How did you...?" "You don't remember? I ran into you at the jewelry store." Scully did recall, now that he mentioned it. "You were picking out an engagement ring," she said, searching to see if she could come up with the woman's name. Nothing came to mind. She had seen him once or twice with a slim brunette, maybe been introduced even, but the name had made no impression. "That's right. I asked your opinion on which ring I should go with, the diamond solitaire or the sapphire diamond combo." "Which one did I pick?" "You liked the sapphire." He spread his hands on the table. "Maybe if I had listened to you, she would have said yes." "Oh, I'm sorry." "It was years ago. Anyway, you were picking out a watch. You said it was for your father, remember?" Scully felt herself color as she recalled the incident. "I, uh..." "Forget about it. You didn't owe me any answers back then. You still don't. But when I saw that same watch show up on Willis's wrist, I knew." He was more observant than she had realized. "It was many years ago," she said quietly. "I was really sorry to hear about his death. I thought about writing you, but I didn't know what the situation was, and by the time I found out, two months had passed." Scully sat back with a shaky sigh. "We weren't... we weren't together then." "I didn't mean to bring up bad memories." "You didn't," she said, and meant it. Time had faded away their split and Jack's troubling end; she remembered mostly good things now. Ray raised his glass. "To old loves," he said, and Scully smiled as she touched her glass with his. Her smile vanished as she caught sight of the evening news on the TV behind him. A serious-faced anchor was saying something as the box to her left read, "Valentine's Massacre." Ray caught her looking and turned to stare as well. "Hey, can we get the volume turned up on that?" The barkeep obliged him and turned the TV up until the anchor's voice could be heard over the chatter. "...Byrdeks were killed in the exact same fashion as Steve and Ellen McPherson back on January fifth. A source close to the investigation said that Boston PD has called in the FBI to help with the case, and that evidence indicates Boston does have a serial killer on the loose." Across the room, the Chief slammed one fist down on the table. "God damn it," he said, and yanked his coat from the back of his chair. He was already on his way to the door when his cell phone rang. //// Jake's alarm clock went off at six-thirty am, and he slammed his hand down on it to stop the awful noise. His heart thudded wildly in his chest, and he wondered if he had been dreaming or if this was just how things were now. He rolled out of bed, his feet hitting an empty pizza box on the floor. Last year his mother would have given him shit about it, but these days neither one of them had the energy. Jake scrubbed his face with both hands and wandered into his mother's room still clad in boxers and a T-shirt. The shades were drawn and his mother slept huddled under the thick quilt Grandma Huggins had made for her. He shook her by the shoulder. "Mom, it's six-thirty. You gotta get up." His mother didn't move. "Ma, it's morning. Come on." "Ten more minutes," she muttered, squirming away from his hand. "You've got work. It's only Friday." He snapped open a shade, which spun around at the top, slapping the windowpane with each pass. Still his mother did not budge. Jake picked up the prescription sedatives from her nightstand and took off the lid. He counted the pills and found four missing since yesterday. She said they helped her sleep. She said they made the stress go away and left her floating on a gentle wave. But Jake pictured her being sucked in by the undertow. "Mom," he tried again. "You've got to get up." "Leave me alone, Jake." "I've got to go to school." "So go then." She tugged the blanket over her face. "What about work?" She didn't answer. "I'm taking your pills," he said. "They'll be downstairs. You'll have to get out of bed if you want them." Not even his threats seemed to motivate her. Jake slammed the door on his way out, his fury reverberating through the wall. He hurried down the stairs and left without any breakfast. He didn't even make her coffee, the way he usually did. Fuck you, he thought. Fuck everything. He took her pills with him. ///// Mulder waited in the hotel lobby for Scully with two Dunkin' Donuts cups in his hands. She emerged from the elevator looking as irritated as she had the night before. "I thought you were going to call me when you were ready," she said. "I've been waiting fifteen minutes." "I thought we were going to meet down here." He handed her the coffee and her frown relaxed just a bit. He might not buy her roses, but he knew to order her coffee with low fat milk and two packets of sugar substitute. "Did you see the news this morning?" he asked as they walked. "I saw it last night. We knew it was going to come out eventually." Cold air hit them in the face as they exited the hotel, but at least the sun was shining. Mulder paused to take out his sunglasses. "I'm not so sure the news is a bad thing. Did you see the crime scene photos with the bodies? All of them posed spread-eagled. We already know he likes to admire his handiwork, so it's a safe bet he wants us to admire it too." "So we're giving him what he wants," Scully said flatly. They reached the end of the walk, and Mulder veered left. He got five steps before he realized she wasn't following him. "You coming?" he asked, dangling his keys at her. Scully dangled hers back. "You want to drive?" he asked, dubious. He knew his way around Boston a lot better than she did; they both knew it. "How about I just meet you there," she called. Mulder spun in a half-circle, frustrated. "Okay, fine." Scully began walking away, but he yelled after her. "I'll pull around front so you can follow me!" She raised her Dunkin' Donuts cup in mock salute but kept on walking. He saw her blue Taurus pull out behind him from the hotel lot, but when he looked back at the first light, an old woman in a beige Buick had taken her place. Wherever Scully went, she went in a hurry. He ended up parking next to her at the police station, and Scully was nowhere in sight. He found her in the large conference room along with Ray Peterkin, Chief Windsor, and two dozen other men. Scully was the shortest person in the room, easy to spot, and it was moments like this he was reminded that her job was unusual for a woman: she was the only female in the room. "People, can we take a seat, please?" the Chief hollered over all the noise. "I want to make this as fast as possible." Mulder took the nearest chair, which put him next to the young detective he had met earlier. "You knew this was coming the minute you caught the case, didn't you?" he murmured to Manny. Ahuja nodded. "I knew it was going to be bigger than me. Hell, it's bigger than all of us right now." Chief Windsor shuffled a bunch of papers and then set them aside. "As I'm sure you know by now, our killer has become an overnight sensation. The city has logged upwards of seven hundred calls and it's just eight-thirty in the morning. We've got our usual local media to contend with, and the national guys are arriving with their trucks as we speak. I've got to give a press conference at noon and it would be nice if I had something to tell people." "You got a wife?" Manny asked Mulder. Mulder shook his head and held up his hand to show a bare ring finger. "My girlfriend is freaking out," Manny whispered. "She wants to go stay with her sister in Buffalo." "Must be pretty worried to want to go to Buffalo in the middle of winter," Mulder whispered back. "You ain't shitting me. But after what I've seen at the Byrdeks, I'm half ready to put her on the plane myself." "Now, we're establishing four principle lines of investigation," the Chief was saying. "One, the tip line. We'll have the phones ready to go in half an hour, and a good portion of you all will be running down leads from that. Second, we're going back over old cases and seeing if there might be some connection to these homicides. Third, we're going to have a team dedicated to trying to connect the Byrdeks to the McPhersons. Why did he pick these two couples? And finally, we are going to have the forensic teams working round the clock on both houses." "Which straw did you draw?" Mulder asked Manny. "Old cases. You?" "The same," Mulder said, although he didn't have any formal assignment. He glanced up front and saw Ray lean over to say something to Scully, who nodded. Mulder felt like he was back picking lab partners in eighth grade science class. "She your partner?" Manny asked as he caught him looking. "We work together, yeah." "You're lucky. I gotta look at that all day." Manny jerked a nod to O'Hara, who was blowing his red nose into a handkerchief. "That's it for now," Chief Windsor said. "If you're unclear about your assignment, see Captain Lowell or Agent Peterkin. Everyone make sure you have your cell phones and pagers on. Barring a significant breakthrough, we'll meet back here at shift change. Let's get to work. This guy's not sitting around on his ass, so neither can we." "We've got a bunch of jackets pulled in the other room already," Manny said, "if you'd like to take a look." "I would, thanks. Be right there." Mulder threaded his way against the flow of bodies to reach Scully and Ray at the front. "I was told to see you about my assignment," Mulder said, tilting his head at Ray. "Aw, hell, Mulder, you know more about running these kinds of investigations than I do. Pick whichever team you like." "Which team are you on?" Mulder asked him. "I'm pursuing a connection between the victims," replied Ray, and Mulder nodded. "I'll take cold cases," he said, and Scully looked mildly surprised. "Agent Scully?" Ray asked. "Which avenue appeals to you?" Scully looked from one man to the other. "I'll go with Mulder," she said at last, and Mulder was pretty sure he looked very surprised. "I'll catch you both later then," Ray said, touching Scully lightly on the back. "To what do I owe this honor?" Mulder asked her as they walked out of the conference room. "Ray is right -- you've worked many of these cases in the past. If you want to look at past crimes, I figure there has to be a good reason." "Those who forget history are doomed to repeat it." "You know it's funny you should mention that," she said. "I've been thinking it a lot lately." Mulder did not have a chance to reply before they reached Manny Ahuja, O'Hara and a handful of others in conference room B. "Dive right in," O'Hara told them. "We got cold murders in this pile, cold rapes in that pile. Over this way, we've got rapes with similar MOs and murders with similar MOs. It's like looking for a needle in a god damn haystack." Mulder took a seat and grabbed the first folder. That's right, he thought, and I'm the magnet. The detectives and agents drank coffee and pored over gruesome crimes by the metric ton. "What about this one?" Manny called out. "I got a white victim, mid twenties - she's a prostitute found unconscious after some john dumped her out of a car. She said he threatened her with a knife and tried to choke her to death. Had sex with her while she was passed out cold." "When was this?" O'Hara asked. "Last July. She described the perp as a white male, dark hair, late thirties, early forties. They never got the guy." "There's enough there for a second look," O'Hara said. "Put it in the pile." "You can put it near the bottom," Mulder said without looking up from his folder. "I don't think it's him." "Why not?" O'Hara looked annoyed. "It's closer than anything else we've seen." "Whoever killed the Byrdeks and the McPhersons ejaculated on the women, not in them. There was no sign of strangulation on any of the four victims, and this guy would have moved beyond your garden-variety hooker by last summer. Lauren Byrdek worked as a stock analyst and Debbie McPherson taught fifth grade at a private school. We know he didn't pick either victim at random, so it's safe to conclude he prefers his women a little more upscale." "Well there's what he wants and what's available," O'Hara said. "This girl would have gone with him willingly." He held up a picture of a young woman's bruised and battered face. Her dark hair had a bad dye job; the ends were frayed. She had pock marks on her cheeks and cheap purple eye shadow that had been smudged in the fight. "She's not his fantasy," Mulder said dismissively. "Okay then, you got a better candidate?" O'Hara asked. Mulder nodded slowly. "I like this one. Unsolved rape from two years ago. A college student who was moonlighting as a call girl on the side." "Call girl, hooker, what's the difference?" Mulder slid the girl's picture down the table. "This one grew up with three squares a day and parents who paid for good orthodontia." Scully took the folder from him and scanned it quickly. "Her statement says he threatened her with a knife. He held her captive for over three hours and ejaculated twice on her stomach. She sustained superficial lacerations on her abdomen." "Sounds like a pretty good match," Manny said. "It's not bad," Mulder agreed. "But even more than the similarity, he scared her badly enough that she risked jail and her reputation to report him. This wasn't just another kinky john." "The case is unsolved," Scully read. "And the victim, Annette Crenshaw, is listed as moved -- no forwarding address." "We'll find her," Manny said, taking the folder. Scully stood up too. "Where are you going?" Mulder asked. "There's one way to be sure if it's the same guy, and we don't need Annette Crenshaw to get it. The file says semen samples were taken in this case, which means they can be compared to the Byrdek and McPherson samples." "Good thinking," Mulder said. "Let me know what you find out." ///// Jimmy hung around city hall plaza like the rest of them, packed in tight and waiting for the Chief to show up and make his big announcement, something they already knew -- a killer had taken control of the city. The high buildings erected so close to the water created a wind-tunnel effect, sending biting gusts past his ears as Mother Nature roared like a demon. The major press crowded in close with their cameras and their microphones. Jimmy held his small cassette recorder deep inside his pocket. It was about the size of a pack of cigarettes, and boy, he could he have used a smoke right then. But the wind made that impossible, and he knew better than to light up in a crowd these days anyway. It was almost as bad as being a murderer. The way things were going, pretty soon they weren't even going to let you smoke in your own home. Jimmy imagined a mob scene like this for future smokers. "There he is!" they would say. "There's the dirty bastard with his cancer stick! Give him the chair for poisoning our children's lungs." Beside him, a thin blonde woman who looked like she might blow away in the breeze was trying to elbow enough room to do her stand up shot for the camera. "I'm here at city hall where Chief Windsor is set to speak at any moment. Cut! Bob, we need to do that again." Her cheeks were red, whether from makeup, cold or excitement, Jimmy did not know. He could feel her energy echoed around him. There was a killer in the city and it was show time. Curtain up, he thought as the Chief materialized at the podium. Jimmy took out his cassette recorder, the one Amy had bought him at Target when he said he wanted to be a reporter. "You'll need it for interviews," she'd said. "To make sure you quote everyone right." Just then, the Chief was saying the magic words. "We have confirmed it is the same man involved in both cases." Flashbulbs went off around him. The Chief had to blink rapidly, making him look like the shy kid who always got slapped with a wet towel after gym class. I know you, Jimmy thought. I know where you go to drink and I know where you get your women. The reporters descended upon the Chief like a pack of seagulls, crying out questions, but Jimmy slipped free out the back. He knew where to get his exclusive. ///// Manny brought Mulder back an Italian sub for lunch. For himself, he had chosen meatball and O'Hara had the chicken parm. The men cleared off the paper trail of victims from one end of the conference table and sat down to eat. "So how many of these SOBs have you caught, Mulder?" Manny asked. "My share." "Hey, is it true they're all bed wetters?" O'Hara asked. "And they all kill their pets and shit?" "It varies, but the interest in death generally starts very young." "I'm never having kids," Manny said before taking a bite. "Either you fuck 'em or the world does it for you. No thanks." "Aw, kids ain't all so bad." "Yours aren't," Manny agreed. "Thanks to Martha." "You got kids?" O'Hara asked Mulder. Mulder shook his head, his mouth full. "So what's the worst one you ever saw?" Manny asked him. "Kid?" "No, serial." Pfaster, Mulder thought. The only time he'd ever had a victim sob in his arms. "I, uh..." He looked up and saw Scully coming towards them with a folder in her hands. "They're all pretty bad." He dusted the crumbs off on his pants and pulled out the chair next to him for Scully. "I don't have good news," she said as she sat. "It's not the same guy." O'Hara smirked but said nothing. "I didn't even have to run a DNA analysis. The suspect in the Byrdek and McPherson cases has type A blood. The one in the Crenshaw case is type O." "Back to the haystack it is," Manny said with a sigh. "I get the feeling we'll be going down a lot of blind alleys before this one is over." Mulder took the Crenshaw file and flipped it open to see if there was a clue he had somehow overlooked. He wanted to minimize the blind alleys as much as possible. "There's a page missing from her statement," he said, shifting through the paper to make sure it hadn't been misplaced. "What? Give me that." O'Hara took the file and looked for himself. "What do you know? He's right. The last page of her statement is missing." "Could have gotten lost," Manny said. "Could have." "Is there a copy somewhere?" Mulder asked. "Why?" O'Hara wanted to know. "It's not the same perp." "I like to be thorough." "Well, you're out of luck. We've got the victim and perpetrator particulars stored on computer, but this was back in 1995. Unless she handwrote another one, this typed copy is all we have." "You think it matters?" Scully asked. "Not especially. I just think it's odd." "I'm getting a soda," Manny announced, shoving back from the table. "Anyone else want one?" "I'll come," Mulder replied. "You want a Coke, Scully?" "Diet," she answered. Mulder followed Manny to the machine and fished some coins from his pocket. Manny elbowed him. "Hey, check it out -- another suit." Mulder followed the other man's gaze across the station and nearly dropped his quarters. "Diana," he muttered. "Shit." "You know her?" "She's FBI," Mulder replied. "Man, her and Agent Scully too? You government boys get all the luck." Mulder leaned his head against the machine. "Yeah," he replied. "Some luck." ///// /////////////// Chapter Four ////////////// Scully shifted her tailbone away from the hard-backed plastic chair. The dull, heavy ache had started in her abdomen again, and she waited with some impatience for Mulder to return with the soda. Already she had palmed several Extra- Strength Tylenol in anticipation of sweet relief; they nestled in her fist, resting atop the throbbing scar hidden beneath her tailored suit, as if the medication could seep like magic through the dark gray silk. But instead of Mulder, Agent Fowley walked through the door and into the conference room. Though she had no doubt come straight from a two-hour plane flight and taxi ride through the slush, her ankle-length raincoat bore not one wrinkle or stain. Scully blinked, trying to make the image disappear like a hallucination, but Diana placed her briefcase on the conference table. "Agent Scully," she said, nodding to her. "I take it I've found the right place then." "The right place for what?" Scully asked. O'Hara twisted his thick neck to look at Scully. "You know this woman?" "Agent Diana Fowley," Diana said, extending her hand to O'Hara. "Your chief called this morning for reinforcements. Since I'm between official assignments at the moment, I volunteered to help." "To help the investigation?" Scully asked. "Or to help Mulder?" "Oh, is he here?" Diana cast her gaze around. "I didn't know." Scully narrowed her eyes. "As far as the Bureau is concerned," Diana said, "Agent Mulder is AWOL. No one had any idea where he's been or what he's been doing." "Fetching soda," Mulder said from behind her. He squeezed through the doorway without touching her and handed an icy can of Diet Coke to Scully. Diana touched her fingers to her throat. "Soda sounds wonderful -- flying really dehydrates a person." Mulder stretched out and handed her his Coke, which Diana accepted with a wide smile. "Cheers," she said to Scully, lifting her can in Scully's direction. Scully barely suppressed an eye roll as she turned to slip the Tylenol into her mouth. "What are you doing here, Diana?" Mulder asked. "The same thing you are, of course. The Chief wanted all hands on deck. My hands happened to be free, so..." Scully remembered something about idle hands and the devil's work. She set her can down with a little more force than necessary. "Mulder, can I see you a minute?" "Hmm?" He shifted to look at her, as if giving her a better view. "What is it, Scully?" She jerked her head at the door. "Outside in the hall? Please?" Mulder sighed and shoved his hand in his pocket. "I need another trip to the machine anyway." Scully followed him through the maze of desks to the back of the station where the soda machine glowed and hummed. He did not look at her as he fed coins into its narrow metal mouth. "Tell me you didn't call her," she said steadily. "I didn't call her." "Then how did she know you were here?" "Who's to say she did?" His can dropped into the chute with a thunk, and Mulder bent down to retrieve it. Ordinarily she might have paused to appreciate the view, but at that moment, she was more apt to kick his posterior than ogle it. "Oh, come on, Mulder. You don't find it a little bit strange that she just happens to show up every place we are?" "Okay, you've got me," he said as he popped the top on his Coke. "I passed her a note in study hall." Scully flushed, rebuked, and folded her arms over her chest. He thought she was being childish; she thought he was being myopic. "Well, if coincidences are just coincidences, how come they feel so contrived?" "Does it really matter so much why she's here? We need all the people we can get on this case." "You're the one who's always going on about motive." Mulder swallowed hard and glared at her. "Right, I forgot. Diana Fowley is a grand conspirator out to bring down the free world. Surely you're not going to accuse her of also engineering a serial murder case." "Don't be ridiculous." "That's good advice," he replied, stalking past her. Scully remained behind for a moment and traced the outline of a black square on the linoleum floor with her foot. She had signed up for outside work to get away from the whole Mulder- Diana fiasco and the two of them had followed right behind. From the minute she had arrived back in the States, Diana had managed to insert herself firmly between Mulder and Scully, and Scully had a feeling that was just how she liked it. She stroked the cold front of the Coke machine and sighed. Mulder was right; the whole scenario reeked of junior high. Determined to rise above it, she squared her shoulders and returned to the conference room, where she found Ray Peterkin had joined the others. "Dana, hey, come on in," he said, pulling out the seat next to him. Since it was the one she had originally occupied, Scully accepted. "I was just telling everyone that the house painting lead looks like a dead end. The DuPonts did have their place done about four years ago, but it was a different company." "And no other success linking the victims?" He pushed his glasses up on his nose with one finger. "Not yet. Different churches, different grocers, different hair salons -- the list goes on like that. We're still looking, though. Agent Fowley is going to assist me in the search." "Really?" Scully said, eyeing Diana on the other side of the room. She had assumed the woman would have plastered herself to Mulder and stuck there for good. "It's Mulder's idea," Ray replied, "and I readily agreed. I could certainly use the help." Mulder drank his Coke and would not meet her gaze. At that moment, a uniformed officer poked his head in the room. "Detective O'Hara? I dunno who exactly to talk to about this. A man just come in here claiming he's your killer." "Cranks, the lot of them," O'Hara muttered, shoving back from the table. "They'll confess to any damn thing just to get attention, but I'll check it out." "I'll come too," Manny replied as he crushed his empty can. Mulder got up as well, so naturally Diana followed. Scully rose but ended up doubled over as a sharp pain hit her in the gut. She sucked in a breath and braced herself on the table. Ray touched her shoulder. "Dana, are you okay?" "Uh, yeah." She put her hand to her abdomen, testing. "I just stood up too fast, that's all." "You sure?" "I'm fine. I just need to eat something." "We could all use a bite. After this, we'll grab some dinner." He squeezed her arm with affection. "Take it easy, okay? We need you healthy and whole." Her newly healed wound throbbed from front to back. Scully envisioned an orange forensic laser passing through her to show the bullet's path in her body. It was a wonder she didn't spout like a fountain when she drank. She still had at least one round of plastic surgery ahead of her to minimize the scarring. Healthy and whole, she thought. Right. ///// Jimmy had been past Mallory's bar but had never been inside. Hanging out in a cop joint was generally not his notion of a good time, but now he had a mission. The place wasn't fancy, he saw. There was a large U-shaped wooden bar with a couple of guys in pressed shirts working behind it. The waitresses were middle-aged women with middle-aged waistlines, but they were about the only females in the joint. Jimmy spotted one young Asian woman near the back and there was a red head at a table in the middle. He bellied up to the bar and pulled out his smokes. They were threatening to make smoking illegal in all business places, even bars. If the governor passed that law, Jimmy was getting the hell out of the state. "Crazy-assed liberals," he muttered around his cigarette. "Country's going to hell and they're worried about indoor pollution." The barkeep with the nametag "Dave" set a green cocktail napkin in front of you. "What can I get for you today?" "Sam Adams would be great." Dave returned with the beer and Jimmy slid a ten across to him. "Keep the change," he said. "Hey, thanks." Jimmy nodded, puffing on his cigarette. "Looks like you don't have to worry about this place getting held up, huh?" Dave grinned as he wiped down the bar. "Oh, you mean all the cops? Yeah, they like it in here for some reason. Even the Chief comes by from time to time." "Really? You must have the liquor running for him pretty good right now, huh? What with this killer on the loose." "You see that table over there?" Dave nodded at the place where the redhead sat. "Half of them are FBI." "No shit. I saw on the news that they're in town. You ever hear them talking about the case?" An odd expression flickered over Dave's face. "You hear stuff," he acknowledged at length. "Anything good?" Dave looked over his shoulder to make sure the other bartender wasn't watching them. "I heard them talking about the bodies the other day. Apparently the guy threatened to cut the man's dick off. They found knife wounds... you know, down there." "What a sick fuck." "That's what I said. And between you, me, and the lamppost - - they ain't anywhere near to catching him." "Oh? How do you know?" "They're all in here, right?" Dave winked at him. "Thanks again, buddy. Let me know if you need anything else, okay?" Jimmy lifted his hand from the bar as Dave went back to work. He took the last draw on his cigarette before crushing it out on the bar ashtray; it showed a buxom blonde with a comely smile. Jimmy burned his ashes over her breasts. He took his beer by the neck and wandered over near the table with the FBI agents. Taking a seat behind them, he put his feet up on the opposite chair and pretended to watch the sports highlights on the big screen TV. "...so everything was going according to the plan until this flare goes off behind one of the boxes, distracting the guy playing SAC. We had two of the would-be suspects in cuffs already, but the third sees his chance to make a break for it and he tears ass out the back way, right past me and Scully. I'm still blinking as she takes off after him around to the back of the warehouse. They had a twelve-foot chain link fence and the guy was making like Spiderman up a web when this one leaps up and grabs his ankles. I rounded the corner and found them just like that -- him clinging for dear life to the top of the fence, and her dangling from his shoes with her feet clear off the ground." The whole table laughed except for the woman, who just smiled and hung her head. One of the men put an arm around her. "That's nothing," he said. "My first day as a detective, and you know what he did to me? He sent in this little old grandmother with a made up story about how someone had been stealing her underwear. I swear to God. She sat at my desk and kept bringing out 'samples.' She even had pictures of her wearing the stuff! So there I am with granny thongs piling up in front of me, trying to take a report, and O'Hara's about pissing himself laughing in the background." "It's true," the man who must have been O'Hara replied. "If you could have Ahuja's face. He turned redder than a beet when she brought out the lace teddy." Jimmy fingered the mini cassette recorder inside his jacket pocket. There was no point in recording this junk conversation. Idly, he sipped his beer and cast around for any sign of the Chief. The warm breath and bodies had steamed over the bar's front windows. Two more cops, these ones in uniform, let in a cold blast of air as they entered through the front door. Jimmy was contemplating a second beer when the conversation at the Feds' table picked up. "So then what are we dealing with here?" the one called O'Hara asked. "How long before this guy hits again?" "Can't tell for sure," another one replied. Jimmy sneaked a look at him -- dark suit, tie, expensive hair cut. This one was definitely a fibbie. "I would guess sooner rather than later, though, just because of the short interval between the first two attacks." "Can you tell anything about him yet?" O'Hara asked. The other man twisted his beer bottle a few times before answering. "In most cases, these men are answering a homicidal rage they don't even understand. The anger is constant but the killing is not. Many potential victims pass through their presence unharmed until the guy suddenly snaps and grabs the first easy target." "Like Bundy, right? Victims of opportunity." Jimmy switched on his tape recorder and hid it behind his beer bottle. "Exactly. They may set out with a need to kill, but they select the first woman they can get into their car or the woman who's willing to leave the bar with them. This guy is different. He has put at least some preparation into selecting his victims, which makes the killing more personal. He is not simply murdering for murder's sake -- he is eliminating these particular people from the world." "And getting off on it," said the younger cop with disgust. "Why the DuPonts and the Byrdeks, do you think?" The profiler shrugged. "Don't know at this point. He may have decided they were easy targets for some reason. Maybe they represent something else, something he hates or resents. But the fact that he's carrying out these complex murders with such ease means he's been thinking about them for a long time. He's a planner, this one." "So then how the hell do we catch him?" Jimmy held his breath, waiting. His fingers tightened on the sweaty beer bottle. "Well, that's the double edge of the sword. The haphazard killers commit messier crimes and are more likely to leave behind evidence, but murders planned this carefully are in and of themselves clues. Find the way he's picking them and you'll find him." "Hey, look, it's the Chief." He turned and yelled at the bartender to up the volume. Jimmy snapped off his recorder. Apparently he'd missed the big show; Chief Windsor was under the bright lights again, trying not to sweat in the freezing cold night." "We are pursuing a number of active leads at this time," Windsor said. "Our task force has established multiple lines of investigation so that we may proceed as quickly and efficiently as possible. We will get this guy." "And what do you suggest we all do in the meantime?" yelled someone from the crowd. "Buy a big gun!" someone else hollered back. "We do not recommend people rush out and purchase firearms," Windsor said. "If you're truly concerned, buy a big dog over a big gun -- the dog may have an accident but it won't be the fatal kind." "Amen to that," said one of the cops from the table. "This one time, we got called out on an accidental shooting. Six year old had shot his five year old sister in the head." Jimmy stopped listening and slipped his recorder back into his jacket pocket. He had heard enough. //// Mulder tilted his chair on two legs and stretched out both arms. Over a half-dozen beer bottles littered the table, scattered around the remains of a plate of nachos and a basket of Buffalo wings. Scully had ordered a Caesar salad, but he'd noticed she did not eat much of it. "I've got to get home before my wife changes the locks," O'Hara said as he tossed a twenty on the table. "I'm out too," Manny said. "Catch you all on the wrong side of eight AM." Ray Peterkin stood as well. "Dana? Can I give you a lift?" "I have my car, thanks." "Then I will see you both in the morning." Scully rested her chin in her hand as Mulder turned to watch the men go. As they disappeared through the door, he leaned his head on Scully's shoulder. "Dana, can I carry your books home? Can I?" She snorted and shoved him away. "He was just being nice." "He didn't offer *me* a ride." She looked at him, deadpan. "Maybe he doesn't like you." "Not in that way, no." "I don't know what you're talking about," she replied as she pulled some cash out of her wallet. Mulder gaped at her. Maybe this was his problem. Maybe Scully was categorically unable to detect romantic interest. He was beginning to suspect her former lovers had just clubbed her over the head and dragged her into their caves. He tossed his money next to hers on the table. "Come on, I want to show you something." "Mulder, it's late." "This won't take very long. It's just a few blocks away." Scully gave her best martyred sigh as she pulled on her heavy wool coat. Mulder held the front door. "My car is right here," he said. "I'll drop you back at yours after." "After what, exactly?" "You'll see." The automatic heater blew frigid air at them as the engine roared from a cold stop. Sensible Bostonians were mostly home in bed so traffic was light as Mulder shuttled them across town. He got a parking spot right in front. "We're here," he said as he cut the engine. Scully looked out and up at the neighboring glass skyscraper. "Where is here?" "It's the John Hancock tower." He took her up to the enclosed observation deck at the top. "We're open just twenty more minutes," the guard warned. "I've seen this place from the ground," Scully said as they strolled to the windows. "It looks like a giant blue mirror." "Tough to miss," Mulder agreed. The night was clear and dark, without a moon, and the city lay sparkling far beneath them. "That's Cambridge over there, see? You can make out the colored tops on the Harvard and MIT buildings." The river cut through the lights like a black ribbon. At its end, beyond the city, lay the endless ocean. "On a clear day you can see parts of Cape Cod," Mulder told her. "What about Martha's vineyard?" Mulder smiled as she named his hometown isle. "It would be out this way," he said, guiding her to the other side. "But you can't see it from here." Scully looked out anyway, as if imagining. "It's so different from D.C.," she murmured. "The lights go in waves, the way the streets curve at odd angles." "That's what happens when you have a bunch of cows lay down the path for you." She turned her head to look at him. "You're kidding." "Okay, so the cows didn't lay *all* the roads. Only some." They wandered over for a different view. Mulder stroked the smooth hand railing and wondered how much he should say. "This place used to seem like Disneyland to me as a kid. Back on the island, the tallest buildings we had were the lighthouses. This was a booming metropolis in comparison." "I suppose it would be." "Now of course I know how small it is. You can tell that from up here, the way you can see the end of the lights where you can't in a place like Washington, New York or L.A.." "It's a different perspective," Scully agreed. She turned and leaned the small of her back against the rail. "Is that what you wanted to show me?" "In a way." Tell her, he thought. Tell her now. Scully turned again to look out the window. "It's so beautiful like this," she said. "It's hard to imagine there's a killer down there, you know?" "Yeah." He tapped his fingers on the rail and looked at the floor. "Scully, I wanted to make sure you know: I had nothing to do with Diana showing up here today." "Forget about it. You're right that we can use the help." She stiffened and started moving away, but he caught her arm. "No, wait." His heart started pounding as his secret came closer to escape. "I need to talk to you about Diana." Her eyes glinted in the low light. "You've approved her assignment for the X-files." "What? No." "What then?" He ran a hand through his hair. He considered the possibility that Diana had already told her, but couldn't decide whether that would make his confession better or worse. "I haven't--I haven't been completely honest with you about our history together, and I thought... well, to be truthful, I thought it wouldn't matter. But it doesn't look like she's going anywhere and it's not fair to keep asking you to trust her when I haven't explained why I do." "She helped you found the X-files, Mulder," Scully said wearily. "I know." "That's not all." She looked him up to down. "I know you slept with her." This made him blink. "You do? Um..." "The Gunmen told me." She turned her gaze back to the night city below them. "It doesn't change anything as far as I'm concerned." "That's all they said? That I slept with her?" "Actually I believe they used the word 'chickadee,'" Scully replied. "I pieced together the rest." "Well, there's more." God help him, he had not wanted to mention this part. The first time Diana showed up, his history with her hadn't mattered much. Scully waited, looking wary. "What is it?" "We were married." The words sounded as scary as they had felt. He was sure he felt the building sway. "Married?" He gave a short nod. "Not for very long." "Married? To Diana Fowley?" "For all of nine months, yes. It was an impulsive thing." "What happened?" He shrugged. "The X-files? I wasn't really ready to be married, I suppose." "Then why did you?" "I liked the idea of marriage. I still do." He took a deep breath. "And...I loved her." Scully looked at the floor. "Well, thank you for telling me. I think it's time we got going so they can close." "Scully, wait. I just wanted you to understand." "What?" Her arm was trembling under his touch. "I know her. Diana, she can be headstrong and maybe even a bit chilly sometimes but she was never anything but honest with me. Even at the end, when honesty was hard. I've never had reason to doubt her." "I gave you reason," Scully whispered. "At least I thought I did." "I told you that I checked her out. I went to her place." "Was she there?" He hesitated, remembering their kiss. "Not at first. But she showed up and we talked. I didn't find anything in her apartment that suggested she was working with conspiracy." "You talked," Scully said flatly. "Folks?" called the guard from down the hall. "I'm going to have to ask you to clear out so we can lock up." "We're coming," Mulder called back. "Scully, please..." "You talked and that's all?" she asked. He waited just a beat. "That's all." Scully's eyes narrowed. She had caught the hesitation. Mulder cursed inwardly and dropped his hold on her arm. "If I asked Diana, what would she say?" "You'd have to ask her," he replied, knowing she never would. Scully shook her head. "Forget it, it's none of my business anyway." She walked away, the sound of her heels sharp against the hard floor and echoing walls. He watched the flare of her coat and the angry set of her shoulders and felt deflated. Of all the answers she could have given, this was perhaps the worst. She said nothing on the short drive back to her car, and he had nothing more to add. He followed her glowing taillights back to the hotel and trailed her into the lobby. If she knew he was behind her, she did not give any indication. When she stopped at the desk, he halted near a tall potted fern. The last thing he wanted to do right now was ride up with her in the elevator. Scully received a couple of written messages and something else as well. Mulder peeked out just in time to see her holding cellophane- wrapped rose to her face. She smiled, he saw, and then walked slowly to the elevators. It was a long time before he followed. ///// Jane Dunbar bent over her desk, deep in thought as she studied the papers' accounts of the serial murders. Despite her detective's shield, she did not have access to the official reports. She had to make do with the civilian rags just like everyone else. She had the end of her braid in her mouth, a childhood habit she'd mostly outgrown, and a red pencil at the ready to underline anything that might be important. "Estimated time of death between midnight and four in each case," she murmured as she highlighted the passage. "Night owl like me, are you?" Her phone rang and she reached for it blindly, reluctant to take her eyes from the page. "Dunbar," she said. "Got a live one for you, Sergeant. Man and a woman in Brighton just home from a concert and they found someone inside their apartment. He hustled out the fire escape with the man's hunting cap." "Damn, he got away?" She was already pulling on her jacket. "Patrol units are searching the area, but I thought you'd want to know ASAP." The dispatcher gave her the exact location. "Thanks. I'm on my way." Jane rarely got to run her siren, but she had it on as she raced across the city to Brighton. GPS helped her find the apartment, but she wouldn't have missed it even without the fancy satellite assistance. Three cruisers were parked outside, and a uniformed officer met her at the building's front door. "Detective," he said. "No sign of him yet." "Did anyone get a good look at him?" "None of us even laid an eyeball on him. The victims are upstairs, but I don't think they would be able to make an ID." Jane thanked him and went inside, where she rode the elevator up to the fourth floor. "Mr. and Mrs. Lanford?" she said when she found the young couple. "I'm Detective Jane Dunbar. Can you tell me what happened this evening?" "We just got back from a concert at Symphony Hall," the woman explained with a sniff. Black mascara had smudged under her blonde lashes. "Beethoven piano concertos." "About what time was this?" "It was eleven fifteen," Mr. Lanford replied. "At least that's what the clock on the dash said when we parked the car." "When I saw him standing there, all I could think of was the news," Mrs. Lanford said. "That serial killer who is murdering couples -- I thought it was him." "Back up for me for a second," Jane said as she took careful notes. "You came in through the front door here?" "Yes," Mr. Lanford said. "It's the only way in, save for the fire escape." "What did you see when you came in?" "The bedroom light was on," Mrs. Lanford said. "We never leave the lights on. Ever." "Okay, and so then what happened?" "Nick went to go check it out." "I thought maybe I had forgotten, just this once. But then I heard a thump." "A thump?" "Yes, Bonnie has a metal replica of the Eiffel Tower sitting on her dresser." "From our honeymoon," the woman interrupted. "I think it fell over as he went back out the window," Nick said. "I found it on the floor." "Did you touch it?" He looked sheepish. "Yeah, I picked it up. Sorry about that." His wife gave a watery laugh. "All those years of watching 'Law and Order' for nothing!" "Okay, so you heard the thump and you went to the bedroom?" Jane asked. "This way?" She walked through the carpeted living room towards a hallway. "Yes, it's back on the left," Nick said. "Excuse the mess," Bonnie called. Jane smiled. "No worries. I'm trained to see only clues." She found the bedroom lights on, the bed unmade, and a pile of unfolded laundry sitting on an armchair. She knelt down to see if she could detect any footprints in the carpet. "He was going out the window as I came in," Nick explained. "I could see he had my hat." "Did you see anything else?" Jane asked from the floor. She saw many impressions. It would be difficult to sort out the intruder's. "He was tall, like me. Thin. Dressed all in black. He had a hooded sweatshirt on, and the hood was pulled up." "Did you see his face?" "No." "Wait here, if you would, please." Jane crossed carefully to the window. "Do you usually keep this locked?" "We do, but it's a weak lock. This is an old building with old windows." "The landlord will be replacing them now," Bonnie said in a tone that did not suggest any argument. "All of them. And I am not sleeping here tonight." "That's a good idea," Jane said. She could see the marks where the suspect had jimmied the lock open. "You think he'll come back?" Bonnie asked fearfully. "No, but CSU is going to want to go over your apartment for evidence." She turned and faced them again. "Where was the hat?" "In that closet over there," Nick told her. "On the shelf with the others." Jane crossed again and opened the sliding doors with her foot. Sure enough, there was a mish-mash pile of hats sitting on the shelf. She spied several Boston Red Sox hats, a bowler, a blue knit beret and a white tennis visor. "Just the hunting hat is missing?" "As far as we know." "Huh." She wondered why he didn't take the others. She turned to the Lanfords with what she hoped was a reassuring smile. "You don't happen to have a picture of the hat? A photo with you wearing it, perhaps?" Nick frowned. "Can't I just give a description? I mean, it's a camouflage hunting hat." "Just give her the picture," Bonnie said. "It's not like they're going to print it in the paper." "They did with the last guy!" Bonnie marched into the room and pulled open a bedside table. "Here," she said, handing a photo to Jane. "Please take it." Jane looked down at the picture, which showed Nick Lanford wearing his hunting cap and a Winnie-the-Pooh bathrobe. Jane cleared her throat. "Thanks," she said. "This will be extremely helpful." //// Hannah McKillop woke up already afraid. She didn't know exactly what had awakened her, or what the source of her fear was. She sat up in bed, searching herself and the room. Could it have been a dream? She heard the dog's toenails downstairs on the kitchen floor and then a whimper. After that, silence. "Tom," she said, shaking her husband. "Tom!" "What is it?" he asked, rolling over. "I heard Duke downstairs. I think something's wrong." "Probably chasing a raccoon outside," mumbled Tom. "You know how he gets." "It's February. There are no raccoons." "Squirrel then." He settled back down on the pillow. Her heart wouldn't stop racing. She didn't know of any squirrel that were active at three in the morning. "Please, could you just go and check?" Tom sat up with her. "If I go down to the kitchen, will you go back to sleep?" "Yes, I promise." He swung his feet to the floor and cursed. Her pulse spiked. "What is it?" "This floor is fucking cold." "Take the bat with you." "Hannah..." "Just take it, okay?" "I feel like a god damn idiot," he muttered as he went to the closet. Hannah listened but she did not hear anything else from downstairs. You're being ridiculous, she told herself. Everything is just fine. Then she saw the flashlight beam in the hallway. She barely had time to squeak before the light was in her eyes, blinding her. Tom crashed against the closet door as the lights came up. A large man stood there with a knife in hand. She could see blood on it and knew her dog was dead. "Please," she whispered. "Get out," Tom yelled. The man set the knife on the lace doily atop her dresser and withdrew a gun from his back pocket. "Nobody scream," he said, pointing it at them. "I can't fucking stand the screaming." "Take whatever you want," Tom said, his hands up. "My wallet is on the nightstand." "Get back in the bed," the man said. "We have cash in the safe," Tom replied. "Get in the fucking bed now!" Hannah clutched the sheets over her naked chest. She could see his eyes looking at her through the thick ski mask. His breath was ragged. "What do you want with us?" she choked out. "I'm going to kill you," he said, matter of fact, and Hannah began to pray. //// //////////////// Chapter Five //////////////// Scully slept like the dead, awaking still groggy at the persistent beep of her travel alarm. She staggered into the bathroom and turned on the shower to a rain of hot, stinging, needles. Shedding her pajamas to the floor, she walked into the spray, closing her eyes as the water blasted away yesterday's skin and turned her into a new person. Her twin bullet holes no longer burned in the shower. She touched the one on her belly gently, probing for feeling. The skin at its edges was tender and sensitive where the scar itself was raised and deadened. She recalled the force of the bullet as it had ripped through her; the fiery pain had stolen her breath. The wall was hard at her back as she fell, that long slow slide into death. Except that she had lived instead. Now she would carry this new reminder of her stolen life everywhere, yet another talisman of her dance with the dark side. The plastic surgeon's office had phoned two weeks ago to schedule her an appointment, but Scully had not had the chance to return the call. There was Cassandra and Spender and all the missing people in the stars. And Diana and Marita and those angry words in the Gunmen's lair. And Mulder, always Mulder. She stepped free from the tub and toweled the remaining moisture from her body. Steam occluded the mirror so she swiped a patch clear with her hand to see her own face and worn-out body in front of her. Mulder had seen the scar, she knew. He had peeked during their decontamination procedure and gotten an eyeful. If he had any comment, he did not share it. Scully wrapped the towel around her wet hair and pulled down another clean one to wrap her body. On her way back to the main room, she paused to touch the rose sitting in the water glass. Its peach petals tickled her pruned fingertips. No card was attached. The man at the desk said he had not been on duty when the flower was dropped off for her. "Maybe a secret admirer," he'd suggest last