~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ UNIVERSAL INVARIANTS ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ Chapter Eleven: Go Fish By syntax6 Sunday morning Scully awoke to the strong smell of black coffee. She shifted towards the scent and found Ethan standing there with mug in hand. "Morning," he offered, taking a seat near her hip. "I thought you might like a fresh cup before I head out." Scully made a humming noise and inched up against the pillows. She accepted the hot mug and blew over the top. "Thanks. Where are you off to so early?" "Work. Melinda and I have a piece on tonight." He smiled and stroked her leg through the blanket. "I should be back before dinner." "Mmm. Dinner's at Mom's tonight. I'm going over there later to help her with some of Dad's things." "How's she doing?" "Better," Scully said, because she hoped it was the truth. Getting her mother to talk about her feelings was never easy, and since Ahab's death she had been all business. Today they were packing up his clothes to give to charity. "That's good. I'll come by when I'm finished then." He toyed with her fingers. Scully caught him looking at her naked ring finger. "Ethan..." "Hmm?" he said, not meeting her gaze. "I want to say thanks...again. For being patient with me." Ethan did not pretend to misunderstand. He gave an accepting shrug. "I didn't expect you to leap into my arms with joy. Hoped, maybe. But I didn't expect. You're not exactly the impulsive type. I know you like to think about decisions for a long time before you make them. I figure this one shouldn't be any different, right?" "Right." She smiled at him. "Still, thank you. I know I'm not the easiest person to deal with when it comes to this stuff." He leaned in and kissed her. "Careful. You're talking about the woman I'm going to marry." He eased off the bed. "Call you later, okay?" Scully waved good-bye and leaned back against the pillows, sipping her coffee and contemplating her empty hand. ~*~*~*~ Margaret Scully rose every morning at six, and apparently the day she was giving her husband's belongings away was no exception. Scully arrived to find boxes already stacked two deep in Maggie's living room. "Dana, hi." Her mother wore a pink bandana and an oversized shirt, looking at least a decade younger than her fifty-five years. "It's good to see you, dear. Do you want coffee? I have a fresh pot in the kitchen." "No, thanks." Scully surveyed the boxes. "You've been awfully busy. It looks like you don't even need my help." "I can't carry all this to the Salvation Army myself." Scully opened the nearest box. "You're giving away Dad's bowling ball?" She hauled the case out of the box and unzipped it. Inside sat Ahab's solid fourteen pounder, round and smooth as his head had been. Scully stroked the marbled surface. "Neither of your brothers wanted it." "Yeah, but I can't believe you're giving it away. Dad loved this ball. He won that trophy in seventy-eight, remember?" Her mother looked at her tenderly. "If you would like the ball, it's yours, honey." "I don't want it," Scully protested. "Well, neither do I." Her mother zipped the case on the ball and lifted it back into the box. Scully watched as her mother folded the flaps over again. "You're not keeping anything?" "Of course I am." Her mother straightened up. "I have all the photos we took -- hundreds of them. His medals, of course. I would never give those up. Billy took his golf clubs and some of the clothes. Don't you think it's better than these things go to someone who could use them rather than sit around in one of my closets?" Scully cradled the box closest to her. "I guess." "Dana." Her mother rubbed her arm. "These things aren't your father. They were your father's things. He doesn't live in them anymore. He only lives in here." She touched Scully's chest, and Scully made an effort to smile. "You're right. Of course you're right." "Your father gave me thirty-six years of marriage and four beautiful children. That's all I need to remember him." She hugged Scully tight. Scully sniffed as she pulled away. "You should have had more." "I wish so too, but that's not the way it worked out. I just have to be thankful for the time I did get with him." She brushed her daughter's hair out of her eyes. "Mom, how did you know Daddy would be a good husband?" Her mother laughed. "Oh, I didn't." Scully looked up sharply. "What do you mean?" "Honey, I