night with a smile. "One day late." One day late, Scully thought again as she went to dress. That would be in keeping with her usual luck on the romantic front. She was in the process of buttoning up her blouse when her cell phone rang. The caller ID read, "Mulder, F." "Yes?" she said, attempting to button with one hand. "He hit again, Scully. Last night. A South Boston couple was found dead this morning by the woman's sister -- both of them shot to death in the bedroom." "Where are you?" "I'm on my way to the scene now." Figures, she thought. He was always two steps ahead of her, even when they were staying at the same damned hotel. He gave her the address and she said she would meet him there. She finished buttoning, her scars disappearing beneath the expensive silk. By the time she left her room, Scully appeared perfectly whole once more. ////// Mulder had to fight his way to the crime scene. Millicent Road was like the streets he had shown her before from the skyscraper, narrow and crammed with SUVs where cows had once tread. The police had blocked off the road from both ends with their cruisers to keep the press and curious gawkers away. He slowed his car down and showed his ID to the uniformed man guarding the street, and the cop moved aside to wave Mulder through. Mulder stopped several houses away, behind the crime scene van, because passage became impossible near the McKillops' house -- a half dozen cruisers, two ambulances, and the Chief's car all sat double-parked in the street. He walked across the dead lawn and up the front steps. The pictures of the previous crime scenes had prepared him for the horror inside, but two-dimensional images never compared to the sight and smell of dead humans. The living room was small but neat with a leather couch and matching armchair. Mulder touched the end of a bobbing fern as he pressed deeper into the house. He poked his head in the kitchen, which was decorated in all white with only a collection of blue vases by the window for color. In the corner by the sliding door, stood a uniformed officer. "This where he got in?" Mulder asked the man. "Appears so," he replied, and looked at the ground. Mulder walked around the center island so he could see what the officer was looking at, and jumped back a bit when he got the answer. "Oh, no," he said, covering his face with his arm. On the floor lay a slaughtered dog. It had bled out all over the white tile; the officer stood at the very edge of the sticky pool. "Everyone else upstairs?" Mulder asked. "Yes, sir. In the bedroom, sir." Mulder knew exactly what he would find. Cops clogged the hallway upstairs, forcing him flat against the wall as he made his way to the bedroom. Ray Peterkin and Chief Windsor were already inside. So was Diana. "I still say this guy has to be in the system someplace," Windsor was saying. "Ours or someone else's. Look at this - - it¹s like a god damn rerun. You don¹t get this controlled without practice." "We¹ll broaden the search," Peterkin replied. "Look for similar MOs along the East Coast." "Worth a look," Mulder murmured as he crept closer to the bloody bed. The victims were both nude with their hands tied. The man had been fastened hand and foot to the headboard, kept completely immobile while the killer had enjoyed his playtime with the wife. Both victims had superficial cuts on their torsos and a gunshot wound to the head. Blood had pooled beneath them and coagulated on the white sheets. As Mulder knelt for a better look, the stench of urine and sweat from the bed nearly knocked him back on his heels. "If you¹ve got a better idea," Chief Windsor snapped, "I¹m sure we¹d all love to hear it." "Not better," Mulder said as he stood. "Just different. I think it¹s entirely possible this man has had a run-in with law enforcement somewhere. But I¹m wondering now whether it¹s necessarily so." "This is a highly sophisticated crime," Diana pointed out. "He controls two adult victims easily. He gets in and out without any witnesses and leaves little trace evidence behind. The degree of confidence here is impressive." "Agreed," Mulder said. "But Windsor said it best -- the amount of control is staggering. It¹s possible he has been rehearsing this for so long that hands-on training wasn¹t necessary, so to speak." "So he just wakes up one day and starts killing people?" Windsor asked. "They all wake up one day and start killing people," answered Mulder. "Some of them just start earlier than others. Here¹s a question for you: this guy is so smart and organized that he leaves no fingerprints, no witnesses, and very little in the way of fiber evidence behind, but he doesn¹t bother with a condom -- why?" Peterkin slapped his notepad against one palm and shook his head. "Because he knows his DNA isn¹t in the system." Mulder turned and gave him the double-fingered point. "That man wins the washer-dryer!" "So he's not in CODIS," Diana replied. "That only means his DNA is not in the system, not that he himself doesn't have a record." Mulder tilted his head and looked at her. She looked nearly the same as the day they had met, with her tailored charcoal gray pantsuit and her dark hair worn down around her shoulders. Despite everything that had happened since then - - their brief partnership and even briefer marriage -- it was really that first day he always remembered when he looked at her. He hadn't been in the basement yet; no, the FBI had made him nurse his new obsession out in the open where everyone could walk past his files and snicker. Perhaps they had thought this would cure him. So he had been bent over a series of grainy photographs of the night sky in 1968 when she'd approached. Her shadow had obscured the entirety of his small cubicle, interrupting his work so that he had been forced to put down the magnifying glass and deal with her. "Agent Mulder, my name is Diana Fowley," she had said. "I was wondering if you might need some assistance with your work." Mulder hadn't said anything for a moment. Then he had held up a photograph for her scrutiny. "I'm looking for UFOs," he'd told her, daring her to blink. "It's like 'Where's Waldo' only with aliens." Diana had bent ever-so-slightly at the waist and studied his picture. "There," she'd said, tapping it. "On the left." Mulder hadn't bothered to check her work; he had finally looked at her face, expecting to see amusement in her eyes, but found only curiosity. "This isn't for The Enquirer," he'd said. "I actually believe in this stuff." "So do I." Looking back on it now, Mulder saw he had been ripe for the picking. He had gone from the man whom no one questioned to the man whom no one believed by his own design, but that had not lessened the sting. Diana gave him the one thing no one else had: validation. "Ahem," said Peterkin, and Mulder turned. Scully had arrived at some point during his staring contest with Diana because she was now standing in the doorway, cheeks pink from the cold or from pique at being the last one on the scene. "Agent Scully," Windsor said with a resigned sigh. "Looks like we've got another deuce for you." "I can see that." Scully was putting on a pair of rubber gloves from her pocket. They were purple, not like the white latex the others wore, because somewhere along the line Scully had developed a mild allergy to latex from repeated exposure. When she could, she used the rubber now. As he watched her small hands disappear under protective cover, he thought about how many times he had seen her do this, how many times they had stood together in a room full of death. She stepped to the bed and examined first Tom McKillop and then Hannah. The room was silent except for the faint clicking from the baseboard heaters. "Rigor is fully present in both victims," Scully said. "My guess is that time of death was approximately six to eight hours ago." "We'll bag them up and ship them to the morgue for you," Windsor said, "but I'm not sure what good it'll do. We've got two more deaths and we don't know anything more than we did yesterday." "On the contrary," Mulder said. "We've learned he watches the evening news." "Beg your pardon?" the Chief said. "He watches the news?" Mulder pointed at the door. "You didn't notice the dead dog downstairs? The very big dog?" "It's a Boxer," Scully supplied. "His throat was cut." "Yeah, I saw the dog -- so what?" "So that was your exact advice on the evening news," said Mulder. "Get a very big dog instead of a very big gun. That's what you said." "I know what I said. You really think this was on purpose? That he picked a house with a dog because of what I said to a bunch of reporters? Maybe it was a coincidence." "Mulder's right," said Diana. "This killer knows exactly what he's getting into before he enters a house. He would have known about the dog in advance and come prepared for it." "Exactly," Mulder said, "which tells you something else." "What?" Windsor said impatiently. "He's not stalking particular victims," said Scully. "He has a roster to select from and will adjust as the situation demands." Mulder nodded at her. "So trying to find him via his victim selection may be more difficult than we had anticipated." "Great," Windsor said. "That's just great. I've got another brutal crime scene, the press howling at the door, and now you're telling me we aren't going to find this animal in the system or by figuring how he picks the victims. How the hell are we supposed to catch him then? Can you tell me that?" Mulder paused and shook his head. "I can't," he admitted. "Not yet. But in the meantime, I'd watch what you say on the news." ///// Jake took a cup of coffee from the pot before it was fully finished brewing. His bagel sprang up from the toaster and he pulled the peanut butter down from the cupboard. Licking the excess from his thumb, he grabbed the remote and switched on the TV. There was a special news report playing. A young handsome reporter stood against a gray sky and shouted into his microphone. "Police have confirmed that it is another double homicide -- the third in as many months and the second this week alone. Victims are believed to be Hannah and Tom McKillop." Jake leaned back, the counter edge digging into his spine. There were crowds of people in the background as everyone pressed in for a better look. He saw the twirling blue lights from the cruisers and the yellow police tape flapping in the wind. These people wouldn't be so eager, he thought, if they knew how easy it was for someone to get inside. He closed his eyes and imagined the scene on the inside of the McKillop house, blood running red on the walls. The reporter's voice echoed in his head: "The picture we're getting now is the coroner's van as it presumably is taking the McKillops' bodies to the city morgue. One source I talked to say the couple most likely died sometime after midnight last night." "Morning." His mother's voice startled him, making him jump and slosh coffee down the front of his T-shirt. "Mom," he said as he touched the spreading stain. "You're up early." She looked lucid, her hair combed and her clothes neat. "I've got an early shift," she said as he helped herself to coffee. She smiled and tousled his hair. "I'm surprised you're so bright-eyed and bushy-tailed, though. You got in awfully late last night." He froze. "What do you mean?" "I heard the door, honey. I didn't look at the clock but it was long after I'd been to sleep. Where were you?" "Studying." "With Tommy?" "Yeah." He dumped out the rest of his coffee in the sink while his mother stopped in front of the TV. "What on earth are you watching?" she asked. "Oh. Oh, no. There's been another murder. We should get better locks or a dog or something. God, this is awful." She sank into her chair, her gaze transfixed on the screen. "Mom? Mom, I've got to go change for school." "Okay, honey." She didn't turn from the TV. The handsome reporter was talking about how the police were searching the neighborhood for any witnesses. "The Chief is expected to have another press conference later today to discuss these developments, and we will be sure to bring you that event live when it happens. I'm Bill Harris, NBC news." Jake ran up the stairs two at a time until he reached his room. He slammed the door behind him and leaned against it, his heart bouncing around his other organs like a pinball. "Jake?" his mother called up to him. "If you can be ready in ten minutes I can give you a ride to school. Jake?" He did not answer her. Instead he ransacked his desk, throwing aside schoolwork and comics until he found the pill bottle he was seeking. He opened it with shaking fingers and swallowed two of her pills dry. "Jake, did you hear me?" "I heard you!" he shouted back. He backed slowly into the chair and rested his head in his hands. "I heard you," he murmured to himself. "I heard you." //// Scully walked around with Mulder on the first floor of the McKillop house. "These floors have been redone recently," she said, eyeing the smooth hardwood. "He was a lawyer and she was an architect," Mulder replied. "They might have been young but they had some money." He was looking through the top drawer of a mahogany desk. She stooped to pick up the previous day's newspaper from where it sat folded on the coffee table. "COUPLES KILLER HITS AGAIN -- police confirm serial killer loose in Boston," read the headline. And you still never saw it coming, she thought as she replaced it gently. She wandered over to the towering bookcase. It held a collection of photos, collectibles and antique books. She smiled as she spotted an original edition of "Gulliver's Travels." But then a smudge on the shelf above her head caught her attention. She stood on tiptoe for a better look, and the smear appeared to be a bloodstain. "Mulder? Come take a look at this." Mulder materialized over her shoulder. "What've you got?" She pointed at the stain. "It looks like blood." "It certainly does." He was taller, so he could see what was on the shelf above. "It's right in front of this book...oh, it's not a book. It's a photo album." He carefully brought down the album, which was white with the date May 24, 1993 stamped on the cover. There was another bloody smear on the lower right-hand corner. "Looks like their wedding album," Scully said. "What would the killer want with that?" "I don't know," Mulder replied as he lifted the cover with one gloved finger. "But did you know that something like 20% of burglars look through family photos while they're in the home?" The first picture in the album had been removed. All that remained were the faint traces of the adhesive. "He took it as a souvenir," Scully said. "We should go back and check the other houses, see if he took anything from there. It won't help us now, but it might help link him to the scenes after we catch him." Scully smiled a bit. "Such certainty," she murmured. "It's refreshing." Mulder smiled back at her and nodded his head toward the rear of the house. "Come on, I want to see how he got in." She trailed him outside, drawing her coat around her as the winter wind blew her hair free from her collar. She shivered and hurried across the frozen ground to keep up with Mulder. He stood on the small back patio next to a covered grill. "It's the same as before, Scully. He jimmied the back door open and came in through the kitchen. The dog must have met him there. He would have cut its throat immediately to keep it quiet." Scully turned around and looked at the narrow backyard. "No tree line to keep him hidden here. Anyone from these neighboring houses might have seen him enter." "Possible," Mulder agreed, not sounding like he believed it was likely. Scully hugged herself. It was cold and she didn't see much purpose for standing out here any longer. "I'd better get to the bodies," she said. "Scully." She stopped and turned to look at him. He was squinting from the wind and the bright daylight, his hair on end as a particularly frigid breeze blew their way. "We're okay?" he asked. "About last night?" "What do you mean?" "About Diana..." She stiffened at the words and cut him off. "Is this going to be some new confession, Mulder?" "What? No." "Because unless it relates to the case in some way, I don't really see the point in even having this conversation." Mulder took a step forward and lowered his voice. "She's on this case." "You think that's somehow escaped my observation?" She took a breath and wondered if this was some Mulderesque way of asking her permission to renew his relationship with Diana. "Look," she said, "if you're waiting for some sort of screaming catfight in the hall..." Mulder gave a sarcastic chuckle and looked at the sky. "What?" she demanded. "Cats fight to defend their territory. We both know that's not how you operate, Scully. Diana applies for the X-Files and you come running up here looking for another assignment." "She's not why I'm here." "No?" "You're making this too personal." He looked at her. "I believe you're the one who reminded me of your personal interest." She looked back at him for a long moment. "So that's what you're waiting for here? For me to 'defend my territory' with guns blazing?" "I know what she wants," he said, and Scully huffed and rolled her eyes. "You, I can never tell, but Diana has always been easy to read. She sees what she wants and she goes after it." "Is that why you married her?" "So then it does bother you." "I didn't say that." Mulder scrubbed his foot on the grass in frustration. "Hey," he said suddenly, "who is that?" Scully turned around in the direction he was looking and saw a man in a suit hanging around in the neighbor's yard. Mulder took off after him, but the man didn't run. Instead, he started jogging towards Mulder. Mulder had him by the arm when Scully caught up to them. "Who are you?" Mulder demanded. "Bill Harris, NBC news. See?" He used his free arm to show his press credential, and Mulder dropped his hold in disgust. "You're not supposed to be here," Scully told him. "I'm not that close," Harris protested. "And I didn't cross the police line." He was trying to see past them to the McKillop house. "You think he entered through the back, like before?" "No comment," Mulder said. "I heard there was a dead dog this time too. Can you confirm or deny?" "No comment," Mulder repeated. "Now get out of here before I have to arrest you for interfering with a police investigation." "Who's interfering? The investigation is on another property entirely. And it's not like I brought the camera. Please, can't you give me something?" "I can give you a go directly to jail card," Mulder replied, taking hold of his arm again. "If you don't get out of here in ten seconds. Two people are dead and instead of following leads on that case, we're forced to be out here with you -- on another property entirely." "I think it's more than one guy," Harris blurted. "I mean, it's got to be, right? How can one guy be getting away with all of this?" "Leaving," Mulder said, walking him across the lawn away from the McKillop's house. "Now. And if I see you back here, there won't be a warning next time." "Okay, okay. I've got it." Harris stalked off as Mulder and Scully watched him go. "Two killers," Mulder mused. "That's extremely rare." "Only one DNA type found on the bodies so far," Scully said. "Speaking of, I have two of them waiting for me at the morgue. I'd better go." "Scully..." "It's my territory, Mulder," she yelled back as she walked away. "I've got to go defend it." She did not stomp, exactly, but the ground met the force of her footsteps with an equally unyielding resistance. It wasn't until later, when she was stewing over Mulder's imperiousness at a red light, that a thought occurred to her. Mulder had chosen the X-files. So had Diana. Scully had merely been assigned to them with no choice involved. "You don't defend your territory," Mulder had said. What he didn't understand was that she was no longer sure it was hers to defend. Or indeed, if it had ever been. //// Manny entered Mallory's bar at around four-thirty, shortly after the shift change. He scanned the room from left to right and waved to a couple of guys he recognized from the six-ten. They motioned him over to their booth, but Manny shook his head. He took a stool at the bar and grabbed a handful of pretzels. The regular guy, one he had seen before, came to ask him what he wanted. "I'll take whatever light beer you've got on tap." Gina would approve of that decision, even if she wouldn't like the pretzels and peanuts. When the beer came, Manny smiled at the guy. "Thanks... Dave, is it? I could sure use one of these today." "Yeah, I saw on the news today that it's a bad one. I guess I won't be seeing the Chief in here any time soon, huh?" "How do you figure?" "On account of the press outside. You wouldn't want to be caught with a pint in your hand while there's a homicidal maniac on the loose, now would you?" "No, I sure wouldn't." "Hey, level with me. You guys any closer to catching this lunatic?" "We're closer than we were this morning," Manny hedged. Dave looked unimpressed as he wiped down the bar. "I hear the cops come here and talk the talk. Everyone likes to go on about their cases, about the big fish they caught. Funny how no one ever mentions the ones that get away." "Who said he's getting away?" "So far? Him." Manny took a long drink and glanced up at the TV. They were teasing a report on the killer for five o'clock, with a special report from Bill Harris. "Well, don't believe everything you see on the news," Manny said. "This guy isn't invincible." "You want another one of those?" Dave asked, nodding at Manny's beer. "No thanks. I'm actually looking for a guy named Lou LeBlanc. Do you know him?" "Sure, he works out of the A-1. Nice guy except for nights that the Sox lose. I saw him just a little while ago." He leaned over the bar and looked to the left. "That's him at the table by the window. He's the one built like a weather balloon." "Sox win or lose today?" Manny asked. "It's spring training. Who cares?" "Betcha Lou knows. What's he drinking, do you remember?" "Sure, a Jack and Coke on the rocks." "Can you give me one?" Dave brought the drink and Manny set a twenty on the bar in return. "Thanks," he said as he took his beer and the drink and went in search of Lou LeBlanc. Lou was sitting with two other guys, one white, one black -- all of them clearly off-duty cops, all of them with many years on the job. Manny would be the youngest guy at the table by a good decade. All three looked up in unison as he approached the table. "Can I help you?" one of the not-Lous asked. "My name is Manny Ahuja. I work out of the D-4, and I was wondering if I could talk to Lou for a minute." Lou looked him up and down and was apparently not impressed. "Do I know you?" "No, sir. I just wanted to pick your brain about one of your old cases." "You a detective?" "He detected your drink," one of Lou's pals said with a smirk. "Check it out." Manny held up the Jack and Coke. "It's yours if you want it." "What case you want to talk about?" "About two years ago, a prostitute named Annette Crenshaw reported an assault. You caught the case." Lou's features hardened and he knocked back the rest of his drink. "Sorry, can't help you." "I have some of the report with me, if you'd like to take a look at it." "I don't need to look at it. I said I can't help you." "I see. And does your lack of cooperation have anything to do with the parts of the file that are missing?" At that point, the white non-Lou stood up and pressed his considerable belly into Manny's. "Look, kid, you seem to speak English all right, but you don't understand so good. He can't help you." "Suit yourself," Manny said, setting down the Jack and Coke. "I have to find out what was in those missing pages one way or another, and if that takes going to the brass..." Lou laughed, a phlegm-laced ironic chuckle, but his eyes held no amusement. "Oh kid, that's the last thing you want to do. Do yourself a favor. Put the file back in the drawer and walk away. It's been laying there for two years now, hurting no one. Leave it be." Manny held his temper. "I'd like to take that advice, sir, but you see this file has surfaced in conjunction with the serial murder case I'm working on." Lou's mouth fell open just a bit. "You're working the serial?" "That's right, and whatever is in this file may help us catch the guy." It was a half-lie, really. Scully had already said the DNA didn't match. But the MO was so similar, and the missing pages had piqued Manny's interest. Now the cop on the case wouldn't talk and the little hairs on the back of Manny's neck were standing up. What the hell had he walked into here? Lou's shoulders slumped and he reached for the drink Manny had brought. "You're on the wrong trail, kid. There's no connection in the Crenshaw case." "I can't be sure until I see the pages." "Well, I don't have your damn pages." "Yeah, funny thing, that -- no one seems to have any record of them." Lou shrugged. "Stuff gets lost. Shit happens." "But surely you have some original notes on the case." "I got nothing." He rubbed his face and then snatched up his drink. "Me and the kid are going to go have a chat, okay? Save my seat." "You sure, Lou?" "I'm sure." He jerked his head to get Manny to follow him away from the others. They went to the back end and took an empty booth by the pool table. Lou swallowed half his drink and then regarded Manny with darkened eyes. "You seem like a good cop. Must be a smart one too if they have you on the task force. So use your head here and stay away from the Crenshaw case. There's nothing to be found there." "You know what happened to the missing pages, don't you," Manny said, leaning forward. "Just tell me what's in them." "You're not getting it, are you? Those pages are missing for a reason, and that reason's got nothing to do with your serial killer." "Then tell me the reason." Lou shook his head. "Like talking to a goddamn wall," he muttered. "You're the detective -- you figure it out." "She was a call girl who was raped and brutalized," Manny said. "That much is still in the file." "We never did catch the bastard either." "Kind of hard when you're only working with half the information." "Hey, everything related to her assault is right there in the file. The guy just got lucky this time." "Everything related to her assault," Manny repeated, trying to think. "So you're saying the missing part has to do with something else? What?" "Think about it. If you're worth your stripes, it'll come." Lou took another drink and looked around nervously. "Some other john? Someone who'd rather not have his name in a police file?" "Now you're getting it." "Who?" "Never mind who. You got what you came for. Now if you'll excuse me, I've got to get back to my boys." Lou heaved himself out of the booth and walked away without a backward glance. Manny sat with his beer, twirling the bottle and racking his brain for more answers. Annette Crenshaw had come into the station to report the assault, but somewhere in the interview, she had mentioned another name. Someone she thought might be able to help her, maybe. Someone in the government. Or a cop. Manny got up, knowing he had exhausted this road for the moment. Lou wasn't saying anything more and the papers had gone missing. That left only one person who knew the content of the file: Annette Crenshaw herself. ///// Scully spent a long day on her feet, quietly cataloging each indignity done to Hannah and Tom McKillop. She measured each wound and combed their bodies for any hairs or fibers that might be of later use. As she snapped their pictures under the bright light, she thought again of their wedding album and the happy photos within it. If you wanted a souvenir picture, Scully thought, you should have taken one of these. She knew some cultures believed that photographs could steal a person's soul. Maybe that was what the killer had wanted - - a memento of what he had taken. Near the end of the afternoon, she was cleaning up when Ray Peterkin appeared at the door. He waved at her through the Plexiglas window and she went to see what he wanted. "Any news?" "Not a lot. Give me ten more minutes and I'll give you the full report." He peered past her at the shiny metal tables that still held the McKillops' bodies. "I'll be back in ten, then," he said, and disappeared down the hall. Scully put away her tools and the bodies before scrubbing death from her hands with strong lemon soap. She exchanged her white lab coat for her navy suit jacket and checked her hair in the mirror. She looked slightly better than a dead person, she decided with a sigh. The hall outside was empty so Scully kept walking in the hopes of finding Ray but he was nowhere to be seen. She opened the back door that led to the parking lot and found him huddled close to the building, trying to get out of the wind as he smoked a cigarette. "I didn't know you smoked," she said as she joined him. She didn't have her winter coat on, so she stood as close as etiquette would allow. "I don't, not usually." He looked rueful. "I picked it up from a college girlfriend but I only do it now when I'm stressed or drunk." "I'm guessing it's the former and not the latter?" Scully asked with an arch of the eyebrow. "No, but the bottle is looking pretty good right now too." He held out the pack to her. "You want one?" Scully surprised herself by saying yes. The old friend felt sleek and warm in her cold fingers. Ray cupped his hand around hers as he lit the end of her cigarette. The tip flared to life, nearly burning him, but he didn't flinch. "I see you've done this before," he remarked, amused. "Way before college," she replied before taking a puff. "But you know what they say about girls maturing early." "Yes, but I have a scientific question for you: do the boys ever catch up?" His eyes twinkled in the streetlights and Scully found herself smiling. "The results of that experiment are still pending," she said. The taste of the tar took her back to warm summer nights on her parents' back porch, sneaking quick puffs and watching their bedroom in case the light came on. A woman came out of the back door, forcing them to move aside. She looked at them like they were crazy, shaking her head before pulling her hood up and walking away. "When did smokers become lepers?" Ray asked. "When people caught on that it could kill you." Scully noted the irony of having this conversation in front of the city morgue. "Everything will kill you, some things just faster than others." He blew a smoke ring. "At least we'll look cool on the way out, right?" Scully smiled again and shivered. "There is a theory that smokers really are cool people, you know. At least the early ones. The theory is that the cool people take it up because they're rebellious and fearless and the rest of us follow because we want to be more like them." "Who did you want to be like?" he asked. "Allison Shalinsky. She had long hair that curled at the end and everyone always wanted to sit next to her on the bus. She wore eye makeup and owned her own moped. Rumor was she even had a tattoo somewhere, and let me tell you that every boy in the seventh grade was determined to find out where." "Ah," Ray said knowingly. "In my class, her name was Barbara Mansfield. She wore the tightest little sweaters..." "Did she have a tattoo?" "If she did, I was never lucky enough to find out." He eyed her. "What about you, Agent Scully? Do you have any ink?" Scully felt her cheeks grow warm and she looked at the ground. On her back, the tattoo seemed to burn. "I..." "You do!" He looked amazed and tickled at the same time. "Oh my God, I wasn't serious. Where is it?" "Covered up," she said, meeting his gaze. He held it for longer than was strictly necessary. "It's going to snow soon," he said, leaning back against the wall. "How do you know?" "See that light on top of the old Hancock tower? It's flashing red, which means snow is coming. I hope it holds off until after the town hall meeting tonight." "What meeting?" "Didn't you hear? The Chief is having an open meeting tonight to answer the public's questions about this case. Reporters can attend, but no cameras inside. We're all to be there with our dress-suits on, looking like we know more than we do." "That's for sure. I didn't find a thing on the bodies that advances the case beyond what we already know." Ray crushed out his cigarette on the side of the cement building and tossed it in the garbage. "With luck, we won't have to say anything. We're just window dressing so the Chief can show off how many people he has working on this very important case." Scully got rid of her cigarette also. Ray held the door open for her as she stepped back inside the heated building. "He advertised this meeting?" "On the airwaves all day," he said as they walked. "Why?" "All these people working the case, they're going to be lined up for the public tonight instead of hunting the killer. Seems to me that would be a highly opportune moment to strike." ///// Mulder took his place on the stage quite near Chief Windsor. The public would be expecting an FBI profiler, and Windsor would have one at the ready. He smoothed his tie and looked again for Scully. When he had tried her cell phone earlier, she had not answered, and so far she was a no-show for the meeting. The auditorium was filled with the sound of people walking in and sitting down. The crowd struggled to find room for their heavy coats in the narrow seats. The house lights were up but Mulder couldn't really make out too many faces. It looked like they were in for a packed audience. At two minutes to seven, Scully appeared with Ray Peterkin on her heels. Ray was to sit to Windsor's left while Scully's place card put her next to Mulder. She sounded out of breath when she took her seat. "Running a little late?" he asked. "The autopsies took longer than I thought they would," she said. "Find anything good?" "Unfortunately no. Cause of death was a gunshot wound to the head. I retrieved a few more black fibers consistent with yarn from a ski mask and that's about it." Mulder leaned over and sniffed her. "What are you doing?" "You smell like cigarettes." She didn't get to reply because Windsor called the meeting to order. Mulder watched the faces in the front row as the Chief went over every avenue of investigation. It was an even mix of men and women, young and old. The case seemed to have spooked everyone in the city equally. When Windsor opened the floor for questions, the first person to stand up was a young man who appeared to be about college aged. "Have you been able to detect any pattern to when he attacks people?" the man asked. "Other than he strikes in the middle of the night, no we have not found any pattern as yet," Windsor replied. A woman in a knit cap was next. "I heard all the women had long hair. Is that true?" "All three female victims did have longish hair, but this is true of many women. We have no reason to believe that hair length had anything to do with these women being targeted." "But you don't know for sure, do you?" the woman asked. "No, ma'am, we don't know for sure, but I promise you that if we learn anything that might help people protect themselves, we will share it with you immediately. Right now, I don't think long-haired women have anything in particular to fear." The next question came from a familiar voice. "Bill Harris, NBC News," he said. "I want to know if you have any evidence that suggests this might be the work of two killers, not one." Windsor looked at Mulder. Mulder shook his head very slightly. "Right now we have no reason to believe there is more than one killer," Windsor replied to Harris. "The evidence from the scene is consistent with the work of one man." "I don't believe it," Harris said. "These are young vital individuals. Surely the men would not stand by idly and allow some monster to rape and murder their wives. They would fight. The women would fight too, I should think. It would be two against one. A second killer goes a long way to explaining how they are able to overpower two adults." "Mr. Harris, I thank you for that theory and I promise we will take it under advisement. Next?" Another woman stood up. "What if it's the hat thief?" she asked. "What if he's not just taking hats anymore?" "We have not found any missing hats from the homes of the victims," Windsor said. "There is no reason to believe the hat thief is connected to these murders." A man in the back yelled out: "If you can't even catch a hat thief, how the hell are you going to catch this guy?" Mulder and Scully looked at each other. The man had a point. ///// That night at home, Bill Harris had all the newspaper clippings related to the serial murders spread out across his dining room table. He had a robe over his pajamas and a mug of coffee in his hand. Somewhere in all this ink had to be evidence that could prove his theory. "Bill, aren't you coming to bed?" His wife Stella came and put her arms around his neck from behind. She smelled of rose-scented bath salts, and he smiled as her hair tickled his cheek. "Soon," he said. "I just want to look at this a little more." "You've been looking for hours now." She stroked his hair back from his forehead. "You need rest." "I know, and I'll be up in just a few minutes, okay?" She sighed and kissed the top of his head. "I don't know how you can look at this stuff and not get nightmares. It gives me the creeps." He pulled her arm around and kissed the inside of her wrist. "You, my darling, have nothing to worry about." She laughed and hugged him again. "This from the man who won't even defend me from a spider in the bathroom." "You can't use a twenty-two caliber pistol on a spider." "I've always hated that thing," she said, "but now I have to admit I'm kind of glad we have it." She tilted his head far back so she could look at him. "You do know how to fire it right?" "Of course." "And actually hit what you're aiming for? With my luck, a guy breaks in here and you'll end up shooting me." "Never," he told her with a grin. He reached back and drew her face down for a kiss. "Go to bed. I'll be up in ten minutes." But two hours later he was still sitting over the clippings, taking notes and jotting down a timeline. He used a red pen and wrote in a scrawl only he could decipher. "I'm going to break this case wide open," he said to the empty room. "I can feel it." He was contemplating another pot of coffee when he heard a strange noise from the den, like the sound of the floorboards creaking. He froze, listening, and heard it again. It's the house settling, he told himself, but the lump in his stomach said there was trouble. The house just wasn't that old. Harris crept to the hall and peered down the dark corridor. He saw nothing and the noise had stopped. His breathing shallow, he tiptoed to the closet where the gun was stored. He cracked open the door and reached up to get the lock box down. There he was, stretched in the air, his fingers just brushing the metal case, when a knife pressed against his neck. "Hello, Mr. Harris," hissed a voice behind him. "Say one word and I'll cut you right here." Harris barely choked back a sob. Oh, God please no, he thought. Stella, are you hearing this? Call 911, baby. "Turn around," ordered the man. "Slowly." Harris turned and faced his captor. In the semi-darkness, all he saw were glinting eyes through a ski mask. "We're all alone, you and I." He was breathing through an open mouth behind the mask. The knife bit into Harris's neck, drawing blood. "Please, whatever you want," Harris whispered. "I can make you famous." The man laughed. "I'm already famous. Don't you watch the news?" "What do you want with me?" His knees threatened to give out beneath him. He had broken into a cold sweat. One quick slice of the knife and he would be bleeding out on the floor. "It's simple. You wanted to know how one man could possibly be doing the things I've done. I came to show you." Harris thought he might be sick. "Please no." "Let's go find your wife, hmm? I bet she wants to know too." Later, as he screwed his eyes shut against the images and sounds of his wife being raped, Harris had only one thought running through his mind over and over again. Stella, I'm sorry. Stella, I'm sorry. And then finally, there was nothing. ///// //////////////////// Chapter Six //////////////////// Jane got up extra early because she knew if she was going to get to Chief Windsor she would have to do it before the task force had its morning meeting. She dressed with special care, choosing her favorite navy pantsuit with the matching pinstripe blouse. She curled her hair into a bun at her nape and put on her lucky silver necklace with the dolphin charm. "Mom's got to run in early, boys," she said as she filled the cats' bowl full of Kibble. She scratched first Caleb and then Ralph behind the ears. "You be good." She glanced outside at the pouring snow and thanked God again for her landlord, who always plowed the driveway several times per storm. Traffic was slow but crowded as she headed downtown. Everyone, it appeared, considered their jobs essential. If you don't think you're essential then maybe your boss doesn't either, Jane thought as she fiddled with the car radio to try to get an updated report. Snow through the morning, it said, ending around noon. She reached the station and took the elevator up to Windsor's office. Checking her look in the reflective doors, she fluffed her bangs and undid another button on her blouse. She had rehearsed her speech all night; now all she needed was an opportunity to deliver it. "He's not seeing anyone right now," the secretary told her when she reached the outside office. Jane glanced at the nameplate on her desk that read "Esther Quimby." The woman couldn't have been more than forty-five years old. Esther? Really? "I just need a minute," Jane said. "It's about the task force. Could you just tell him I'm here?" "I don't care if you're here to tell him he just won the Publisher's Clearing House," Esther replied. "He left strict instructions that he's not to be interrupted this morning." Jane resisted the temptation to stomp her foot. "He knows me, truly." "Chief knows everybody. That's his job. My job is to make sure everybody doesn't come knocking on his door when he asked them not to." She looked pointedly at Jane. "You can have a seat and wait if you like, but you're not going in there." "Fine, I'll wait." Jane sat in one of the chairs against the wall, next to the potted plant and the water cooler. Esther went back to sipping from her giant cup of Dunkin' Donuts coffee and reading her email. Jane crossed her legs and bounced one foot as she tried to think of a plan. Esther's slurping finally gave her an idea. She got up and wandered over to the desk again. "That's a nice picture you've got there," she said, pointing to the calendar hanging behind Esther on the wall. Esther turned and looked at the image, which depicted a photo of a giant waterfall. "Oh, it's all right, I guess. I got it for free." "Is that Niagara Falls?" "No, it's in South America some place." "I went to Niagara Falls with my parents when I was a kid," Jane said. "It was pretty fun, but we went on one of those boat rides, down real close, you know? And I had to pee so bad I could hardly stand it. All that rushing water just made it worse. It was like torture!" Esther smiled faintly and looked at her monitor. "It sounds rough." "Don't you hate it when you have to go and there's no place around? That's the worst." Esther didn't answer this time, so Jane went to the water cooler and pulled a cup free. She filled it slowly, letting the sound of the running water linger in the room. Then she drank it down in a few quick gulps and refilled the cup. Esther did not appear to be paying any attention. Jane gave up and returned to her seat. She had just picked up a newspaper to read when Esther rose from behind the desk. "I'll be back in two minutes," she said. "If the phone rings, don't answer it." "I won't touch a thing," Jane said with a smile. She waited until Esther was out of sight before hurrying to Windsor's office door. She knocked and entered at the same time. "Sir?" He adjusted his glasses up his nose and looked at her. "Jane," he said. "Now is not the best time." "I realize that, sir. If I could just have a minute." He sighed and swiveled his chair away from his desk. "I'd spend a minute just arguing with you, I know. Come in and have a seat." "Thank you, sir." She perched on the very edge. "The other night when we were having drinks you said I could come to you if I ever needed help on a case..." "I've got my hands full right now." "I realize that. That's why I'm here. I want to join the task force." His eyebrows rose. "In what capacity, exactly?" "As you know, I've been tracking the hat thief for some time. I think there may be some possibility that he's the man the task force is seeking." "You think he's our killer?" The Chief looked unconvinced. "That's quite a big leap from hats to homicide." "Whoever is taking the hats has one big thing in common with the killer -- they both can get in and out of people's houses at will and leave essentially no evidence behind." "That's it? That's your big connection? That isn't enough of a link to hang your hat on, detective, if you'll pardon my pun." "I think it makes sense to join the investigations. I can still work the hat end of things, but this way if there are any other connections between the cases, it will be easier to find them because I will be up-to-date on the homicides as well." He looked her over, a glint in his eye. "You've got nerve. I like that. I bet you can be a real ball-buster when you want to be." "If the balls need busting, sir, then yes, I won't hesitate." He licked his already-wet lips and gave her a speculative look. "These cases couldn't be more different if one was named Jack and the other Jill. You're smart enough to know that. But you're in here angling for any entry into the task force because you think it's your ticket to the fast track. You did your hair up all fancy and put on that low-cut blouse and came in here to hustle an old man." "Not so old," Jane replied, trying to stay strong. He laughed and leaned forward. "Give me one honest-to-God reason why I should put you on this case, Dunbar." Jane didn't blink. "Because I can help you catch him." "Okay, consider it done, then." He put his glasses back on and returned his attention to his desk. "And if the hat thief does turn out to be our killer, I'll buy you a drink." Jane paused on her way out the door. "And if he isn't?" "Well, then you'll buy me one." //// Mulder woke up to gray light slanting in between the curtains. The air outside his bedcovers was cool, making him shiver as he approached the window. He tugged aside the curtain and found his window covered in tiny snowflakes. At the top, where the windowpane was still clear, he could see the snow continuing to trickle from the sky. He dropped the curtain with a sigh and went to take a quick shower. On his way down, he stopped on the fifth floor to see Scully. He knocked on her door but there was no answer. Bending back to see the tag on the wall, he double-checked that he had the correct room number. Then he rapped a second time and called her name, but there was still no reply from the other side of the door. Mulder went back to the elevator and considered his options. He could grab breakfast in the hotel restaurant, but that would take at least fifteen minutes and Scully was apparently ahead of him. He decided to use a drive-thru on his way to the station. Outside, wind made the snow dance, sending frosty curls of ice into his face and around his legs. Mulder kept his head down and muttered something about how people in D.C. had the sense to stay home in weather like this. The hotel had plowed the parking lot, creating great mountains of snow by the corners, but the concrete was still icy and slick beneath his feet. "Oh, shit," he said when he saw his car, which was buried under at least eight inches of snow. Did the rental even have a scraper? He grimaced at the thought of clearing the snow with his hands. As he circled, wondering how best to attack, his ass hit the car behind him, sending an avalanche of snow down his backside that took his breath away. "God damn it," he said though clenched teeth and used both hands to brush the wet mess from the back of his coat and legs. He turned to glare at the offending car and saw that it was Scully's. "Huh," he said, and checked his watch. It was nearly nine. He started gingerly back across the parking lot, his shoes slipping with each step. Maybe she had taken a taxicab to avoid driving in the mess, he thought. Or maybe someone had picked her up. He had a flash of Ray Peterkin dropping by for breakfast. Back at her room, Mulder knocked loudly. "Scully, it's me," he said. "Are you in there?" He got no response, so he started digging around in his pocket for her room key. They habitually swapped extra key cards for safety and convenience, but he'd rarely had to use his. As the lock clicked open, Mulder suddenly considered that maybe she wasn't alone. Perhaps Ray had dropped by the evening before. Perhaps Ray was still here. The room was dark with the curtains still drawn and he couldn't hear any noise coming from the bedroom. What the hell, he thought, and took a peek. He breathed a sigh of relief when he saw her alone, sound asleep under the covers. The bedside clock read nine-oh-two, and Mulder considered waking her. Her travel alarm sat on the nightstand near her head, along with a half-full cup of water and her glasses. Mulder moved closer and glimpsed a prescription pill bottle hidden behind the water. He picked it up and squinted at it. Painkillers. He shook the bottle lightly and heard the sound of perhaps five or six pills inside; the label said there had initially been thirty. Replacing the bottle on the nightstand, he knelt by the side of the bed and leaned close to Scully. Her breathing was shallow and even, but he was still concerned that she might have taken too much. It wasn't like her to oversleep in the middle of a murder investigation. "Scully," he said softly, touching her shoulder. "Scully, wake up." Her eyelids fluttered and he drew back his hand. She inhaled sharply as recognition dawned. "Mulder," she said, sitting up. "Jesus, you scared me." "Sorry about that." "What are you doing here? What's wrong?" "You didn't answer your door," he said as she reached to turn on the bedside lamp. "I got worried." "My alarm didn't go off." He plucked it from her nightstand and studied the buttons. "You've got it set for 7PM instead of 7AM." "Sorry," she said, snatching it back. "You go on without me, okay? I'll catch up." "I'll wait," he said as he rose from his crouch. "I need someone to help me dig out the car." "Excuse me?" She tossed aside the covers and slid out of bed. He watched her for any sign of pain but she completed the motion without wincing. "We got about a foot of snow overnight. Our cars are now each buried inside an igloo. I figured it would be easier for us to take one car today rather than try to find parking for two amid the snow banks." He heard the toilet flush and the water run. A moment later she emerged to select a suit from the wardrobe. "You're really going to hang around here and watch me dress?" she asked. He flopped onto the chair. "If you make it good, I'll slip some cash in your belt." She did not dignify him with an answer as she took a blouse from its hanger. The wind outside intensified, howling against the windows. "Hey, you didn't happen