got lucky. Your dad and I married when I was only nineteen years old. What did I know about picking out a husband? I could barely pick out an outfit." "You must have known something." "I knew he looked good in uniform." "Mom. I'm serious." "Mmm, so am I." Scully shook her head. "Okay, then pretend you knew then what you know now. What did Daddy do that told you he was the one?" "Dana, I wish I could tell you. Really, I think I just got lucky. He seemed like a good man, and it turns out he was." "So that's it? Marry the first good man you can find?" "They're not as easy to come by as you think." Her mother touched her cheek. "What's with all these questions about marriage?" "Nothing," Scully said, pulling away. "Just curious." "I think..." Her mother stopped and folded her arms. "I think the best you can hope for is that you never run out of things to say to each other." "Not never-ending romance?" Scully teased. "Honey, after thirty years of marriage, if you're saying more than, 'Pass the salt' at the dinner table, that *is* romance." ~*~*~*~ Ethan arrived in time to help with dinner preparations. "Here, you can wash the lettuce," Scully told him as she put her slicing and dicing skills to work on a tomato. "Always say yes to a woman with a knife," Ethan said to Maggie. He kissed Scully's head as he passed. "Did you and Melinda finish the piece?" Scully asked. "Yup. It should be airing in--" He checked his watch. "Five minutes." "Then we should hold dinner until after it's on," Maggie said as she stuck the pot roast back in the oven. "Oh, that's so not necessary. It's just a quickie piece on the new tax bill. Hardly worth interrupting this delicious dinner." "I'd like to see it," Maggie replied, wiping her hands on a dish towel. Scully and Ethan followed her into the living room. While Maggie adjusted the channel, they took a seat on the couch. "I hate watching myself on TV," Ethan confessed. "I look twenty pounds heavier and my hair is always sticking up in back." "Oh, it does not." Scully smoothed his hair. "I think it's cute." Ethan put a hand over his paunch. "I should get back into running with you." "Running -- isn't that how two you met?" Maggie turned with the remote in hand. "Yup," Ethan said as he put an arm around Scully. "When I tell people your daughter is a catch, I mean catch. I'd watched her run by a dozen times and figured I'd better work at it if I had any chance to keep up with her." "You did okay," Scully answered, looking sideways at him. "That's because I put in two weeks of practice before I even attempted it. Didn't want to try to introduce myself amid huffing and puffing." "Look, it's your piece," Maggie said, shushing them. "See? It's totally sticking up in back," Ethan said. Scully hid a smile. They watched him go over the details of the new proposed tax bill. When he had finished, Maggie said, "I don't care how many of these bills they pass. My taxes only go one way -- up!" On the TV, the news switched to a breaking story about a police chase in Maryland. The cops had shot the suspect just before he jumped into the harbor, but so far the police had not been able to recover a body. "It'll turn up eventually," Ethan said, moving to rise from the couch. Maggie snapped off the TV. "I'll get dinner on the table." Scully's cell phone rang, and both Ethan and her mother turned to look at her. "Do you have to answer that?" Ethan said with a sigh. "Is something the matter?" Maggie asked. "Only three people ever call that phone," Ethan told her. "And you and I are standing in the room with her." Scully ignored him and went to her phone. "Scully," she said. "Scully, it's me. Can you meet me at the office right away? There's something I need you to look at." Scully peeked over her shoulder. "Can it wait?" "Hey, if you're busy, forget about it. I'll catch you up in the morning." "No," she said quickly. "I'll be there." He hung up without saying goodbye. ~*~*~*~*~ "Mulder, you've been through this tape a hundred times. What exactly are you hoping to find?" "I don't know." Mulder printed out a still picture from the videotape of the crime scene. As far as they knew, police had not yet recovered the body despite the narrow search area. Mulder's "friend" Deep Throat thought this was of some significance." "And all he told you to was to watch channel eight?" "Yeah, that's all he said." Scully's stomach growled. All she'd had to eat was a few carrot