to pack a shovel, did you?" he asked. "Sorry, no." "Guess you wouldn't have had room for it with all that Vicodin." Her shoulders squared but she didn't turn to look at him. "That's not your business." "It is if my partner is hurt, if she's got the beginnings of a kick-ass drug habit." "I'm not," she said, pinning him with her gaze from across the room. "Not hurt? Not a drug addict?" "Not your partner." She turned to go back to the bathroom, but he was up and out of his chair in a flash. She beat him to the door, but followed so quickly that she didn't have time to close it in his face. "Get out," she said flatly as he entered the bathroom behind her. "What was that supposed to mean?" he demanded. "That we're not partners?" "It's a statement of fact," she said, her arms folded across her chest. She wouldn't look at him. "As of this moment, we have no official connection to each other. We haven't had for nearly a year now. Until the X-files are reopened, we are two people who happen to work at the FBI." God damn, he wanted to grab her and shake her sometimes. "I can't believe you would even say that," he said. She ripped open her travel case and started pulling toiletries out onto the counter. "It's the truth, right? You're so fond of the truth." "The truth -- we're just two people who happen to work at the FBI. That's really what you think." She shrugged and kept pulling out makeup. He rolled his eyes and sank onto the edge of the tub. "You are so full of shit." "No, you are," she said, slamming down her hairbrush and turning around. "The phone rings with an X-file lead and you hare off into the night without so much as a 'see you later, Scully,' and what am I supposed to think?" "I don't know what you're talking about." "You've run off to Bermuda, to California, to Chicago and God knows how many other places I don't even know about. Not once did you tell me you were going. Not once did you even mention the X-Files to me." "All of that was extra-curricular work. I had no idea you wanted to spend your free time tracking X-file leads." "You never even asked." He snorted. "Oh, so you're saying you would have been delighted to come. You wouldn't have frowned at me and said, 'Mulder, there's no such thing as the Bermuda triangle' or 'Mulder, you're crazy -- the devil is not stealing babies in Hollins!'" "Of course I would have! That's my job!" She faltered, leaning back against the counter. "Or at least I thought it was." He shook his head, unable to come up with a response. Scully sighed and took a step towards him. "I'm not addicted," she said quietly. "To the Vicodin." "The pill bottle is almost empty." "And did you see the date it was filled? Nearly two months ago, Mulder." Oh. Now he felt like an ass. He rubbed his face with his hands, making his hair stand on end in the front. "Okay, so I won't be checking you into any twelve step programs." She gave a wry smile. He looked at her. "I didn't realize it still hurt so much," he said. "It doesn't. Not compared to before." He nodded heavily, and looked at his shoes. They seemed huge and black compared to her small bare feet. He became aware that he was still wearing his overcoat -- in the bathroom, no less. "Mulder..." He looked up again. "Are you going to move so I can shower?" It was his turn to smile. "And if I don't?" She gave a casual shrug and started unbuttoning her purple pajama top. "I'll have to step over you, I guess." Their eyes met and held, but he could still see the quick, efficient movement of her hand as she worked the buttons free one by one. At last, her hand dropped away and the material parted slightly at the middle. Mulder looked and saw the shadowed curve of one breast and the dainty hollow of her bellybutton. Her skin was white and unmarked and he felt his mouth water at the thought of touching it. "Last chance," she said, her voice a bare whisper in the porcelain-covered room. Her fingers played with the edge of the pajama top. Mulder surprised himself by reaching up and brushing her hand aside. With one finger, he nudged the bottom right side of the material away. Slowly the scar came into view. Scully held her breath but let him look. The bright light of the bathroom hid nothing, revealing every jagged edge of the puckered scar. It was still quite red. Mulder thought it looked like a tiny mouth opened in an angry scream. She quivered as he touched it, her belly rippling. He traced the edge with one gentle finger, mapping the raised edges and letting the hardened tissue trail across his skin. "Does this hurt?" he asked her softly. She shook her head in slow motion. He let his finger wander beneath her pajama top, across her waist and around to the back. When he reached the matching scar behind her, he flattened his whole hand against her hip so he was holding her in place. Her breath caught and she tensed, but she didn't move away as he started leaning closer. He saw the scar getting nearer, saw his breath stir the fine hairs on her belly. He could smell her skin and the silk of her pajamas. Her hand came up to rest on the top of his head. He closed his eyes. In another instant, his lips would be against the scar. "Mulder," she breathed, and he froze. Her nails pricked his scalp and he heard only the sound of the blood rushing in his ears. He never found out what she was going to say because the phone rang. Startled, she stepped back. "I, uh..." "I'll get it," he said as he rose from the tub. "You shower." He left her standing there, unbuttoned and dazed, and went to answer her bedside phone. "Hello?" he said, rubbing his eyes with one hand. "Agent Mulder?" "Peterkin? What's up?" "Did I misdial? I thought I had Agent Scully's room." "She's in the shower. What's going on?" "You need to come right away," Peterkin said. "There's been another attack last night. He broke into a TV reporter's home -- Brian Harris." "Yeah, I know him," Mulder said, recalling the guy he had shooed away from yesterday's crime scene. "Everyone around here knows Harris; he's been on NBC since the eighties. He was even at the meeting last night, remember? Anyway, he killed Harris's wife but we may have caught a break -- Harris is alive. They're taking him to Mass General for treatment." "We'll be right there," Mulder said. ///// Scully stopped with Mulder at the front desk. "I don't suppose you have a shovel or an ice scraper or something?" he asked the concierge. "Our car had disappeared into a snow bank." "Our staff is out there shoveling now, sir," the man in the suit replied. "Just indicate which car is yours and they will have it cleared post haste." "Thanks," Mulder answered as he pushed back from the counter. "Oh, Ms. Scully?" the concierge called, and Scully turned back. "This was delivered for you this morning." He handed her a long-stemmed flower. "No card attached?" Scully asked. "I'm sorry, no." Scully accepted the flower and examined its blossom as she trailed Mulder through the lobby. "What's with the flora?" he asked her. "I don't know. Someone left it for me." "Someone?" "There's no card, so I don't know who it's from." She held it for his inspection. "It's a bird of paradise. See the way the pointed ends look like wings? We used to see them a lot in San Diego." "Some paradise," Mulder commented as they walked out into the cold. "That bird is going to wish it had flown south for the winter." Scully tucked the exotic blossom inside her coat. The snow and freezing temperatures would probably kill it, but she didn't want to take the time to return it to her room. Their cars had been freed from the mounds of snow, and Mulder climbed into the driver's seat of his. Scully followed suit, pulling the flower loose as the engine turned over. Mulder glanced at her. "So you've got a secret admirer, is that it?" She sniffed the bird. It didn't carry much of a floral scent, but the organic smell of green leaves and tender petals filled her nose -- a spring breeze on a miserable winter's day. The only question was who had given it to her. She tucked it out of sight from Mulder's curious gaze. "Did Peterkin say how injured Harris was?" she asked him. "No, just that he was being taken to the hospital for treatment." "If he's been shot in the head, we're not likely to get much out of him." "I'm betting he wasn't shot." He was hunched far over the steering wheel, leaning as close as he could to the flake- covered windshield. The car crept along at twenty miles per hour. "Why do you say that?" "He's alive on purpose," Mulder said without looking away. "The killer wants Harris to tell his story. Why else would he pick a reporter?" At the hospital, they found a uniformed officer standing guard outside and Peterkin and Diana inside talking to Harris. Harris lay in bed with a bandage around his head. There were swaths around both wrists as well, and one nostril was rimmed with dried blood. A large bruise swelled across his left cheekbone. "You," he said when he saw Mulder and Scully. "I remember you." "Mr. Harris, we're very sorry for what's happened to you," Scully said. "We heard about your wife." His face crumpled and he clenched his fists. "I knew when I woke up that she was dead. I couldn't see anything, but I knew." "Mr. Harris has sustained numerous injuries," Diana said. "The doctors have asked us not to stay in here too long." "I want to tell you what happened," said Harris. "It's all just so hard to remember." "You were saying he attacked you first in the downstairs hallway," Diana said. "Did you see his face?" "No, he wore a black ski mask." "How tall was he?" "My height, a little taller, maybe. He wore thick gloves, work gloves." "What exactly did he say to you?" Mulder wanted to know. Harris took a deep breath. "He said he wanted to show me. He wanted to show me how he was doing it all by himself. I told him I could make him famous but he didn't care." "He cared," Mulder replied gently. "That's probably why he let you live." Harris buried his face in his injured hands. "He should have taken me and let Stella live. The station would have jumped on the story anyway. He doesn't need me to get attention. Why? Why would he do this?" Mulder looked grim. "Just to prove he can." "Is there anything else you can remember about him that was remarkable?" Diana asked. "An accent? The color of his eyes? Maybe he used a name?" "Nothing like that," Harris said sadly. "It was dark and I couldn't see his eyes. He spoke in a low, rough voice the whole time, as if he was disguising it. No particular accent." "What about a smell?" Mulder asked. Harris considered. "His jacket smelled a little like cigarettes." "We should check the ground outside for butts," Diana murmured. "Under all this snow. Great," Peterkin answered. Scully looked at Mulder but his face gave away nothing. She knew what he was thinking -- it was unlikely this killer would have been dumb enough to leave a cigarette butt right outside the house. A nurse appeared to check Harris's IV line. "How are you doing here?" she asked. "Okay?" Harris said nothing, apparently numb. "I think you all had better let Mr. Harris get some rest now," the nurse told them. "You can talk to him again later today." "No, please. I want to help." "You've helped a lot," Mulder assured him. "Really. Everything you've told us gives us new information on the case, and helps us get closer to catching him." Harris sagged against the pillow. "You must think I'm a fool. He let me live to tell my story, yes, but only because he knows I can't give you anything of value. I'm no help at all." They left then, congregating in the hall outside his room. "He's right, you know," Diana said. "So far nothing Harris has added gives us any new information. We even knew about the ski mask." "He followed him home to show him how he was committing the crimes," said Mulder. "He wanted Harris to know there was only one man behind them. He wanted Harris to know he was wrong." "You're thinking we can use that to lure him out," Peterkin said. "That if we say things he views as insulting that he will show up to correct us." "Maybe," Mulder allowed. "But he's already shown up and we missed it." "What do you mean?" "Harris never put his two-killer theory on the air. That means his attacker was at the town meeting last night. He probably followed him home." "I guess I should get to the morgue," Scully said, "and take a look at the wife's body while it's still fresh." "I want to see the house," said Mulder as the group started walking. Scully touched his arm. "We have one car, remember?" "I'll drop you," Diana said. Scully turned her head and found with surprise that Diana was looking at her, not Mulder. "I'm heading back to the station and it's on my way," Diana added. Mulder looked at Scully like a boy seeking permission to go off with his friends to the park. "Okay?" "Fine," she replied stiffly. "I'll see you later." She followed Diana out to the hospital parking garage. Wherever Diana had found to stash her car overnight, it was indoors. She barely had any trace of snow or salt on the sedan. "Thanks for the lift," Scully said once they were inside. "Anytime." Diana smiled at her. "It gives us a chance to talk." Ah, Scully thought, shifting in her seat. Here we go. Aloud, she said, "Talk about what, exactly?" "I feel like we may have gotten off on the wrong foot somehow." "Is this the 'why can't we be friends' speech?" "Actually, no," Diana said as she steered the car out into the snow. "I figure you and I are past that point, don't you? I have no particular quarrel with you but it's pretty clear you haven't liked me from the start." "I don't know you." "And you don't care to," Diana said, not sounding concerned. "That's fine. I'm just curious about your intentions. I know you know I've applied for the X-Files position. I was just wondering whether you were considering it as well." "Considering it?" "Didn't Mulder tell you? As the original agent, he's been officially reassigned as head of the X-files. He gets to select one other agent to join him on the team." "I thought he was considering adding a third position." "There's no money for that. Brass has already said no. Apparently they've been waiting for Mulder's answer for a week now, but he has yet to name a partner. I gather you must be my competition." Scully laughed softly but without humor. "It was my job for five years." "I understood you didn't particularly care for it. That's why you're here in Boston, isn't it? To pursue other options?" "I wouldn't have done the job for five years if I didn't care for it," Scully replied. "You were there, what? Six months before you walked away?" "I had to leave for personal reasons. You wouldn't understand." She looked sideways at Scully. "Or maybe you would. Maybe that's why you're looking at leaving too." "I haven't gone anywhere," Scully said. "It would be a mistake to think otherwise." As they neared the morgue, Diana navigated the car to the side of the road and squeezed between two snow banks. "This is your stop," she said. "Careful getting out." "I'll watch my step, thank you," Scully said. She got out without putting her foot into a snowdrift and picked her way to clear sidewalk. Slush kicked up in her direction as Diana peeled away, disappearing into the blinding white haze. /////// At his kitchen table, Jimmy had his tape recorder and his notepad out as he tried to think. Karen and Michael ran through the room screaming, their little sock feet skidding on the linoleum floor. Jimmy swallowed a gulp of lukewarm coffee and hollered out to Amy, "Can't you keep them quiet for one goddamned minute?" Amy appeared in the door with a hairbrush in her hand. "I've got to get ready for work. It's your job to keep them out of my hair right now." "I'm working too." "No, Jimmy, you're playing cops and robbers, the same as the kids." "I'm onto something big here!" he yelled after her. "Just you wait!" When she returned, her hair was pulled back tight and she had her uniform on. "There's tuna casserole in the fridge. Michael has to go through a magazine and cut out pictures of three things that start with C. Can you help him with that?" Jimmy looked up from his notes. "Huh, what?" "I said, can you help Michael with his homework? It's due tomorrow." "Yeah, yeah. Whatever he needs, I'll do it." "Not do it yourself. Help *him*." "That's what I said! I'll help him." She grabbed her coat. "You're staying in tonight, right? You're not going out to that cop bar again? The kids need you." "I'm here, ain't I?" "Ginny Olsen is nice enough, but with everything that's going on, I don't feel safe with just a teenage girl looking after the kids, especially at night." "The kids will be fine. Nobody's doing anything to little kids." "Just promise me you'll be here with them." "I promise already." He swallowed the rest of his coffee and made a face. Amy kissed his cheek and yelled to the kids. "I'm going to work now! See you in the morning. You be good for Daddy!" "We will!" they yelled back in unison. "Little stinking liars," Jimmy said without rancor. Amy laughed and kissed him again. "Do something useful tonight, okay? Start the laundry." "Get going or you'll be late," he told her. Late that night, Jimmy clipped the magazine collage to the refrigerator and set the basket of clean laundry next to the stairs. He checked the kids' room and found them fast asleep. Retrieving Karen's stuffed cow from the floor, he tucked it under the covers with her and then closed the door. He grabbed his coat, his tape recorder and his keys. With a last check of the locks, he headed out into the night. I'll be gone two hours, tops, he thought. No one will even know the difference. He took the T across town to Mallory's bar. The barkeep, Dave, seemed to recognize him now. "What'll it be?" he asked. "A Heineken?" "Yeah, thanks." Jimmy looked around for a familiar face and thought he spotted one of the task force detectives in a corner booth. "You a reporter?" Dave asked him. "What?" Jimmy laughed. "No, I'm not a reporter. Why would you ask that?" "Well, I haven't seen you in here much before these killings started, and now you come around pretty regular. I know you're not a cop 'cause none of the cops seem to recognize you." "I'm just a guy looking for a cold beer." Dave hesitated a minute and then smiled. "We got plenty of that. But you'd best stick to the beer. The boys in blue get an inkling you might be in here spying on 'em, and they'll liable to whoop your ass." "Who's spying? Not me." Jimmy sipped his beer. "You must get an earful, though, huh? All these cops in here all the time talking about their cases. I bet you could write a book." "Maybe I will someday. You enjoy that beer, okay?" Dave moved on and Jimmy took his beer down to the other end of the bar, where he could see the two cops in the corner better. They were definitely on the task force. He remembered the young Hispanic one clear as day. Jimmy shifted to a table, where he pretended to be contemplating the plastic menu of appetizers. The cops were so engrossed in their conversation that they didn't seem to notice him. He switched on his recorder and set it on the table between the salt and pepper. "You don't have any idea what you're getting into here," the old cop was saying. "You don't think this stinks like three-day-old fish?" the Hispanic one said. "Annette Crenshaw comes to report a rape and only part of her statement goes missing?" "Yeah, I think it stinks. But Leblanc was telling you straight, Manny -- let sleeping dogs lie on this one. It's not related to our case." "Everyone keeps telling me that. I keep wondering how they can all be so sure if they haven't seen the missing pages. What about you, O'Hara? You seen 'em?" "Of course not. Don't be a jackass. I'm just trying to keep you from stepping in it." "You've got an idea what's in that statement, don't you?" Jimmy risked a look at them again. The old balding cop seemed like he wanted to get the hell out of there. "All I know is, nothing good," the old cop said. "You play with fire, you're going to get burned." "So you're not going to help me find her then?" "We've got a case already. And the bodies are piling up like old newspapers if you hadn't noticed. What do you want to be chasing down some cold rape case from two years ago for? Maybe some rookies took the statement to jack off with -- you don't know." "This statement disappeared in triplicate. Someone wanted it gone." The old cop shook his head. "You go ahead and turn over that rock, and you don't have any idea what'll crawl out at you." "Her parents live in Woburn. I'm going out there to visit them tomorrow and see if I can find the girl. Are you going to come with me, or are you just going to give me some other clichéd crap about fire and rocks?" "I've got my pension to think about." "Fine. I'll go alone then." "I'll go, okay? Someone has to watch your ass." "You think the parents will be packing heat?" The Hispanic cop sounded amused now. "I think if someone wanted that girl gone, she may be harder to find than you think." Jimmy switched off his recorder and smiled. Pay day, he thought, and headed home to his kids. ////// ///////////////// Chapter Seven //////////////// For breakfast, Scully selected a butter croissant instead of her usual bagel. She took it and a steaming cup of coffee to a small table in the back, where she sat with the morning paper. No sooner had she cracked the center fold when Mulder appeared at the tablecloth's edge. "Just the person I was looking for," he said as he pulled out the chair across from her. "Well, you found me," she said, suppressing a sigh as she tucked the newspaper away. He touched his finger to the pink rosebud in a vase. "Your admirer again?" "There's one on every table," she replied, and he turned around to look. "So there is. I think he may be stepping out on you, Scully." She pinched the bridge of her nose between her thumb and finger. At this rate, she would be hitting the painkillers before she finished breakfast. "What did you want to see me for?" she asked him. "I was thinking about the case last night." He leaned backwards in his seat as the waitress brought him a cup of coffee. Without asking, he helped himself to Scully's cream. "In going after Harris, this guy may have inadvertently given us the answer to how to catch him." "How so?" "He's clearly following the case. Hell, he even attended the town meeting about him, which is pretty daring when you think about how many law enforcement officials were in attendance. And now we know that his reputation is important to him. He attacked Harris to prove Harris wrong, to show him that there was only one man behind the murders." "You want to use the media to draw him out." Mulder sat back and nodded. "If he's not going to make a mistake on his own, we have to force him into one. He feels threatened, or like we're underestimating him, he might make contact with us to show us how wrong we are." Scully recalled Stella Harris's body from the morgue, with its precision knife wounds and the gun shot wound to the head that had shattered the left side of her skull. "What are you proposing, exactly?" "I want to give a news conference today. I'll stand up and give a psychoanalysis of this guy, something like he must really want to do his mother but can't because his penis is too small." "Mulder!" He smiled and popped a bite of croissant into his mouth. "Okay, so I won't use precisely those words, but that's the general idea." "You want to bait him into coming after you," she said. "Mulder, that's crazy. Did you see what he did to Harris? And that was without any planning." "I'm not hoping he pays a visit to my hotel room, no. I just want him to make contact." "We've seen how he makes contact, Mulder. It involves a knife and a gun and most of the time his victims don't live to tell the tale." "Have you got a better idea? Because we've had three murders in just this week alone." "I seem to recall performing the autopsies, yes." "So then you know how important this is." She pushed away her plate, her appetite gone. She did not want to have his body on a slab, pale except for the dried red blood. Her hand trembled at the thought of having to cut into him and she clenched it to stop the shaking. "Why you? Why not Ray or Chief Windsor?" "I know what to say. Besides, they've both been all over the news for days now, clearly not making any headway on the case, and still our killer hasn't been moved to respond at all." "But if you told them what to say..." He shook his head. "There's one other problem. Peterkin and the Chief aren't married or living with anyone. That's obviously one of this guy's main triggers. He doesn't attack single men at all, that we know of, and the men he does kill are almost incidental. The rage isn't directed primarily at them but at the women. He just likes to make them watch." "Mulder, you're not married either." A sudden, horrible, thought occurred to her. "You're not, are you?" "Not for many years now, no." She exhaled. "Then I don't understand." "That's what I wanted to talk to you about," he said, leaning over the table. "I may be able to push this guy's buttons all by myself, but it would help if I had a woman. He wanted to show Harris up, but he wanted to do it in front of the wife. I think if it looks like I'm in a committed relationship of some sort, it might help draw this guy out." "You... you want me to be your wife?" "Girlfriend." A smile tugged at his lips. "We wouldn't want to rush into anything." She shook her head a bit, trying to shuffle her thoughts into some form of order. This is insanity, she told herself, lowering her eyes as Mulder reached out to take her hand. A flush of heat went through her as they touched. "The Chief and Ray," Mulder said, his voice low, "he's probably had his eye on them for a while now. He knew Harris was married from his wedding ring. I'm mostly an unknown quantity, and so are you, because we're from out of town." Scully tensed but did not pull her hand away. "What sort of charade are you proposing here?" "Nothing too elaborate. I want to make sure we look cozy for the cameras. I'm not saying we need to start necking at the press conference." "Mulder." "Hmm?" His thumb was making lazy circles on her wrist. "I can't believe you just used the word necking." He gave her a slow smile and a squeeze before letting go of her hand. "Before you say yes, you should consider the risk involved. If I make myself a target, and you are linked to me, then you become a target as well." "I'm aware of that." "I don't expect a direct attack but we would have to be on guard for it." She let out a shaky breath and folded her hands in front of her. "I can handle the risk." "So you'll do it?" "What if I said no? What then?" "I don't know. I hadn't considered that you'd say no." He tilted his head, studying her. "Are you saying no?" "There's always Diana. She'd probably jump at the chance and she certainly has practice playing your... how did Frohike phrase it? 'Your little chickadee.'" Mulder shook his head in a dismissive gesture. "No, not Diana." "Why?" "For one thing," he said, setting aside his linen napkin and standing up, "there's your hair. You are the only redhead in that entire station house, which means you stand out in a crowd. We're going for noticeable here." He put his arm around the back of her chair in a proprietary manner and leaned down so close she could feel his breath on her cheek. "And secondly," he murmured before brushing his lips across her skin, "there's only so much I can fake." ///// Overnight the temperature plunged to near zero, and the sky dumped a fresh coating of snow over the city. The ice crystals were so cold they squeaked beneath Manny's boots as he made his way from the station to his car. The sun turned the frozen world into a giant, flashing mirror, with laser beam rays that stung his eyes even as the frigid air lashed at his face. At the car, he found O'Hara leaning against the hood and smoking a cigarette. He wore a old leather police jacket and reflective sunglasses. His gnarled knuckles were red from the cold. "'Bout time you got here," he said to Manny as he dropped his smoke into the gray, flattened snow. "I'm freezing my tail off." Manny nodded at the crushed cigarette. "I thought you quit." "Oh, that? It wasn't even mine. I bummed it off of Knudsen." He grinned, showing even white teeth. "Don't worry, I'm not going to stink up your precious car." The sedan chirped as Manny hit the remote to unlock the doors. They climbed inside and the engine ground to life, sounding sluggish from the cold. Their breath fogged in the cabin, and Manny could smell the remnants of the cigarette on his partner's clothes. "Let's go on and get this over with," O'Hara said, rubbing his hands together. Manny set the car in gear. "You don't have to come." "Someone's got to save you from yourself." "Is that what you're doing here? Saving me?" "Hey, I spent all that time housetraining you." He grinned again. "Hate to see all that effort go to waste." Manny steered the car towards Ninety-three and adjusted the rearview mirror in time to see the city receding into the background. "Annette Crenshaw's parents weren't too eager to talk. They said Annette moved out west last year and they barely hear from her now." "Great. So then why are we driving all the way out here?" "Part of that training you gave me -- it's harder to lie in person than it is over the phone. I want to look these people in the eye and see what they tell me." "You think they're hiding Annette?" "First the statement goes missing, and now Annette is AWOL too? I want to find out why." O'Hara stomach heaved with his great sigh, and he shook his head. "You just better be careful where you step. The last place this girl was seen was a cop shop -- our cop shop, no less." Manny kept his eyes on the road and did not answer. He didn't want to give voice to what they were both thinking; perhaps it was a cop that had helped Annette disappear. ////// Jimmy was waiting when the cop car rolled out of the station. It was a nice one, a late model Crown Vic with a steel gray paint job. Jimmy drove a beat-up old Chevy with a rusted back wheel well and shoddy transmission. The damn thing had refused to turn over six times that morning before it had finally shuddered to life. He followed the cops onto the highway and stuck as close to them as he dared. The freezing air created great white plumes of exhaust that the wind whisked away. One of the rear windows rattled as he nudged the needle up to seventy; the cops were in a hurry. They took the first exit to Woburn and drove through town, off the main drag to a quiet, tree-lined street. Mounds of snow had piled up on the corners, and there was not a soul in sight. The cold had even the kids indoors. Jimmy hoped his weren't driving Amy too insane because otherwise he was going to catch hell for leaving her alone with them. The cops stopped outside of a cape house with a large, scraggly tree in the front yard. The number read forty-nine. Jimmy hung back as the cops went inside, settling in with his thermos of hot coffee and his notepad. ////// Paul and Eileen Crenshaw served them mugs of coffee in their cramped living room. The worn, overstuffed furniture was really too big for the size of the room, especially with the large screen TV parked at one end. Manny was a bit afraid to sit on the sofa for fear that it would swallow him whole. Paul took the old rocker-recliner while Eileen perched on a chair she had dragged from the kitchen. "So why do you want to talk to Annette?" Paul asked. "She ain't in any trouble, is she?" "Not that we know of, sir," Manny replied. "We want to talk to her about a police report she filed a few years ago. She reported an assault." "And you guys never caught the bastard that did it," Paul said. "Paul," his wife replied. "Let them have their say." "We have some follow-up questions we need to ask Annette," Manny said. "Any help you can give us in locating her would be much appreciated." "Why?" Paul demanded. "Why now? You people didn't give a rat's ass what happened to Annie back then, so what's with the big push to find her now?" "Maybe they have a new lead," Eileen said hopefully. She turned washed-out blue eyes to Manny. "Do you?" "We aren't sure," Manny said, hedging. "Part of Annette's original statement is missing. We need to find out what she said." "Missing?" Eileen echoed. "As in, you lost it?" "As in missing," replied Manny. "We don't know what happened to it." "I don't get why you're even looking," Paul said as he set his coffee mug down. "It's not like you're going to find the guy after all this time. After all, it was just some hooker who got cut, right?" "Paul!" "It's the truth," he answered. "That's all these cops see. They don't give a damn what happens to Annie, and they never have." "When was the last time you saw your daughter?" O'Hara interrupted. The couple looked at each other. "Two years ago," Eileen answered at last. "Before she moved to California." "Where in California?" "To Los Angeles. She was staying with a friend there and looking for a job." "The friend's name?" "Bonnie Samson, but it doesn't matter. She left Bonnie's after a few weeks. We haven't heard from her more than a few times since then. She's called collect once or twice to say hello and let us know she's alive. The last time was more than six months ago. She was living in Denver then." Manny picked up a framed portrait photo from the end table closest to him. It showed a girl with honey-blonde hair and a winsome smile. "Is this Annie?" he asked. Her mother nodded. "That was taken when she was a senior in high school. She was runner-up for home coming queen." "Mrs. Crenshaw," O'Hara said, "back when Annie was...after the assault, did she give any indication that she might have known the guy who did it? I mean, was he a regular customer or anything?" The woman shook her head slowly. "Annie didn't tell us much. She seemed eager to get away, and I can't blame her. The man who did it was still out on the streets." "You think she talked to us about that stuff?" Paul said. "You think she was proud of what she was doing?" "We're just looking for anything that might help us find her," O'Hara told him. "Anything that might tell us what was in the missing part of her statement." Eileen pulled a tissue from a box on the coffee table and dabbed at her nose. "Have you been assigned to look into the case?" she asked. It was Manny and O'Hara's turn to share a look. "In a way," Manny said. Paul was not fooled. He sat forward in the great rocker and squinted at Manny. "No way in hell," he said flatly. "There's a serial killer in Boston for the first time in decades, and you're telling me they spare *two* big city detectives to come out here and sniff around on an old assault case? I'll get out the hip boots and my shovel for that level of B.S." "Actually," Manny said, "your daughter's case has come up in conjunction with the investigation of the Boston murders." "Oh, my God." Eileen covered her mouth with one hand. "Why? How?" "Son of a bitch," Paul said. "You think it's the same guy, don't you?" "We can't know until we talk to Annette," Manny lied. The parents looked at each other once more and Paul shook his head. "We can't help you," he said as Eileen looked at the floor. "You've come all this way for nothing." ///// Jimmy resisted the urge to turn on his car engine to get some heat going. Instead he held the coffee thermos right under his nose and let the steam warm his face. He wished to hell that he could find a way inside the house, but there was no way to arrange it. He slouched a bit as the mail truck came by, but the mailman probably wouldn't have spotted him over his own thick scarf and the hat pulled low over his eyes. Jimmy watched as he shoved a packet of mail into the Crenshaw's box and flipped the red flag upwards. What the hell, Jimmy thought as the truck continued on down the road. He cast a look around to see if there was anybody watching and then exited his car. Jogging across the street, he pulled the mail of the Crenshaw's box and started flipping through it. Bill, bill, catalogue, junk mail, junk mail... He stopped when he got to a blue envelope with a hand- addressed label to Mr. Paul Crenshaw. There was no return address but the postmark read Medford, Massachusetts. Jimmy shoved the card in his pocket and returned the rest of the mail to the box. The car door creaked as he opened and closed it again. He sunk into the cold leather seat with a shiver and tried to slit the envelope with his frozen fingers. At last it tore nearly in half and a Snoopy card came tumbling out into his lap. Jimmy read the inscription: "Daddy, do you remember when we used to read the Sunday funny pages together? Snoopy always makes me think of you. Happy birthday! Love, A." A, he thought, as in Annette. Very interesting. He started the engine before the cold could freeze his balls off. No point in waiting around for the cops now because he was one step ahead of them. They weren't going to be finding Annette Crenshaw here in Woburn. On his way home, he stopped at a shopping plaza to make a phone call. "Give me Harold Thompson," he said when he reached the Boston Herald. "Tell him it's about the serial case." A moment later, the line clicked through and an irritated voice on the other end said, "Thompson." "Mr. Thompson, this is James Trumbull," he said. "I think I have a lead you're going to be very interested in." "I don't know any James Trumbull," Thompson replied. "And I don't have time for games." "I'm not playing any game. What if I were to tell you two cops from the task force are out in Woburn chasing an old assault case?" He could almost hear Thompsom come to attention. "Go on," he said. "I'm listening." ////// Manny squeezed his large body into the narrow pink powder room off of the Crenshaw's kitchen. He drained the morning coffee from his bladder and then washed his hands in the tiny sink. It had a chip missing, and he fingered the cracked porcelain before drying his hands on the paisley hand towel. But instead of returning to the living room, he slipped up to the second floor and poked his head into the master bedroom. It was neat but decorated with equally large furniture. The pink and green drapes were 80s relics, sad and tired and desperate to be put into the dumpster or a time capsule. He scanned the series of photos sitting on top of the dresser. Annette had been a much-loved little girl, or at least a well-documented one. They had pictures of her as a toddler, as a gap-toothed grade schooler, right on up through high school prom. His internal clock was ticking; he knew he had to get back to the others before the Crenshaws became suspicious. In his hurry, he almost missed it -- a bedside photo, also of Annie. This one was taken at Christmas. She held up a new sweater with a decorated tree shining behind her. "Son of a gun," Manny muttered. Downstairs, he and O'Hara said their goodbyes and went back out into the cold. O'Hara seemed cheerier as he drew the seatbelt over his large belly. "If we stop at Mickey's rib joint on the way back, maybe this won't have been a total waste of time." Manny tossed a framed photo onto his lap. "What's this?" O'Hara asked as he picked it up. "Another picture? Where did you get this?" "The Crenshaws' bedroom." "And you just took it? Jesus, Ahuja." "Somehow I don't think they're going to be filing any complaints. They were lying to us." "Lying about what?" "The last time they saw Annie. Did you catch that ornament on the tree? It says Christmas 1999. That was just two months ago." "What are you going to do about it?" Manny started the car. "Pull their phone records. Ten to one they're in there calling her right now." ///// They held Mulder's media conference in the same auditorium where the town hall meeting had taken place, but this time seating was reserved for the press so it was only partially filled. Scully hung back stage, unsure of her exact role as the faux girlfriend. Mulder hadn't said much to her since their breakfast meeting, so she was left standing with Ray and Diana and Chief Windsor as they waited for the star attraction to make his appearance. He emerged from the back door with a sheaf of papers in his hands about five minutes before the scheduled start. The Chief scowled. "This is your dog and pony show, Mulder," he said. "How do you want to run it?" "If you'll just say a few words explaining who I am, I'll take it from there." Mulder touched Scully's elbow and nodded to a shadowed corner. "Can I talk to you for a minute?" She followed him to the side, aware of the curious gazes tracking their every move. "What is it?" she asked. He stood close to her, crowding her space, and leaned his head down when he spoke. "It's show time," he whispered as he tucked a lock of hair behind her ear. She felt her face warm and risked a glance to the others. "There are no cameras here, Mulder." He ran a hand down her arm to her hand, which he held tight when he reached it. "I didn't tell them about this part of the plan." "What?" "Shhh." He turned to hide her from view. "I don't particularly care if they buy the act or not, but I'd prefer that they do. Cases like this tend to get media leaks, and the fewer people in on the act, the better chance we have of making it seem real." "So, what? You want our colleagues to think we hopped into bed overnight?" "That works." He kissed her forehead and grabbed her by the shoulders. "Smile, Scully, and look like you enjoyed it." She plastered on her best smile and followed him back to the rest of the group. All of them were looking at her with new interest, making her totally uncomfortable. She remembered the studies finding that, when people knew whom a man was sleeping with, he was perceived as having more power. For a woman, it was the opposite. When her bed partner was known, she lost some of her status. Scully squared her shoulders and avoided looking at any of them. "Show time," Chief Windsor said grimly, and went out to introduce Mulder to the press. Mulder sidled up to Scully. "Fix my tie," he muttered. She frowned. "Your tie is fine." "Fix it anyway." She sighed and adjusted his tie for him. Diana was watching the entire time. Mulder went out to the podium on cue and faced the press. Scully could see him but not the audience, however the numerous flashbulbs indicated they had a good turnout. "Thank you all for coming," Mulder told them. "As promised, we want to keep everyone apprised of any new developments on the case, especially in light of the attacks the other night on Bill Harris and his wife Stella. We are still processing evidence from the scene, and new developments should be imminent. But already the killer has made one key mistake: he let Bill Harris live. This is a sign he is becoming more careless, and we hope to now catch him in other mistakes." Ray materialized at Scully's elbow. "The guy won't like that much -- Mulder insinuating he meant to kill Bill but failed." "That's the general idea," Scully whispered back. "We've already formed a considerable psychiatric profile on this killer," Mulder continued. "He is most likely white, above average in height and strength. He is about average in intelligence but is good with his hands, maybe working as a day laborer. He feels inferior to women and this is why he targets them. The men he resents because they have been tricked into relationships by the women, and so they must die too." "Is he just making this stuff up as he goes along?" Ray asked. "Actually, I'm sure he's put enormous thought into it," answered Scully. "I can't overestimate the importance of having a live witness," Mulder said. "Right now, Bill Harris is giving us the kind of detail we could only guess about from the previous murders. I expect when all this is over, we will look upon Harris as a hero in this investigation, as the one who broke the case wide open. "At this time, I'd also like to introduce a colleague of mine, Special Agent Dana Scully, who is an expert in forensic pathology." He stretched out an arm to her, so Scully had no choice but to join him on stage. "Agent Scully has examined each of the bodies and sent potentially case-breaking clues to Washington for analysis." He skimmed her back and rested his hand a moment at her waist before returning his arm to the podium. Scully blinked into the bright lights and tried not to squint. "We have worked together on many serial murder cases before, and I'm here to tell you that we've never left one unsolved. We're standing here in front of you now so that you know we are committed to catching this killer and that we are accountable. We will get him. The clock is ticking down on his freedom even as we speak." The press wanted to ask questions, but Mulder wasn't taking any. "We want to keep them hungry," he murmured at Scully's temple, and she nodded to show she understood. They walked off stage together. Chief Windsor peered around them at the press corps and raised his eyebrows. "If they run half of what you said, he'll be pissing mad." "Let's hope so," Mulder said. He took Scully's hand. "We've got to get out of here." He led her around back to the main parking lot. "You've got your coat?" he asked when they hit the door. "It's back in the board room." Mulder shrugged out of his suit jacket and draped it around her shoulders. "We shouldn't be out there for long. The reporters will be looking to get more comment, so we just want to walk past them to the car. We'll just drive it around the block and back in, okay?" Outside, light snow had begun falling again, trickling past the streetlights in a silent, twirling dance. The cold hit Scully like a wall, making her shiver, and Mulder pulled her close to him as they hurried to the car. As expected, there was a pack of cameras to document their dash across the parking lot. Scully felt a bit like a celebrity trying to escape the paparazzi. Mulder opened her door for her and then ran around to the other side. "Okay?" he asked her breathlessly. She hunkered down in the cold seat and nodded. "We'll get some heat going in a second," he said, sounding optimistic. Scully knew better. As they drove out of the lot, Scully looked back over her shoulder at the reporters. "Do you think they bought it?" "Them? Yeah. Whether the killer is paying attention or not, I guess we'll find out soon enough." Boston did not exactly have a block, they discovered. Between the crooked cow paths and the one-way streets, they ended up having to circle several city blocks to get back to their original destination. In rush hour traffic, this was a slow process. Ice crystals stuck like cotton candy to the windows. Eventually, the car warmed up to the point where there was heat. Scully held her ice-cold fingers over the vents and prayed for circulation to return. "We made it," Mulder said when they arrived back at the parking lot. They had been gone long enough that the reporters had dissipated, leaving just a few lonely cars disappearing under a fresh coat of white snow. They ran back to the rear door as fast as they could, Mulder momentarily fumbling with the freezing handle before they could get inside. Scully stomped the snow from her feet. "Here," she said, trying to give him back his jacket, but he shook his head. "Keep it. It furthers the illusion." He smiled at her and touched her hair. "Scully, I hate to break this to you, but you have some really cold dandruff," he said as he brushed the snow away. He was in a similar situation, with ice crystals flecking his dark locks and his cheeks pink from the cold. He looked like a winter prince. She shivered and jerked away as he managed to get an icy drip of water on the back of her neck. "Jesus, that's cold." "Sorry." He cupped her nape, his warm hand sliding underneath her hair and wiping away the water. He left it there for longer than necessary, caressing the base of her skull with the pad of his thumb. "Mulder, you can stop now. No one is here to see." "I just want to make sure you're warmed up." "I'm warm." His thumb made another gentle pass through the fine hair at her neck. "Really warm? Just because I'm a pretend boyfriend doesn't mean I can't offer real heat." "I'm really warm." He grinned and squeezed the back of her neck. "Still got the touch," he said before he dropped his hand. "Now your tie really is crooked." The running back and forth to the car had set it askew, and she reached to fix it "Everyone would think that you've had your wicked way me," Mulder said. Scully paused. "Well, in that case..." She undid it further and moved the knot to one side. Mulder chuckled and slung an arm around her shoulders as they walked back to the main hall. "Scully, you're the best pretend girlfriend a guy could ever have." "Yeah, that's what they all say." "You mean I'm not your first?" he asked in mock surprise. "And here I thought you were a pretend virgin." She held the door open for him. "Well, on that count, Agent Mulder, you are decidedly correct." He was still laughing when she shut the door. /////// /////////////// Chapter Eight ////////////// Jake wasn't sure if the hospital had visiting hours because such restrictions did not apply to him. He had long ago discovered the loose basement window by the staff parking lot. It was no big thing to pry it all the way open with his switchblade and lower himself inside. The room was some sort of storage for useless or broken hospital equipment -- spare parts, he guessed. There was a wheel chair with a busted footrest, a few tangled IV poles and a bunch of old monitors that he had no idea what they did. Keyboards, binders, an ancient Mac IIe -- he had pawed through most of the junk by now and declared it useless. Though on one occasion, he had taken the wheelchair for a little spin down the hallway. This night, however, he bypassed it all and skulked along the dim hall, past the boiler room, past the service elevator until he reached the emergency staircase. He jogged up five flights until he reached the appropriate floor and then poked his head out for the all clear. The hallway was lit because it was always lit, even after eleven at night on a Wednesday. But no one was around. He slipped from the stairwell and tiptoed three doors down, where he cracked the door to peer inside. From the darkness, he heard, "I'm awake." He let the door slide closed behind him as his eyes adjusted to the dark. "Hey," he said, "how are you doing?" "Okay." She struggled to sit up for him, and he moved to join her on the bed. "I haven't seen you for a few days. You know, they would let you come in through the front door." He elbowed her. "Where's the fun in that?" "Mom's worried about you." He shook his head, toying with the edge of her blanket. "I'm all right. She just worries too much." "I'm worried about you too," she said, taking his hand. He could feel every one of her bones. "You don't look good." "This from a girl in the hospital. I'm fine." "Mom says you don't even talk to her anymore." "Kayla, I said I'm fine. Leave it alone, okay?" She settled back onto the pillows, her bald head making a shadowed dent in the white cotton. "Fine, forget I even asked." "I didn't come here to argue with you." "Why did you come?" He shoved his hands deep into his pockets and felt the smooth edge of his switchblade. "I couldn't sleep." "Me either. I don't think I'll ever get used to sleeping in here, the way you can hear people walking in the halls at all hours of the night. I can't get them to leave the curtain open, either. Mom says it makes a draft." "Here, I'll get it." He jumped up from the bed and went to the window, where he drew