sticks on her way out the door. "Do we even know why the suspect was being chased?" "As far as I can tell, he wouldn't pull over for a moving violation. There's got to be something here. Some detail. Something we're not seeing." "How do you know he's not just yanking your chain, this Deep Throat character?" "Why would he do that?" "Well, he has lied to you by his own admission." "I don't think he'd call if there wasn't something here... something I was supposed to see. Something he wants me to see." ~*~*~ Scully listened to Mulder's chatter on their way to view the suspect's car at the police impound. "I think it's got to be related to the suspect, Scully. Maybe he's wanted for something else, and that's why he ran." "Could be." She was looking out the window at the passing scenery. "If we only had a name, we could run him through the system." "Maybe he just stole the car and that's why he was running." Mulder considered. "I don't think Deep Throat would get us involved for a routine auto theft." "You mean get you involved." "Huh?" "He only talks to you, Mulder. I don't get midnight phone calls or notes slipped under my door." Mulder grinned. "What can I say, Scully? He likes to rendezvous in the men's room." Scully shook her head, amused. Her cell phone rang. She looked at the caller ID and switched the phone to "off." Mulder watched her with interest. "Obscene phone call?" "Ethan." "Oh." He drove in silence for a moment. "Trouble on the home front?" "No." She smoothed her pants leg and debated whether to continue. "He asked me to marry him." The car swerved ever so slightly. Mulder shifted in his seat as he righted them again. "Uh, I don't see any big diamond ring..." "I haven't said yes." Awkward silence stretched between them. "Hey, whatever makes you happy, right?" Mulder said finally. "You can't chase mutants with me forever." "I'm not talking about quitting my job, Mulder." "No, of course not. It's just--" "Just what?" she prompted when he did not continue. "Well, you know. Marriage. Babies. Mutants. Like the song goes, 'one of these things is not like the other...'" He turned into the impound lot and stopped the car. "I think that's the car over there. The silver one." "Mulder," she said. But he had already moved on. The door slammed and she watched his black coat flare in the wind as he hurried over, always chasing the next big clue. ~*~*~*~ Mulder pulled his car up outside his building. He scrubbed his face with his hands before getting out. Twelve straight hours of chasing your tail, he told himself. As he approached the walkway, a man appeared from out of the shadows. Mulder recognized the shape immediately and kept on walking. "Calling it a night, Mister Mulder?" You think he does this stuff because he gets off on it? Mulder had asked Scully. "No," she had said. "I think he does it because you do." Mulder jangled his keys and faced Deep Throat. "My mother usually likes me home before the street lights come on." "I'm surprised at you. Your level of commitment seems to have diminished." Mulder scoffed. "My level of commitment?" "I should have expected that you'd be working through the night trying to put the pieces together." God, maybe Scully was right. "Well, maybe if you'd given me something more to work with." "Under the circumstances, I've given you all I can." "A news report?" "And where has it led you?" "You know, from day one, this has always been on your terms. I've gone along. Been the dutiful son. But maybe this time, we can just cut out the Obi-Wan Kenobi crap and you can save me the trouble." "I fear you've become too dependent on me." "Let me tell you something. I've got plenty to do without chasing down your vague leads or trying to decode your circular logic. Maybe it's you who's become too dependent on me... on my willingness to play your games." Mulder turned to walk away. "Mister Mulder? Don't give up on this one. Trust me. You've never been closer." Deep Throat, his maddening message complete, melted back into the shadows. "Closer to what?" Mulder yelled after him, but his voice echoed back off the concrete, unanswered. ~*~*~*~*~ Whatever Doctor Berube was doing with his monkey pee, someone thought it was damning enough to have the good doctor commit suicide twice. As Mulder had said, "There's kill, and then there's overkill." So Scully took the would-be monkey pee for analysis while Mulder paid a visit to Berube's house. She spent the night at the microbiology lab as Doctor Carpenter struggled to identify the mysterious substance labeled "Purity Control." "Under any other circumstances, my first call would be to the government," Carpenter told her. "It's a fifth and sixth DNA nucleotide. A new base pair. Agent Scully, what are you looking at... it exists nowhere in nature. It would have to be, by definition... extraterrestrial." At dawn, Scully tried calling Mulder at home for the fiftieth time. Her knees went weak with relief when he finally answered. "Mulder, where on God's earth have you been? I've been trying to call you all night." "I had a situation. I left my phone in the car." "Mulder... that bacteria I had analyzed... they're saying it doesn't exist in nature. They're saying it could be extraterrestrial." "Scully..." "What?" "How soon can you get here? I've got something I want to show you." Scully arrived at Mulder's door in under an hour. She knocked softly. "Mulder?" Listening, she heard no sound from the inside. After a moment of hesitation, Scully took out her key. She opened the door slowly. "Mulder?" The only light in the apartment came from the brightening day outside the windows. Scully tucked the key back in her pocket and took a few steps towards the quiet living room. She stopped when she saw Mulder asleep on his couch, still wearing his suit and his shoes. Scully covered her mouth with her fingers, hiding her smile. Behind his head, his fish swished back and forth in their tank, anticipating breakfast. Scully crossed the room and obliged them. "Hi guys," she whispered as she dropped the food inside. "Hungry this morning?" She bent down and watched them gobble the flakes. As she put the can of food back and turned, she spotted a small collection of framed photos. She recognized his sister, this time missing the braids as she frolicked on a sandy beach. Scully picked it up and smiled at it. There was also a silver-framed photo of his mother -- a formal posed portrait taken in a studio. Scully looked, but she did not see a picture that could be Mulder's dad. Grandparents, perhaps. He had one that looked like it dated back to the 1930s. Scully went to replace the photo of Samantha and her hand brushed against an unframed picture lying flat on the bookcase. She scooped it up. The photo was of her and Mulder bent over a crime scene. Scully recognized Doug Burhle's body sticking out of the tall grass. She was saying something, and Mulder had leaned his head in close to hear. He stirred on the couch, startling her, and Scully hurried to slip the photo back into place. "Hey," she said, and he jerked his head around to see her. "I knocked but there was no answer." "Sorry about that," he replied as he stretched. "I was having this dream. You were getting married on the Death Star and walking down the aisle to the Darth Vader music." "And who was I marrying? The evil Emperor?" "No, Chewbacca." He sat up and put his feet on the floor. Scully tilted her head. "Mulder, if I did get married, would you come to the wedding?" "Depends." "On what?" "On whether the Yankees are playing that day." He stood up and grabbed his keys from the coffee table. "Come on, I want to show you what I found. You're not going to believe it." He took her to an area of town she had never been to before. Buildings had worn down. Graffiti decorated dilapidated fences. Mulder turned down an alley marked "Pandora Street." They parked and Mulder started toward a warehouse. "Wait a second. Mulder?" He turned. "I just want to say that I was wrong." "It's all right. Don't worry about it." Mulder squinted at her, as though he couldn't quite make out her shape. "No, um, if you had listened to me, we wouldn't be here right now. I should know by now to trust your instincts." "Why? Nobody else does." "You know, I've always held science as sacred. I've always put my trust in the accepted facts. And what I saw last night... for the first time in my life, I don't know what to believe." "Well, whatever it is you do believe, Scully -- when you walk into that room? Nothing sacred will hold." He dug out the keys he had lifted from Berube's home and opened the door to the warehouse. Scully followed him into the dim building. The hall was quiet and the main storeroom was totally empty. Mulder paced the cement floor. "There were tanks here and five bodies suspended in solution. There were computers monitoring them. They