back the heavy beige curtain. White light from the street lamps streamed into the room, illuminating her pale face. "I can see the snow," she said. So he left it open and returned to the bed with her. She patted the space next to her hip, and he reluctantly shifted so they were shoulder-to-shoulder. She snuggled into his arm, her gaze still on the window. "Let's pretend we're inside a snow globe," she said. They used to pretend all sorts of things when they were little. They pretended the dog was a man-eating lion escaped from the zoo. They pretended their couch was a pirate ship, sailing the seven seas in search of fresh bounty. After their father died, they used to pretend he was watching from heaven. Kayla still pretended. Jake knew better now. For years, they'd had a pretend sibling whose name began with "L." It was a game they had started before kindergarten, when Jake was learning his letters for the first time and he had shown her on the fridge. "This is for me," he'd said, showing her a purple "J." "I'm Jake and my name begins with J. You're K for Kayla. See? We're right next to each other in the alphabet." Kayla, eighteen months younger, had not really grasped the concept of letters yet, but she was pleased to find out that they were together. "Together!" she had echoed, helping him push the magnets so close that they'd touched. "Next is L," Jake had said. "Mom and Dad need to have another baby and name it something L." "L," she had repeated. "L-L-L-L! Lollipop?" "You can't name a baby Lollipop. How about Larry?" "Larry!" The name had changed off and on over the years, but the joke always remained the same: Hey, mom, can we put out an extra stocking for Laurel? I was going to take out the trash, but Lonny said he'd do it! Eventually the L came along, all right, but it wasn't Larry or Lauren or Lisa. It was leukemia. Kayla leaned her head against his shoulder and he could feel she was getting tired. "Tell me about school," she murmured wistfully. "What's to tell? It sucks. They make you sit there all day in uncomfortable chairs, the heating never works right, and the teachers talk about stuff you'll never need to know." "Okay, then tell me something else." "Like what?" "Tell me a story, like you used to." He shifted, looking away from her. "I don't know any stories." "Yes, you do. Tell me that poem again, the one from Alice and Wonderland." The Jabberwocky. He'd used to scare her with it back when they were kids. "I don't know if I remember it," he said with a sigh. "Try and see." She settled in, her eyes slipping closed. He tucked the covers up over her shoulder. "Twas brillig, and the slithy toves did gyre and gimble in the wabe," he whispered, and the ends of her mouth curled up in a smile. "All mimsy were the borogoves, And the mome raths outgrabe. "Beware the Jabberwock, my son! The jaws that bite, the claws that catch! Beware the Jubjub bird, and shun The frumious Bandersnatch! "He took his vorpal sword in hand: Long time the manxome foe he sought -- So rested he by the Tumtum tree, And stood awhile in thought. "And, as in uffish thought he stood, The Jabberwock, with eyes of flame, Came whiffling through the tulgey wood, And burbled as it came! "One, two! One, two! And through and through The vorpal blade went snicker-snack! He left it dead, and with its head He went galumphing back. "And, has thou slain the Jabberwock? Come to my arms, my beamish boy! O frabjous day! Callooh! Callay!' He chortled in his joy." Kayla did not stir as he finished, so he eased away from her and went back out the way he'd come, through the fiery belly of the building with images of a monster still dancing through his head. /////// Mulder was too keyed up to sleep so he went to Mallory's bar instead of the hotel. His cheeks tingled from the cold, and he paused at the door to remove his gloves. The freezing temperatures and light snow had kept most customers away. SportsCenter played on the TVs as the barkeeper restocked the rows of glasses over his head. Mulder hung his coat along the row of wooden pegs and froze as he recognized a particular long black wool coat with gold buttons. Diana. He turned around slowly and spotted her at the bar. She appeared to be the only woman in the place, and he didn't know any of the half-dozen other patrons. He suppressed a sigh and went to join her. "Fox," she said, leaning back in welcome. She had what looked like the remains of a scotch on the rocks on a napkin in front of her. "This is a surprise." "You know me. I aim to keep people guessing." The bartender threw a towel over his shoulder and asked Mulder what he wanted to drink. "I'll have what she's having," he said, with a nod in Diana's direction. "And another one for the lady, please. On me." "Yes, sir. Coming right up." Diana brushed her hair back with a sweeping motion. "I enjoyed your little show today." "Hmm? Oh, yeah, the press conference. I guess we have to hope the killer buys it." "Not that show. The one with Scully." "I don't know what you're talking about." "Oh, please, that extended mating dance you put on for us today? I wanted to stand up and applaud." She accepted the fresh drink from the bartender and took a sip. "Actually, I should applaud. It's a brilliant move, trying to lure him out by pretending you're in a relationship with her." "How do you know it's pretending?" The liquor went down warm and smooth. He curled his fingers around the glass and stared at the amber liquid. Diana laughed a bit, and he glanced at her. The lines around her eyes crinkled now when she smiled; perhaps she was vulnerable to the effects of time as much as the rest of them. "Well?" he demanded, and she shook her head in an amused gesture. "I could go on about how I've seen the two of you interact for months now, and how I find it incredible that you would suddenly be acting like lovebirds in front everyone in the midst of a serial murder investigation. But that's not really it. I do have to give you both credit, though, for being reasonably convincing. I think Ray and the Chief both bought it hook, line and sinker." "But not you." "I know you, Fox. Once burned, twice shy. Very shy, if your recent romantic past is any evidence." "What do you know about my romantic past?" She hid a smile with the glass. "The Bureau is one big water cooler," she said at last. "You know that better than anyone. You must have heard the buzzing we generated upon my return." Actually, he had long ago tuned out the buzz. "Is that what the water cooler is saying? I'm still pining away for you and that's why I haven't been involved with anyone?" She gave a little shrug and her hair fell forward again, obscuring part of her face. "It's just idle talk." "You missed most of the talk when you left," he said before taking another swallow. "You went to Europe and I'm the one who got stuck with the prying eyes." "And that still makes you angry." "No." He set the glass on the bar. "To tell you the truth, I don't much feel anything about it anymore." She looked him over searchingly and then gave an odd smile. "You were always a quick learner, Fox, and I figure that our history would have been a powerful lesson. I couldn't imagine you trying to mix sex and FBI politics again." "Meaning I wouldn't sleep with my partner." "You said it. I didn't." Mulder rubbed his temples with one hand. In way, perhaps she was right. That first case with Scully, when she had come to his room half-naked and the thrown herself against him, that night he had picked partner over sex. And he had been picking partner ever since. Maybe Scully sensed that ambivalence? Maybe this was why she always found a way not to hear him when he tried to make his feelings clear. "Still," Diana said, "it was great while it lasted, wasn't it? You and me?" He raised his head. "It was so long ago, it's hard to remember." "Fox." She swiveled her stool to face him. "Come on now," she said as she reached out to touch his tie. "We both know you have a terrific memory." He looked down at her long fingers as they stroked over his tie. "So which is it, Diana? Are you after sex or a partnership this time?" She met his eyes. "You're so sure I won't do both." Her eyes narrowed as she studied him, and she dropped his tie. "You know very well I've put in for the X-files position." "Then maybe you'd better keep your hands to yourself. We wouldn't want to give the wrong impression." "Excuse me," the bartender said. "Either of you mind if I smoke?" He dragged an ashtray down the bar. Mulder motioned a "go right ahead" gesture, and the guy took out a pack from his breast pocket. "You want one?" he asked them. "No," Mulder said. "Thanks." "I don't smoke," Diana replied. Mulder turned to her. "You've got Morleys at your house," he said, and she arched an eyebrow. "Agent Mulder. You went through my things. Without a search warrant, no less." Crap, Mulder thought. Busted. "My intimate things," Diana continued. "Find anything in particular that interested you?" "No." "Care to share the reason behind your search?" He shrugged and she gave a knowing smile. "It was Scully, wasn't it. She doesn't trust me. Funny though, that you would listen to her. I wouldn't have expected that." "You mistake agreement for interest," he said. "Just because I don't always agree with Scully doesn't mean I'm uninterested in what she has to say." Diana rolled an ice cube around in her mouth. "And yet," she said, "here you are with me." ////// Scully left the office very late. The only sound in the long hallway was her heels echoing on the hard floor with each hurried step. The door to the parking lot opened with a great crash, flinging wide in the icy wind. She forced it shut and pulled her collar up to her ears as she started across the lot. A streetlamp flickered, weakening, and she quickened her pace. Mulder's words about making herself a target came back to her as she fumbled for her keys. She was up to her shins in snow and the cold had already numbed her fingers through her gloves. She dropped the keys and cursed as she stooped to search for them in the snow. At last her fingers met the keys, and she leaned against the car for help in getting up. Her abdominal muscles complained at the effort, and she told them mentally to hang on. The door had frozen shut. She was forced to set her briefcase in the snow and tug on the handle with all the force she could muster. It came free with a crackling sound, sending her staggering backwards. She shivered, the wind biting at her ears as she retrieved her things and climbed inside the car. "Please, God, let this thing turn over," she said as she stuck the key in the ignition. The engine did not sound happy, but it came to life. "Thank you, thank you," she muttered. But when she tried to back out of the space, the rear wheels were stuck. The wind had piled drifts high behind the tires, and the previous snow had created a layer of ice beneath the snow. "No, no, no," Scully said, and desperately tried it again. The wheels made an awful squealing noise but her car stayed in place. "No," repeated Scully in despair as she leaned her head on her arm over the steering wheel. A sharp rap on the window made her jerk upright. There was a large man outside, his face wrapped in a dark scarf. He rapped again and Scully reached for her gun. "Dana," the man yelled. "Do you need some help?" The voice registered in her brain just as her fingers touched the gun. It was Ray. She opened the car door and looked up at him. Only his eyes were visible over the scarf. "Need some help?" "Ray, you about scared the life out of me. What are you doing here?" "Sorry. I just saw you down here from my makeshift office up there." He turned and indicated a lighted room on the third floor. "I thought you might need some help digging out." "Thank you, that would be wonderful," she said as she stepped out into the snow. "I appear to be stuck." "Happens a lot around here this time of year," he said. His breath puffed out in white bursts from behind the scarf. She followed him to the back of the car, where he set to work removing the packed snow from beneath her tires. "You shouldn't be walking around by yourself," he told her. "Not after what Mulder said today." "I imagine the killer is pretty unhappy with him," Scully agreed. She hugged herself to try to keep warm. Her teeth were starting to chatter. "You too, considering." He stopped shoveling and looked her up and down. "How come you didn't tell me?" "Tell you what?" "About you and Mulder." Scully shifted her feet back and forth. "We don't tell many people. It's not something we like to advertise." "Funny, I thought you sure wanted someone to get the message today." He turned his back to her and resumed shoveling. Scully stepped out of the way to avoid getting hit with the snow. "I would have thought the Bureau'd have a policy against that sort of thing," he called back. "You know, against partners getting involved." "They don't," she said. She knew because she had looked it up once. He stood up and leaned on his shovel. "I guess that's good for you, then." He indicated her tires. "You should be good to go now. Be careful of this big ice patch here." "Where?" She moved in closer to see. "Right down there on the left." She ducked down for a look, but his shadow was looming over her. "I can't see." "Here," he said, and she saw the shadow of the shovel lift over his head. Her heart lurched to her throat and she scrambled out of the way. "What are you doing?" she demanded, breathless. Behind him, the parking lot grew brighter as a new car pulled in, its headlights shining right at them. Ray stood poised with the shovel high over his head. "I'm going to break up the ice for you," he said. "That's okay, really." The car glided up close to them, leaving deep tire tracks in its wake. Mulder got out but left the engine running. "Scully?" he said. "Mulder." "I was just driving by on my way home to see if you were still here." "My car is stuck. Ray was just helping me get it free." Ray jabbed at the ice behind her left tire. "I've cracked it some. You should be okay now." "Just leave it," Mulder called. "I'll give you a lift, and then we can drive back together in the morning." Scully knew a good offer when she heard one. She was not relishing the drive back through the snow on unfamiliar and semi-ploughed streets. "Perfect," she said as she got her briefcase from her car. Ray was still standing there with his shovel and a strange expression in his eyes. "I guess I'll see you both tomorrow," he said. "Thanks again for the help," Scully replied as she hurried to Mulder's car. They both got in and she immediately put her hands over the vents. Her joints were so cold they ached. "You okay?" Mulder asked over the roar of the heater. She nodded. "Just cold." "It's twenty below out there." He reached for her hands and took them between his. "Jesus, you're like a block of ice." She tried to answer, but her teeth were chattering. Mulder tugged her closer until they met in the middle, the gearshift poking awkwardly between them. He tucked her hands inside his coat and put his arms around her, rubbing her briskly like she was a dog fresh from the bath. She tucked her nose against his wool coat and closed her eyes. Gradually, feeling returned to her fingertips and the shell of her ears started to burn. Tears stung her eyes and her nose ran. She sniffed. "Better?" Mulder asked, his voice a pleasant rumble beneath her ear. "Yeah." But they held each other a while longer, his chin resting atop her wet head. "You smell like a sailor on shore leave," she said at last, "like alcohol and cigarettes." His hand swept down her back. "I was at the bar." "Alone?" "I just wanted a drink to unwind. What were you doing here so late?" "I was going through the Harris's financial records." She drew back a bit and he took her hands again, rubbing them to further warm her. "You want to know something interesting? They had their house painted last summer." "I thought you decided there wasn't a link with the house painting." "It's different companies, but I started thinking that maybe it could be one man who has worked for several companies." "Worth checking out, definitely." He squeezed her hands and smiled. "I think you're almost thawed, Scully. I've always wanted my own defrosted cave woman." "I hate to break this to you, Mulder, but I am a thoroughly modern being. I want a coffee maker, a hot shower, and expensive sheets. Not necessarily in that order." He tugged her closer again, his warm hands slipping beneath her coat. She shuddered. "You probably shouldn't be out by yourself right now, you know." "Neither should you." "Hey, I was at a bar, not hanging around in a lonely parking lot in the middle of the night." "So you're saying you weren't alone." "I'm saying no one was standing over me with a shovel in a back alley parking lot." "Ray was just trying to help." She leaned her forehead against his chest and closed her eyes again. He felt so warm and good she was willing to stay like this forever. "Yeah, I just bet he was." His hands on her body became less rigorous, gentling from a rub to a caress. He found the sides of ribcage and his thumbs brushed the edges of her breasts through her clothes. Scully stopped breathing. He repeated the motion and her fingers tightened on his shirt. "He has a thing for you, you know," Mulder said. Their breathing had completely fogged the car. Scully was suddenly acutely aware of the vibrations of the gearshift against her leg. "Don't be ridiculous," she murmured. "You don't see how he looks at you. Like he wants to put his hands all over you." Her skin rippled under Mulder's hands. He was openly feeling her up now, through her clothes and his gloves. She shifted to try to bring his hands up higher. Mulder was saying something else but she barely heard him. "He probably wishes it was him in this car right now." His breath tickled the edge of her ear. "He wishes he could be touching you like this." She gasped as his thumbs found her nipples. "Yes," she said, her eyes still closed. She started rubbing her hand on his thigh. "He wants to taste you," Mulder breathed a moment before his hot tongue touched the edge of her ear, and she bit back a whimper. "He wants to put his hands here. And here." Scully strained to be closer through their many layers of clothes. Her breasts felt full and heavy under his stroking, her nipples hardened into desperate peaks. Her lips brushed the skin just above his collar. "Mulder," she whispered, and immediately his hands stilled. He withdrew, breathing hard, and wiped his mouth with his sleeve. "That's what he wants, Scully," he told her. "Don't you forget it." She felt cold again, and dazed from their groping. "I--I won't." Mulder nodded and put the car into gear. Scully settled back on her side, still trembling a bit as she pressed her forehead to the cold glass. She wiped it clear with one hand and the snowy night came into view again. Upstairs, from the glowing office, she could see a dark figure standing there. Watching. /////////// /////////////////// Chapter Nine ///////////////// Jimmy put on his only suit to go meet with Hal Thompson at the Herald. He had purchased it three years ago at a K-mart for his father's funeral and hadn't worn it since. It took a bit of squeezing, but he managed to make it fit. "I'm so proud of you," Amy had said to him that morning after breakfast. "I have to say I didn't think this little scheme of yours was going anywhere." "That's because you don't understand the news business," he'd said. "Oh, and you do?" "I know enough to know these jackasses are going to be begging me for my information." "How much will they pay?" "Is that all you think about is money?" "We could use the money, Jimmy." "I know we could use it. Jesus, you think I'm blind? But that's not always how it works. I have to give them a taste to whet their appetites. Then maybe they'll give me a job." "Just don't let them use you." It was with those words ringing in his ears that Jimmy rode the elevator up to the main offices of the Boston Herald newspaper. "I'm here to see Hal Thompson," he told the young man at the main desk. "My name is James Trumbull." The young man looked unimpressed. "Do you have an appointment?" "Yes, I do." Jimmy drew himself up to his full height and looked around at the people working in the offices. No one was paying him any mind. Just you wait, he told himself, they will. The kid at the desk finally checked the computer. "Mr. Thompson is expecting you," he said with some surprise. "You can go right in. It's the office at the back." "I can find it, thanks." He liked the fact that Hal Thompson stood when he entered the office. "Mr. Trumbull, thank you for coming in today," he said. He had a great big voice to match his great big chest. In another life, Hal Thompson had been a Texas cowboy. He even had a bit of a drawl. "Won't you have a seat?" "Call me Jimmy. Everyone does." Thompson smiled, displaying a row of capped white teeth. "All right, all right. Jimmy it is. You said on the phone that you had a little business to discuss with me, Jimmy." "I've been following some of the cops on the serial case, and it seems like it's taking an odd turn. There's this old case with part of a file missing, and one detective is trying to track it down. Seems a call girl filed an assault report a couple of years ago and now no one can find her." "You don't say." Thompson leaned back in his chair and ran a hand through his shock of white hair. "You wouldn't happen to know this girl's name, now would you?" "I've got her name. I even think I may know where she lives." "Interesting. Very interesting. And your sense is that the cops think this girl is connected to the serial murders?" "It makes sense. Otherwise, why would cops on the task force be trying to find her?" "Good point." He narrowed his eyes at Jimmy. "Just what are you proposing here?" "I want to write the story for you, freelance." "Have you written for other publications in the past?" Jimmy felt his cheeks warm just a bit, but he stood his ground. "No, this would be the first time. But I took a writing course a few years ago at the BU extension school. Got an A, too." "I'm sure you did," Thompson said, dripping with condescension. "But that's not the same as actual journalism experience." "How am I supposed to get experience if you don't let me try?" "We're a major newspaper in a big-market town. We can't just let anyone off the street publish in our paper." "It's my story." "What if we gave you a shared by-line? You could tell the story, but one of our writers would write it. You would get credit for your investigatory work." "No way. I want just my name on it or there's no deal. I'm sure the Globe would be happy to listen to what I've got to say." He rose from his chair, prepared to leave, but he knew Thompson wouldn't let him get far. The Globe's coverage of the case already outstripped the smaller Herald's. "Wait, just wait. Don't rush off now. I'm sure we can work something out to our mutual satisfaction." Jimmy sat, feeling very satisfied indeed. /////// The morning dawned bright and clear, if still cold. Scully joined Mulder for a quick bite in the dining room before they headed out into the winter day. As they passed the front desk, the concierge called out to her. "Ms. Scully? Ms. Scully, wait one minute, please." They both turned and waited because Mulder could go nowhere without her. Her car remained buried as a modern ice sculpture back in the downtown Boston parking lot. "This was delivered for you this morning," the concierge said, handing a lily across the desk to her. "I thought perhaps you would want to get it into some water quickly." "Thank you," Scully said, studying the newest addition to her collection. It was pale yellow and smelled delicious. She walked slowly back to where Mulder stood. "Another one?" he asked. "This is getting serious, Scully." The twinkle in his eye told her he was teasing. "The next thing you know, this guy is going to be sending you bouquets. Then it's potted plants. Soon you'll be tending a whole garden together." "I don't really understand the purpose to this," she said as they walked to the car. She did her best to shield the lily from the bitter cold. "If someone wants my attention so badly, why is there never any card?" "It wouldn't be from a secret admirer with a card," he said, as if explaining the obvious. "Yes, but that's my question. Why keep it secret?" He unlocked the doors and they got inside. "Maybe he's shy. Maybe he was disfigured in tragic tractor accident and is afraid that you'll find his visage unpleasant. Maybe he just wants to mess with your head." "It better not be the tractor thing." He gave her a sideways glance. "Scully! I had no idea you were so prejudiced against injured farmers." "Mulder, wait..." "I was kidding." "No, wait. Stop the car." He pulled over to the curb. "What is it?" "See right there? It's a flower shop just one block from our hotel. I want to check it out." Mulder sighed and put the car in park. "Fine, but hurry back or the bus is leaving without you." She looked back over her shoulder as he put the seat back and pulled out the morning paper. "You're not coming with me?" "To find out who's sending you flowers? No thanks. I'll stay here with the sports page." So Scully walked the block alone until she reached the door of "Bloom County." There was a slim Asian woman arranging flowers behind the counter. "Yes, may I help you?" she asked when Scully approached. "Maybe. My name is Dana Scully, and I'm staying at the hotel down the street. Someone has been sending me flowers, and I wondered..." "Dana Scully, yes. We sent over a flower this morning. Did it not get there okay?" "Oh, the flower was lovely, thank you, but it didn't come with any card." The woman checked her computer. "That's right. No card. The purchaser ordered in cash yesterday." "Cash. So he was in here?" Scully tried to see the monitor. "Probably so. I wasn't working yesterday, so I wasn't here to take the order." "Do you know who did?" "That would be Sally Perkins. She might know. Sally will be back tomorrow if you want to ask her." "Thanks, I might do that." She returned to the car to find Mulder's nose buried in the paper. "Any luck?" he asked her as he closed it up. "No, the order was placed in cash and the woman there wasn't on duty at the time." "Tough luck," he said as he started the car. "Mulder, I was thinking... do you think it could be Ray who is sending the flowers?" "Ray?" "Well, you're the one who suggested he has, ah, certain feelings for me." The words brought back the memory of last night, when they sat in this very car and he showed her what Ray thought of her. "Sure," he said, sounding tired all of a sudden. He rubbed his face. "Could be Ray." "The question then is, what do I do about it?" "That has to be up to you." /////////////// They sat in a rapidly cooling car outside a duplex house in Medford. The bottom floor belonged to Annette Crenshaw. Manny had already tried the number they had gotten from her parents' phone bill, posing as a credit-card salesman, and Annette herself had answered. She was home. "Promise me," O'Hara said, "that this will be the end of it. We've got real work to do." "What if she won't talk?" Manny asked. "Then I say hallelujah and we can get back to the maniac who is murdering half of Boston. Let's get on with it, shall we?" The men got out of the car and climbed through the narrow passage between the snow banks. The street itself was quiet, most people gone to work. A pair of crows sat on the phone wire overhead, watching the cops as they walked up the front stoop. "I hate those damn birds," O'Hara said. "They're bad luck." "That's black cats, you idiot, not black birds." "Yeah? What's that one from the creepy poem? Nevermore? That guy died, Ahuja, and I think it was the bird that did it." Manny rang the bell. "That was a raven, not a crow." "Same difference." Manny heard footsteps on the other side of the door, and a minute later, it cracked open to reveal a petite young woman with dark hair. "Yes?" she asked them with the chain still in place. Manny showed her his badge. "Are you Annette Crenshaw?" "Yes," she said, sounding wary. "What's wrong?" "Nothing's wrong, ma'am. We just have a few questions we'd like to ask you. My name is Detective Ahuja and this is Detective O'Hara. We're with the Boston Police Department." "Questions about what?" "Do you mind if we come in and explain? It's pretty cold out here on the porch." She hesitated a moment longer and then closed the door to release the chain. "May I see your identification again?" she asked. They both offered up their IDs. "Come in then. Watch out the cat doesn't get out." A silky feline brushed up against Manny's legs as he stepped into the hall. He scratched its ears before following Annette to her living room. The cat ran after them, its soft feet like thunder on the hardwood floors. "Please, have a seat," Annette said as she curled like a teenager into an overstuffed armchair. "Tell me how I can help you." Manny thought he saw a faint scar on her neck, possibly from the attack. A moment later he was sure when she moved her hand to cover it. "We have some questions about a report you filed two years ago with Detective LeBlanc. You said you'd been assaulted." "That's right." "Part of your statement is missing," Manny explained. "We're just here to fill in the gaps." "You're working on my case?" she asked, and Manny felt a pang of guilt. "In a way," he said, and ignored the feel of O'Hara's eyes on him. "We're trying to piece together what happened. Can you tell us what you said to Detective LeBlanc that night?" "I'm really trying to forget it." "That's understandable." The cat jumped up onto the chair with her and Annette pulled it into her lap. "I don't even remember what I said to him, so I'm afraid I can't really help you. I was pretty upset that night." "Maybe if we showed you the part of the statement we do have," O'Hara suggested. "Maybe that would jog your memory." "I don't understand why this is so important. It's not like you're going to catch this guy." "Annette," Manny said, "it took major guts for you to go to the station and report this the first time. The hardest part, you did that already. We're just asking you to read the statement and see if there is anything you can remember about what's left out." The young woman frowned but eventually stretched out her hand. "Okay, I'll look." They sat in total silence as she read through the pages. Manny saw her eyes well up and she kept one hand on the scar the whole time. When she was done, she handed the pages back. "It's all there. Everything about... about what he did to me is in there." "But the last pages, the ones with your signature and everything, those are missing." "I'll sign it again if you need." "No, it's not that. We just need you to try really hard to remember what was in the missing pages." "I told you I don't remember." Manny studied her. "I think you do. As awful as what happened was for you, I think that's a night you remember forever. It must have killed you to walk into a cop shop and tell everyone what happened. Most girls in your situation would have just kept quiet." "I was afraid," Annette murmured, bowing her head. "I wanted them to catch him." "We're still trying," Manny replied softly. "Won't you help us?" "I can't." "Can't or won't?" "You have all the information already." "Annette, listen," Manny said, sitting forward, "whatever was in these pages, someone in the station didn't want it to get out. That's why it went missing. We need to know what was so important that someone felt the need to try to cover it up. You're the only one who can tell us." She shook her head. "Was it a cop?" O'Hara asked bluntly. "Was it a cop who cut you?" "I don't know who cut me." She stood up, sending the cat to the ground with a confused "meow." "I never should have reported this in the first place." "But you did. Whatever you said then, you need to tell us now if we're ever going to catch the guy." "You don't understand," she said, her back to them. "I didn't leave anything out. There's nothing more to say. Sandi was right, I should have left well enough alone." She wiped at her eyes with one hand. Manny grabbed a tissue from the coffee table and handed it to her. "Who's Sandi?" "She was my friend. She got hurt pretty bad too, a few weeks before I did, but she kept her mouth shut. She said the cops would give us nothing but trouble." "Is that what happened? Did the cops give you trouble?" "No, everyone was really nice." She squared her shoulders and faced them. "Look, I'm sorry I can't help you, but you have everything you need to know." "If a cop threatened you," Manny said, "tell us. We can protect you." She smiled sadly. "You can't even catch the guy who raped me and nearly cut my throat in half. That part of my life is over now, okay? I've got a good job. I pay my taxes. I'm not hurting anyone here. All I want now is to be left alone." Manny gave her his card. "If you change your mind," he said, "this is where you can reach me. Day or night, okay? That's my cell number." "I won't change my mind." "Maybe. Maybe not." He put out his hand and she shook it. "Two years is a long time to keep such a big secret." "I told you. There's no secret." "Yeah. I know what you told me. Hang onto that card, okay?" They left then, and O'Hara put back on his sunglasses. "Those damn birds are still sitting there." "Will you shut up about the birds already?" "Can't help it. Birds just give me the willies. What did you think of the girl?" "Oh, there's a cop involved. I know it for sure now, and she knows his name. She just can't say it yet." "Stay out of this. I'm begging you." "Mark my words. We'll be back here before the week is out." //////////// That night, Annette watched the ten o'clock news from her bed. Willow curled into a ball near her hip and was asleep within seconds. Annette let her fingers play over the golden fur as the news anchor started in with the main story. As it had been all week, the serial murder investigation led off the broadcast. "Channel Fifty-six News has learned there may be a new development in the hunt for Boston's serial killer. In the morning, the Boston Herald will report on an old case involving an alleged assault on a local woman named Annette Crenshaw two years ago. Sources close to the story believe that this person responsible for this attack may be the same one who is now murdering virtually at will in the Boston area." "Oh, my God," Annette said, sitting up. Willow yawned and stretched. "Oh, my God." She grabbed the phone from her nightstand and plucked the card the Detective had given her earlier. As he had promised, the phone rang through to him immediately. "Detective Ahuja," he said. "This is Annette Crenshaw," she said, so angry she was shaking. "Why didn't you tell me why you were here? Why didn't you say it has to do with the serial murder case and that you think I might have been attacked by that guy?" "I didn't say it because we don't think it." "That's not what the news says!" "The news? What news?" "On channel fifty-six just now, they said you were looking into my case in relation to the murders." "Well, the news has it wrong." Annette sank back down on the bed. "Why would they say that if it wasn't true?" "The news gets a lot of things wrong. If it makes you feel any better, I can tell you we looked at the blood type of the killer and the man who attacked you, and they don't match. Does that help?" "Not really." Her initial adrenaline fading, she realized she had a new problem. Everyone in the world would know about her assault. "While I have you on the line," Detective Ahuja said, "is there anything else you'd like to tell me?" Yes, she thought. Go to hell. But her mother had raised her better than that. She merely hung up on him. /////////// It was fucking cold but Jake went out anyway. Tommy and Chris came along, with Tommy providing the transportation in the form of his mom's Taurus. "This ride is bogus," Chris said from the back seat. "It's like going cruising with my grandmother." "Hey, I've had your grandmother and she was pretty hot," Tommy said, and Chris kicked the seat. Jake took a sip from the bottle they had hidden inside a paper bag. "You going to share that?" Chris asked, and so Jake handed it back to him. "This shit is boring," Tommy said as they drove through Davis Square. "All the shops are closed up and it's too damn cold for anyone to be outside. There's nothing happening." "We have to make our own excitement," Chris said. "Like what?" Tommy asked. "Tufts is up the street, right? Let's go see if we can talk our way into some girl's room." "And do what, study with her? It's a fucking Wednesday night. There aren't any parties going on now." "Hey, where I am, there is always a party." "We could break into a house," Jake said. The other two shut up in a hurry. "What did you just say?" Tommy asked. "Did you just say we should break into a house?" "It's easy," Jake told him. He took out his switchblade to show them. "You jimmy the window open with this and you're inside in no time at all." "Jesus, where did you get that?" Chris asked, leaning forward from the back seat. "It was my dad's." Jake held the knife so it glinted in the passing streetlights. "So are you in or out?" "I don't know, man," Tommy said. "So we break into some house and then what? What if people are home?" "If you're quiet then it doesn't matter." "Yeah, but what if one of them hears you anyway? Or what if there's a dog?" Jake laughed. "You're scared of a dog?" "There's that psycho going around killing people right now," Chris reminded them. "People are scared shitless. I know if I saw some strange guy in my house I'd shoot first and ask questions later, you know what I'm saying?" "Oh, like you have a gun," Tommy said. "My dad has one. I saw him cleaning it just the other night." "So what you're saying is you two are too chicken shit to do it," Jake said. "I understand." "Some other time, maybe," Tommy said, exchanging a look with Chris. "Right?" "No way," Chris said. "That is some fucked-up shit he's proposing. I don't want any part of it." "Are you calling me fucked up?" Jake demanded, whirling on his friend. "Are you?" "Hey, take it easy, man," Tommy said as he tried to keep the car on the road. "Take it back!" said Jake, lunging into the backseat. "Get off me! God, you are really a psycho. Tommy was right." Jake sagged back into his seat, looking at his oldest friend in the passing light. "You said I was a psycho." "No, of course not. Don't believe Chris, man. You know he makes shit up all the time." Jake flicked the blade open. "I think he's telling the truth. I think you did call me a psycho." "Put the knife way, huh? We don't need that. I'm trying to drive here." "Maybe I am a psycho. How would that be? The two of you in this car with me, and I'm a psycho? I could slash you right here and they wouldn't find your bodies until morning." "Stop it," Tommy said. "Just stop it!" "I want him out of the car," Chris said. "Fine with me," Jake said. "Pull over." "Jake, listen. You don't need to do this." "Pull over!" Tommy steered the car to the curb and Jake leapt out into the freezing cold night. "Here's your psycho!" he hollered at them, kicking the door shut with his boot. "How do you like that, huh?" As the car sped away, he waved good-bye with his knife. ///////// It was after ten when Mulder and Scully finally got around to dinner, which took the form of cold pizza and sodas in the conference room. "So," Mulder said, "did you ask Ray about the flowers yet?" Scully looked behind her to see if anyone else might be listening. It was just the two of them in the room. "No, and I don't think I will." "Why not?" "Because what if I'm wrong and it's not him?" "So then he would say no, it wasn't him. Big deal." "It is a big deal. I don't want to presume a relationship that isn't there." Mulder stuffed the remains of a pizza crust in his mouth and reached for his soda. "You mean you don't want to risk him saying yes." "I-- that's not what I'm saying." "I know it's not what you're saying. It's what you're doing. It's what you're always doing -- running the opposite way when you think there might be some chance that real, live feelings are involved." She put down her slice. "So you think I am an unfeeling person. That's what you're saying." "No, that's what *you're* saying. I'm saying you don't really want to figure out who this guy is because then you would have to address the fact that he has some romantic feelings for you. That could get messy. What if you don't return his feelings?" He took a large bite from a new slice. "Or worse yet," he said through his chewing, "what if you did return his feelings? As long as this man's identity remains a mystery, you don't have to deal with him." "I'm going to find out," she said. Mulder shrugged. "Suit yourself." She put her pizza aside and they sat in silence for a moment. "You know, Mulder, what about your reaction to the flowers?" "My reaction? I have no reaction, Scully, except perhaps amusement at the entertainment value." "Yes, and why is that?" "Do think I should have some reaction?" He took his feet down from the extra chair and looked at her. "What reaction would you like me to have?" "Forget I mentioned it." "No, I'm genuinely curious. What would you like me to say here?" "I just... I mean, in the car, when you said those things to me... when we..." "Groped around like teenagers?" "Mulder!" She checked over her shoulder again. "Relax, Scully, we're supposed to be groping, remember? That's the general idea." So it was all part of the hoax? She put her head in her hands, confused. She wasn't sure whether she wanted to kiss him or kill him. He reached over and touched her shoulder gently. "I think... I think you need to figure out your reaction to the flowers first. Then I'll figure out mine. Okay?" "Is this a private party or can I join?" Scully looked up to see Manny Ahuja in the doorway. "Come on in," she said, and he fished a can of Coke from the table as he took a seat on the other side of Mulder. "How's it going?" he asked them. "You two must feel like a couple of turkeys on Thanksgiving morning, huh?" A couple of turkeys sounds about right, Scully thought. "We feel pretty safe here, surrounded by rugged law enforcement," Mulder drawled, and Manny grinned. "Listen, I wanted to pick your brains about something. I've been following up on that other case, the one with the call girl who got attacked and then part of her statement went missing." "I thought we decided that was a different assailant," Scully said. "We did. But the missing statement has been eating at me. I figure it's got to be suppressed for a reason, right? But everyone starts warning me away, telling me not to dig too deep. Even O'Hara didn't want to get involved. Anyway, we tracked down the girl today and she didn't really help us much." He recounted a visit to Annette Crenshaw in which she claimed there was nothing missing from her statement. "The girl is clearly spooked," he said. "I think we've got some major cover up going on here and someone has warned her not to talk." "Cover up of what?" Scully asked. "That part I don't know. I can't get her to tell me what was in the missing part of the statement, and I'm convinced she hasn't forgotten it like she says." "Theories?" Mulder asked. Manny hesitated. "I think she must have been seeing a cop. I think that's maybe why she felt comfortable enough to come down here and report the whole thing in the first place. Maybe that cop's name is in the file." "A good guess," Mulder agreed. "But that's an awful lot of trouble to go to just to hide an indiscretion with a prostitute." "I won't know more until I can get the story out of her." "Sounds like you may just have to wait until she's willing to talk," Scully said. "There might be another way," answered Mulder. "If she won't tell you, find out who she's told. Her parents, maybe?" "They won't talk either. We tried them." "What about a friend? Someone she was working with back then might have known her client list." "She did mention this one girl, Sandi, but she didn't give a last name." He sighed. "In the meantime, I've got bigger problems. Any minute now, the Chief is going to want to know why the news is reporting the Crenshaw case is connected to the serial murders." "They said that? Why?" "Damned if I know. I don't even know how they found out about it. I haven't talked, and I can't imagine O'Hara has either." His cell phone rang and he checked the ID. "Right on cue," he said as he got up from his chair. He gave them both a mock salute. "We who are about to die salute you." ////////////////// He entered the way he always did -- silently. Her old house had plenty of ill-fitting windows and he slipped easily inside out of the cold. He narrowly missed stepping in the cat's water bowl in the kitchen before heading for the hallway towards the front. The cat itself appeared, and he managed not to kick it across the room. It hissed once. He hissed back and it ran back into the bedroom. "You can run, kitty, but you can't hide," he whispered. He turned on his small flashlight and crept closer to the bedroom. It was so quiet he could hear her even breathing. He flicked his light over her sleeping form. Slowly, slowly, he advanced. He did not come this far to rush things now. She did not awake until his fingers closed around her throat. Her eyes were wide and frightened. He shrunk her pupils to tiny black dots with his flashlight. She was struggling, kicking, but he was much too strong for her. "Hello, Annette," he said. "We're going to have so much fun together." ///////////////////// ////////////// Chapter Ten ///////////// Scully gave the shower handle a twist to turn it off, and as the water disappeared she became aware of a banging noise from the outside. Grabbing a thick towel, she wrapped herself in it and opened the bathroom door. Steam poured out around her even as the chill raised goose bumps on her arms. Someone was beating on her hotel room door. She stood on tiptoe to peer through the peephole. "Scully? Scully, it's Mulder." She held the towel up with one hand and cracked the door with the other. "What is it?" He looked down at her bare legs. "Get dressed in a hurry. We've got another murder." "Another? So soon?" "It gets worse. The victim was Annette Crenshaw." "I'll be ready in five minutes." She dried as best she could but ended up forcing pantyhose over slightly damp skin. They resisted and she cursed them out as a run developed down one leg. No one will notice, she thought, and pulled on wool trousers over the nylons. Her hair was still wet, nearly dripping at the end, but she went to join Mulder, who was pacing the hall and chewing on a coffee stirrer. "You stopped for coffee?" she asked, incredulous. "What? No." He pulled the red straw out of his mouth. "This was in my pocket." Of course it was. She suppressed a roll of her eyes. "Tell me what happened," she said as they walked down the hall. "Annette worked at a pre-school. When she didn't show up for work this morning at seven and didn't answer her phone, they sent someone to her place to check on her." He glanced down at her. "Because of what had happened on the news. They thought she might be too upset to come. Instead her co- worker found her dead in her bedroom." "Same killer?" "I guess we'll find out when we get there." Forty minutes later, standing in front of a bloody bed that could have been a carbon copy of the other murder scenes, they had their answer. Annette Crenshaw's pajama bottoms had been torn from her body, and the top sliced open. Buttons lay strewn about the bed. Her arms were bound overhead, and tape covered her mouth; a trickle of dried blood was visible on her chin. Her hair on one side was matted in blood, stuck to her head where the bullet had pierced it. She lay stiff and unseeing amid the chaos. Manny Ahuja had a cat under one arm. "This is my fault," he said. "I must have led him here somehow. I had no idea this was going to happen. I didn't think he'd come after her like this." "You couldn't know," Mulder said quietly as he eased further into the room. "I don't get it," said Manny. "This was supposed to be an unrelated case. The blood samples didn't match. Why would he come after Annette if it's a different guy?" "Maybe there's a connection we haven't found yet," replied Mulder. "Or maybe it's the same as before -- we know this guy watches his evening newscast. Annette's name was mentioned on more than one station last night." "But how would he know where she lived?" Scully asked. "That I can't explain." Mulder knelt down near the open closet door. There was a sweater, a belt, a couple of shoes and a felt hat on the floor. "This is new, huh? He hasn't gone through the closet before." "That we know of," Ray Peterkin said as he joined the group. "What would he want with the closet?" Manny asked. "I've got blood here," Mulder said as he moved the sweater with one gloved finger. Scully crouched next to him and saw a smear of blood on the dark carpet. "Maybe a footprint?" she said. "Did someone say footprint?" Jane Dunbar stuck her head in the door. "'Cause we've got 'em. Come check it out in the kitchen." The group, including Manny and the cat, followed her to the kitchen. She had the lights off and took out a flashlight as she walked to the back door. "Right here," she said as she shone the light on the pale linoleum floor. "See? He's getting sloppy. It's a perfect salt print." "The bastard must have come in through the back door," Manny said as he stroked the cat's head. Jane looked out the back window. "There are more footprints out here leading away from the house. Hard to tell how much we'll get from them because of the melting snow. At least this guy is starting to make some mistakes." "Maybe this murder was personal," Manny suggested. "He's more emotional over this one." "Maybe," Mulder agreed, but Scully noticed he didn't sound convinced. At that moment, Chief Windsor stepped into the house. His heavy boots clanked through the hardwood hall, and he scowled at the lot of them in the kitchen. "Well, do we have another one or not?" he asked. "It looks like the same killer, sir," answered Manny. "All the same elements are present -- forced entry, victim bound to the bed, signs of sexual assault and the gunshot wound to the head." Windsor pinned him with a cold blue gaze. "I met O'Hara outside, and he tells me you two already knew the victim. I understand I have you to thank for the mess on the news." "Hey, we never talked to the press." "Someone sure as hell talked! I've got at least fifty calls this morning asking me, what do I know about Annette Crenshaw? And now we've got another dead girl on our hands. You want this case so bad, Ahuja? Well, you can be the one to explain this to her parents." Manny squared his shoulders. "I'll talk to them," he said. The chief looked disgusted. "You're damned right you'll talk to them. Then you'll have a long talk with me -- you and O'Hara both are lucky I don't just suspend you right here, no questions asked." He ran his gaze over Manny one last time. "And get rid of that damned cat." In the exchange, Scully failed to notice Mulder disappear from the room. She went in search and found him standing on the threshold of the open front door. Outside, cop cruisers with their lights on littered the street. Neighbors had come out from their houses to gawk. The bitter wind frosted the ends of Scully's damp hair, making her shiver. "What