were alive, Scully, under water." "What happened to them?" "God only knows," said a voice from the darkness. Scully recognized Mulder's cloak-and-dagger man, Deep Throat. "Most likely they've been destroyed." Why didn't you stop them? Scully wanted to ask. But she held her tongue. "Destroyed by whom?" Mulder wanted to know. "I don't know." "I don't believe you," Mulder replied, and Scully gave him an inward cheer. "There are limits to my knowledge," the man said. Scully looked away. Limits to his willingness to get his hands dirty was more like it. He sent Mulder in to do the dirty work. He put Mulder's life on the line. "There were three men last night," Mulder was saying, as if to prove her point. "I was chased." "Hmm," Deep Throat said. "If you were chased, you would have been killed." Apparently Scully was the only one who had a problem with this. Mulder and Deep Throat looked thoughtful, not alarmed. "I didn't anticipate the speed and precision of the cleanup operation," Deep Throat said. "Without the evidence, you two have no case. You must find Doctor Secare before they do. I'll have no further contact with you on this matter." He disappeared the way he had come in, silent as a panther. "I'm going to find Doctor Secare," Mulder said. "Where?" Scully asked. "I don't know. I'm going to trust my instincts." ~*~*~*~ In bed that night, Scully's instincts were saying "trouble." She reached for the phone again. Mulder's line rang and rang with no answer. Ethan sighed. "Maybe he has a date." "You don't understand." Scully held the phone between her breasts. "These are dangerous people, Ethan. They've murdered twice now to cover their tracks." "To cover what?" "You know I can't say." "But you're convinced Mulder's found something worth killing for." "Two doctors are dead, Ethan!" "A suicide and a car accident. That's what you said." Scully got out of bed and started getting dressed. "I said that's what they wanted it to look like." "Who is this they? Do you even know?" Scully ignored him and began lacing up her boots. "Where are you going?" Ethan asked. "Mulder's." She grabbed her keys and her gun. "I want to make sure nothing has 'accidentally' happened to him." Scully found she was not the only one concerned about Mulder. Deep Throat appeared from the bushes as Scully started up Mulder's path. "He's not home," he told her tersely. "Where is he? He's been gone all night." "I wish I knew." "Something's happened to him." Scully's heart turned to lead as Deep Throat did not disagree. "They won't kill him." "How do you know that?" "He's become too high-profile and you've got evidence that could expose them." "I don't have any evidence. They took the evidence and may have killed in order to get it." "Listen to me. Evidence still exists. It might be difficult to obtain but with your medical background, I might be able to get you inside." ~*~ Deep Throat glided the car to a stop outside the high security containment center at Fort Marlene. He handed her the badge that would get her inside. "What you're looking for is on the top floor. Cryology." Scully pinned the ID to her shirt and prepared to leave the car. Deep Throat grabbed her arm. "Be very careful, Miss Scully. If they catch you, they will kill you." Scully swallowed and opened the door. Her legs felt like jelly but somehow she managed to walk across the parking lot to the front door. She passed her security card through the reader and the doors slide noiselessly open in front of her. Scully crossed the threshold and the heavy doors closed at her back. She stood inside a sterile white tomb. The only sign of life was a security guard sitting inside a tiny cubicle. "Password?" he asked her. Scully faltered. Deep Throat had said nothing about a password. "Password?" the guard tried again, eyeing her with more suspicion. Scully licked her lips. "Purity control." He let her inside. Scully went straight to cryology, where she found the container marked "purity control." She opened it as one might lift a coffin lid in a horror move. Swirls of fog from dry ice rose from the metal cylinder. Scully came face-to-face with an alien fetus. ~*~*~*~ Scully waited in her car, feeling like an alien herself on the dark bridge at night. Who was this woman who walked out of a government facility with stolen property under her arm? Scully took a deep, steadying breath. She grabbed the container from the seat next to her and