are you thinking?" she asked as he moved aside in the doorway to make room for her. "I'm not sure yet," he said, "but I can tell you one thing -- this killer is as controlled as ever." "How do you know?" Mulder stepped out onto the stoop. "Look at the walkway here. It's been shoveled." "So, it's been shoveled. Maybe she has a good landlord." "It was shoveled before the snow ended. See, there's about a half inch still here on the ground." He ducked down and put his finger in to prove his point. "No landlord is going to come over here in the middle of the night and shovel, especially before the snow had stopped." He stood up and walked back to the stoop, where a shovel rested against the front of the house. "And since Annette was dead, that leaves her upstairs neighbors or..." "Or the killer." He gave a quick nod of assent. "We need to canvass the area and see if anyone saw or heard him. Maybe we'll get lucky." Jane stepped out from the house and joined them on the front porch. "The Chief is pretty steamed," she said. "I've never seen him like this before." "You've seen a lot of him then?" Mulder asked, squinting from the sun. "Oh, no. I just mean... This case is making everyone a little nuts." Scully put her hands in her pockets and hunched her shoulders against the wind. "I'd best speak to the coroner about transport of the body," she said. "Although I can already guess what I'm going to find upon autopsy. It's just more of the same." "The closet is the new twist," Mulder reminded her. "We haven't seen that before." "I have," said Jane. She looked at them both. "From the hat thief." "There was a hat on the floor," Mulder agreed. "Maybe your instincts are right on this one. Maybe the cases are connected." Scully hated to break up such an intriguing brainstorming session, but there was one detail they were overlooking. "In that case," she said, "why didn't he take the hat with him?" /////// Manny took a deep breath and steeled himself before opening the door to the Captain's office, where Annette's parents waited. He jerked it open and both immediately turned their heads to look at them. He froze, trapped by the force of their unspoken accusation. They seemed smaller than when he'd last seen them, bent and broken now as they sat in their separate armchairs. Mrs. Crenshaw still wore her heavy winter coat. "We don't want to talk to you," said her father. Manny did not advance into the room. "Okay, I can get someone else if you'd like, but I'm the one who has been following your daughter's case." "You're the one who got her killed!" Mr. Crenshaw's jaw trembled and he gripped the armrest. "You put her name all over the news, and now Annie is dead!" "I had nothing to do with the news. I swear it." "All we know is that you came to the house looking for her, and now she's dead." "I am so sorry about that. Truly." He took a tentative step into the room. Mrs. Crenshaw pulled a tissue from her purse and blew her nose. "She was doing so well," her mother whispered sadly. "I thought all the trouble was behind her now. I thought we'd all escaped." Manny drew up a chair and took a cautious seat. "I need to know about that trouble she was in." "You already know," her father bit out. "You know... what she was." "She was a call girl." Her mother nodded and dabbed at her nose. "Of course, that's all you ever see. You didn't know her." "No, I didn't. That's why I need you to tell me. I need you to tell me what secret Annie was protecting. What happened the night she reported her assault?" Her father frowned. "What's that got to do with this? Are you saying it's the same guy? He came back?" "I don't know what to think right now. I need to find out what Annie told the cops that night." "Why ask us? Ask them." "I have asked. I'm not satisfied with the answers." Her parents traded a look. "You think... you think a cop might have hurt Annie?" "Anything you can tell me about what happened to her -- I need to know." "She didn't like to talk about it," her mother answered with a sniff. "She just wanted to move on. I could see she was afraid, but in a way, I was almost glad. It seemed to shake her up enough that she started getting her life together. I didn't want to ask too many questions." "I asked her point blank if she knew the guy that did it to her," her father said. "She said no." "Someone gave her money," said Mrs. Crenshaw in a hushed voice. The look her husband gave her told Manny that this was news to him. "Go on," Manny urged. "After it happened, someone gave her money. She used it to get the apartment and enroll in a new school." "I thought that was savings from her job." "She was a drug addict, Paul. She didn't have any savings." "Why didn't you tell me?" he demanded. "Annie didn't even want me to know. It just slipped out one day. She said it was a settlement from the escort service, on account of what happened to her, but I got the feeling it was from a client." "Did you know her clients?" "No, of course not. We didn't even know she was..." She broke off with a sigh. "There was a lot we didn't know." "So you have no idea what Annie might have said to the cops that night?" "She didn't even tell us about it until six months after it happened," her mother answered, and her face crumpled again. "My poor baby girl." "The news is saying it's the same guy who killed those couples," her father said. "Is that really true?" "We're trying to answer that now," Manny told them. "I promise you we'll keep you informed of any new developments we have in the case." "When can we see her?" Mrs. Crenshaw asked, raising watery eyes to his. Manny looked away. Right now, Scully had their daughter splayed open on an autopsy table, a last violation of Annette's person that her parents did not need to witness. "I'll let you know," he said as he rose. He extended his hand. "I'm very sorry for your loss," he said. They did not shake it. "When you see us again," her father said, "it had better be to tell us the name of Annie's killer. Otherwise we have nothing to say." Manny left then, and leaned against the wall on the outside of the office. His hands were trembling and the back of his neck was sweaty. In his mind's eye, he saw Annette curled in her armchair with her cat. He saw himself leaving the house. Somehow, he had passed death on its way in and never even known it. O'Hara saw him standing there and crossed the room. "You talk to the parents?" "They don't know anything except that they hate me." "They probably hate the whole world right now." Manny shoved away from the wall. "Then they can get in line." ///////////// Jake woke up with a jerk, as if startled awake from some outside force, but the house was quiet. His mother was either still passed out in her bedroom or had gone to work without waking him. He breathed a bit easier as he sat up. Apparently the cops hadn't been sniffing around. He had slept face down in the pillow with his overcoat and shoes still on. His arms and shoulders ached as though he had been in a fight. The clock read after noon. Fumbling around through the covers, he located the TV remote and switched on a local channel. Sure enough, the cops were out in Medford. Jake sat back against his pillows and chewed on his nails. If Tommy and Chris saw this news report, what would they say? Or maybe they were down talking to the cops right now. "A source close to the investigation told me that detectives believe they may have caught a break in the case -- a footprint left behind in the house that may belong to Annette Crenshaw's killer." Jake's gaze flew to his sneakers. They were the same black hi-tops he always wore, with the ratty shoelaces and the pen ink on one side that read, 'F U' upside down. Except now they were a bit different. On the right one, near the toe, was a dark brown smear of blood. ////////////// Mulder had long ago perfected the art of walking and talking on the phone at the same time, but the teeming mass of people in the Boston police station made it difficult. He had to dodge bodies and try to hear and Scully was not making the conversation any easier. "I understand what you're saying, but I'm going to be here at least two more hours finishing this autopsy," she said. "I need you there. I've got the entire Boston media lined up for three PM. We want to make sure to hit the early newscasts." "Well, then you'll just have to go on without me this time. I can't sew her up just to rip her open again for the sake of a news conference." "Can't you have someone else take over?" Mulder flattened himself against a wall to make room for an officer coming through with a handcuffed suspect. "Mulder, this is my job. I can't hand it off to someone else, not something this important, and not halfway through a critical investigation." "You said it yourself. We're not likely to get anything new from the autopsy. We have to go after this guy in front of the cameras. We have to push him harder so he'll make contact. If you want to help catch this guy, you'll do better down here than you will in the morgue verifying the same two pieces of non-identifying evidence we already have." She huffed. "So now I don't want to catch this man?" He fisted one hand, frustrated. "No, that's not what I said." "You implied that what I'm doing has no meaning." "Of course it has meaning. Just not immediate meaning, which is what we need right now." "We tried it your way, Mulder. We posed for the cameras and you said all the right things and this guy didn't take the bait. He hasn't sent us so much as a postcard." "We know he watches the news. It's our best bet to communicate with him." "So go communicate. I'm going to be here with the body." She hung up then, and Mulder bit back a curse as he pocketed the phone. He had just about reached the front door when he heard someone calling his name. He turned to see Diana hurrying towards him. "Mulder, where are you going?" she asked. "I'm going to buy a newspaper." Her brow wrinkled in confusion. "We have a dozen right here." He pulled out a section from his inside jacket pocket to show he already had the paper he needed. "I want to talk to the Herald about the article they ran this morning on Annette Crenshaw. What did you need me for?" "I wanted to say you were probably right about the shoveling. A canvass of the neighborhood found two people who heard possible shoveling sounds in the middle of the night, but neither of them got up to look. One thought she must be dreaming." "Great, thanks." He turned to leave, but she stopped him with a touch on the arm. "Mind if I tag along?" "With me? I guess that would be okay." He dangled the car keys. "But I'm driving." As they started across town, Diana pulled the mirror down on her side and began applying lipstick. Mulder watched her out of the corner of his eye. It's funny, he thought, the small gestures that take you back. Diana pressed her lips together. "I heard you have another news conference scheduled this afternoon." "That's right." "You and Scully plan to cozy up for the cameras again?" "Scully is doing the autopsy on Annette Crenshaw. She won't be making it to the conference." "Oh? Trouble in paradise?" "It's her job, Diana," he said, irritated at her and Scully at the same time. His phone rang again, and he expected to find it was Scully calling to say she had changed her mind, but the number on the ID was the tie line for FBI Washington. "Mulder," he said, wondering if it was Kersh trying to haul his ass back home. "Mulder, it's Skinner. I see you're making headlines in Boston." "Sir, about that--" "Save it. I don't care what you're up to if it's helping them catch that sick sonofabitch." "Sir?" "I'm calling about the X-files. They officially open again next week and we have only one field agent assigned to the department. That's you. I need to know what other name to put on the paperwork." Mulder chanced a look at Diana, who was listening openly. "I can't really answer that right now." "Here's the thing. I've got your name and an application from Diana Fowley seeking assignment to X-Files. I don't have anything from Agent Scully." Mulder tightened his grip on the wheel. "I think that's a matter you might want to take up with her." "I plan to. But as the senior agent in the department, your wishes carry some weight. If you want, I can simply approve Agent Fowley's application and the process will go ahead." "No," Mulder blurted. "I mean, not yet. Can't this wait another week?" "I can stall maybe another forty-eight hours. After that, forces greater than me will see to it that Fowley's name is added to the paperwork." He paused. "Unless you have some particular objection to her assignment that you'd care to share with me." Skinner had not been there when Diana had walked away the first time, but he must have heard the office gossip. First Diana, and now Scully was threatening to leave. Maybe I'm the problem here, he thought dully. Aloud he said, "I'll let you know." He clicked off the phone to find Diana watching him. "Skinner?" she guessed. He didn't answer. Diana nodded to herself and settled back in her seat. "He called me earlier today too, to see if I still had interest in joining the X- files. I assured him my heart is still in it." "Your heart is still in it," he repeated. "Of course." She smiled. "It always was." He parked the car outside of the main offices for the Boston Herald. The sun had vanished behind high, thin clouds, turning the sky a pale gray. Scrawny trees stuck out of large snow banks and a river of slush flowed along the curb. Diana, with her stylish leather boots, sidestepped the mess with the agility of a mountain goat. "Remind me what we're doing here," she said as he opened the front door for her. Mulder hid an ironic smile. He wouldn't be reminding her; he had never told her in the first place, but of course, she knew that. "I want to offer them an exclusive of my own," he said. //////// Jane was working the shoe comparison by herself. She had a large double-mug of coffee and a computer program to try to help her figure out the manufacturer of the shoe from the crime scene. First, she had to be sure the shoe did not come from Annette herself, but this was easy to determine. For one thing, Annette had taken a petite size six shoe and the print from the kitchen was much larger. Jane did due diligence, though, and excluded all shoes from Annette's closet as the possible print-maker. She noted for the record that there were no male shoes found inside the house. Ahuja and O'Hara were searching through the victim's past for any male friends or boyfriends; these too, would either have to be eliminated or filed as potential suspects. She rubbed her eyes and hit "next" on the computer program. Detective work had always seemed so glamorous to her as a kid. Now she knew it consisted primarily of sitting around on your ass going through records or sifting through garbage. This is better than garbage, she thought, hitting the button again. The computer kicked back a possible match. She sat up, squinting closer for a better look. The tread pattern did appear to duplicate the pattern from the kitchen print. "Converse hi-tops," she said. "I don't know anyone over eighteen who wears Converse hi-tops." Her heart rate sped up as she printed out the results. "Jane?" She jumped and put a hand to her heart. "Chief Windsor, you scared me." "I wanted to find out for myself how you were coming with the footprint." "I just got a match." She handed him the results. "I think we maybe be looking for a kid." "I can't believe that. An impulsive teenager doesn't commit crimes this clean. They throw a cement block through a drug store window and leave their prints all over the place as they're looting it. That's why we catch so damn many of them." "Maybe he just has youthful taste." Windsor considered the possibility with a frown. "This is good work, Dunbar." "Thank you, sir." "But I need to ask you something now, and you must be straight with me." "Sir?" "These media leaks... the story about Annette Crenshaw. Do you know anything about that?" "What? Of course not. You're not thinking that I had something to do with that article in the Herald." "The timing is peculiar. Just after you joined us on the investigation. The reporters can be both persuasive and persistent. I know you're young, you're looking to prove yourself and make some sort of mark." "Prove myself on the squad, sir. Not in the papers." She could feel her collar getting hot. "I would never compromise the investigation by talking out of turn to the media." "Yes, well." He peered down at her from behind his glasses, and for once, he looked like the old man he was. "I should hope not. Keep your nose clean, Dunbar. Your reputation means as much as your record in this department, and once it's tarnished, you can never get the shine back again." "I'll remember that, sir." "Good." He tapped her on the shoulder with the computer printout. "And for now, let's keep this little development just between you and me." ////////////// Mulder waited in a small interrogation room for the press to finish gathering. He had changed the venue this time, opting for an intimate briefing in the station newsroom itself. The place would be jam-packed but at least he would be on the same level as the reporters rather than high above them on the stage. He wanted the killer to see him on his level, open and available, even vulnerable. He tugged his tie, which seemed to be choking him further with each passing minute. His watch read three-to-three. He sat on the table rather than in one of the chairs and went over mentally the points he planned to make in front of the cameras. The door cracked open and Diana poked her head in the room. "You look nervous," she said as she shut the door behind her. "I'm not nervous. I just want to get this over with." He tugged at his tie again. "Here, let me fix that," she said, moving his hand away. He tried not to focus on the feel of her fingers brushing his neck. "Are there a lot of people in there?" "They're sucking out all the oxygen. But then again, I think that's pro forma where the press is concerned." "See, now I always thought they sucked blood." "Vampiric media -- now there's an X-file." She finished off his tie and smiled at him. "There. Now you're perfect." He looked down at the tiny white polka dots. "I thought it really said, 'I'm a showy know-it-all who deserves some killing.'" "Hmm. Well, perhaps, 'I'm a showy know-it-all whose fashion sense is so terrible it deserves to be put out of its misery.'" "Hey, you gave me this tie." "Oh, God. I did?" "No." He grinned. "But I had you there for a second." "Yeah," she said, smiling softly, "You had me." She stepped a bit closer, fitting herself between his legs. "You know, if you need someone to play your girlfriend for the cameras tonight..." "Diana, I don't think..." "I seem to remember we give a pretty good show." She pressed her lips to his. The door opened again and Scully stood there staring. Mulder stared back, but she recovered first. "I'm sorry," she said in clipped tones, and the door swung shut again with a bang. "Scully, wait a second." He scrambled off the table after her, shoving aside Diana in the process. He caught up with Scully in the back hall near the soda machine and the emergency exit. "Scully, stop." She froze but did not turn around. He touched her shoulder. "That wasn't what it looked like." She faced him then, and he could see the tired shadows under her eyes. "It looked like you were kissing." "Not exactly." "Forget it. I don't even want to know." She tried to leave, but he sidestepped and blocked her path. "I thought you weren't going to make it." "I have to go back afterward and write up my notes from the tapes, but I managed to get through most of the work." "And?" She wasn't looking at him. "You were right. There was nothing of consequence." "Of course it's consequential. When we catch this guy, we're going to need all that evidence to tie him to each of the murders." "But first we have to catch him." She took a deep breath and her shoulders sagged. "So that's why I'm here." He took her by the shoulders and squeezed. "I'm glad." "Right. Sure." "Scully..." She broke away from him and backed up a step. "You still don't see it, do you? You keep bringing her around, testing us both for... I don't know what for, Mulder. I don't know why you keep running to her and then running back to me to see what I think of it all. I wish you'd just figure out what you want." "I know what I want." He took a step toward her. "I don't think you do." "That's because you keep mistaking that Diana's presence has any bearing on my feelings for you." "And just what are those feelings, Mulder?" She risked a glance at him. "Because I don't think they're very clear." "Okay." He grabbed her then with one arm around her back, practically lifting her off her feet. He pressed his lips to hers and held her tight. She was stiff and surprised at first, but as he continued the embrace her body and lips softened against his. She tasted like lipstick and smelled like lemon. Reluctantly, he set her back down. She stared at him, wide- eyed, her cheeks now a lovely shade of pink. He wanted to kiss her again but he had a room full of reporters waiting. "So are you going to come be my girlfriend or what?" he asked. She tucked her hair behind both ears and smoothed her suit jacket over her hips. "I, uh...yes." "Well, okay then." They walked out of the alcove looking pretty much the same, except now they were in step. As they entered the crowded conference room, Mulder deliberately touched his hand to her back. She looked up at him. "Good luck," she murmured. Everyone had turned out for the show. Ray, Diana, Chief Windsor, Ahuja, O'Hara and all of the Boston media. Hal Thompson of the Boston Herald gave Mulder a wink from his seat in the front row. Then he whispered something to the man sitting next to him. Mulder was willing to bet this was the elusive Jimmy Trumbull, author of the ill-fated and ill- informed Annette Crenshaw story. He took the main podium, which was covered in microphones like mushrooms on a forest log. Flashbulbs went off in his face. "Good afternoon, and thank you all for coming. The last time I stood before you, I told you that this killer was close to making a mistake. Well, he's made it. In going after Annette Crenshaw last night, he has proven one thing to us: he may be calculating, but he lacks creativity. He is depending on the media reports to tell him what to do. You mention Annette Crenshaw, and she becomes his target. "In his haste to prove himself, he is becoming sloppy. We've recovered many footprints from the scene today. The snow may be unpleasant for most of us, but for this man it is an enemy. He left his calling card all over Annette Crenshaw's property and we are in the process of tracking his shoes now. "His zeal has also revealed another clue. In committing these murders, he shows us that he has no outside life to speak of. Anyone with a job, with a family, could not manage the pace this killer has set. If he has any such ties, they would be greatly suffering by now. So we ask anyone who has noticed erratic, suspicious behavior in a male family member this week to please contact the police. Repeated absences or late-night comings and goings are an important clue. He may be tired and sleep a lot during the day. He could have scratches by now from struggling with the victims. "I am standing here today to let you know that we are as outraged as you are that he continues to go free. We are working around the clock on this case and we are accountable. But most importantly, we will catch him. Thank you." Mulder took no questions; they would only be a waste of time, and time was something the investigation did not have. The other law enforcement officials followed him out the private entrance back into the station. He took Scully's elbow and pulled her aside. "Well? How did I do?" "The hook is well and truly baited," she answered. "If he doesn't make contact now, he's probably not going to." "I guess I'd better go sit by the phone then." "I've got to get back to the morgue." "Scully, wait." "What is it?" He hesitated. "No one can get in over there without ID, right?" "After hours it's locked up tighter than a drum." "But there are other people there now." "For a while, yes." She gave him a curious look. "Why?" "My little interview is going out over the airwaves, probably as we speak. I just want to make sure you're going to be safe." She smiled. "I'll be fine. It's not my face on his TV, remember?" "Yes, but I'm going to be here surrounded by a hundred of my friends in blue." "Good. Watch your back, okay?" "I'll call you." Mulder did as promised and hung out by the tip line for several hours. The phones rang off the hook with dozens of new suggestions, but nothing that sounded like messages from the killer. O'Hara hung up after one call and sighed. "That woman wanted to turn in her husband, her uncle *and* her best friend's brother for suspicious behavior. I said, 'Lady, they can't all be the killer. Pick one.' Then she told me it was her mailman." "Maybe our guy watches the late news," Ray suggested. "He does seem to be a night owl." "Well, then I move we go over to Mallory's for a beer and a burger," O'Hara replied. "Let the new shift take over the phones for a while. That way, we can be back here in time for the late, late show." "I'll take a rain check," Ray replied. "I've got an errand to run." "I've got to call my girlfriend," Manny said, and then grimaced. "If I've still got a girlfriend." O'Hara shrugged. "You and me, Mulder?" "Yeah, okay. I could use something to eat." The men walked the few blocks to the bar, despite the cold; few pedestrians were out even though the night was still young. Mallory's had a reasonable crowd because of the recent shift-change. "When the day's over," O'Hara explained, "sometimes you want to go anywhere but home." They took seats at the bar, where Dave was working with a second man for the evening. It was Dave who brought their beers, and he gave Mulder a familiar nod. "I saw you on TV today," he said. "You're really a profiler?" "That's right." "He can read the psychos' minds," O'Hara said. "I wish it worked that way," replied Mulder. "It doesn't." "Have you caught serial killers before?" Dave inquired as he poured another beer from the tap. "Yes, a few." "And you really think you can get this guy?" "Yes." O'Hara shifted on the stool and looked at him. "I like your confidence," he said, shaking his head. "After this week, I ain't too sure anymore." "I have to think we can catch him," Mulder said. "Otherwise I may as well go home right now." "When will you go home?" Dave said. "I mean, if you guys don't get him. Will you just stay here as long as it takes or do you just give up after awhile?" "You're awfully interested in my comings and goings," Mulder said. Dave shrugged. "I'm not trying to ride you or nothing. I think you got guts." "Hey, what about the rest of us?" O'Hara demanded. "We're just chopped liver?" "It isn't your mug on the TV saying those things," Dave said. "If the killer doesn't get him like that Harris guy, I figure the townspeople will run him out of here on a pole. There's only so many times you can tell folks you're sure that you're going to catch the guy before they want to see the results." "Listen, you little punk..." Mulder stilled O'Hara with one hand. "It's okay. He's right." On the TV overhead, SportsCenter switched to competitive pool. Mulder checked his watch and it read eight o'clock. Scully would be done at the morgue by this time. He groped around in his pocket for his cell phone but came up empty. He tried the other pocket and got more of the same. "That's odd." He stood up and tried his pants and his overcoat. No phone. "What's your problem?" O'Hara asked. "I can't find my cell phone." "Use mine." "No, thanks, I need to figure out what happened to mine. I must have left it back at the station." O'Hara took a swallow of beer. "It ought to be safe there." "I'm going to head back anyway." Mulder tossed a twenty on the bar. "I'll see you back there, okay?" "I'm right behind you." Mulder jogged back the way they had come, his breath turning to icy puffs in the frozen night. At the station, he started retracing his steps and looking for his phone. He checked the interrogation room, the conference room, and the area by the tip phones. He even ducked back to the soda machine to see if it might have fallen out while he was smooching Scully. Baffled, he walked back to the bullpen area. "Hey, there you are." Manny was eating take-out Chinese food straight from the carton. "Scully called here about twenty minutes looking for you. She said she couldn't get you on your cell phone." "I can't find my phone," Mulder said. "Have you seen it?" "No, man. I haven't seen any phones lying around anywhere." Mulder accepted the pink message slip. "I can't read this." "Sorry about that." Manny took it back and studied it. "Oh, yeah. She said she found a tattoo on Annette's body and she wanted to check something back at the house." "At the house -- at Annette's house you mean?" "Yeah, I think that's what she said." He sat up suddenly and put his Chinese food down on the desk. "Hey, you don't think she's alone, do you? I mean, it could be dangerous, especially given that whole 'killer returns to the scene of the crime' thing." "We don't know he's doing that." "We don't know he's not." Mulder was already heading for the door. "I'm going to meet her. Call Scully, tell her I'm coming. Tell her not to go into the house until I get there." "I'm on it." Mulder picked up speed until he was out-and-out running for the lot. Suddenly his whole "bait the killer" scheme seemed like a really bad idea. In the car, he reached for his cell phone out of habit again and cursed when he couldn't find it. "God damn it, where are you?" He ran his hand under the seat in case it had fallen out while he was driving. Nothing. "I had it this morning," he said. "I know I did. And I put it back in my pocket." He dodged a slow-moving Buick by crossing the double yellow lines. All the cops were out looking for a serial killer; there was no one around to bust him for traffic violations. A chilling thought hit him. What if the phone had been stolen? Lifted, perhaps, by the killer he was seeking. It could have come at any time his coat was unguarded. An experienced pickpocket could have had him on the street and he wouldn't even have noticed, he'd been so distracted. He wished he'd taken O'Hara up on the offer of a phone. Now he was stuck barreling through narrow roads while Scully was all alone. Manny's words came back to him: "She tried you on your cell." If the killer did have his phone, then he also knew exactly where Scully was. Mulder nudged the needle up a bit higher. Scenery flew by; other cars blared their horns but Mulder barely heard them. He heard only his heartbeat thundering in his ears: hurry, hurry, hurry. The car skidded around icy corners. Mulder leaned forward, trying to negotiate the dark streets as best he could. Then, out of nowhere, headlights appeared on the other side of the road. The beams were too bright and getting closer. Mulder shielded his eyes and jerked the wheel, but it was too late. The car smashed his left front with a great sound of crunching metal and shattered glass. Mulder held the wheel tightly, trying to correct it as the steering gave way and the car hit a snow bank. The wheels caught the edge and sent the car careening into the air, where it flipped twice and landed upside down. Mulder had only a second to realize he was alive. The high beams were back, and they were coming right at him a second time. He could only close his eyes, brace his legs, and scream. ///////// ///////////////// Chapter Eleven //////////////// The whole of Annette Crenshaw's old house, upstairs and downstairs, was dark when Scully arrived. The couple in the second floor apartment had not needed any urging from the police to clear out; their neighbor's body exiting the downstairs on a coroner's stretcher had been incentive enough. From the looks of things, half the street had left with them. Houses up and down the row sat black and empty. Scully stood on the front porch, her breath misting in the cold night, and felt around in her pocket for the key. She had to detach the crime scene taped "X" over the front door. The old wood stuck momentarily, and she had to throw her shoulder against it to break it free. She immediately reached around to flick the hall light on but kicked the loose snow from her boots before stepping inside. The old house creaked with the weight of her footsteps as she walked through it. The hardwood floors, high ceilings and small rooms told Scully the architecture dated back at least a century, likely more. As she touched the smooth, cold doorknob to the bedroom, she thought of how many hands had been there before hers, how just twenty-four hours earlier Annette had probably tugged it closed for the last time. The door opened with a faint whine. Scully could still smell the blood in the room before she hit the light switch. The overhead fixture set the small room ablaze with light, shining a spotlight on the silent, violent scene. The sheet was torn, drenched in blood. Scully could make out the dried stain where the body had been. The rope was gone from the headboard. She turned her head, deliberately not looking anymore, and hurried to the dresser. Annette's small apartment had not given her much storage space and the top of her dresser was crammed with knick-knacks, beauty supplies and framed photos. Scully spotted the one she was after and lifted it free from the rest of the clutter. It showed Annette with another young woman about her age; the other girl was fair where Annette was dark. They had their arms around each other and smiled big for the camera. But what intrigued Scully was the frame, which was decorated with dozens of tiny yin-yang symbols. She flipped the frame over and opened the back to release the photo. "Me and Sandi, 1998," it read on the reverse side. She was about to dig out her phone and try Mulder again when she heard the cry of a police siren in the distance. It sounded like it was getting closer. Scully set the picture down and jogged to the front of the house to see the street. She ducked down in the dark living room, her face close to the cold windowpane. A black and white unit went racing past with its lights flashing. A second one was close on its heels, and an ambulance skidded around the corner, bringing up the rear. Wide-eyed, bent over to peer out the window, Scully wondered what the problem was, and then her cell phone began to ring. Its insistent chirp faded almost to oblivion as a fire truck went screaming past the house. Scully fumbled with one hand for her phone. "Scully," she said, a little breathless. "Agent Scully, it's Detective Ahuja." "Detective," she said as she turned away from the noise outside. She put her hand over her free ear and tried to hear. "Agent Mulder asked me to call you. He said his cell phone has been stolen and there's some possibility the killer took it." "When?" "He doesn't know when. But if you've left him any messages..." "I told him I'm here." Scully whirled first one direction and then the other, checking to make sure she was alone. "I left three messages for Mulder telling him I was going to Annette's. I wondered why he wasn't picking up." "Sit tight. Mulder's on his way. Everything's okay there?" "Yeah, yeah, I'm fine." She reached over and turned on another light. The sirens had stopped and the house had gone quiet again. "Wait, what?" She heard voices in the background. "What's going on?" Manny asked a question she couldn't quite hear. "What's happening?" she asked again. She heard rustling, the sound of Manny standing up. "There's been an accident," he told her. "Oh my God." She knew. All at once she knew. "Mulder was driving to get you..." "I've got to go." She clicked off the phone and started to run with it still clutched tight in one hand. Outside, the frosty air hit her like a wall but she kept going, the hard heels of her boots splitting the icy edges of the sidewalk. She ran past her car. It never even occurred to her to get in. She took in painful gasps of frigid air. Her mouth was cold and open, the wind making her eyes tear. She nearly fell at one patch of ice, catching herself hard against the rough scrape of a tree. Please be okay, she thought. Please, please, please. The emergency vehicles came into view as she rounded the corner onto the main street. She saw red and blue lights spinning crazily, and the bright glare of a dozen high-beam headlights. "Oh, God." Her stomach flipped as she jogged closer, rounding the end of a fire truck to see the crash scene in all its twisted glory. A fireman stopped her, his heavy gloved hand catching her square across the chest. "Ma'am, you can't go in there." "I'm FBI." She tried to break loose to find her ID but she couldn't tear her eyes away from Mulder's car. It was upside down, the windows smashed. Hunks of snow lay scattered in the street. "You can't go in there." "He's my partner!" She wrenched free of him and ran to the car. Two EMTS were crouched by the driver's side door. She fell down on her knees next to them. "Mulder? Mulder are you okay?" "Ma'am, please..." "Scully?" "Oh, God," she said, exhaling when she heard his voice. She placed a trembling hand on the shell of the car and tried to lean down to see him. "Are you all right? Mulder?" "I'm all right. My legs are stuck." It was dark, but they had high-intensity flashlights trained on him. She could see him squinting at her but there was blood running down his face. "You're okay? Can you move your toes?" "Toes are a-okay." "Ma'am, we need to you move aside so we can get your friend out of here." "Mulder," she said, reaching inside for him. His hand closed over hers and his grip was reassuringly strong. She squeezed him tight. "I'm all right, Scully. They just have to cut me out of here, okay?" "Ma'am." One of the EMTs grabbed her arm and tried to move her forcibly out of the way. "You need to let us do our jobs now. Your friend is going to be all right." "I'm a doctor," she said, not letting go of Mulder. "That's all very good, but unless you can operate the Jaws of Life, we need you to step aside and let us work. Okay?" Scully looked up and saw a man standing there ready with the tools necessary to spring Mulder. "Okay," she said, reluctantly letting go of him and trying to rise to her feet. She required EMT assistance for this small task, as adrenaline had suddenly made her legs turn to rubber. Rounded shards of glass clung to her wet pants. They backed her up more than thirty feet before going to work on the crumpled car. Scully hugged herself and tried not to give orders. The metal they were cutting was decidedly too close to Mulder's head. Manny Ahuja appeared behind her and touched her gently on the shoulder. "Hey, I got here as fast as I could. How's Mulder?" "They're peeling back the sardine can now. He seems to be okay, but of course we won't know anything until we get him to a hospital." She glanced up at him. "What the hell happened?" "Don't know. I just heard the call come in." He looked around at all the cruisers and trucks. "I don't see the other car anywhere. Looks like a hit and run. Icy street, dark night -- could be an accident." "You don't really believe that." "If it's our boy, he's sure changed his M.O." The men managed to pry open the car enough to help Mulder out onto the stretcher. Scully hurried forward again. "Mulder, are you okay?" She took his hand and he squeezed it. "Score one for American craftsmanship," he said as he turned his head to look at the scrap heap that used to be his Taurus. "Although I don't know how I'm going to explain this to the rental agency. Do you think the eleven dollar insurance surcharge will cover this?" She peered at the cut near his temple, but it did not appear too deep. He had glass flecking his hair, which she gently brushed away. "Are you hurt anywhere?" "Ma'am, we need to get him to the hospital." The EMTs started rolling the gurney to the waiting ambulance; Scully walked with them. "Is your stomach tender? Can you breathe okay? How many fingers am I holding up?" "Seventy-six." "Mulder," she said, frowning at him. "This isn't funny." But she saw one of the EMTs hide a snort against his sleeve. "I'm all right, really. My chest hurts from the seatbelt and the dash really messed up my knee, but I'm going to be fine." "He could have internal injuries," Scully told the EMTs. "He needs X-rays and possibly a CT scan." "Yeah, and you know a really good place where he can get all those things? The hospital!" They halted at the ambulance to prepare to lift him inside. "I'm going with you." "The officers can take you right behind us." "I'm going with you." Mulder weakly raised one arm. "Guys, she carries a gun. You probably don't want to have this fight." "Fine," the older one said with a sigh. "Get in." They ran the lights and siren despite the fact that it wasn't a strict emergency. Scully leaned over Mulder and used her pocket flashlight to check his pupils for proper reactivity. "When the car was in the air, my life flashed before my eyes," Mulder said as she pulled back one eyelid and peered down at him. "Check to see if it's still in there, will you?" "Mulder." She drew back and laid a hand gently on his chest. "What happened?" He covered her hand with his own. "I was on my way to meet you at Annette's when this car came out of nowhere, crossed the yellow line and slammed into me." "Accident?" "Only if he accidentally backed up and did it a second time." "Did you get a look at the car?" He shook his head. "All I saw were two headlights getting closer and closer." She gripped his hand with both of hers now and bowed her head. "You could have been killed." "I think that was the general idea, yeah." "Manny said your phone had been stolen. He said the killer may have listened to your messages. Mulder, if he heard me and went after you..." "Hey, shh. We don't have any idea what happened yet." He extracted his hand and touched her cheek. "I'm just glad he didn't go after you." "I'm not the one who made a target of myself." The ambulance pulled to a stop in front of the hospital, and the EMTs shifted to prepare for disembarking. "We're going to take him inside now and let the emergency docs have a look at him," said the one. He looked at Scully. "Assuming that's okay with you." "Yes, please," she said, not taking the bait. They unloaded Mulder, and he reached for her hand again on the outside, lacing their fingers together. "Don't knock it, boys," he said. "Most guys just get to play doctor -- I've got the genuine article." The men laughed and Scully felt her face warm, but she didn't let go of Mulder's hand. After all, she was the genuine article. ////////// Jane sat in a back booth at Mallory's with a beer in front of her. She had a file folder by her thigh and a shredded red napkin in her lap. For the third time in ten minutes, she checked her cell phone for any messages, but there were none. She had left just the one for him -- meet me at Mallory's at nine -- and she did not dare call again. She picked with her fingernail at the edge of the silver label and kept one eye on the door. A couple of unis blew in on a cold wind, stomping their boots on the mat and then bellying up to the bar. As usual, she was practically the only woman in the place. Loud, male voices echoed off the hard floor while sports played silently on the TVs. Some sort of rock song banged out a bass line she could feel in the wooden bench, and she touched the folder to make sure it didn't slide to the floor. One of the bartenders slipped free and approached her table. She saw him coming and suppressed a roll of her eyes. "Can I get you another?" he asked, wiping his hands on a green apron and nodding at her empty beer bottle. No way he would have asked her that if she'd been a lone male officer sitting in the corner. "I'm fine, thanks." "You sure?" He grinned and leaned down. "It's on the house." "No, thank you. I'm waiting for someone." She tried to see around him to the door. He gave a good-natured sigh. "Of course. All the beautiful ones are taken, right?" Jane was instantly suspicious and she gave him a second look. No one had ever called her beautiful before. "Aren't you supposed to be on the other side of the bar?" But he was not dissuaded. He smiled a bit and shoved his big hands into the pockets on his apron. "Aren't you supposed to be out catching criminals?" A sudden draft told her the door was open again, and she leaned out of the booth for a look. Across the room, Chief Windsor met her gaze and frowned. "My other party is here," Jane said to the bartender. "If you'll excuse me." He turned for a look and whistled. " I know when I've been one-upped," he said. " Tell the Chief whatever he wants to drink, it's on me, okay?" Windsor was undoing the scarf from his neck as he reached Jane's table. "I got your message," he said in a low voice. "Did we have to meet here?" "I figured this would look casual," she said as he sat down. "Besides, isn't this where you take all the girls?" "What did you want?" She picked up the folder and slid it across to him. "The top one is the print I showed you earlier, the sneaker print found at Annette Crenshaw's place. The bottom one was from the Fontana's back porch last fall." Windsor studied the images side-by-side. "They appear to match." "They're a near-perfect match. The recent one shows a little bit more wear, but I'd bet money they're from the same guy. See that mark at the top? That's an irregularity in the rubber from where the pattern didn't quite cut through all the way. It's the same in both prints." "Who are the Fontanas?" "They found two hats missing. They didn't report it until after the case made the papers, so we didn't pay much attention to the print at the scene. I figured any tracks by the doer would have been washed away by then." Windsor tapped the photos and nodded. "This is good work, Dunbar." "The killer and the hat thief are connected. We have to go over everything again with a fresh eye. Maybe he left clues at the hat scenes that he didn't leave at the murders." He leaned forward in the booth. "You can't tell the others about this." "Sir..." "We have no definite proof of a connection, not yet." "This is proof." "It's a strong lead. I'm not saying it isn't. But we need to keep this under our hats just a bit longer, so to speak." "I think the others need to know what they're dealing with." "Listen, Jane, we've got a leak somewhere. The reporters are everywhere. I had two of them tail me in here. For all I know, they've got their telephoto lenses pressed against the windowpane and they're taking shots of us right now." Uneasy, Jane glanced behind him to see if she could glimpse anyone watching. For the first time, she noticed that many of the other officers were keeping tabs on them, watching out of the corner of their eyes as they pretended to talk or argue about the game. Maybe this wasn't the best place to meet, she thought. "At least let me tell the FBI." "When we have something more concrete. Right now, it's the best lead we have, but if it gets out to the press, all he's going to do is destroy the sneakers. What good would that do any of us?" His beeper went off and he reached down to answer it. "Excuse me," he said. "I have to get this." He pulled out his cell phone and dialed the number from the pager. "Windsor here. Yes. You're kidding me. Is he hurt? Yes, okay. Yes, I know what this means. Where did they take him? I'm on my way." "Trouble?" Jane asked when he hung up the phone. Deep lines wrinkled Windsor's brow. "Someone ran Agent Mulder off the road tonight." "Oh, no. Is he all right?" "He'll live." His sharp blue eyes pierced her. "Keep a low profile, Dunbar, and remember what I told you. If I see this in the papers tomorrow, it will mean your shield. Don't make me regret bringing you on board." "I won't say anything." She took the pictures back and tucked them away. "But if the killer is going after Mulder, doesn't he have a right to know everything we've learned?" "Let me worry about Mulder. You just stay out of the papers and make sure this guy doesn't get a mind to come after you." Later, in bed that night with her doors double-locked and the evidence tucked in her desk, Jane thought back on the Chief's words. He probably hadn't meant it that way, she thought, but it had almost seemed like a threat. ///////////////////// By this time, Mulder had sampled emergency departments all across America, and he gave the Boston Mercy General ER a B- plus. It had the same over-bright lighting that gave human skin a faintly green glow, the same harried staff in white coats and mismatched scrubs and the same scratchy gray blankets that smelled like hospital laundry soap. But they let him have a Coke instead of juice and he got through X-ray in about half the time it usually took. Whether this was because of his hotshot FBI status or the fact that Scully was running interference for him, he could not say for sure, but he was willing to bet they were willing to discharge him just to be rid of her. At the present moment, she was leaning over him and examining the stitch job they had done on the cut by his hairline. "Maybe we should have the plastic surgeon take a look at it," she said, smoothing his hair back for a better view. "Just to be sure." He batted her hand away. "It's fine. It's just six stitches and no one can see it anyway. As long as I don't go bald, the world will never be the wiser." She put her hands on her hips. "It's your gamble." "Hey, my dad died with a full head of hair." "It's your mother's father you need to worry about. The primary gene for male pattern baldness is autosomal dominant inherited from the mother." He walked his fingers across the blanket and tickled her thigh. "Say 'autosomal dominant' for me again, Scully." "You are a sick and twisted individual," she replied, but she let him tickle her. "Good thing I'm in a hospital then." She reached down and took his hand. "Good thing." "Fox?" The door swung open and Diana came through it, causing Scully to drop his hand and step backward. He would have reached for her again but she was now beyond his grasp. "My, God, are you okay?" Either she was over-acting for show or the bruises on his face were worse than Scully had let on. She pushed between him and Scully and touched his cheek. "They said your car was so mangled they had to cut you out of it." "Let's just say I went from a four-door sedan to a compact in a big hurry." "Is anything broken?" "Just bent," he replied, struggling to sit up. Diana reached behind him and adjusted the pillow. "I'm fine, Diana. Really. They're taking good care of me." Scully leaned against the wall with her arms folded across her chest. When he tried to meet her gaze, Diana's face became a blur. He couldn't see them both at the same time. Extricating his hand from Diana's, he sat forward with a groan. "It's past midnight and this old man wants to get to bed. Scully, can you hand me my pants?" Scully pushed away from the wall and frowned at him. "Mulder, you haven't been cleared to leave yet. You need crutches. You need painkillers." "I can walk," he said, gritting his teeth as his bare feet hit the floor. His knee, with its deep bruise, screamed in protest. "Pants?" he said, holding out an arm towards her. Scully didn't move. "It's kind of cold out there, Scully. I'd prefer not to freeze