exited her car. "You're late," Deep Throat said as she approached. "Did you get it?" She showed it to him. "Good. They're willing to make the exchange." "You spoke to them?" "Yes. I'll take the parcel." "No, sir. I'll make the exchange." "I made the deal, Scully. They're expecting me." "I don't trust you." "You've got no else to trust." A van pulled up at the other end of the bridge. Scully imagined Mulder inside, maybe hurt. Maybe dying. She gave up the package. Scully went back to her car. Blood was rushing through her so fast it made her dizzy. She clutched the wheel and watched Deep Throat approach the van. A shot shattered the quiet night. Scully jerked open her car door, already running before her feet touched the road. "Mulder. Mulder!" A body rolled from the back of the van. It roared away. Deep Throat lay dying in the street. Scully checked Mulder first and found his pulse strong. She hurried to Deep Throat, but he had been shot dead center mass. They had not wanted to make a mistake. She lifted his head. "Trust.. no one," he told her, and was gone. ~*~*~*~*~ Mulder sat in the ER sporting chemical burns around his eyes. Scully stood between his legs and gently examined the tender skin. "I'd say it was an acid of some sort," she said. "I couldn't see what was doing it," Mulder replied. "It stung like a sonofabitch, though. Either the chemical was in the gun these guys had or--" "Or what?" "Or it was in Dr. Secare himself." "At least your vision hasn't been affected." She rested her hands on the tops of his thighs. "You're very lucky, Mulder." "Yeah. Lucky. Our best source is dead and they have the alien fetus back. We have no evidence." Scully bent her head. "At least we have the luxury to keep on looking," she said quietly. Mulder touched her wrist with one finger. "Hey," he said, waiting for her to look at him. "I don't mean to sound ungrateful. What you did, Scully -- it's incredible." "Come on," she answered, drawing back. "I'll drive you home." Mulder sat with his eyes closed on the long, silent drive back to his apartment. Scully parked the car and unbuckled her seatbelt. "No, you go on," Mulder told her. "I'll be fine." "At least let me walk you in." He shook his head. "You come in with me, and you'll never leave." Scully opened her mouth to protest, but he kept talking. "Go home, Scully. I'm a big boy. I can take care of myself." "I know. I just--" "What?" "I just want you to know you don't have to. Not anymore." He smiled, bruised skin crinkling around his eyes. "Thanks for the lift. Night, Scully." "Night." ~*~*~*~ Scully awoke sharply, jolted from a dreamless sleep by something she could not name. She sat up dazed, but the house was quiet and Ethan lay dead asleep beside her. She checked the time -- eleven twenty-one -- and settled back down onto her pillow. The phone rang. She grabbed it before it could wake Ethan. "Hello?" she said, her voice rough from sleep. "Hey, Scully it's me." "Where are you?" "They're shutting us down, Scully." She shifted, paying attention now. Her heart froze. "What?" "They called me in tonight, and they said they're going to reassign us to other sections." "Who said that?" "Skinner. He said word came down from the top of the executive branch." "Mulder--" "It's over, Scully." Robby Tinsbury had said almost the same thing when he broke up with her in ninth grade. Mulder's voice held the same chilling finality. "Well, you have to lodge a protest. They can't..." "Yes, they can." Scully braced herself. "What are you going to do?" "I'm not going to give up. I can't give up. Not as long as the truth is out there." Then he hung up on her. I, he had said. Not we. Mulder was on his own again. Scully wondered what Blevins would say, if Blevins had even orchestrated the split. Scully lay down again in a bed that suddenly seemed too large. She shivered against her pillow. Ethan stirred, an arm coming out to wrap around her. "Was that the phone?" "Yes." She turned in his embrace, burying her face in his shoulder. He sleepily rubbed her back. "Who was it?" "No one." "Mmm." She could feel him drifting back to sleep. "Ethan?" "Hmm?" She held on tight, squeezing her eyes shut. "I'll marry you." ~*~*~*~*~ End chapter eleven. Continued in chapter twelve. Many thanks to Amanda for the speedy beta! Any remaining mistakes are mine alone. What's the phrase? It's always darkest before the dawn? ;-) Feedback welcome at syn_tax6@yahoo.com