my ass off -- literally." With an obvious sigh, Scully picked up his dirty pants and handed them to him. He sat back on the bed and looked pointedly at Diana. "Do you mind?" "Oh, of course," she said, taking the pants from his lap. "Let me help you." He snatched them back. "No, I mean would you mind waiting outside." She froze and looked at him for a moment, studying his eyes to see if he really meant it. He did. "Sure, whatever you want," she said as she straightened. "I'll just be outside." She left, the door latching softly behind her, and Scully stepped toward him. He grimaced as he bent down to slip his feet into his pants. "You didn't have to ask her to leave on my account." "I didn't. Oh, ow." Scully caught his arm as he fell forward in pain. "Easy, there." She let him use her as a brace as he slowly maneuvered into his pants. They were torn at the knee, hard in spots from the dried blood, but at least now his bare ass wasn't hanging out the back door. "She's seen more of you than I have," Scully said as he stretched behind her to grab his shirt. "And we both know you're not shy." He winced as rib muscles contracted. "You don't get what's going on here, do you, Scully?" "What?" she asked as she took the shirt from him. She held it so he could slip an arm through one sleeve. He smiled. "It's a changing of the guard." Her mouth twitched. "One more bad pun and I'm going to have the nurses in here with the drugs." "I could almost go for them right now," he said as he leaned his head on her shoulder. "Oh, Mulder." She stroked his hair. "They would be for me, not you." He chuckled and raised his head. "Let's get out of here, okay?" "I think you're going to need shoes." He looked down, and sure enough, his feet were still bare. "Right. Shoes." A few minutes later, he was dressed enough for the outside world, so they started gingerly for the car. They passed the waiting room, where Diana had been joined by Manny Ahuja and Chief Windsor. Mulder's knee hurt like hell but he knew he had to stop and say a few words. "Agent Mulder," Windsor said, extending a hand. "Good to see you up and about. How are you doing?" "I hadn't realized the human body was collapsible, but you learn something every day. They've fluffed me up again and I'll be all right." "Detective Ahuja informs me you have reason to believe this wasn't an accident." "No, sir, it wasn't. Whoever hit me knew exactly what he was doing." "So someone knew your car, knew where you were going." "Probably whoever lifted my phone," Mulder agreed. "Mulder, about that..." Manny pulled a silver Nokia from his pocket. "We found this at the scene, across the street from where your car landed. It looks like it was thrown free in the crash." Mulder took his phone and studied the casing from all angles. It had a crack on one side and a broad scratch mark consistent with hitting the pavement at high speed. "I checked my car. The phone wasn't there." "Maybe it slipped under the seat," Diana suggested. "Maybe." He handed it back to Manny with two fingers. "Do me a favor and have that printed, will you?" "I'll get right on it." "I could have it sent to our labs," Diana offered. "Faster this way," Manny replied as he returned the phone to his pocket. "I'll have an answer for you by morning." "You're really so sure someone lifted your phone?" Windsor asked. Mulder touched his head where it was beginning to ache. He wasn't really sure of anything. "The phone looks like it was thrown from a car," he said, "but it might not have been from mine." /////////// ////////////////////////// Chapter Twelve ////////////////////////// Scully drove him back to the hotel and helped him into bed before going up to her room. He took some Tylenol and turned on SportsCenter but the seatbelt-shaped bruise across his torso continued to throb. His pillow was like a lump at his back, but he couldn't reach around to fix it without his shoulder radiating sharp pain. He withstood it for another ten minutes before shoving himself out of bed. He took the white terry cloth robe that the hotel provided and put it on over his T-shirt and boxers, and then limped down the hall to the elevator. Two minutes later, he was knocking on her door. She opened it wearing a matching robe. Her hair was pinned up and her face was freshly scrubbed. "Mulder, are you okay?" "About that Vicodin," he said. "You wouldn't be willing to share, would you?" "Get in here. You shouldn't be walking around like this." She shepherded him to the bed, which was already turned down. He slipped gratefully between the sheets as she went to the bathroom. The room was now spinning in time to the pounding in his head. He felt more than heard her return, and she pressed two pills into his palm. "Take this," she said, handing him a glass of water. He drank the whole thing down before setting it on the nightstand. "Thanks." The bed shifted as she sat down, and he felt her cool hand on his forehead. "You sure you're okay?" "Yeah, I'm all right. The night just caught up with me, that's all." She propped herself up on one elbow and looked down at him. He forced himself to open his eyes all the way, and it was worth the effort -- she was naked under the robe and it was gaping at the middle. "I'd say you got what you wanted," she said. "Hmm?" He was busy looking at her breasts. "You wanted the killer to make contact. Apparently, he did - - with a one ton automobile traveling in excess of forty miles per hour." Just the words made his bruises hurt. "I was really just hoping for a letter," he said, "or maybe a phone call. Even collect would have been acceptable." "Well, he couldn't very well call you if he took your phone." He looked up at her face. "I hope he did take it, because if he didn't, it meant that he was following you. He was lying in wait just two blocks from Annette's place. If I hadn't driven by..." She shushed him by laying her fingers over his lips. "I hope he didn't take it. Because if he did, it means he was close enough to you to pick your pocket." He took her hand away but held it warmly in his own. "That would be like him. He's bold and he's clearly interested in the investigation. We know he went to the town meeting. But I have a question -- what were you doing at Annette's to begin with?" "Oh, right. You never got my message." She rolled out of bed and went to her briefcase, where she shuffled through some papers. "This is a tattoo Annette had on her shoulder," she said, showing him a photograph taken at autopsy. He squinted in the low light. "It's a yin-yang symbol." "Exactly. I recalled seeing a picture frame with the same symbol in Annette's bedroom so I went back to have a look. The photograph in the frame is of Annette and another young woman, who is identified on the back as Sandi." "Her friend, the other girl who got cut up." "The picture was dated in 1998, so they've had recent contact with one another. It shouldn't be too hard to find Sandi." He nodded and set the autopsy photo aside. "We can get started on that in the morning." The Vicodin was starting to kick in, easing his pain and making him sleepy. He heard Scully turn off the light and felt her slip under the covers with him. "All right," he murmured, "a sleep- over!" "I'm afraid if you tried to go back to your room that I'd find you passed out in the elevator." "There's a real risk of that," he agreed. He bit his lip in the darkness. "Scully?" "Hmm?" she answered over a rustle of blankets. "Why haven't you asked to be reassigned to the X-files?" She said nothing and the silence fell like lead between them. Mulder tried again. "Is it the work? You don't think it's important anymore?" "Of course not." He hesitated. "Because I don't know if Skinner told you, but the position needs to be filled in the next two days." "He told me." "If you don't express an interest, the position will default to Diana." He heard her angry puff of breath and the covers jerked. "Interesting that she's the default." "She's the only one who wants the job. Unless, unless you want it." He waited, hopeful. "It was my job." She shifted to face him and he could just make out her features in the scant light. "I did some checking, Mulder, and my position was created specifically for me. Diana's old position, the one you are always referencing about her co-founding of the X-files, it was an adjunct title and never specific to the X-Files. You were the sole full-time agent assigned to the department. The partnership did not exist until I came along." All of this was true. Scully curled into a ball under the covers and picked at the edge of the blanket. "I am the default, Mulder," she said in a quiet voice. "At least I should be." He scooted closer as best as his injuries would permit him. "So then put your name in, Scully. I told you before, the territory is yours. All you have to do is stake your claim." She was silent another minute. "A bullet going through your center," she said at last, "it has a way of getting your attention. I had a lot of time to think when I was in the hospital, a lot of time to reflect on where my life was going and what I wanted to do with it now that I had another chance. I want to feel like what I'm doing matters, that our time together counts for something." He reached out and cupped the side of her face. "Then stand up, Scully. Stand up and be counted," he murmured. She covered his hand with hers, but when she spoke her voice was tinged with sadness. "I'm standing," she said, "you just have to see me." "I see you." His hand tightened, and he tried to tug her closer but she resisted. "Scully, I see you." He kept pulling and at last she softened, allowing him to draw her close against his body. "Your ribs," she said as she tried to keep her weight off of him. "Shhh." He put his lips to her hair and wrapped his arms tight around her back. She was small and solid and warm. Slowly, her arms encircled him and she hugged him so gently, as if he might break apart under her slim weight. He could feel her eyes squeezed shut and the tension still coiled inside her. He stroked her hair, her neck, her back. "I see you," he said again, and eventually, they slept. ///////////// Mary Winthrop opened her eyes already assessing how many pills she would need to make it through the day. Just two for now, she decided, rolling over to grope the nightstand. The precious little bottle fell into her hand and she swallowed the pills dry before she threw back the covers. The place was a wreck. Laundry piled high on every available surface. Downstairs, there were dishes in the sink and somehow she was going to have to find the time to go shopping or Jake would starve. She dragged herself into the bathroom and surveyed the damage in the mirror. She looked like Kayla after chemotherapy, like she had been throwing up all night and hadn't slept in days. Her skin was dull and her hair was shaggy. Somewhere she had a box of hair dye with a smiling blonde model on the front picture, as if the elixir inside could magically transform her into such a creature. But the dye would have to wait because she was late to work as it was. God, maybe it snowed again. Then she would have an excuse to be late. She flicked on the bathroom radio as she reached for her toothbrush; the back of her mouth tasted like a dead animal. The commercial was urging her to buy a new Ford truck -- like she had that kind of money just lying around. She would kill for a new vehicle of any kind, something new and shiny with an engine that turned over on the first try. She pulled her hair back with a tie and prepared to wash her face as the news started. "Chief Windsor has confirmed this morning that FBI agent Fox Mulder was injured in a car crash last night in Medford. Agent Mulder is profiler from the FBI's Washington Bureau who has been working on the serial murder cases here in Boston. Windsor reports that, while the crash was serious, Agent Mulder was treated only for minor injuries and was released a few hours later from the hospital. He will continue to work on the task force investigation into the eight recent homicides. Windsor had no comment on the cause of the accident, but a source at the scene said it was believed to be a hit-and-run." Water dripped down Mary's chin and she grabbed for a towel. "Get to the weather report," she commanded the radio. "In related news, police are still investigating whether the murder of Annette Crenshaw is the work of the same killer who has been targeting Boston area couples. Crenshaw's autopsy results are expected to be released later on today, but WBZ news has learned that her injuries are consistent with those sustained by the victims in the other murders. And the police are apparently searching all possible angles for clues now, because Detective Jane Dunbar has joined the serial killer task force. Dunbar, as many of you know, has been tracking Boston's elusive hat thief for many months. Does her addition to the task force signal that the police believe the hat thefts are related to the killings? Stay tuned to WBZ for more details." Mary snapped off the radio and tossed the towel over the bar. She peeked between the slits in the Venetian blinds to see a gray morning but no new snow. "Crap," she said with a sigh. She found some halfway-clean clothes and wriggled into them before going downstairs to find coffee. If there was a God, Jake would have been up and making it by now. But the kitchen was deserted. The remnants of her TV dinner from last night still sat by the sink, untouched. Jake's backpack and jacket were missing from his chair, though, so he must have taken off for school already. Mary settled for instant coffee, which she put in a travel mug so she could take it with her. She gripped a stale bagel between her teeth and opened the back door with her butt. As she stumbled out onto the rickety porch, she noticed a void where her car should have been. Her heart started thudding and she tried to think. I parked it here last night. I know I did. Sometimes she was hazy about details, but she clearly remembered pulling into the driveway last night. "God damn it," she said, forcing her way back into the house through the swollen wooden door. The bagel fell to the floor and rolled away. "Who the hell would steal my piece of crap car?" She started going through her pockets and her purse for the keys, but could not find them. Oh, it had been stolen, all right, but it was an inside job. "Jake!" she hollered at the top of her lungs. "Jake, I'm going to kick your ass!" She stomped up the stairs to his room, aware she wasn't going to find him. He had taken the car, so why would he be here? She threw open the door, and sure enough, he was gone. It was impossible to tell if he had slept in his bed since it was perpetually in disarray. Clothes littered the floor. Half his dresser drawers were open. "I am going to kill you for this," she muttered, kicking his sneaker out of her way. "How the hell am I supposed to get to work? I need to work to make money, to put food on the table and buy all these piece-of-shit clothes you've got on the floor." She sank onto his bed and put her head in her hands. Tears burned the back of her eyes. She had been late three times this month already; one more time and she could get fired. "Think," she told herself, trying to still her trembling hands. "It's too late to take the T." A cab, she thought. Yes. She had only ten dollars in her purse downstairs. "You take the car, and I take your piggy bank," she told Jake's empty room. She started going through it, looking for his old Winne-the-Pooh bank. There had to be some money left in it or she was really screwed. She went through his dresser, his desk, and even checked under the bed: no bank. At last, she went to the closet and jerked open the door. A rain of hats fell down over her head. "What the hell is this?" she asked as she stooped to pick one up. It was a gray fedora with a feather in it. "What the hell is with all these hats?" And then the morning broadcast came back to her. //////////////// The phone woke Scully, dragging her from under the warm covers and the heat of Mulder's body pressed against hers. She felt for it blindly and her voice was still rough when she said hello. "Dana? It's Ray. Did I wake you?" She looked at the clock, which read nearly nine in the morning. Beside her, Mulder still slept like the dead. "I'm up," she said, keeping her voice low as she turned away from Mulder. "What's going on?" "We have a little situation that could become a problem. I'm downstairs in the lobby. Can you meet me?" "You're downstairs now?" "Yeah, I've got something you need to see." Scully cast another look at Mulder before easing out from the covers. "Okay, give me five minutes." "I'll be here." She crept into the bathroom with her clothes, where she dressed quickly and ran a comb through her hair. The worst of the damage repaired, she took just her hotel room key with her as she slipped out the door. Downstairs, Ray was dressed in his long winter coat as he paced by the front desk. "Hey, good morning. How's Mulder doing?" He had two cups of coffee in his hands and a paper tucked under one arm. He handed her one of the coffees, which she cupped in her cold hands. "He's banged up but he'll be all right." "Any leads on the guy who hit him?" "Not yet. Is that what you wanted to talk to me about?" "Actually, no." He nodded his head towards the very end of the front desk. "Here, I'll show you." She followed him away from the clerk and sipped her coffee while he pulled out the newspaper, which he spread between them on the desk. "COP CRASH" screamed the headline in big letters. Scully let out a slow breath. "I'm not surprised it made the papers," she said. "There were reporters there almost as soon as the ambulances showed up last night." "This isn't the part that concerns me." He opened the paper to the section inside that detailed Mulder's crash. "It's this sidebar over here on Mulder." She was too far away to make out the fine print, but she recognized the faces in the picture immediately; it was Mulder and Diana, a photo taken years ago, presumably when they still worked together. "I didn't know they'd been married," Ray said. "For a short time, yes. Where did the paper get this photo?" "Where did they get the story, period? This has potential for disaster, Dana. With the way that Mulder has been courting the killer, this story may as well paint a bulls-eye on Agent Fowley's chest." "Has she seen the paper?" "I don't know. I haven't been able to reach her this morning." "Can I keep this?" Scully asked as she folded up the paper. "I'd like to show it to Mulder." "Sure, it's yours. But we're going to have to figure out something soon. If this guy really took a run at Mulder last night, he shouldn't be left alone anywhere. And now, maybe the same is true for Agent Fowley." "I'll be sure to relay your concern." The clerk sidled down the desk until he was standing in front of them. "Excuse me, Ms. Scully? I have a delivery for you that came this morning." He handed a deep purple flower across the desk to her. It was wrapped in cellophane, a single large blossom atop a long, slender stem. "An iris," she murmured, holding it to her nose. It didn't have a strong scent, but it smelled like tender petals and fresh green leaves. As usual, there was no card. "Pretty," Ray offered. "Yes, it is." She looked up to find him watching her closely. "Ray..." "Yes?" She held the flower to her chest and shook her head. "Nothing. I'll talk to Mulder and let you know what he says. Thanks for dropping by with this." Upstairs, she found the lights on and Mulder sitting up in bed. He had CNN playing, which he muted when she walked in the room. His cheek was bruised but he looked less wan than he had the night before. "There you are," he said. "I was starting to wonder." "Sorry about that. I was just downstairs talking to Ray Peterkin for a moment." "Ah," he said, looking her over. "And did he bring you that flower?" "He brought the coffee, actually. And this." She crossed the room and put the paper in his lap. "There's an interesting piece about you and Diana on page twenty-one." "Me and Diana... what?" He opened the paper and scanned the article as she finished her coffee. "It's our old friend Jimmy Trumbull again with the scoop," he said when he had finished. "Ray is concerned the article could make a target of Diana." "I'm concerned too. I also want to know where he got the story." He set his jaw against the pain as he started out of bed. "But first I'm going to need some clothes." "Where are you going?" "I think it's time I talked to Mr. Trumbull myself. If he's so keen on feeding the killer information, I'd like a little control over the content." "And what am I going to do?" He looked back over his shoulder at her. "You're going to drive. My car is in the Little Shop of Horrors." ////////////////// Jimmy was in exile on the back balcony when the fibbies showed up. Amy had the kids inside, fixing their lunch, and she didn't want him stinking up the house with his cigarette. So he saw them coming a mile away, and of course he recognized them. He allowed himself a little satisfied smile as they started the long trek up the front walk. A few weeks ago he had been a nothing, a nobody, and now his name was in the paper and the FBI agents had come calling at his house. The man, Mulder, limped from his car wreck but Jimmy noticed he carried no cane. "Tough guy, are you?" he murmured. As if he'd heard, Mulder stopped on the walkway and looked up at him. Jimmy stared back until the woman tugged on Mulder's arm and they continued on their way. Jimmy hurried back inside to meet them. "FBI is here," he told Amy as he took off his coat and scarf. She glanced up from where she was serving the kids mac-and- cheese. "The FBI is here? At our house?" At that moment, the doorbell rang. "I've got it," Jimmy said as he went downstairs to meet them. "What do they want?" she yelled after him, but Jimmy didn't answer. They weren't here to talk to her. He yanked open the front door and found them standing there, just like he'd expected, only they seemed smaller up close and personal. "Yeah?" he asked them. "I'm Agent Mulder and this is Agent Scully," Mulder said, showing off his FBI badge. "I know who you are." "You appear to know a lot of things." Mulder tilted his head and gave Jimmy an almost-smile. "Do you mind if we come inside and talk to you about it?" "How'd you know where to find me?" "You're in the phone book," Scully said, and Jimmy felt the rebuke like a slap. Stupid, stupid. Some crack investigator you are. "Come on up," he invited them. "Watch the kids' crap on the stairs." He marched them up the steep and narrow staircase, past the kids' boots and toys. Amy was waiting in the living room for them with an anxious look on her face. "This is my wife, Amy," he said to Mulder and Scully. "Nice to meet you, Amy," Mulder replied. "Can I get you anything?" she asked. "Coffee? Tea? Mac- and-cheese?" "She's feeding the kids," Jimmy explained. "Don't let us keep you, hon." "Oh, okay. I'll just be in the kitchen if you need anything." She disappeared in the back but he knew she would be over-hearing every word. Their apartment was just that small. "Please, have a seat," Jimmy said. He was conscious of the threadbare sofa and the chair with the broken back. The agents wore expensive-looking suits. Mulder took out a copy of the "Boston Herald" that looked like the morning edition. "I saw your piece today," he said. "What about it? It's all true." "I didn't say it wasn't. I'm curious as to why you decided to write about my past relationship with Agent Fowley." Jimmy shrugged. "You're on the front page. You're news. Anything about you sells copy right now." "But how did you find out about it?" Jimmy locked eyes with him, feeling better now that he knew what Mulder was after with this little visit. "A reporter never reveals his sources." "So someone tipped you." He shrugged again and looked at the floor. You poor sap, he thought. You know so much less than you think you do. "Was it the same person who tipped you about Annette?" Mulder asked. "Who said I got a tip? Maybe I was doing my own investigation." Scully stared at him with the bluest eyes he had ever seen. They gave nothing away, no matter how long he looked into them. He shifted uncomfortably under the weight of her gaze. "I've been following the case for a while now." "It doesn't bother you, Mr. Trumbull," said Scully, "that you wrote about Annette's existence and that night she was murdered?" "Are you saying I had something to do with it?" "I'm saying apparently the killer is a fan of your work." "Distribution of the paper is over one hundred thousand. I can't say who reads it. I just write the truth." "Except it wasn't the truth," Mulder interjected. "The task force was not investigating Annette Crenshaw's attack." "Just because you didn't know about it doesn't mean it wasn't happening." Jimmy had tailed O'Hara and Ahuja for days. The hell they weren't investigating. Mulder tossed the paper onto Jimmy's coffee table. It was folded back to reveal his story, the one with the old file photo of him and the lady agent Fowley. It was a stroke of genius to have the photo guys dig that one up, he thought. "Your article here could have made a target out of Agent Fowley." "You're saying this guy feeds off my work?" "Someone came after me last night. But you already knew that. Now you've given the killer a new target." "But that's good, right? If you know where he's going to hit, you can be ready for him." At least, that was what Agent Fowley had said when she'd fed him the story. "That's not the point," Mulder said, leaning forward. "The point is your words are dangerous right now. The killer is watching what you write and possibly taking cues from it." "I can't control what other people do. I'm just doing my job." "Except it isn't your job, is it? You're working freelance for Hal Thompson." "Work is work." "Not if I convince him not to print it." "You--you can't do that. There's freedom of the press." Mulder stood up with effort. "I've already talked with Thompson. He doesn't want the Herald painted as spurring on a crazed killer. He's willing to work with us." "Meaning what?" "Meaning your next piece is going to be ghost-written -- by us." Jimmy rose too. "I want to talk to Hal about this. I want to talk to the lawyers. You can't just tell us what to write." "Mr. Trumbull," Scully said. "Someone is already telling you what to write. We're offering you a chance to circumvent the tipsters and go straight to the source." "I'd get an exclusive?" "When everything is over with," Mulder said. "Maybe yes." He could see the headlines now. There would be TV and movie deals, maybe a book as well. "So tell me exactly," he said, "what would I have to do?" //////////////// In the car, Scully was quiet. She had both hands gripping the wheel and she wasn't glancing over at him the way she usually did. He tapped her leg. "What are you thinking?" "I'm thinking it's dangerous for you to keep baiting the killer. I'm thinking if you had told me ahead of time that this was your purpose in visiting Jimmy Trumbull, I wouldn't have driven you over here." He smiled. "That's why I didn't tell you." "Mulder..." "Scully, it's working. I've clearly got this guy's attention now, and he's starting to break pattern." She checked the rearview mirror as he said it, and Mulder found himself looking as well. There was no sign they were being followed. "He nearly killed you last night," Scully said, her voice barely above a whisper. "I don't want to give him another chance." "I don't want that either." She looked at him then, her eyes worried. "Your plan with Trumbull..." "That's only part of my plan." Her eyebrow quirked and she looked back at the road. "Are you going to tell me the rest, or do I have to wait until we get there again?" "First, I need your phone." "I want to know what for." "To call Ahuja. We're going to need him for this." "You're not going to have him bait the killer too, are you?" "No, we're going to need Manny to fish in an old pond." He reached over and patted her pocket. "Now are you going to give me the phone, or am I going to have to go in and get it?" The side of her mouth curled up and so Mulder did a little fishing of his own. Half an hour later, they met not Ahuja but O'Hara at the evidence lock up. O'Hara was drinking out of a giant Dunkin Donuts cup and reading the Herald when they arrived. "So let me get this straight," he said to Mulder, holding up the article about Diana. "First you did that one, and now you're with this one? You FBI guys sure get around." "Where's Manny?" Scully asked pointedly. O'Hara slurped his coffee. "He said he'd catch up with us. What do you need?" "We need your help getting out the old evidence from the Crenshaw case. Can you sign it out for us?" "I can ask." He went up to the desk and made the request for them. As they waited, he leaned against the counter. "What do you want with this old stuff?" "Part of the file went missing. I'd just like to get a look at the source material." The officer returned with a box that was covered in a fine layer of white dust. "No one's touched this in years," he said. "If you want to get a look at it, I'm going to have to buzz you inside." O'Hara led Mulder and Scully to a small back room where they could examine the contents of the box. There wasn't much there. It contained a pair of black velvet heels, some ripped stockings, a red silk scarf, and a skirt and top. The skirt was cheap imitation black leather and the blouse was a red-and-white polka dot halter-top. The skirt had been dusted for prints at one point; there was still traces of powder on the front. Mulder held it up for Scully to see. "Does this say expensive call girl to you?" "She was a junkie," Scully said. "She probably wasn't wasting a lot of money on clothes." "But if you want rich clients, you have to look the part. This outfit is more dime-bag hooker." "There's blood on it," O'Hara said. "That part matches her story." "These shoes are expensive," said Scully as she picked one up. "Maybe she just skimped on the clothing." "Hey, if you're not going to be wearing it long," O'Hara said meaningfully. "What size was Annette?" Mulder asked. "Her pajamas just said small," Scully replied. "But she wasn't very big -- five feet, two inches, one hundred and ten pounds." "This skirt is a size ten." He checked. "So is the blouse." "Maybe she lost weight?" O'Hara said. "Maybe. Or maybe these aren't her clothes." O'Hara's cell phone rang and he dug it out to answer it. "O'Hara," he said. "Yeah, they're both here. Yeah." He handed the phone to Mulder. "It's Manny. He wants to talk to you." It felt good to have his hand around a phone again. "Mulder," he said. "Mulder, I got the results back on your phone and I'm afraid it's a bust. The only prints on it were yours, mine, and Agent Fowley's." //////// ///////////////// Chapter Thirteen ///////////////// Mulder found Diana in the conference room that was serving as task force central. It was lunchtime and most everyone was off wolfing down a sandwich and coffee somewhere, so she sat alone amid the stacks of file folders, framed by a photo gallery of the dead on the back wall. "You're looking about as well as could be expected," she said when she noticed him standing there. He kicked the doorstop free and let the heavy door swing shut behind him, sealing them together in the windowless room. Diana leaned back in her chair and her mouth curled up in an inviting smile. "I didn't realize this was to be a private meeting," she said. "I asked Scully to wait outside." His knee throbbed as he hobbled closer, and he leaned both hands on the back of a chair to take his weight off of it. "I wanted to make sure you understand what I am about to say very clearly, because it has nothing to do with me and her or you and her or the X- files or who owes what to whom." "You sound upset." She brushed her hair back over one shoulder. "Is something wrong?" He clenched the chair, his fingers biting into the fabric. "There was an interesting story in the Boston Herald this morning about our marriage and divorce. I talked to the writer, Jimmy Trumbull, and he wouldn't reveal his source but the only people here who knew about our marriage were you, me, and Scully. I know I didn't say anything, and Scully would rather have recreational root canal than discuss my relationship with you, so that leaves just one possible snitch left." "Our marriage is a matter of public record, as is our divorce. Anyone could have found out about it with a few simple inquiries." "Providing they even knew to look. I can't imagine Trumbull showed up at the press conferences and thought to himself, 'I bet those two used to be married!'" "Perhaps he sensed a certain history..." "Oh, save it. You fed him the story and we both know it. Is that why you took my phone? To prove some sort of connection between us?" "What? No." She rolled back from the table as if she might get up and leave. "Your prints were on my phone," he said steadily. "I never gave it to you to use, so you must have helped yourself." "I--I may have borrowed it." She did stand then, and they were eye to eye across the table. "I don't really remember. What does it matter anyway?" "You took it. You took it probably before the press conference yesterday, in the room when you...when I..." "When you kissed me." "You kissed me," he said, more loudly than he'd intended. "And you were picking my pocket at the same time." "Oh, don't be ridiculous. You sound like a virgin school girl. If you have to ascribe ulterior motives to me to justify what happened between us, that's your problem, not mine. I certainly did not steal your phone like a common thief." "So my missing phone was just a huge coincidence. That's what you're saying." "I don't know what you did with your phone! Half the time, it's lying around on the table here somewhere. Anyone could have taken it." She halted, as though aware she'd said too much, and he narrowed his eyes at her as he straightened to his full height. "Is that what happened, then? You found it lying around?" "I may have moved it out of the way once or twice." "Your prints were on the buttons, Diana." This was a lie, but she couldn't know that. "Maybe I used it by mistake." "I don't think you've ever done anything by mistake." She shook her head lightly, not looking at him. "Given our history together, I can't believe you'd say that." "What did you do with my phone?" he asked her softly. She shoved the chair out of the way with a hard push. "Fine, I checked your messages. I thought I was doing you a favor, but I gather you don't see it that way." "Funny, then, you never relayed them to me. Did you learn anything interesting? Snooping about the X-Files job, maybe? See if Skinner had called with any updates?" She looked him up and down searchingly. "I didn't find out anything," she said at last, and he saw this was the truth. How disappointing it must have been for her. "You always did give so little away." "So you figured you'd just go rifling through my life for answers." She walked to the end of the table, dragging her fingertips across its surface. "Oh, please, Fox, spare me the righteous indignation over this. I seem to recall coming home a few weeks ago and finding you -- uninvited -- in my living room. You had searched through my home pretty thoroughly, by your own admission, so don't you stand here now and pretend I've crossed some indelible line. I've only been following your lead." Mulder sagged a bit, touching the chair again for support as the pounding in his head grew louder. He rubbed his eyes with the heel of one hand. "What do you want from me, Diana?" She rounded the corner of the table and drew closer to him. "What I've always wanted, to be your friend, your comrade in arms. We work so well together, Fox." He shook his head, more to himself than to her. "If you really believed that, you wouldn't have left seven years ago." "That was my mistake," she said, her voice low and urgent. "I don't blame you for being angry." "That's just it. I'm not angry. I'm not really anything. I suppose I should be grateful that you had the strength to walk away before things got really ugly. Maybe I have been grateful. Maybe that's why..." "Why what?" She shifted to try to meet his eyes. When they connected, she drew back and blinked at him. "You've made up your mind," she said flatly. "You're going to keep Scully on the X-Files." "The choice isn't mine. It's hers." She laughed richly, but without humor. "Isn't this just true to form? She doesn't want you and all of a sudden you can't live without her. What if she says no? Have you thought of that? You'll be right back to where you were seven years ago." He studied her for a moment. "That's your real mistake, isn't it -- I will never be that person again, but you can't see that. You expected to come back here and find me just as you'd left me, and you don't understand why I'm not falling right into line." "Don't kid yourself. We're all the same, good, bad or indifferent. We may get older but we never really change." His gaze flicked over her as he considered this. "I hope not," he said quietly. It would mean he had never loved her, and he had a stupid, romantic notion that love was always real. He pushed himself upright again, preparing to leave. "Stay out of the papers," he said. "Or you could end up dead." "That's the general idea, isn't it?" she asked him, her eyes a little too guileless. "Make you look like you have a romantic attachment to catch the killer's attention?" He limped towards the door, but she followed him. "The killer wouldn't know any better," she said in a rush. "He's not falling for your charade with Scully, and all the other victims were married. You and I have that, at least." He paused, leaning on the door. "It has to be a believable attachment. You and I are no longer believable." She touched his elbow, dropping her gaze and sidling closer. "We could sell it, Fox. We could catch this guy. Remember, you're the man who can believe anything." "Not anymore." He removed her hand. "If I find you've been talking to the press again, I'll have to tell Chief Windsor." "It's too late," she said, sounding a little desperate. "I mean, the article is already out there. I've made a target of myself and this is the thanks I get in return?" "I'd clean my gun," he said as he slipped through the door. "Keep it close. And don't forget to lock your doors." The door shut between them as she continued protesting, and Mulder staggered away, his past still dragging, but the weight of it becoming more bearable with each new step. /////////////////////// Mary Winthrop called in sick to work. Mr. Callahan probably didn't believe her sob story but at that point she didn't much care. She started calling Jake's friends, at least the ones she remembered, and asking them if they knew where he might be. "Tommy," she said when she got him on the line. "It's Mrs. Winthrop, Jake's mom." Her clearest memories of him were from years ago, when she used to pick him and Jake up from Little League. He was forever a red-headed pudgy kid with dirt and orange popsicle juice on his face. "Hey, Mrs. Winthrop." His voice had deepened and he sounded like a man now. He and Jake were the same age, the same class -- did Jake sound like this and she just hadn't noticed? She strained to keep the worry from her voice. "I'm trying to find Jake," she told Tommy. "Do you know where he is?" "I haven't seen him for a couple of days." She put her head on one hand and slumped over the kitchen counter. "The last time you talked to him... did he seem okay?" "How do you mean?" God, she didn't know what she meant. Did he sound like a killer? There was no way to say those words outside of her head. "I mean, things have been a little stressful here at home with Kayla's illness, and I just wanted to make sure Jake is doing okay." "Can't you ask him?" "I'd like to, if I could find him. Do you have any idea at all where he might have gone?" "Last time I saw him, he was in Davis Square." "Davis Square? Why?" "We were just cruising and he wanted out. I figured the T runs through there, so..." "Why did he want out? Did he say?" "Well...to tell you the truth, he was pretty messed up that night. More messed up than I've ever seen him." She braced herself, eyes screwed shut as she gripped the phone tight against her ear. "Drugs?" she whispered. "No, nothing like that. He was just talking crazy." Tommy paused. "And he had a knife." Mary clapped her hand over her mouth, afraid she might be sick. "Mrs. Winthrop? Are you still there?" "Thank you." She managed to get the words out and hang up the phone despite her trembling. She tried to think. Where would he go? She reached for her pill bottle and swallowed another couple of sedatives. Just think, she told herself, but her brain felt fuzzy and far away. You've got to find him. This has all got to be some big mistake, and when you find him, everything will be okay. Just find him fast. She put on her winter coat and gloves and went out into the cold, blustery day. She had no car but she had T fare enough to get where she was going, the one place she could think that Jake might run to if he was in trouble: to Kayla. ///////////////// Scully ate her chicken salad sandwich away from the others in a small back office on the second floor. The room was undergoing renovation; there was plastic on the floor and two ceiling tiles were missing. But it had an old table, a bunch of chairs and, most importantly, a window. She had her back to the door and was watching the people outside struggle through the mounds of fallen snow when a sharp knock got her attention. She turned and found Ray standing there with a folder in his hands. "Manny said I might find you up here." She grabbed a napkin and wiped her mouth. "I just wanted a little peace and quiet." "Mind if I sit down a second?" "Not at all. Just excuse my mess." She moved her half-eaten sandwich and its wrapper out of the way as he pulled out a second chair. "I got the phone records you asked for," he said, handing her the folder. "All the long-distance numbers Annette Crenshaw called in the past two years." "Great, thanks." "You're just going to start calling them and asking for Sandi?" "Starting with the in-state numbers first, yes. Finding Sandi is our best chance to figure out what exactly happened to Annette the night she reported the assault." He shook his head. "She's one victim out of eight. Why are you so sure she's particularly important? Seems more likely he picked her just to mess with our heads. We deny she has any involvement with the other killings and so he takes it upon himself to make her involved. We look like lying idiots and he has a good laugh at our expense." "It's a possibility," she agreed. "We still have to check it out." Ray looked over his shoulder. "Where's Mulder gotten to?" "I don't know. He said he had something to do and he'd catch up with me later." "Great. I mean, I wanted to talk to you alone for a minute anyway." Scully froze while reaching for her Diet Coke. "Oh?" "My director pulled me aside today to ask about you, whether I thought you would make a good addition to the Boston Bureau. I said I think you're terrific, of course, and I would love to have you up here for good. I just didn't realize you were seriously considering a move." She covered for a minute by taking a sip of her soda. "I, uh, I haven't made any official application," she said at length. "But you're interested?" She thought of Mulder in the night, holding her with bruised arms. I see you, he said, and she was starting to believe him. Sometimes it was easier to see in the dark. "Actually, I told my AD this morning that I would take the opening on the X-Files," she said. Ray sat back in his seat, leaning away from her, and gave her a half-smile. "I knew it sounded too good to be true. It's funny, though -- back at the Academy, I never would have pegged you as the type to chase ghosts and goblins." "Back then, I wasn't." "Mulder changed you." "A lot has changed me. Mulder said it was my choice whether I wanted to return, and he was right." "I can't believe he was willing to risk letting you go." She realized then how big a risk it had been for him, how much it must have cost him to leave the decision up to her. But where Ray was frowning and befuddled, she was humbled. Risk was hard for her, hard for her to do and hard even to acknowledge its value in others. Only Mulder had ever shown her its beauty. She smiled and looked down at her soda can where it sat nestled in her lap. "I can't believe it either," she murmured with quiet awe. //////////////// Night threw darkness over them like a blanket over a parrot's cage. The moon was just a shaving in the sky and the street lamps blotted out the stars. White light beamed down on the long stretch of snow in the hospital's back yard. No one had cause to walk there so it sat pristine and silent as the grave. Jake crunched through the hard outer crust, his boots sinking deep into the frozen landscape. His fingers were raw from the cold and he hadn't eaten in over twenty-four hours. He wedged open the window and dropped down in his usual spot, taking a moment to enjoy the high heat from the nearby furnace. It made his face flush hot and his ears burn. He sniffled and wiped his nose on his sleeve. He skulked along the deserted hall until he reached the service elevator. No one was about so he slipped past it to the stairs. When he reached Kayla's room, all was dark. He opened the door as quietly as he could and sneaked inside. Her slim form was a lump under the covers. He crept up to her bed and pulled a chair behind him. All he wanted to do was sit and think for a few minutes. He was tired of driving all day. When she reached for him, he gasped. "Jake," she whispered, and he took her hand. "It's me." "You're ice cold." "Sorry," he said, scooting closer. "It's below freezing outside." She clutched him with surprising strength. He couldn't see her face in the dim light. "Jake, I'm sorry," she said, and it sounded like she had been crying. "For what?" he asked just as the lights came up. His mother stood by the wall. Her face was pale and she held a black beret in her hands. "Mom," he said as he got to his feet. "What are you doing here?" She held out the beret. "You gave this to Kayla. Where did you get it?" "From a thrift store. It only cost a dollar. Mom, what's going on?" "I found the hats," she said, barely audible. "I went to your room and I found the hats." His heart rate picked up and he started for the door. His mother moved as he did, blocking his escape. "Jake, please," Kayla called. "What have you done?" His mother's eyes were wild and stoned. "Tell me." "I haven't done anything!" He tried to shove her out of the way but she resisted. "Let go of me!" "Tell me," she said, clutching his coat. "I need to know. We can help you, Jake, but I have to know what you've done." He could hear Kayla crying in the background. "Nothing!" he roared. He shoved harder and his mother's back hit the door hard enough to knock the breath from her. She grabbed her throat and stammered. "Mom," he said, immediately contrite. "Mom, I'm sorry. I'm sorry." She grabbed him hard and held his head to her breasts. "Tell me," she rasped. "I'm sorry." Once he started, it was all he could say. He thought if he said it enough times everything would be okay. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry." Her fingers fisted in his hair so tightly it brought tears to his eyes. She dragged his head up so she could look at him. He had never seen her eyes so dark. "Did you kill those people?" "I--" She shook him. "Did you?" His eyes filled as his knees buckled. He started to collapse but she held him up. "Mom, I'm in so much trouble." One of her hands slipped down to root around in his pocket. She withdrew his knife and held it between them. He saw it glinting there, imagined its feel in his hand. He could take it from her in one easy motion and fight his way free. He could leave them both. He would never have a family again. "Mom. There was so much blood." "Tell me," she said, and so he did. ///////////////// Mulder hobbled back into the small office with two paper cups of coffee. Scully moved the phone and her papers out of the way and accepted his offering gratefully. Her eyes were starting to blur from looking at all the telephone numbers. "Any luck?" he asked her. "Not yet, but I have another dozen left to try." She took a sip of the coffee, which was surprisingly good for a cop shop brew. "This isn't bad." "But wait, there's more." She heard a rustling and he reached into his suit coat pocket and withdrew a vending-machine package of Hostess chocolate cupcakes. He tore a paper towel in half and set one cupcake in front of her and the other in front of himself. "I haven't eaten one of these since college," she said. He picked his up. "A toast." He waited until she raised hers as well, and then he touched them together. "Happy birthday," he said. "Oh my God." He grinned. "Forgot, didn't you." She put her hand to her forehead and closed her eyes. "With everything that's been going on..." "Yeah, I know." He looked at her fondly. "If it makes you feel any better, I forgot myself until I had to fill out an accident report for the Bureau. They make you write the date about a billion times and eventually it seeped in through all six layers of cortex." She looked at the sad cupcake sitting on a torn napkin. "And to think, I promised myself I'd spend this year's birthday in Maui." "I could hula if you want." "In your condition? I'd probably end up having to perform CPR." "Might be worth it." He bit his cupcake in half and ended up with chocolate frosting stuck to his upper lip. "Sorry I couldn't find any candles, but I think you still get to make a wish." She was busy looking at the chocolate smear on his lip. "Hmmm?" "A wish," he repeated. "You need to make one." "I am not wishing on a Hostess Cupcake from the vending machine." He smiled, making the chocolate look even more enticing. "Yeah, you'd probably wish for a mansion and end up with a double-wide trailer." He pointed at her cupcake. "At least take a bite." "I don't know..." His hand moved closer, touching her middle and toying with a button on her blouse. "Come on, Scully," he said, leaning in. "One little bite." "Okay." He froze as she kissed him; she could feel his hand waving around behind her head before he finally grabbed her tight. She had one arm around his neck and the other on his thigh and he tasted like chocolate and sin. Regretfully, she broke away. They were both breathing unsteadily. She sat back and licked the corner of her mouth. The chocolate was completely gone from his face. "You're right," she said. "Not bad." He was spared from answering because her phone rang. "Boston Police Department, this is Agent Scully speaking." "Agent Dana Scully? This is Max Bloomenthal. You left a message on my machine earlier?" Max, she thought, scrambling for her papers. "Yes, Mr. Bloomenthal. We are trying to locate a woman named Sandi Plecker." "Well, that's why I'm calling. She's sitting right here." //////////////// Jane was where she usually was at nine o'clock at night -- sitting at her desk with her shoes off and her hair loosened into a ponytail. She was eating an apple and going over some old reports of the previous hat thefts. One of the guys thought it would be funny to leave a patrolman's cap on her chair, so she was wearing that too. The phone rang, and it was the dispatcher. "Detective Dunbar, I've got a lady who says she needs to talk to you right away. She says she has information about your hat case." "Patch her through," Jane said, rocking back in her chair. She stretched and prepared for another crank. "This is Detective Dunbar. How can I help you?" For a long moment, all she heard was ragged breathing. "Hello?" "Detective," said a woman's voice at last. "I've seen you on TV. You seem like a good person." This was not the usual intro, but Jane was prepared to play along. "I try to be," she replied. "And you are...?" "Do you have any children?" "No, Ma'am I don't. I've got two nephews, though." "I have two children myself." Jane checked the wall clock and wondered how long this was going to last. "I was told you had information for me," she said, hoping to spur the woman along. "I was wondering if you might come out to my house. My boy Jake and I would like to talk to you face-to-face." "Talk about what?" The woman hesitated again. "About that case you've been working on, the one with the missing hats." "Do you and your son know something?" "You might say that." She paused. "I found them all in his room." Jane sat up, instantly more alert. Don't get ahead of yourself, she cautioned silently. This is still probably a crank. "He wants to turn himself in," the woman said, her voice wavering. "But I want to make sure he's going to be okay first. He's a good boy." "Your son has confessed?" "He's ready to tell you the whole story." She scrambled for a pen and scratch paper. "Give me your name and address and I'll be right there." She tucked the phone under her chin as she scrawled the information. "I'm coming right away, Mrs. Winthrop. I promise." "Just you, right? No one else will come." "I... I'll see what I can do, all right? I promise not to show up with a posse." "No lights and sirens. Please. I don't want the neighbors to know." Lady, if your son is a serial killer, his secret isn't long for this world, Jane thought. "I'll be discreet," she promised. She started out the door and then remembered she didn't have her jacket. As she plucked it from the back of her chair, she caught sight of Annette's picture from the murder scene. There was a chance that she was walking into the home of the man who had done this. Suddenly uneasy, Jane glanced around the station at the other cops. O'Hara was eating a donut. She didn't see any sign of Manny. The only one who knew the whole story was Windsor. She snatched up the phone and dialed his number. "Yeah, this is Windsor," he said. "Chief, I need you to come with me." "Who is this?" "It's Jane Dunbar, sir. I may have found our killer." //////////////////// Sandi Plecker lived about twenty miles outside of Boston in a ramshackle house with her boyfriend. He answered the door with bare feet, ripped jeans and a flannel shirt over a T- shirt from a Cure concert. "I'm Max," he said. "Come on in." There was a low-hanging light fixture in the small entryway that Mulder had to duck. Scully followed him as Max led the way to the kitchen. It had a grungy stove and peeling linoleum. The whole place smelled like clove cigarettes. At the table, Sandi sat with a mug in her hands. She looked just the same as she had in the photo Scully had found -- long blonde hair, thin eyebrows and watery blue eyes. "You the FBI?" she asked. "I'm Agent Scully and this is Agent Mulder." "Please, have a seat," Max said. "Can I get you some herbal tea?" "No, thanks. We're just here to talk to Sandi." She crossed her arms over her breasts. "About what?" "About Annette Crenshaw." At the mention of her name, Max reached out and rubbed Sandi's arm. "I heard about what happened to her," Sandi said. "I can't believe it." "When was the last time you talked to Annette?" Scully asked. "Three weeks ago? We had lunch in the city." "Can you think of anyone who might have wanted to harm her?" Sandi looked confused. "I thought it was that psycho, the one from the news who's been killing all those people." "We're just trying to learn as much about Annette as we can," Scully explained. "She was a sweet person. I can't believe anyone would do that to her." "Annette was attacked once before," Mulder said. "She reported it to the police." Sandi's expression became more guarded. "I don't know anything about that. I wasn't there." "We know you and she were friends," Mulder said. "You worked together." "I don't do that anymore." Again, Max patted her. "Annette said you were also attacked around the same time she was." "Annie told you that?" "Was it true?" She shrugged and started rotating her mug of tea where it sat. "I had a guy get freaky on me, yeah. He seemed normal at first. Then he wanted to tie me up. I'd done that before, no biggie. But he tied me tight. And then he wanted me to play dead. I get the creeps just thinking about it." "Did you know this guy?" Mulder asked. "Huh-uh. He was a first-timer. Barbara -- that was who ran the whole thing -- she tried tracking him down from his credit card, but I turned out to be stolen. He got away with it, but not before leaving me with a little something to remember him by." She pulled down her sweater to reveal a scar on her neck. "He cut you?" asked Scully. "I thought he was going to kill me. I really did. But I guess he just lost his nerve or something. He untied me and dropped me off outside of the city. When the same thing happened to Annie, I said, 'that's it, I've had enough. I don't want to end up dead before I'm twenty-five.' I got out of the business and took Annie with me." "We heard she might have had a little help." Sandi looked wary. "What do you mean?" "Her parents seemed to think that someone paid Annie to keep her mouth shut. We're wondering if she might have known the guy who did it." "Annie? No, she would have told me. Right?" "You're the one who knew her," answered Scully. "Annie had some high roller clients. We all did. Maybe she asked one of them for some money. I bet that they'd be willing to open their wallets for her." "Anyone in particular she might have turned to?" Mulder asked. Sandi shook her head vaguely. "Someone in law enforcement, perhaps," Scully suggested. Sandi tensed and pulled her mug close to her chest. "I told her not to report it," she mumbled. "Annie wouldn't listen. She said she knew someone who could make it right." "Who?" Scully pressed. "Did she say?" "She didn't want to, but eventually she told me." Sandi looked up at them. "He's all over TV, the pompous jackass. She used to call him Chief Wind-bag." ///////////////////// ////////////////// Chapter Fourteen ///////////////// They sat in their dark car outside Sandi Plecker's place, both of them frozen from the shock rather than the cold. Scully looked at Mulder and saw the hot puffs of his breath misting in front him, saw the sheen of wild adrenaline in his eyes. She had the wheel, her leather-covered hands resting on either side, while Mulder gripped the side passenger's armrest. "Mulder..." she said, not really sure where she was going with the statement, but he cut her off. "Makes you wonder, doesn't it?" He turned his head slowly, without moving any other part of his body, like something out of a fun house horror show. His eyes were black in the night. "Chief Windsor is in charge of the whole investigation." "Makes you wonder how much of the evidence we can trust." "I did the autopsies," she said. "I sent the results to the lab for analysis." "And who's to say he didn't go in there and alter them?" Forget altering evidence, Scully thought as she looked at her lap. The Chief was possibly their killer. "Give me your phone." Mulder held out his gloved hand. She fumbled around in her pocket with cold-numbed fingers until she fished it out for him. "What are you going to do?" "I want to call Manny Ahuja and have him meet us at the evidence locker again." "Mulder, he works for the Chief. If we let him in on this..." Mulder put the phone to his ear. "He's the one that started us down this path to begin with. Do you think he would've tracked down Annette Crenshaw if he knew he'd find a dirty Chief of Police on the other end?" "I hope so." He looked at her quizzically. "If he's afraid of outing the Chief, Mulder, there's no way he's going to meet us." "I don't plan on telling him," Mulder replied before Manny picked up the phone. "Hey, Ahuja, it's Mulder and I've got Scully with me. I need you to do us a little favor." /////////// Jane reached the quiet street before Chief Windsor did. The address Mrs. Winthrop had given her turned out to be a two- story flat with aging wooden shingles and a rickety fire escape winding like ivy down the back side. A person could jump down from there into the alley and easily disappear into the night. She rubbed her hands together to warm them and cast a look down the street for any sign of the Chief, but she appeared to be the only soul alive. Most of the other houses were dark, the parked cars silent, and the too-white street lamps cast an eerie glow over everything. On the second floor of the Winthrop home, a curtain moved and Jane caught a glimpse of a shadowed figure watching her. She blew on her fingers and hunched her shoulders as the wind picked up. Can't put this off forever, she thought. Her boots crunched through the snow and ice as she walked up the front walk and onto the porch. Mary Winthrop yanked open the heavy door before she had a chance to knock. Her pale blue eyes were stricken, the tender skin beneath them wet and swollen. She clutched a ravaged tissue in one hand and held her heavy sweater closed with the other. "Thank you for coming so quickly," she said to Jane as she backed up to let her into the house. "I didn't know who else to call." Jane kicked the loose snow from her boots before stepping up into the entryway. The hall was dark but light shone from a room behind them. She touched her weapon to make sure it was on her hip as she peered around Mary Winthrop in search of her son. "You did the right thing, ma'am," she said. "We want to make this as easy as possible for Jake." Jake. Jane's family had owned a dog named Jake when she was small, a great big goofball retriever who had chased her and her brothers around the yard during the day and made a perfect floor pillow for watching TV at night. "Jake's a good boy," his mother said, an echo of words Jane had used years ago as she'd frolicked with her dog. She gave the woman a queer look and tried to nod in agreement as she wondered just what the hell Jake had told his mom about his sins. Have you read the papers, she wondered? Do you know the evil your son has done? "He's been mixed up," Mary said as she led Jane deeper into the house, "after his dad left and his sister got sick. I think maybe this was just his way of acting out -- you know, to get some attention." "Uh-huh." Jane looked around the shabby living room. The gray-green sofa might have been fashionable in the 70s, but the cushions had worn flat and the stitching had come loose at one arm. The coffee table was clean but nicked; a well- thumbed TV Guide lay next to the remote. Maybe if you had given some of that attention to Jake instead of the TV, Jane thought. "Is Jake here now?" she asked pointedly. "He's upstairs. I'll get him." Jane wandered the room, peering at old family pictures as Mary went to summon her son. She picked up a portrait photo of two kids, a boy and a girl who appeared to be close in age -- about seven or eight, Jane guessed -- both of them apple- cheeked and smiling for the camera. In the back, Mary called up the stairs, "Jake, Jake! Can you come down here, please?" She might well have been calling him for supper. She walked to the edge of the room, and through the open archway to the small dining room, she could just make out the staircase in the dim light. Jake emerged from the shadows, the wooden stairs creaking with each step. Mary put an arm around him and shepherded him forward into the light. "Jake, this is Detective Dunbar." He had longish, dark hair that hung down over one eye. His hands were shoved deep into the pockets of his baggy jeans, and the plaid shirt he wore gaped open to reveal a faded T- shirt with Oscar the Grouch on the front. He looked like all the boys Jane had pined for in high school and not much like a murderer. Still, she minded her training. "May I see your hands, please?" Jake gave his mother a worried look, but she nodded. He withdrew large, pale hands and showed them to Jane with the palms facing up. His fingers had a fine tremor to them. "Turn your pockets inside out for me, please." Jake did as she asked, sending a stick of bubble gum, a polished rock and a mini deck of cards to the floor. He had yet to say a word. "Why don't we sit here at the table?" Jane suggested as she pulled out a heavy oak chair. "You can tell me what you told your mother." Jake didn't move. He returned his hands to his pockets and looked at Jane with dull eyes. "I took the hats," he said, his voice barely above a whisper. "I'm the guy you've been looking for." Jane recalled the sneaker print at Annette Crenshaw's home and dropped her gaze to check out Jake's footwear -- Converse hi-tops, the same brand as the print. She cautioned herself to move slowly so as not to frighten him off. "Why don't we sit down?" she said again, turning her back to him. "I could show them to you." His soft words vibrated through her, making her heart quiver, and she froze momentarily. "They're upstairs in my room," he said. "It's true," Mary said as Jane turned around. Her eyes were dark, their pupils dilated. She spoke in hushed tones. "That's where I found them." "Then let's go," Jane said. She followed them up the creaking stairs into the dark upper floor. The hall smelled like dust and old wood. Jane reached out her hand to the banister to steady herself through the unfamiliar terrain. Jake led them to his room, where he pushed the door open with the flat of his hand. He flipped the switch to reveal two naked light bulbs at the center of the ceiling. The bed was unmade, blankets slipping to the floor, and clothes and crusted dishes littered every possible surface. Jake walked a few steps to the right and then moved so she had a clear line of sight. "Here they are." It was like finding a buried treasure; the bounty spilled out from the closet to the floor. She had seen pictures of the stolen hats, had imagined them a hundred times over as she had worked the case, but now here they were in front of her, a mishmash of colored felt, knit yarn, and tough, baseball- cap wool. Part of her wanted to drop to her knees and throw them in the air with joy. It had seemed impossible that she would ever find them again. "They're all here?" she asked. "Not all." He backed up until he sat on his bed. "Some of them are with my sister in the hospital." "Kayla," his mother supplied. "She has leukemia." Jane recalled all the jokes from her early days on the hat case. *Start rounding up bald guys, Dunbar. They're your best suspects!* I'm going to need separate evidence bags for every one of these, she thought as she studied the mess. Downstairs, the doorbell sounded, followed by someone pounding on the front door. Jake and his mother both jumped at the noise. "I thought you were going to come alone," Mary said to Jane. "That's probably my boss," Jane replied. "I need him to help negotiate a surren- an interview of this magnitude." The Chief banged again as Mary still didn't move. "He's a good guy," Jane told them both. "He can help you." Mary hesitated a beat longer and then moved for the door. "I'll be right back," she whispered, leaving Jane alone with her son. "These hats," she said to him, "they aren't the whole story, are they?" "I don't know what you mean." "I'm talking about the other night, about Annette Crenshaw." From the way the color drained from his face, she knew he understood. "I know you were there," Jane said. "Your shoes put you in her kitchen." He stuck his feet under the dirty sheet, but Jane had already spotted a second pair of sneakers in among the hats. She fished out the nearest one and held it up with two fingers, studying it under the light. "Looks like blood on this one." "I didn't kill anyone." "Who said anything about killing?" she shot back, and he hunched his shoulders. "I saw the news. I know that lady is dead." "I'd say you knew about it long before the news." She heard the tread of feet on the stairs and the low rumble of the Chief's voice. Damn, and I was just getting somewhere, she thought as Jake looked expectantly at the door. "He's really never been in any trouble before," Mary was saying as they entered. Windsor had on a Russian fur hat, perhaps the only thing missing from Jake's collection, and a navy scarf wound around his neck. Jake leapt off the other side of the bed and pressed himself against the windows. For a moment, Jane feared he would flee. "Jake, wait a second," she said. "He's not going to hurt you." "I know you. I know you!" Jake was trembling as he looked at Windsor. "You were there the night she died." Jane looked from the teenager to her boss, whose mouth was set in a grim line. "Son," he said, "we're going to take you some place where we can talk." "I saw you," he said. "You were there." He turned wild eyes to Jane. "He was there. I found her and she was dead, but he was there!" Jane felt each single hair stand up on the back of her neck. "Sir?" "He doesn't know what the hell he's talking about," Windsor said. "And we're taking him downtown now." "I'm not going anywhere with you!" Jake was still shaking, and there were tears in his eyes. His mother ran to him and threw her arms around him. "I won't let you take him." "Look, you have no choice -- I have a warrant," Windsor said, and Jane looked at him in surprise. So that was why he was late. Sirens wailed in the distance, growing louder. "Don't make this difficult for your son." "Please, don't do this," Mary begged. The Chief started forward, but Jane stepped between them. "The boy can ride with me," she said. Windsor towered over her, his lip curled back over yellowed teeth. "You're dangerously close to insubordination here, Dunbar." Blood pounded in her ears but she stood her ground. "Charge me as you see fit," she said. "The boy is riding with me." She held out an arm to Jake and motioned him to her. "Let's go, Jake." Her knees managed to hold her up all the way downstairs and back to the car. She put Jake and his mother in the rear and climbed behind the ice-cold leather steering wheel. When she started the engine, a great cloud of white steam billowed out from under the car, obscuring the arriving cruisers' lights into a bleary red haze. Jakes eyes, little more than a pair of white rims, met hers in the rearview mirror. He said nothing as she started the car forward. They drove to the station in silence with the high glare of the Chief's headlights bearing down on them from behind the entire way. //////////////////////////////////////// The door flew open with a gust of wind and Manny stood on the other side with stray flakes of snow in his hair. He entered, shoulders hunched against the cold, and held his hands to his mouth to blow on them. "This better be good," he told Mulder and Scully. "I left a nice warm bed with a nice warm woman in it." "We need you to get us into the locker again," Mulder said. "Now?" Mulder stood aside and motioned for Manny to approach the officer behind the desk. The man was entering something into a computer spreadsheet and listening to oldies on the radio. "Is your party finally complete now?" he asked them in a bored voice. "Detective Ahuja," Manny said, hauling out his shield for display. "I need to pull the Crenshaw box." "You know the drill. Fill out this form and I'll bring it to you around the side here." Manny scrawled his information on the form and led Mulder and Scully to the small, windowless room, where they waited for the evidence box to arrive. Scully pulled out a chair while Mulder hobbled to the far end of the table and sat on the edge. Manny took off his gloves. "Are you going to tell me what this is about?" Scully looked at Mulder, who shook his head almost imperceptibly. The silence stretched out and Manny tried again. "Look, something must have happened for you guys to pull me out of bed and drag me down here to look at this stuff again." The officer brought the box labeled "Crenshaw -- 03921" into the room and set it on the table. "Here it is. Have a blast," he said as he exited again. Manny reached for the box but Mulder stopped him. "We're going to need to take this with us," he said, and Manny folded his arms across his chest. "Not until you tell me what we're looking for." "Nothing we can see here. I want to take it to the lab and have Scully run some tests on it." "This stuff has been through every test there is. The blood, the semen stains -- they've all been analyzed." "I'm not after the contents," Mulder said, and Scully got his meaning immediately. If Windsor had been down to tamper with the evidence, he might have left his fingerprints on the Crenshaw evidence box. Manny had caught on too, and he narrowed his eyes at them. "You're thinking I'm right about a dirty cop," he said. "You think someone was down here messing with this box." "Someone with the power to sign it out, no questions asked." Manny sighed and wiped his hands on his jeans. "My prints are already all over it, but every cop is in the system. Should be easy enough to eliminate." Scully already had her reference sample in mind. Chief Windsor's prints would also be on file and easy enough to check. "What do I tell the desk sergeant?" Manny asked. "The truth," Scully answered. "That we're taking the evidence to the lab for more testing." "You have a suspect yet, or is this just a fishing expedition?" Manny asked. "Call it fishing," Mulder said, sliding off the table. At that moment, Manny's cell phone gave a muffled ring from inside his coat pocket. "Busy night," he commented as he took it out. He glanced at the ID, and his face registered surprise. "It's O'Hara. I thought he went home hours ago." Manny answered the call as Scully put on gloves to pick up the box. "Hey, man, I thought you were taking it easy tonight. What gives? You're shitting me. And they brought the kid in now? I'll be right down." He snapped off the phone and looked at them. "Dunbar caught her hat thief, and he may just be our killer too. She's got him in the box downtown. I've got to get over there fast." "I'll go with you," Mulder said, limping after him as quickly as he could. He turned back over his shoulder to look at her as she followed them down the hall to the door. "I'd make sure to do those tests yourself," he advised. "Let me know what you find out ASAP." "I'm on it." Outside, the parking lot was dark and the wind howled in her ears. She kept her head down and held the box protectively against her chest. When she reached the car, she went to the passenger side to tuck the evidence safely on the seat. She stood as Manny's car peeled past at great speed, the flashing light lit up like a pinball machine. For her part, Scully walked cautiously over the ice-crusted parking lot as she rounded her car to get behind the wheel. He may be our killer, Manny had said. But she had evidence that might prove otherwise. She nudged the car out of the lot and headed straight for the lab, the balance of two lives resting on the seat beside her. ////////////////////////// Jake hunched down in the hard chair they had provided for him in the interrogation room. His mom sat to his left, gripping the edge of the table to still the trembling he knew she was feeling. Can't very well pop the pills here in front of everyone, now can you, Mom. "Some great idea you had," he said to her, "going to the cops like this." "You think they weren't going to catch up with you?" she whispered back. "You were at a murder scene!" He remembered the yowling cat and the dead woman's expression. He had crept into the dark room and found the closet door. He had it open and was shining his flashlight in for hats when the smell hit him. Without thinking, he had trained the light in the direction of the foul odor, and that was when he saw her. The sheets were bloody and she was tied to her bed. He'd thought she might still be alive because her eyes were open, but a few steps closer and he discovered the truth. "I didn't kill her," he told his mother for the hundredth time. "You have to believe me." "It doesn't matter what I believe," she said, rubbing her forehead with one hand. "What matters is what they can prove." "They can't prove I did it," he said, but the words lacked conviction. "That Chief guy was there. I saw him sitting in his car when I went by the place the first time. Maybe he did it." "Don't be ridiculous," his mother snapped. "He was probably there to interview her or something." "What if he tries to frame me?" "Jake." She grabbed his head with both hands. "Just don't say anything else, okay? We're going to find you a lawyer." "How are we going to afford that?" She dropped her hands and shook her head sadly. "I wish you'd thought of that before you started breaking into people's homes and stealing from them." He wished the same. He hung his head backwards over the chair and looked at the cracked ceiling. The room had no windows, no air. The heat had been turned way down and he knew that there were men on the other side of the large mirror watching him. He sat up and looked right at it. The Chief was back there; he could feel it. The door started to open, and he held his breath to see who would come through it. It wasn't the Chief and it wasn't the Detective lady either. This guy had a cut on his cheek and walked with a limp. "Mrs. Winthrop, Jake," he said, nodding to them. "My name is Fox Mulder and I work for the FBI. Are you doing all right? Can I get you anything?" "I'd like to call a lawyer," his mother said. "Certainly, you can use the phone any time you'd like, but Jake will have to stay here with us." "You can't talk to him without me." "On the contrary," the man said. "We can talk all he wants - - his statements just can't be used against him in court." Jake started to feel ill again at the mention of court. "You want anything to eat or drink?" Agent Mulder asked them, like they were out at a restaurant and he was their waiter. Jake shook his head. "Nothing? No coffee? Soda?" "A little heat would be nice," Jake said. "Yeah, you wouldn't think the Boston PD would be behind on their oil bill." He went over and banged on the mirror with the soft side of his fist. "A little heat in here, please?" Almost instantly, the vent in the ceiling began to pump out hot air, and Agent Mulder took a seat across from Jake. "So," he said, folding his hands on the table. "Hats. Were you starting a collection, or did you just really not like that haircut?" "Don't answer that," his mother said. "He's already on record admitting to the hat thefts," Agent Mulder said in a reasonable tone. "I'm just curious as to his motivation." "They don't send the FBI in for some missing hats," his mother said. "You're here to get him to admit to murder." "Not if he didn't do it." Agent Mulder looked at Jake, his expression blank. "Did you do it, Jake?" "Don't answer that," his mother said again. "You should answer it," Mulder said. "You should answer everything because right now the cops are going through your house with a fine-tooth comb. They already have your sneaker with blood on it. That puts you in Annette's house, in her bedroom even, the night she was killed. If you've been following the media coverage of this at all, then you know the cops need someone to pin this on. They're getting desperate, and you look mighty good to them right now." Jake crossed his arms and wiped sweaty palms on the sides of his shirt. "Locking me up won't help them," he said, his voice on the edge of tremor. "Because I didn't kill anyone." "Okay, convince me." Mulder sat back in his chair as though he was settling into a Barcalounger in front of the TV. "What?" "You want to tell your side of the story, this may be your only shot to do it. The guys on the other side of that mirror there are drawing up the papers to charge you with murder." Jake eyed him. "And you want me to think you're my friend. Right, like I believe that crap. You're on their side, and you think if I start talking you can get me to say I killed that woman." "What makes you think that?" "I watch TV. I know how this works." Mulder looked at him a minute, and then stretched across the table, so close that Jake could feel his breath on his face. "Watch a lot of crime shows, do you?" he asked, and Jake turned his head away so he didn't have to see the agent's eyes. "Well, then maybe you remember this part too -- the cops always win." "You leave him alone!" his mother said, grabbing Jake's arm. Mulder sat back. "Hey, I'm the only one here willing to entertain the idea that he's not a killer. But if he doesn't want to talk..." He pushed away from the table and started to get up to leave. "Wait," Jake said. "They're really going to charge me?" Mulder shrugged as though he didn't really give a damn. Jake looked at the mirror and imagined again the faces on the other side. "That guy from before," he said in a low voice, "the Chief. Is he out there?" "Why do you ask?" Mulder replied, and Jake saw the sudden interest in his eyes. "I don't want him listening in." "I'm not sure I can stop him." "Jake, I really think we should wait for a lawyer." "It's the truth," he told her. "You always said the truth could never hurt me." She looked sad suddenly as she brushed hair from his eyes the way she had when he'd been a little boy. "I'm not sure that's the case anymore," she whispered. Jake took a shuddering breath and looked at Agent Mulder. "I was at her house that night but I didn't kill her. She was dead when I went inside. But I walked by the place earlier, around nine -- you know, to check it out and look for a way in. I saw the lights on and there was just one woman inside. That Chief guy, he was sitting in a car outside her apartment." "You're sure," Mulder said. "You're absolutely sure it was him?" "I knew him from TV. I knew he was a cop so I just kept walking. When I went back later, he was gone and that woman was dead." "Did you see him get out of the car?" "No. I just saw him sitting there looking at her front door. The lady was already dead when I went into the house. You gotta believe me." "You know what?" Mulder tapped his fingers lightly on the table. "I do." /////////////////////////////////// Mulder exited the room to find a small crowd gathered around the two-way mirror. Jane Dunbar had a front-row seat, as did Manny, O'Hara, and Ray Peterkin. Diana and Chief Windsor hung back, the Chief leaning against the wall with his hands shoved in his pants pockets. "So he's sticking to his story," Jane said. "Annette was dead when he got there." "He's pretty clear on that." Mulder looked at the Chief. "He's pretty clear on the part where you were there too." "I can explain." Mulder braced himself against the wall to take some of the weight off his bad leg. "I think we'd all like to hear it." "When I saw on the news that Crenshaw was implicated in the serial homicide investigation, I looked her up and went over there. I wanted to find out if she knew anything." He glared at Manny. "That's when I found out I had you to blame for the whole mess. She told me you'd tracked her down and asked her questions about an old assault case. I talked with her for maybe fifteen minutes, was satisfied she didn't have any information to contribute to the task force, and I left." Manny looked from Mulder to the Chief and back again. "That's a lie." "The hell it is," Windsor said, straightening himself up. "That girl was just fine when I left her." "Maybe so, but you didn't hear about her on the news. The story broke at ten pm -- I know because Annette called me herself to chew me out when she saw the story. That kid in there says he saw you at her place around nine." "Did you see a watch on him?" Windsor said with a snarl. "Because I sure don't. He's a thief, he's got blood all over his shoe, we know he was in the house, and we confiscated a knife from his bedroom. You're going to take his word over mine? Think long and hard about your career before you answer me, Ahuja." "I believe him," Mulder said, mostly because he wanted to see how the Chief would react. His cheeks puffed out and he turned a dark red. "If you're accusing me of something, you'd damned sure better have the evidence to back it up. I've been in law enforcement since you wore short pants and tugged on your momma's apron strings." "I'm not accusing you of anything," Mulder replied as he pushed away from the wall. He nodded at Jake on the other side of the window. "He is." "Well, then he's a liar," the Chief said, his voice dangerously soft. "He's caught and he knows we've got him. He'll say anything to get a better position. If your insinuations against me rest solely on the time-telling abilities of a teenager, a common criminal, then they don't teach 'em like they used to at the FBI." He stalked off and left them standing there in silence. Jane looked at Mulder. "Do you believe his story? That he was there to ask her about the TV news report?" "I believe he's right about one thing -- no one will believe differently based on the word of that boy." He left the small room then, half dragging his wounded leg behind him as he moved toward the main bullpen of the station. Diana followed him. "You know something, don't you," she said. "Something you're not telling the rest of us." He halted, weary. "I don't want to play twenty questions with you." "Then tell me what's going on." "I can't tell you what I don't know." He had absolutely no proof that the Chief was guilty of anything more serious than an indiscretion with a call girl some years ago. Diana bent her head to him, her voice a low murmur. "If you have any indication that Windsor is dirty..." "I don't." She drew back and looked at him, as if searching for some magic indicator that he was lying to her. "Tell me then... where's Scully?" "She's not here some place?" He made a show of looking around for her. "No, but I bet you know exactly where she is." He patted himself down. "You know, she might have left a message on my cell phone -- oh wait, someone took it from me and then it ended up wrecked in the accident." "I told you I didn't take your phone. I borrowed it and then I put it back." Jane appeared before Mulder could say anything else. "The kid has lawyered up," she said. "His mother won't let him say another word for now, but it hardly matters on the hat thefts. We've got him cold on that one. I just need for people to come in and ID their hats from the ones we took from Jake Winthrop's bedroom." "Will there be a line-up?" Mulder asked with a smile. "Tell me, sir, can you pick out your Yankees cap from among these five here?" Jane smirked back. "Shows what you know. No one around here would be caught dead with a Yankees cap." A puzzled look came over her as she, too, peered around the room. "Hey, where is Agent Scully? Shouldn't she be here?" Diana crossed her arms. "I was just asking the same thing." At that moment, Mulder spotted a familiar face across the station room. "Look, it's Jimmy Trumbull. He's an investigative reporter -- maybe he knows were Scully is. I'd better go ask." He hurried away as fast as his leg could take him. Jimmy had a notepad out and an openly curious expression on his face. "Agent Mulder, I heard a pair of unis talking outside on smoke break, and they said something about you guys arresting the hat thief tonight." "That is the word on the street," Mulder agreed. "Any truth to it?" Mulder bit his lip. "Tell you what," he said. "Let's go down the street and you can buy me a drink. I want to talk to you about our joint project." "You mean the plan to lure out the killer? The guys outside said the kid you got locked up already looks pretty good for the murders." "Let's just say they don't have the full story." He grabbed Jimmy's elbow and steered him toward the door. Turning back over his shoulder, he called to Jane. "If Scully calls, tell her I'm at Mallory's bar, okay?" Jane waved to signal she'd heard, and Mulder walked Jimmy out into the cold night. The reporter shuddered against the wind and pulled his leather jacket closed. "I took the T here," he said. "My wife has the car." "Well, the whole world knows where my car is," Mulder said. "In a scrap heap somewhere. Looks like we're walking." Jimmy eyed his leg with some skepticism. "You don't look like you're making it to the corner, let alone six blocks." "We'll walk and talk," Mulder said, hobbling along. "Take my mind off it." "You mind if I record this?" "I'd prefer you didn't." Jimmy shrugged and returned his pocket recorder to his coat. "Suit yourself." "The cops are right," Mulder said as they walked. "We did arrest a teenage boy tonight who confessed to the hat thefts." "And the part about the killing?" "I don't think he did those." "Why not? Source I had said he was there the night of Annette Crenshaw's murder." "For one thing, these crimes are too sophisticated for someone that young, and for another, this guy is taking his cues from the newspaper, and this kid doesn't strike me as a big reader." "Do you have any other leads then?" Mulder glanced sideways at him. "Like you said, the cops think they have their man." "They'd look pretty damned stupid if there was another murder. Windsor's career would never recover." That's one way to put it, thought Mulder. Out loud, he said, "What can to you tell me about Windsor?" "Mostly has a good rep. He got the job six years ago, and right after there was some talk about a rookie woman cop that he may or may not have propositioned. She left the squad and moved away -- no charges or anything -- and Windsor made a big point after that of promoting women, giving them opportunities and stuff like that. He helped clean up the Combat Zone and has quieted some of the gang violence in Chinatown, so people are willing to look the other way on the womanizing rumors. They figure if Mrs. Chief doesn't want to complain, then neither should they." "This incident with the rookie, how far did it go?" "The way I heard it, he had a few beers in him and said something he shouldn't have. That's it. Why, you know something different?" "No. He seems inclined to believe it's the kid, that's all, and I was wondering about his background." "Windsor believes it's the kid?" Jimmy shook his head. "Did you tell him your concerns?" "He's aware." They crossed the street in front of the stopped cars, headlights shining off the wet pavement. "But I still want to take another shot at luring this guy out. If I'm right, he'll want to make a move, especially now if he thinks his reputation is being usurped by a teenager." "Usurped. I like that. You think I can write something that spurs this guy into action, huh?" "You managed it once." "That was without your help," Jimmy pointed out as they reached the bar. He held the door open for Mulder, and the smell of smoke wafted out into the night. The guy had a point, Mulder thought as he limped into the room. A surprising number of people sat scattered among the various tables. Jimmy took out his wallet as they walked up to the bar. "I'll get it," he said. "With the money I'm going to make off this exclusive, I'll even buy you two." Mulder sank down onto the stool and closed his eyes for a moment. He felt every one of his dozen bruises. "Just a beer is fine," he said. The ever-present barkeep Dave stuck a frost mug under Mulder's nose. "The place is buzzing," he said. "Something about a big arrest tonight?" "Wouldn't know," Mulder replied. "I hope you finally caught this guy. My sister wants me to put bars on her windows, she's so scared out of her mind." Mulder jerked a nod at Jimmy, indicating a booth near the back. "Let's go talk over there, okay?" Dave threw a dishtowel over his shoulder. "Was it something I said?" Jimmy brought his beer to the table Mulder had selected and took out his notepad. "Okay, so let's hear it, your big plan." "I was thinking this arrest tonight could work to our advantage. We can't come right out and say this kid did it, but if the real killer even suspects that someone else has taken credit for his crimes then he's going to want to set the record straight. Look what he did to Harris when Harris questioned whether one man could be committing these murders." "So then what do you want me to say?" "I want you to say that we have a suspect in custody and that the police have taken a confession. The details of the confession are confidential, but the implication will be that he has confessed to these murders." "Won't I get my ass sued for this?" "Not if it helps break the case." Mulder swallowed several gulps of beer and set the glass back down. The beer sloshed wildly inside, meaning he was losing some coordination. The long day and the injuries made it hard to concentrate. His head ached, his leg throbbed, and he just wanted to get this conversation over with. "Here's the key thing," he told Jimmy. "You have to say I'm leaving town." "You're leaving?" "I'm considering it. If I leave then he has to get my attention again some how. Plus, it signals my disinterest and suggest I concur with the detectives that this case is solved." "I thought you wanted to get this guy." Mulder scrubbed his face with both hands. "Ultimately, yes, but so far the usual methods aren't working. I'm trying something new and I need your help to do it." "I said I'd go along." Jimmy was quiet for a moment, thinking, and Mulder looked at him. "What?" "I was just thinking... what if he comes after me?" Mulder shook his head. "I doubt he would do that." "It's my name on the article. He went after Harris, didn't he? I've got a wife and two little kids at home. What if he thinks I'm the problem and wants to set me straight?" "You're just the messenger. You're repeating what I say, with my name attached to the quotes." "Yeah, but what if this guy doesn't see it that way?" "He needs you," Mulder said. "You're his window into our world." Jimmy sat back, looking bemused. "I hope that fancy FBI training of yours is right on this one. You sure seem pretty confident considering you haven't caught this guy yet." "We're going to catch him. And you, you can say you helped, right? That's something." "I'm glad my wife's a night watchman. She's got karate training, you know, and she carries a gun." "Never under estimate the allure of an armed female," Mulder replied, amused, and Jimmy gave a reluctant smile. "Yeah. Yeah, you're probably right that he'll want you and not me." He raised his glass. "A toast. To catching this bastard PDQ." "I'll drink to that." Mulder touched his mug to Jimmy's, but when he tried to pull away, Jimmy followed him, keeping their mugs joined. "We're going to make history," he said, "you and me." Mulder smiled. "To history." They drank together and Mulder spied Scully over the rim of his beer mug. He set it down and licked the foam from his upper lip. "Excuse me," he said, when he saw her beckon him. Jimmy turned to see what had caught his attention. "Hey, take your time." Mulder limped over to the door to meet Scully. Her expression was grim. "What did you find out?" he asked her in a low voice. All the eyes in the room were upon them. Scully turned her back to the room, and Mulder moved with her. "You were right, Mulder -- Windsor's prints were on the box, inside and out, and on the leather skirt too." "You're going to love this. He was at Annette Crenshaw's place the night she died." Scully's eyebrows shot up. "You're kidding me." "No, the kid they arrested tonight, he was there. He says he didn't kill Crenshaw and I believe him. He saw the Chief outside the house at about nine at night." "That would have been several hours before her death." "I know. If he killed her, the timeline doesn't quite fit. He would have to have spent a great deal of time in the house, and I don't think he did." "Why not?" "Because Manny Ahuja says Annette called him during the ten p.m. news broadcast when she saw her story being aired. Why would she call one cop if she had another standing in front of her? And why would she even be watching the news if she was entertaining Windsor?" "Did Windsor say what he was doing there?" "He said he saw the news and went to go talk to her." "But if the news was at ten and he was there at nine..." "Exactly. It doesn't add up. But he swears she was alive when he left, and he was there around nine, she had to be alive to make that phone call to Ahuja after ten." "So he's telling the truth about leaving her alive." She took a breath. "That's a relief." "Unless he went back later." He leaned against the wall and sighed. "We're not going to sort this out now." "He's guilty of tampering with evidence at the very least," Scully reminded him. "We can't keep quiet about this." "And we won't. But showing our hand now doesn't strengthen our position; it weakens it. We need to find out more about the Chief's history with Annette before we do anything further. It's also worth checking if Windsor did sign into the evidence locker back around the time of Annette's attack." "You think he would risk putting his name down for her case?" "Not for hers. For some other prostitute's case, most likely. That's where he got the clothes to make the switch. We find her case and it's possible we find the evidence from the night of Annette's assault." Scully checked her watch. "It's after one a.m.. You want to go over there now?" "No." His face cracked with a yawn. "Please tell me you have a car." "I have a car." "Then Agent Scully, I suggest you take this tired old man home and put him to bed." She looked to the back booth, and he turned in time to see Jimmy wave at them. "What about your date?" Scully asked, deadpan. "You can put him to bed too if you want, but his wife might object." He took his coat from the rack where it hung next to Jimmy's, and Scully helped him put it on. He tingled when her fingers brushed the back of his neck while straightening his collar. "He should be happy," he said to Scully as they walked to the door. "I've given him his exclusive." "You told him about Windsor?" "No, nothing like that. This is a special piece, Scully, designed for wide circulation but only one reader." ////////////////////// Scully drove them back to the hotel and helped Mulder up to his room. At the door, he leaned his back against the wall and patted his pockets. "I've got the key in here somewhere," he said, his eyes closed. "I've got it," she told him, and dug out his spare key card from her coat. The heater inside the room was clicking and blowing, and the place smelled like Mulder's apartment despite the few hours he had spent there. She flipped on one of the lamps and took a seat in the short armchair as Mulder flopped on the bed with his coat still on. "I may just sleep like this," he said. Scully gave a tired smile that he couldn't see. "I'd recommend removing your shoes at least." He grunted something unintelligible in reply, so Scully got up, undid the laces and slipped each shoe to the floor. He wiggled his toes inside his sock and muttered, "You're right, that's much better." She sat on the bed by his hip and smoothed his tie from where it had flipped over during his collapse onto the bed. "Mulder," she said, "while we're here like this, I just wanted to thank you." He opened one eye and peered at her. "For the cupcake? It was nothing." "For the flowers." He opened both eyes then and sat up. She smiled a bit, looking at her lap because she couldn't take the sudden intensity of his gaze. The heater ticked off the passing seconds and Scully finally spoke again. "You seemed so supremely uninterested in who might be sending them," she said, "and I guess that should have been a larger clue." He still was looking at her and not saying anything. She felt herself flush, which might have been because she had yet to remove her coat. "But I was thinking about why there was no card," she said, her fingers edging closer to his good knee. "Because what would be the purpose of sending all these flowers to signal interest if no name was included with them? I figured then that perhaps the sender considered his sentiments were already understood. There was only one person that could be." She looked up at him, and a slow smile spread across his face, but he still didn't say anything. She took an uneven breath and rested her hand on his knee. "I understand you've been offering exclusives this evening," she said, her voice low and gravelly. "That's true," he murmured. "Interested?" "You said I had to defend my territory," she said, and he leaned his forehead against hers. "Scully, I meant--" She shushed him by touching her fingers to his lips. They felt so soft and wonderful that she left her hand there, just the barest fingertips grazing his bottom lip. "Scully," he whispered, and his mouth moved under her hand. "My understanding, Mulder," she replied, "is that to defend one's territory, one first has to mark it." To drive home the point, she scored her nails lightly on his thigh. He actually shivered, and when he spoke his voice came out as a low growl. "Hurt me, beast woman." She laughed because it was so unexpected, but then she held his head in her hands and kissed him soundly. He wound his arms around her back, gathering her close as she wooed him with her kiss. She ran her fingers over his warm scalp until his hair stood on end. When she pulled away, Mulder was dark-eyed and breathless, and that glorious mouth had become tender and wet. She touched her thumb to the edge of it, satisfied. "A good first effort," she said. "I would like nothing more to continue the mauling, but I'm afraid if you got me horizontal I would just fall asleep. I was just going to shower to try to loosen up these sore muscles and then hit the hay." This sounded glorious. She stood up and shed her overcoat. "I'll join you," she said, and Mulder's mouth fell open in shocked delight. "Agent Scully. Are you asking me to play naked movie star games?" "What you wear in the shower is your own business," she replied, taking off her suit jacket and undoing the cuffs on her blouse. She slipped off her shoes and headed for the bathroom with Mulder's uneven footsteps following right behind her. When she turned around, she saw he had managed to rid himself of his wool coat and suit jacket. His tie hung loose at his neck and his feet were bare. Scully undid each button on her blouse with military efficiency while he stopped undressing to watch. She took the tie from his neck and then leaned into the tub to start the shower. Feeling a bit shy after her unprecedented boldness, she divested herself quickly of the rest of her clothing and hopped behind the curtain without looking at him. A moment later, he poked his head in. "Okay?" he asked, and she nodded. She held out her arms to him so he would have something to brace himself on as he tried to get his bad leg over the high rim of the tub. She dug her toes into the bathmat so she didn't collapse under their combined weight. At last, he was in safely. "Hi," he said, his hair becoming plastered to his head as the water fell over them both. He was suddenly modest now too, his gaze not dipping below her shoulders. She made herself look. He had broad, slippery shoulders with a tiny mole above his right clavicle. A seatbelt-shaped bruise stretched across his chest like a Miss America banner. She touched it lightly and then pressed her lips to the center of his chest. His hand cupped the back of her head and squeezed. "It's okay, Scully." "You could have been killed," she said against his wet skin. In answer, his hand trailed down her spine and then to the side, where his nimble fingers found the rough exit wound on her back. He kissed the top of her head and she held him tighter. They stood like that for a long time, and the water started to lose some of its heat. Scully shuddered and drew away. "We'd better get down to business here." He smiled. "Usually when you say that to me in the shower, it has a whole different meaning. Of course, usually it's also in my head." "Speaking of your head." She poured out a small amount of shampoo into her hand and stood on tiptoe. Mulder bent forward to give her better access, and she lathered him up, enjoying the feel of her hands sliding behind his ears and back. "My turn," Mulder said when she had rinsed him clean. She eyed the miniature hotel shampoo bottle and hesitated just a fraction of a second. That stuff was liable to kill her hair, which seemed to require a special color-treated formula to prevent it from looking faded and blotchy. But she turned her back to him and closed her eyes, and the result was pure heaven. He took more time working in the shampoo than she ever did, his strong fingers massaging every inch of her scalp. She was pretty sure that if the shower water hadn't provided some cover noise, he could have heard her humming with pleasure. When they were both clean, she stepped out first and grabbed the nearest fluffy towel. She wrapped herself and then helped Mulder back over the tub; this time, she got a look at the bruise on his knee and she winced in sympathy. "Ouch," she said. "Yeah. You don't have any of those magic pills on you, do you, Scully?" "They're in my purse, actually," she replied from under a towel as he dried her hair. "I think this makes you my pusher," he said when she gave him two tablets. "Allow me to push you closer to the bed, then." It was nearing three in the morning now. They crawled under the covers and turned out the lights. Mulder scooted across the bed until he could wrap his arms around her, and she burrowed closer to his warmth. Yes, she believed she could get used to this. "Happy birthday," he said through a yawn. "Mmm." It wasn't her birthday any longer, but she was, for the moment at least, happy. ///////////////////// Jimmy Trumbull waited outside in the freezing cold for the papers to be arrive on the corner. At five a.m., the delivery guy showed up and loaded them into the machine, but he wouldn't give Jimmy a free copy. Punk ass, Jimmy thought as he slipped in his quarters. I'm only on the freakin' front page. Sure enough, there was his exclusive: SUSPECT NABBED IN HAT THEFTS, SLAYINGS He tucked the copy under his arm and walked the block to Mulder's hotel. The lobby was dead. There wasn't even anyone behind the desk. Jimmy took the elevator up, whistling tunelessly. He paused to check his teeth for food in the golden reflection of the shining doors. It left him off on Mulder's floor with a soft "ding," and he walked down the empty hall until he reached Mulder's room. For the hell of it, he dropped his copy of the Herald in front of Mulder's neighbor's door. They could read all about it when they got up in the morning. Then he checked the silent hall again. No one was there. Jimmy pulled out his ski mask, took out his knife, and used the keycard he had taken from Mulder to let himself inside. //////////////////// ////////////////// Chapter Fifteen ////////////////// Mulder awoke as if swimming up from deep in the ocean, the light growing brighter as he struggled breathlessly to the surface. Something cold and hard, almost wet, pressed against his cheekbone. He opened his eyes to find the steely nose of a gun in extreme close-up. His gaze traveled over the gun to the gloved hand, up the leather-covered sleeve to a pair of dark eyes staring down at him from behind a ski mask. "Don't make a sound," the man said in a rough whisper. "Don't even breathe." Mulder's chest froze of its own accord, the air still in his lungs even as his heart sounded a silent, horrified alarm. Scully. He felt her presence by his side but he couldn't even look at her. From the total silence, he assumed she was still asleep. The man shoved the gun barrel deeper into Mulder's flesh, making him wince as the pain radiated through his earlier bruise from the car accident. Through one squinted eye, Mulder finally recognized the identity of the weapon pointed at him -- his own gun. The man reached into his jacket with his spare hand and tossed a newspaper onto Mulder's chest, the rustling of the pages overloud as they crashed onto the blanket. Beside him, Mulder felt Scully begin to stir. "I got your message," the man said. His mouth was a thin and pink line, surrounded by the white-knit outline from the mask. That mouth was familiar. Scully went rigid, the covers trembling, and the man turned his gaze to her. "Move an inch and you'll be wearing Mulder's brains all over those tits." The voice was familiar too, Mulder realized, but he couldn't quite place it. "You wanted me?" The man took in low, ragged breaths as he poked Mulder again with the gun. "You got me." The man scraped the gun barrel from Mulder's cheekbone down to his jaw, stubble scratching against metal with each passing millimeter. Mulder held his breath as the gun grazed the edge of his mouth. The man watched him closely for any reaction, the thin mouth parted in anticipation of Mulder's fear, so Mulder tried not to give him any. "You wanted us to meet," he said. "And here we are. But you're still wearing that mask." The mouth turned up in a grim smile as he stroked Mulder's chin with the gun. "You didn't figure it out," he said in the same gruff whisper. "So the mask stays on." "I know you," Mulder said slowly, his frantic mind trying to piece the clues together. The man smelled like smoke, as Harris had said. Mulder had smelled the smell before, had seen that mouth... All of a sudden, he had it -- a flash of that mouth from the night before, when he had sat across from it in a crowded bar and tried to read it over the loud noise. "Take it off," Mulder whispered. "Jimmy." The mouth curled again, this time in a grudging smile. He used his free hand to tug off the ski mask and looked down at Mulder with his hair now on-end. "Very good, Mr. FBI Profiler. But you're still too late by my count. I'm armed and dangerous and you're... not." He looked at Scully, who had yanked the sheet over her chest. "I didn't expect to find you here, though. I guess the show wasn't all for show, now was it? This means I'll just have to improvise." He leaned over Mulder, giving him a good whiff of his cigarette-stained leather jacket, and yanked the phone cord out of the wall. "Turn over," he said, motioning at Mulder with the gun. "No." "Mulder," Scully said, tensing beside him. Mulder kept eye contact with Jimmy. "I won't do it." "Then how about I blow your brains out right now?" Jimmy jabbed the gun hard under Mulder's chin. Mulder backed his head away but still refused. "This is a hotel, with not-very-thick walls -- not a private house. You fire that gun and everyone will hear it." "And it would be the last thing you would hear. I could shoot you both and be gone before anyone was the wiser. This nice hotel with rich folks all asleep in their beds? You think they'll hear shots and come running?" He laughed at the thought and whipped Mulder's chest with the phone wires. "Turn over now." "No." His heart thudded madly against his ribs, but Mulder kept his voice calm. Shooting them and running was not Jimmy's fantasy. They might be dead, but Jimmy would have lost the game, lost control of the situation. If control was the ultimate goal, Mulder wasn't about to give him any more than necessary. "Shoot me if you have to," Mulder said. Jimmy turned the gun to Scully. "How about I shoot her instead?" But Scully had caught on to Mulder's approach, so she gave Jimmy a level stare and said, "Go ahead. The end result will be the same." Jimmy's arm shook, the gun trembling, and he stalked around the bed to Scully. In a flash, he struck her across the face with the gun. "You like that? Huh? How about this?" She cried out as he hit her again, this time cracking the gun down on her fingers as she raised her hands to protect her face. Mulder broke from the bed as fast as he could, heading not for Scully but for her gun holster that sat on the desk. The Vicodin made him sluggish, but it held back the pain as he limped toward her weapon. He got about four steps before Jimmy shoved him backwards, sending him sprawling naked onto the rough carpet. "Did I say you could move?" he hollered, towering over Mulder. He kicked him hard in the injured knee, and the searing pain nearly made Mulder throw-up. But the plan had worked enough to make him stop hurting Scully, and she was busy creeping off the bed behind Jimmy's back. Mulder dragged himself backward, as if making for the door, and Jimmy followed. "I'm in charge now," he said, breathing hard. He kicked Mulder again for emphasis. "You'll do as I say." He tucked the gun in his pants and pulled out a knife, using one hand to haul Mulder up. "Freeze right there!" Behind them, Scully had retrieved her gun. In the dim light through the curtains, Mulder could see her holding it. There was blood leaking down one side of her face. Jimmy had an arm around Mulder's throat now, choking him. Mulder could also feel the knifepoint against his belly. Jimmy's voice was a hard rasp right in his ear: "Go ahead and shoot if you think you can hit me and not your lover." It was dark where they stood, but Scully could probably get the shot off. Mulder licked his lips. Jimmy was strong and he could barely stand up; there was no way he could get out from his grip without help. "Let him go," Scully ordered. "Make me." The knife sliced into him and Mulder let out a painful hiss. "Put the gun down or I keep cutting." Scully fired far to the right of them, a blast that shook the wall. "Let him go." But Jimmy did not cooperate. He wasn't willing to yield control quite yet. The knife bit deeper into Mulder's belly, and he could feel the blood begin to slide down into his pubic hair. He bit back a painful sob, but that was all it took. "Okay!" Scully put up her hands. "Just stop it!" "Throw the gun away," Jimmy replied, still holding the knife at Mulder's intestines. "Now!" Scully tossed the gun into the corner, where it landed with a heavy thud. Mulder closed his eyes, feeling their chances slipping away. Jimmy dragged him to the bed, where he shoved him face-first into the mattress. Mulder tried to struggle, but the knife wound and the knee injury made him no match for Jimmy's strength. He pinned him with his knees and had his hands bound behind his back in no time at all. Practice makes perfect, Mulder thought in dark irony. Someone pounded on the outside of their door. "Agent Mulder?" a man called from the other side. "Agent Mulder, are you in there? Your neighbors reported a gunshot." The knife blade settled at Mulder's throat. "Don't say a word, either of you." "Agent Mulder, we're coming in." He heard the door snick open but they ran into the deadbolt. "Someone's inside," the voice said. "Agent Mulder? Agent Mulder, please answer us or we're going to call the police." Thank god, Mulder thought, closing his eyes against the mattress. But Jimmy leaned over him and spoke directly in his ear: "By the time they get here, this will all be over." Their would-be rescuers disappeared, and Jimmy used the rest of the telephone wire to bind Mulder's feet to his hands, effectively hog-tying him on the bed. "Not so fast," Jimmy snarled over his head. Mulder strained to see, and realized that Scully was inching toward the corner where her gun lay. "Now that Mulder is bundled up nice and snug, it's time for you and me to have some fun." Bile rose in the back of Mulder's throat. He thrashed around, but this just made his bonds tighter. "Don't listen to him, Scully," he said. "Fight all you want," Jimmy told her as he advanced across the room. "I like it when they fight." "Stay away from me." Scully had backed herself up against the window, her arms raised to resist him, but Jimmy still had his switchblade. He slashed once and caught her across both hands. Scully cried out in horror and pain, and Mulder screwed his eyes shut against the terrible sound. The mattress bounced as Jimmy threw Scully back down next to Mulder. "It's better over here," he said, panting with the effort. "This way Mulder can watch." /////// Dawn cracked the sky like an egg, gray light pouring out onto the earth below. Manny took his reheated mug of stale coffee into the break room, looking for a little peace. Instead he found Agent Fowley there with her own cup of coffee. She looked as haggard as he felt. "Hey," he said pulling up a chair, figuring it would be rude to turn around and walk out again. "How's it going?" She took a deep breath and exhaled it slowly. "The Winthrop boy is in with his lawyer now, and it's unlikely we're going to get to talk to him again before the arraignment." "We don't have him for the murders." "No, just the thefts at this point. We can add the murder charges later if warranted." Manny gave her a sideways look. "So you don't think he did it either." "He's a confused seventeen year-old kid. I just don't think he has it in him to commit crimes of this magnitude. Ripping off a few hats is a long way from double homicide." Manny rubbed one hand over his grizzled face and considered their other suspect: his Chief, the man who had given him his gold shield. It did not seem possible that this same man had cut up nine people and raped a half-dozen women. Agent Fowley seemed to read his mind. "Ray Peterkin is asking for Chief Windsor to be removed from the case." "I think that's best, however things shake out from here." They said nothing then, the silence acknowledgement enough that Windsor's career was over no matter how the case proceeded. Manny hoped like hell that the Chief wasn't a killer, that his hands had some dirt on them but no blood. Every man and woman in blue would wear the stain. The door swung open and Jane came in with a sheaf of papers in her hand. Her thick braid had come loose through the long night, hairs sticking out around her face in a frizzy blonde halo. She sank down in the chair nearest Manny and put the papers in front of her. "Benson just gave me these," she said. "I guess Agent Peterkin was asking for them but I can't find him around anywhere." "He's back at the local bureau," Fowley answered. "What have you got?" Manny slid the papers in front of him and gave them a look. "It's a bunch of names." "The painting companies sent them over and Benson put the list together. These are all their employees, past or present, for the past five years. I guess Peterkin was still following up on the house painting lead." Manny flipped through the pages one by one, scanning all the names. "Wait a second," he said. "James Trumbull. Is that Jimmy Trumbull, the newspaper guy?" Jane leaned over to look with him. "I don't know. Seems odd for a news reporter to be painting houses." "He was a free-lance reporter," Diana said. "Maybe he needed extra money." "Owen Brothers Painting," Manny said as he checked the name of the company. "That was the place the Byrdeks used, wasn't it?" "I'll get the file," Jane said. Her chair skidded back on the linoleum floor as she hurried to retrieve it. Manny kept reading. "Here he is again. Trumbull worked for Pro Paint in 1997. Didn't one of the other victims use them?" Jane reappeared at the door, but without the file. "We've got trouble," she said. "Nine-one-one just got a call from the Marriott hotel -- there was gunfire in Mulder's room." ///////// Scully could taste the blood where it had run down her face to the edge of her mouth. Adrenaline made her whole body tense and weak at the same time, and there was nothing she could do to help herself or Mulder. Her leg protested in pain as Jimmy's knee pinned her thigh to the bed. The cops were coming; they had to be. She just had to keep him distracted long enough for help to arrive. Jimmy, however, seemed intent on getting down to business. He ran the knife down the center of her body, pausing to nick the edge of one breast. His eyes were glassy and she could see the bulge in his pants. "Didn't expect to find you here," he said again. "Nice little bonus." The knife pressed into her belly and Scully huffed a breath in fear. Immediately, he smiled at her and she realized this was what he wanted: to make her afraid. She swallowed and steeled herself. "The police are going to be here any minute," she said. "There are men in the hall. You'll never get away." Jimmy petted her with the knife. "That's the difference between you and me -- I don't care if I die. I'll live forever in infamy." "What about...what about your family?" He faltered, his face slipping into uncertainty before he corrected it again. "You don't talk about them." Mulder's head nodded on the bed. She couldn't see his face, but the message was clear: keep going. "Your kids," Scully said, her chest rising and falling under the glint of a knife. "You think they won't care?" "I said shut up!" He held the knife tight against her neck. She felt the blade on her carotid artery and thought of the others who had died this way. Mulder made a snuffling noise. "Scully, careful." "Yeah, careful, Scully." Jimmy ran the knife from one side of her neck to the other. "You don't want to bleed all over these nice expensive sheets." He took out a length of rope from his back pocket. She had seen enough of his handiwork to gage his intent; he meant to tie her hands to the headboard and rape her. But the others all had bed posts that made such a feat possible. The headboard in the hotel was smooth. She saw the moment Jimmy deduced the problem. The knife slackened and he hesitated with the rope in the other hand. He shifted just enough to allow her to free one of her legs. She kneed him sharply in the groin and shoved him backward with all her might. He hollered in agony and crashed into the armchair. Shaking, Scully scrambled from the bed and ran for the door. Her had touched the deadbolt just as Jimmy grabbed her hair from behind. Tears stung her eyes but she kept trying to open the bolt. "Help!" she cried. "Someone please help us!" The knife slit into her neck and she jerked her head to the side, nearly wrenching free. "God damn little bitch," Jimmy said, kicking at her as he struggled to keep hold of her. "This is the police," said a voice on the other side of the door. "We're coming in." Jimmy cursed and let go of Scully. She had bloodied his lip in the fight, and he stared down at her with wild eyes. He would kill her now or not -- there was little she could do about it. She started to crawl away from him as he pulled the gun out from the back of his pants. The rug burned her knees and her arms trembled. She closed her eyes and heard Mulder's anguished cry as the door busted open. "Scully!" The gunshot shattered her. Time slowed and she was back in Fellig's apartment, hearing the men's voices, feeling the force of the shot. She sagged to the ground, her face to the floor. The force of the arriving officers' boots shook the ground. "Agent Scully? Agent Scully, are you all right?" She touched her stomach and her fingers came away bloody. "Oh, God," she said again. "Scully?" From the bed, Mulder called to her. "I'm shot," she said, feeling light-headed. She laid her head back down as someone knelt over her. "He shot me." She couldn't do it all again. The hospital, the weeks of terrible pain, the struggle to walk again. Gentle fingers probed at her belly. "You're not shot." "Scully, what's going on?" Mulder sounded far away. She forced herself to open her eyes and saw Manny Ahuja at her side. He took her hands and helped her up. "You're cut," he said, "but not too badly. You'll be okay. Can we get a medic in here?" Not shot. Okay. She touched herself again and realized it was true. But then where did the shot go? She looked past Manny and saw Jimmy lying on the floor with a bullet wound to his knee. He was panting in pain, his hands cuffed behind his back. Manny took a blanket from the bed and wrapped it around her shoulders. "Are you all right?" She staggered forward then, towards Mulder, where another officer was working to free him. "Mulder," she said, bracing herself with one arm on the bed as she held the blanket closed with the other. "Are you okay?" "I'm all right." He flexed his arms as he was freed at last. "I'm okay," he said again, sounding more sure now. She fell into him and grabbed him with both arms, wrapping the blanket around them both. "Thank God," she whispered against his chest. He held her tight and she felt his lips at the top of her head. She did not open her eyes. "How did you know?" Mulder asked someone behind her. To her shock, it was Diana Fowley who answered. "He painted the victims' houses. When we got the call that there were gunshots in your room, we had a pretty good idea who we would find on the other side." There was a pause. "Didn't expect to find both of you here, though." Mulder hugged Scully closer but did not reply. The EMTs showed up with bandages and more blankets. "Agent Scully? We can tend to those cuts now." Reluctantly, Scully raised her head from Mulder's chest. She saw the blood from her cheek had mingled with the cuts on his chest. "You all right?" he asked her again, lifting her chin so he could see into her eyes. She nodded and pulled away as one of the medics wrapped a blanket around Mulder from behind. Mulder was watching the cops take Jimmy out the door. "He was right," Mulder said. "We're all going to make history together." Scully shivered as she looked around the wrecked room. The chairs were overturned and blood smeared across the white sheets. Rope and phone wires lay scattered on the floor. Scully pulled the blanket tighter around her shoulders as she said, "Somehow I don't think this was the ending he had in mind." "No," Mulder said. "He'll get his headline, but he's done writing the story." //////////////////// ///////////////// Chapter Sixteen //////////////// Amy Trumbull was feeding the Michael and Karen their breakfast when someone pounded on her front door. They rang the bell too, but she could hear the knocking from one floor away and the other side of the house. The McCulskys downstairs would be livid -- it wasn't even seven a.m.. "Don't play with your food," she told Michael as she wiped her hands on a dishtowel. "Mommy will be right back." The pounding continued even as she hurried down the stairs. "All right, I'm coming!" She flung the door open and there was a small army of cops on the other side. The one in front showed her his shield. "Detective Ahuja," he said. "Are you Amy Trumbull?" She hugged herself from the cold. "Yes, I am. What's going on?" "We have a warrant to search your house, ma'am." "Search my house? For what?" He gave her a paper even as they started surging past her and trooping up the stairs. "My children are up there! You're going to scare them!" She ran after them with the search warrant still in hand. "If you'll just tell me what you're looking for..." "It's all right there in the warrant," Detective Ahuja said as the cops started taking her apartment apart. "Mom?" Michael stood in the doorway still wearing his footie pajamas. "Come here, baby." She held him to her side as she turned the warrant right side up in her hands. "What are all the policemen doing here?" Michael asked. She smoothed his hair, not really listening. "This says you're looking for a .38 Smith and Wesson. We don't have a gun like that." One of the officers appeared with the lock box she kept in the bedroom. "I found this in the closet," he said to Detective Ahuja. "Do you mind opening this for us, ma'am?" Ahuja asked as he presented her with the box. "Let me get the key." She retrieved the key and opened the box. It held her 9 mm and a spare clip. "There, you see? This is the gun I use for work -- I'm a security guard downtown, and this is the only weapon in the house. I told you we don't have a .38." "Does your husband own a gun?" "Jimmy? No, of course not." "You mind showing us where he keeps his clothes?" "Why are you asking me about Jimmy?" She led Ahuja to the bedroom and showed him Jimmy's dresser. "Why are you asking us about the .38?" Ahuja started opening the drawers and rifling through the contents. "Your husband has been arrested, Mrs. Trumbull." Amy immediately looked over her shoulder to see if the kids had heard, but they weren't in sight. "Arrested?" she asked in a low whisper. "What for?" "Breaking and entering, assault on two federal officers, attempted rape and attempted murder." He looked at her. "And that's just for starters." "There must be some mistake." Ahuja paused with a fistful of socks. "No mistake," he said. "He was arrested at the scene." "The scene of what? I don't understand what you're saying. Jimmy is a reporter. He's off working on a story about the recent murders. I can call him." She moved for the phone, but Ahuja stopped her with a gentle grasp of her wrist. "Mrs. Trumbull, you need to call a lawyer. Your husband is being held downtown on very serious charges." She searched his face and saw pity. "You're wrong," she whispered. "Jimmy wouldn't do those things you're talking about. He's a father! He's trying to help you catch that man, and this is how you repay him!" She jerked her arm away as two uniformed officers elbowed their way into her small bedroom. "No sign of it in the living room," one of them said. "Or the kitchen." "My kids!" Amy ran out ahead of the cops and grabbed both of her children. She hugged them to her as the police poked every nook and cranny of her home. "It'll be okay," she whispered to their heads again and again. "We're going to be all right. They're going to leave soon." They huddled there together until Detective Ahuja returned. He stood over her, wearing salt-covered boots and his long winter coat. She looked at his feet and wondered if he had tracked that mess all over her home. "You don't have to tell me," she said. "You didn't find what you were looking for." "Your husband is the man we were looking for," he said, not unkindly. "We just don't have the gun yet. You should see about that lawyer." They all left then, and Amy did not see them out. She sat with the kids in her lap, rocking them until she heard the final door slam. Michael patted her cheek. "Mom, are you okay?" "Yeah, baby. I'm sorry about that. They're all gone now." "What did they want?" "They were just looking for something. That's all." Michael looked at her with serious brown eyes so like her husband's. "Something of Daddy's?" "Something they thought was Daddy's, yes. But they didn't find it." She kissed his head and squeezed her daughter. "You two run along and get dressed, okay? Mommy needs to make a phone call." She figured Hal Thompson at the Herald would know the truth. Wiping the wetness from beneath her eyes, she went to Jimmy's desk to try to find the number. He hated it when she went through his things, but she believed in this case he would make an exception. She found some notes from an interview with Agent Mulder and a draft of the story Jimmy had been working for the Herald. "Mom? Mommy?" "Just a second, baby." The drawer was stuck so she yanked it harder. It came open with a sudden jerk, and she saw the papers were shuffled, probably by the cops. She started pawing through them, looking for a phone number. "Mom?" Michael appeared at her side and held up a gun. "Was this what the police were looking for?" "Oh my God." She took the .38 from him. "Where did you get this?" He looked frightened. "Answer me!" "It was in my secret hiding place." "In your toy box?" He nodded as he started to cry. "Daddy put it there. He said it was a secret and I shouldn't tell anyone. Mom? Are you mad at me?" Amy didn't answer. She barely made it to the bathroom before she was sick. //////////////// Mulder sat in an interrogation room with an uneaten egg McMuffin and a lukewarm cup of coffee. He had a bandage on his neck and a few matching ones on his chest and belly, but at least this time when he faced Diana, he had clothes on. "Where's Scully?" he asked her as she came through the door with fresh coffee. "Still with Agent Peterkin giving her statement." She sat down at the table and slid the coffee across to him. "You two are lucky to be alive." Mulder didn't feel lucky; he felt stupid. Trumbull had stolen his key card and nearly blown him away with his own gun. He scrubbed his face with both hands, the stubble scraping over his tender palms. He still had red marks from where Trumbull had bound him with the phone wire. "Is Trumbull talking?" he asked. "He's hard to shut up. Now that he's caught he wants to make sure we have every detail exactly right. He's already talking about who should play him in the movie." The irony was, Mulder thought, Hollywood was probably talking about the same thing. "He confessed to lifting your phone," Diana said, ducking her head so Mulder couldn't quite see her eyes. "He wanted to keep track of where you and Scully would be. Apparently he was quite an accomplished pickpocket in his youth. That's the only place we had him in the system -- for snatching wallets from the tourists fifteen years ago." "He got my hotel keycard too," Mulder said. "I never felt a thing." Diana hesitated a moment. "I assume you know," she said, "that you and Scully are off the investigation now. We'll need you as material witnesses in his trial, so we can't have you collecting or analyzing evidence." "At least we went out with a bang, right?" Mulder tried to smile, and she managed a weak one in return. "Let's get this over with, okay? So you can go home and rest." Home was the hotel, and he was in no hurry to get back there. He spread his hands on the table and leaned back in the chair with a sigh. "Ask away." He answered her questions about how Trumbull had met him in the station last night and they had gone out to the bar together. He told her about Scully showing up, about their return to the hotel and her decision to spend the night. Diana paused in her note taking but kept her gaze trained on the paper. "Just for the record," she said, "you had no clothes on when we arrived. Had you removed them before Trumbull arrived or was that part of his ritual?" Mulder knew the rest of the victims had been found nude as well, some with their pajamas shredded. "We had removed them beforehand," he said, and Diana raised her eyes to look at him. He nodded almost imperceptibly and she tightened her grip on the pen. "Okay then," she said, tucking her hair behind one ear as she bent over her work once more. "Tell me what happened when Trumbull showed up." Later, his statement duly recorded, Mulder went in search of Scully. He found her skulking by the soda machines with Manny Ahuja, who had apparently bought her a Coke. They were talking about California when Mulder joined them. "I've still got family out there," Manny was saying. "Some cousins and my mom's sister. Days like this with the snow piled three feet high, I wonder why I ever left." "My brother lives near San Diego," Scully said. "I spent some time there as a kid too." "Let me guess -- Navy brat?" Scully raised her eyebrows as she sipped from her can. "How did you know?" He grinned. "A good Irish family out in the hot California sun? There can only be one reason." He raised his can in Mulder's direction. "We're toasting to L.A. winters, Mulder. Care to join us?" Mulder shook his head and looked at Scully. "How are you doing?" he asked as he reached out to touch her wounded cheek. The doctors had put in three stitches just under her left eye, which had turned swollen and black. She stood still under his ministrations, not ducking him as she usually did. Her skin was pink from the glow of the red Coke machine. "I'm all right. You?" "Trumbull is offering casting suggestions for the movie. I'm thinking of Johnny Depp to play me." "Hey, yeah," Manny said. "Wasn't he on some cop show a few years back? He's got experience!" Mulder wondered what it would be like to be an actor, to step into someone else's life for a few weeks and then shed it again when the movie wrapped or the TV show got canceled. Johnny, or whoever it was that embodied him, would wipe the blood away and peel off the fake scars; the real ones would be with Mulder forever, reminding him he could never truly be anyone else. He let his fingers find the back of Scully's neck and massaged the knot there. "You want to go back to the hotel? Get some rest?" "I suppose we do have one good room left," she replied. "It's a madhouse over there," Manny told them. "The press are swarming, looking for you." "Maybe we should stay somewhere else," said Mulder. Manny shuffled his feet a little. "If you want, you can stay with me and Gina for a couple of days. We've got a real nice guest room, and I already checked with her. She said it would be an honor to have you." He looked from one to the other. "She makes a kick-ass lasagna." "What do you think?" Mulder asked, looking down at Scully. "I like lasagna." "We'll take it," Mulder said, extending his hand to Manny. "And thanks." /////////////// Jane ducked into the ladies' room late in the afternoon. She hadn't changed in over twenty-four hours and her stomach held mostly coffee and stale donuts. Her hair looked afright but there was little she could do about it without some gel and a strong blow dryer. What she needed now was a hot meal and about sixteen hours of sleep. She splashed water on her face and patted it dry, pausing to give herself one last frown in the mirror. It was then that she heard the weeping. Someone was crying softly in one of the stalls. Jane bit her lip, wondering if she should intrude, but one did not devote one's life to public service without a deep- seeded need to help others. "Hello?" she called out, walking back in the direction of the noise. "Are you okay in there?" There was a sniffle and a voice said, "I'm fine." Jane touched the door and leaned her head closer. "Are you sure? Is there anything I can do?" "You've done quite enough, thank you." Ah, Mrs. Winthrop. Jane recognized the voice at last. She backed away from the door, intent on leaving, but she couldn't just walk out on someone in distress. "Is there someone I can call for you?" The stall opened and Mary Winthrop stood there with a wad of toilet paper in her hand. Her hair was matted on one side and her nose was red. "I have to go to the hospital," she said. "My daughter isn't doing well. The doctor said..." Her eyes welled up again and she held the tissue paper to her face. "She said to come quickly." "I'm so sorry." Mary leaned her back against the door, almost sagging. "God, so am I. That's all I am anymore is sorry, but it doesn't ever change one damn thing." She turned bleary eyes to Jane. "I heard you arrested someone on the murders. My lawyer says that should help Jake." "It will." "But you're still going to send him away." She shook her head slowly. "I'm losing them both at the same time." "Jake is young and he doesn't have a record," Jane said in what she hoped was an encouraging tone. "The judge might not be too hard on him." Deep down, she knew the odds weren't in Jake's favor. His thefts were small, but it was a highly publicized case and he did break into people's homes. As harsh at it was, his dying sister might be his only chance at a sympathy vote. Mary heaved herself away from the wall. "I'd better get going. Do me a favor? Don't tell Jake where I went. If he found out that I knew how bad off Kayla is and didn't tell him..." Her lip quivered. "I just don't see the point in upsetting him in advance." She started for the door, and Jane heard herself talking before she had planned anything to say. "Mrs. Winthrop, wait. What if Jake could go with you to the hospital?" "Can he really do that? The lawyer said not until he posted bail, and that won't happen until tomorrow at the earliest." "He can go if he's in police custody." Jane crossed the room to meet her at the door. "I'll go with you." Mary searched her face. "You'd do that? Why?" "I have five brothers." "Oh. Then you know how it is." "Yes, I do." She opened the door for Mary. "Let's go see about getting Jake out of here, okay?" /////////////// Gina and Manny set the table for dinner while Mulder and Scully took turns showering in the peach-colored guest bathroom. They had abundant hot water to sooth the aches and fluffy towels with which to pat their tender wounds. Scully examined the damage to her face as she dried her hair. She looked like she had done ten rounds with a heavyweight champ, and her sore muscles supported the analogy. She touched her stitches gingerly. Another case, another scar. At least this one would be minor, and it was certainly preferable to the alternative; she and Mulder could have matching slabs at the morgue by now. She made herself as presentable as possible and went to join the others at the dinner table. Gina had set out white plates and white candles. There was a basket of garlic bread covered in a green napkin and a giant pan of lasagna sitting in the center. "I have salad too," she told them. "Let me get it." The food smelled wonderful, and for the first time that day, Scully felt hungry. She set her napkin in her lap and shared a soft smile with Mulder. He squeezed her hand under the table. Manny entered carrying a tray of four wine glasses and a bottle of red. "I bought this burgundy six years ago," he said as he put the glasses on the table. "I always said it was for when I broke a really big case. Well, I don't think they get bigger than this one, and it seems like you guys should be the ones to share it with me." Gina took her place at the table, her dark eyes round and dancing from the candlelight. "You three should share it," she told Manny. "I didn't do anything." "You cooked us this magnificent meal," he protested as he spread his arms. "And you kept me going this whole time, and I know that wasn't easy." He leaned over and smacked a kiss on her mouth. "So thank you." Color tinged her cheeks but she looked pleased. "Well, hurry up and pour before the food gets cold. These people want to eat!" Manny gave them all a glass. "A toast," he said, "to finally getting this bastard." "Manny!" "I'll drink to that," Mulder said, putting his glass in. They all clinked together, and Scully took a sip. The wine was rich and smooth, the tang of it spreading across her tongue and disappearing like warm fire down her throat. She looked over at Mulder and saw him staring at his wine glass rather than drinking it. Manny took her plate from in front of her to put some lasagna on it as she touched Mulder's arm. "You okay?" "Hmm? Yeah. Just thinking." "About?" He shook his head. "It's nothing." "No, what?" He tilted his glass, sending the candle's reflection through it. "What happened today... I should have seen it coming. I didn't think he would take a run at us in the hotel but I just kept asking for it and asking for it. I should have known his ego was big enough to try it." He looked at her at last. "I nearly got us both killed." "Your plan was to draw him out," Manny said as he set Scully's plate back down. "It worked." "Just to be clear," he said more to her than to Manny. "This was never my plan. I didn't want him to show up and try to kill us." "I know that, Mulder. I knew the risk when I agreed to it." "Still," he said, sounding troubled. "I'm sorry." "I'm not." They all looked up and Gina sat there with a deadly serious expression. "If you hadn't done what you did, this man would still be out there. More people would have died. He was a killing machine and you stopped him. What I think? You are heroes. All of you." She stretched out her hand to Manny. "Honey, could you pass me the salad dressing?" And with that, they ate. ////////////////////// Jane didn't make Jake wear handcuffs, but he walked as if he were attached to a ball and chain. The closer they got to Kayla's hospital room, the slower he moved. He balked completely at the door. Mary smoothed his cowlick down and looked at her son with sympathy. "Honey, I know this is hard." "I don't know what to say." Kayla was in a coma now, Jane knew. The content of the words probably didn't mean a thing. "Just go in and be with her," Mary said, still petting him. "She'll know you're here." They all went through the door together and Jake shuffled to his sister's bedside. She lay thin and pale beneath the blankets, as still as snow. "Hey, Kayla. It's me, Jake." She didn't answer, of course, so he turned around and gave his mother a stricken look. She nodded her encouragement. Jake turned back with sagging shoulders. He reached out and tentatively stroked Kayla's arm with the tips of his fingers. "I'm sorry this happened to you," he whispered. "It should be me in here and not you." Mary covered her mouth with her hand but said nothing. "Hey, Mom brought you 'Through the Looking Glass.'" He picked up the book from the end table and leafed through it. "Remember when you used to beg me to read this over and over?" Mary stepped forward. "I marked the place where we left off," she said quietly, "if you'd like to continue." Jake found the dog-eared page. His voice only trembled a little as he began to read, "After a while the noise seemed gradually to die away, till all was dead silence, and Alice lifted up her head in some alarm. There was no one to be seen, and her first thought was that she must have been dreaming..." Jane slipped back out into the hall, where nurses passed from room to room and strange pieces of medical equipment lounged against the wall. She found a quiet corner and closed her eyes to all of it, leaning back and drifting away in her mind to a land of tea parties and magic white rabbits. ///////////////////////// The day of Jimmy's arraignment dawned clear but bitter cold. The sun stung at Amy's eyes as she made her way to the car, a broken down old station wagon that she had to turn over three times before the engine came to life. The ancient metal body shuddered around her as the cold from the vinyl seats seeped through her wool coat. She was numb anyway; the horror still gripped her tight. She slept at night with her children, unable to answer them when they asked her why she was crying. The phone was off the hook because she couldn't take the repeated calls from everyone and anyone, all wanting to know what it felt like to be married to a murderer. There were pictures in the paper of all the people he had killed. The cops were expecting quite an angry mob today, despite the freezing temperatures, as everyone turned out to get a look at the monster in their midst. Amy had not seen him since his arrest. The thought of it now made her almost throw up, but she had to go. Those pictures, the lives now lost, everyone murmured over them in such sympathy. Those poor souls. What a terrible thing. But for her, there was no sympathy, no tears. She felt the icy rage of the city as clearly as she did the winter chill. How could you? How could you marry such a man? How could you have never known what he was? Her own mother had asked, and Amy had no answer. She clutched her purse on her lap as she directed the car toward the courthouse. It felt heavy and hard, the gun bearing the weight of its steel body and all the other bodies it had gathered over time. She knew their names and faces now. Michael Brydek. Annette Crenshaw. Hannah McKillop. The list stretched on and on. She was going to turn the gun over to the cops and seal his fate. Maybe she could pack up the kids and move somewhere far away where no one would ask them about their serial killer father. The place was parked up for three blocks, like the circus was in town. Amy plunked her quarters in the meter like a dutiful citizen and trudged back through the blinding wind until she reached the courthouse. With her hood on and the scarf over her mouth, no one could recognize her. She had to shove her way to the front, where the cops had set up barricades along the staircase. She pulled off one glove and put her hand in her purse. The gun burned her fingers it was so cold. Just as she clasped her hand over it, the cars pulled up. Two cruisers had their lights on. Maybe one of those cops would take the gun. She wanted Jimmy to see her hand it over. He arrived in a shiny black town car with his fancy lawyers. They were lining up three deep to represent him because James Dean Trumbull was the biggest thing to hit Boston since Larry Bird. Funny, but no one had offered her a bit of help. The officers led the way, and Amy felt the crowd push at her back, bending her over the metal railing at her waist. She struggled to get loose to see. He was coming. There he was on the steps with his lawyers on one side. They had dark coats and thick briefcases. Someone had given Jimmy a good suit. The one they got from K-mart was still at home in their closet. She had even restitched the hems for him, the lying dirty bastard. "It's him, there he is!" Jimmy turned and waved as if he was on the red carpet. He did not see her. She was just another face in the crowd. She heard herself yell, but the words were lost in the voices hollering around her. The gun felt like cold fire in her hands. She cried out again, and pointed it. One shot, then two. The cops swarmed at her, an ocean of blue, pushing her back into the crowd as the metal barrier came crashing down. The last thing she remembered was Jimmy's face as he fell bleeding on the white steps. She floated away from the noise, free. It was over. ///////////////////////// ///////// Epilogue ///////// Scully took her hot mug of coffee to her kitchen window, where she held aside the curtain to peer at the neighboring tree. It had delicate green flowers now, a harbinger of the thick foliage to come. Soon the cherry blossoms would be out and spring could settle in earnest. Mulder entered, and she dropped the drape to greet him. He had shaved but was still dressed in his boxers and a T-shirt. He had been off the crutches for over a week now, and the cuts had healed for both of them. Their hellish days in Boston had quieted with the howling of the winter wind. "Coffee," was all Mulder said as he sank down in one of the chairs. She poured him a mug and set it steaming in front of him. "And here I thought you would be the one all up-and-at-'em today, Mulder. We finally have the X-files back and here I am dressed for work while you're... dressed for a college dorm." He swallowed a few large sips of coffee before replying. "I've got time. I can get my clothes on as fast as I can get them off." He eyed her. "Not as fast as you can get them off, though. I think you set some sort of land speed record last night, Scully." She swatted him and went to retrieve her bagel from the toaster. She spread it liberally with cream cheese before returning to the table, where she proceeded to lick the excess from her thumb. "Besides," he said before she could sit down. "This allows me to satisfy one of my long-running fantasies." She paused in mid-lick. "Oh?" "Mmm-hmm." He slid a hand up under her skirt. "I believe you've satisfied that one already," she replied as his fingers grazed her thigh. "No, no, you have to be wearing this outfit for it to work. You see this slit here? I've had dreams about this slit. I've written sonnets about it." "I find this hard to... believe." Her breath caught as he gave her the barest touch between the legs through the double barrier of her nylons and underwear. He held her gaze as he brushed back and forth, increasing the pressure slightly with each pass. Scully looked down at the illicit sight of her skirt hitched up and Mulder's arm beneath it. The tendons in his forearm flexed as he stroked her. "Mulder," she whispered. "We're going to be late." "I was right about that slit. Very tasty. Wait a second," he said, moving away from her. "I have something for you, and I figure now is the best time to give it." She raised her eyebrow at him as he got up and went into the bedroom. As long as he was gone, she figured she would get that glass of water. She had it half drained by the time he returned. His hand was behind his back. "Have a seat," he said. "Why?" she asked, wary. "Okay, don't have a seat." So she was standing at the sink with half a glass of water and damp underwear when he gave her a black velvet jewelry box. Her stomach clenched and she regarded his outstretched hand as though he were presenting her with unknown alien goo. "What's this?" "It's a box. You have to open it to find out what's inside." Feeling vaguely ill, she set the glass on the counter and took the box. She took a breath and made herself flip the lid. Inside was a diamond solitaire and a gold wedding band. "Hoo boy." She raised both eyebrows and stared at the rings. "Mulder, um... I..." She heard snickering and looked up at him. He was grinning his smug grin again and not looking very much like a man who was proposing marriage. She narrowed her eyes. "What's going on?" "They're for our first case." "We have a case? That involves wedding rings?" "And California. Surf's up, Scully!" He rode an imaginary wave in her kitchen while she put the rings next to the glass on the counter. "And the wedding ring part?" she asked again. "Oh, yeah. We're going undercover and we'll have to be married to fit in. We're braving the deepest darkest part of Republican suburbia, Scully -- make sure to bring both guns." "Not a problem," she said darkly, tempted to use one on him now. "I got you good," he told her, looking pleased. "The look on your face when I got the box out! Now let's see if they fit." She allowed him to slide both rings onto her left hand, and they stood together to admire them. She waggled her fingers. "Perfect," Mulder said, kissed her head. "Now I really do have to get dressed or we'll miss our flight." Scully leaned against the sink and let the sunshine warm her from behind. If she held her hand just right, the diamond seemed to wink at her. She smiled back at it. Married, she thought, to the X-files. /////////// That's all there is, there ain't no more. The End. Many chocolate Mulders of gratitude to Amanda for all her help with this story, and for designing its beautiful cover! Notes: This is always the bittersweet part for me, when the story is over and I feel like the characters might disappear forever. But the fun part is completing the story I meant to tell, and this one has special meaning because it is a tip of the hat to one of my favorite authors who died this past July. Ed McBain essentially invented the police procedural novel back in the 1950s with his 87th precinct series about a group of cops working in a fictional city that really was New York. The novels were clever, funny and gritty all at once, and his detectives seemed like real people who kept on living once the pages were done. After 55 novels in this series, the characters are at last silent with McBain's death, and I will miss them all. "Overnight Sensation" is bit of McBain's style as seen through the syntax6/XF lens, and there are nods to his work throughout the fic. I will never match the master, but it sure was fun trying. I hope you enjoyed the story as well. If you'd like to learn more about McBain and his work, you can visit http://www.edmcbain.com/ Thanks as always for reading! Cheers, syntax6 Syn_tax6@yahoo.com